I was once a Nefelibata
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@sweven_summers contest - prompt: Nefelibata

I was once a Nefelibata

I was once a Nefelibata Nefelibata - One who lives in the clouds of their own imagination or dreams

I was once a Nefelibata

I was once a Nefelibata when I didn't feel that I was good enough for this world

I was once a Nefelibata when I didn't feel that I was good enough for this world when I felt that I will never receive the same amount of love I give

I was once a Nefelibata when I didn't feel that I was good enough for this world when I felt that I will never receive the same amount of love I give when nobody seemed to care enough, for me, to listen to my worries

I had this beautiful world in mind

I had this beautiful world in mind Everywhere I go, peace was all that I saw

I had this beautiful world in mind Everywhere I go, peace was all that I saw Everyone I met was so lovely

I had this beautiful world in mind Everywhere I go, peace was all that I saw Everyone I met was so lovely and they all listened more than they spoke

I had this beautiful world in mind Everywhere I go, peace was all that I saw Everyone I met was so lovely and they all listened more than they spoke Living was simply not something hard to bear

That world became my reality

That world became my reality and I couldn't stopping living in it daily

That world became my reality and I couldn't stopping living in it daily I thought I was getting obsessed with that world

That world became my reality and I couldn't stopping living in it daily I thought I was getting obsessed with that world but I felt as if that world was obsessed with me too

That world became my reality and I couldn't stopping living in it daily I thought I was getting obsessed with that world but I felt as if that world was obsessed with me too whenever I tried to leave, it would pull me back in

But that world in my head darkened

But that world in my head darkened when the real reality hit me

But that world in my head darkened when the real reality hit me and I remembered that this world will never come to life

But that world in my head darkened when the real reality hit me and I remembered that this world will never come to life no matter how much I prayed, it would remain forever a secret place

After years of recovery, I realised that the thought of be a 'perfect world' was a nightmare

After years of recovery, I realised that the thought of be a 'perfect world' was a nightmare For anyone to live in their head and think that one day their imagination could become reality - is a sorrow living -

It's tough

It's tough but who knew

It's tough but who knew that often our biggest dreams don't come true?

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