I feel like crying
I truly do
But the tears won’t come
They aren’t coming
I don’t know why I got so attached
I don't know how I got so attached
And even though I need to take care of myself, I still don’t want to
I don’t want to admit that I need to be taken care of
But I do
Why is it always me that feels things with so much emotion?
Why can’t I just let go like everyone else?
Why can’t I just be free?
The funny thing is I don’t think I will ever feel that kind of freedom
And yet I still ask why
I still ask how
I still ask the same old questions that will never be answered
Questions that are pointless to ask
So that’s it I guess