I couldn’t believe it was finally over, I pushed myself to try different ways not to be sober .
I overworked myself so I couldn’t feel any pain, drowned myself in alcohol and drugs to keep the thought of you away.
Used to be on my knees, praying and hoping, asking God for the right things but it was you that I wanted.
The first thing, every morning my tears would be flowing. My thoughts would be soaring, and the pain would keep growing.
When we were together, I fought for you to hold me. Now, I’ve realized, I’m better off lonely.