They do not know what I have been through
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_empathiser911 I paint myself blue to hide my golden💙
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my life in short :) ~very personal~

They do not know what I have been through

They do not know what I have been through yet they act like no one could have been more miserable than them

They do not know what I have been through yet they act like no one could have been more miserable than them They think I have been always happy in my life

They do not know what I have been through yet they act like no one could have been more miserable than them They think I have been always happy in my life They do not know that this happiness have developed from a self crisis that went on for years

I know that I help them all the time

I know that I help them all the time but I am also a vulnerable human being

I know that I help them all the time but I am also a vulnerable human being They tell me my life is easier than theirs

I know that I help them all the time but I am also a vulnerable human being They tell me my life is easier than theirs when there has been nothing in my life that have stayed the same long enough for me to grasp

But I am used to it now...

But I am used to it now... The fact that they only see the healed me

But I am used to it now... The fact that they only see the healed me because no one was with me when I was breaking deep down

But I am used to it now... The fact that they only see the healed me because no one was with me when I was breaking deep down and my soul was getting destructed

But I am used to it now... The fact that they only see the healed me because no one was with me when I was breaking deep down and my soul was getting destructed while I had nothing to hold onto but the little hope left in me

So now don't think what you see is all that I am

So now don't think what you see is all that I am What you see is just the result of the pain I endured for years all alone in my head

So now don't think what you see is all that I am What you see is just the result of the pain I endured for years all alone in my head I glued my broken heart pieces together so good

So now don't think what you see is all that I am What you see is just the result of the pain I endured for years all alone in my head I glued my broken heart pieces together so good that they seem like they have remained untouched for as long as I have lived

But they better not forget that they chose to let me go

But they better not forget that they chose to let me go when they got sick of me after they took all they needed

But they better not forget that they chose to let me go when they got sick of me after they took all they needed They better not come back and ask why I have changed

But they better not forget that they chose to let me go when they got sick of me after they took all they needed They better not come back and ask why I have changed It wasn't my choice to change

But they better not forget that they chose to let me go when they got sick of me after they took all they needed They better not come back and ask why I have changed It wasn't my choice to change It was simply the only way I had, to move on with my life

I was never the way I am right now

I was never the way I am right now I once let people into the core of my heart

I was never the way I am right now I once let people into the core of my heart But now I only enter people's heart and I never let them into mine

I was never the way I am right now I once let people into the core of my heart But now I only enter people's heart and I never let them into mine I help people with the best of my ability

I was never the way I am right now I once let people into the core of my heart But now I only enter people's heart and I never let them into mine I help people with the best of my ability not to please them rather to satisfy my purpose in life

Writer's note:

Writer's note: When you become mentally mature and you look back and notice how much you've grown, you will realise how strong you were all along!

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