angst warning but no death- also your quirk is like a cat's outstanding features- you had retractable claws on each of your fingers and toes instead of fingernails and toenails. Also you can speak to cats. Because you can meow. and purr.
"Come on, Ama-Chan," you said to your boyfriend who was watching you, frozen in fear. "What if I was actually hurt this time?" Tamaki didn't respond, but instead shook his head. You sighed and walked over to him. You grabbed his hand and sat on the bed with him. "Calm down, I can hear your heart beating from here." Tamaki swallowed hard before speaking.
"Y-you can't j-just do that, Y/N," he finally said. "You know I c-can't handle that k-kind of thing." "That's why I did it," you explained patiently. "I'm trying to help you get over this so you CAN offer help to people who need it." Although you often had endless amounts of patience for Tamaki, you're voice came out rougher than intended, as your patience was still limited.
Tamaki winced at your accidentally harsh tone, and you felt bad. He looked over at you anxiously, but quickly looked away, not knowing what to do or say. "I'm sorry. I'm just... school was hard in middle school, and it's 10 times as worse in high school, especially with quirk practice and all. It's hard dealing with all the crap that the schools are giving me to do. I- I don't want to be here anymore."
Tamaki looked at you. His eyes studied your face, but the only thing he seemed to find was honest worry and sadness and frustration. "Me too," he said, letting a sigh past his lips. "But you have it harder than me, so I'll try and do better for you, alright, Y/N?" You leaned your head against his shoulder and hummed in response. He lied back on the bed and pulled you down with him. "I love you, Y/N," he whispered.
"I don't want to lose you. I dn't want you to go." "I... love you... too... But should I stay? I'm jst a burden to everyone." "No, you're not. Please, Y/N, don't leave me." "I... won't..." you whispered as you drifted to sleep. Tamaki's arm wrapping around you was the last thing you remember. *Timeskip brought to you by Tamaki's pointy ears*
Waking up, you realized that Tamaki hadn't moved at all since you fell asleep, which was about two hours ago. You laughed quietly. "Ama-Chan, you look quite uncomfortable." "Y-you look like your in the most comfortable position you could be in," he said back, and he was shaking a bit having to keep the same position for more than a solid 30 minutes, let alone 2 hours.
"You can relax," you told him. He instantly dissolved, and you were surprised at how he didn't sink right through the bed. ~I was right. I am a burden to everyone,~ you thought with a stab of guilt. ~Ama-Chan didn't move for 2 hours so I'd be comfortable. It'd make everyone happier if I just went away.~
With glazed eyes you looked at Tamaki- he was now asleep. You got off of his bed and walked to the bathroom. You extended your claws and studied them. You rinsed them off with scalding water so they were hot when you scratched your wrist. This way, the heat cut your skin more than your claws. You didn't pull them along your wrist- you just left the cut as a tiny slit.
You did the other wrist the same way and the blood pulsed out. Only then did you notice the hot tears leaking from your eyes. "Y/N? Where'd you go?" you heard Tamaki ask. He heard you sobbing and made his way to the bathroom where you were, crippled on the floor. He froze, his eyes were fixed on your wrist and the blood pooling on the floor. He didn't blink, or breath, or move. He just stood there.
Like you knew he would.
"Y-Y-Y-Y/N?! Wh-what are y-you doing?!" he cried, and a tear rolled down his face, followed by another, and another. "Th-th-th-this is another t-test, right? Right?" You wiped a tear off your face leaving a smudge of blood on your cheek and weakly shook your head. "I-I'm s-sorry, Ama-Chan-n," you said. He rushed out of the bathroom and went somewhere out of your view.
You guessed it was the closet. He came back with a torn black shirt and crouched next to you. "No!" you shouted as he tried to tie it around your wrists. You extended your claws again and slashed across his face. "No," he said. "I haven't lost a lot in my life, but I don't want you to be a part of the list." He tightly tied the strip of the black shirt around your wrists to stop the bleeding. You felt dizzy and light-headed.
You ended up passing out. When you woke up, you were lying in bed, next to Tamaki. He was looking up at the ceiling with a sad expression. "Hey, Y/N," he said, not looking away from the ceiling. You prepared for the worst. "I'm sorry." "No! Don't apologize. If anything, I should be apologizing. I shouldn't have said I didn't need to be here. I shouldn't have tested you. I shouldn't have cut myself.
"I shouldn't have hurt you, I shouldn't made you worry about me. I don't deserve you, Ama-Chan." Tamaki didn't reply, but instead flung his arms around you and sobbed into your shoulder. "I w-was so worried!" he cried. You blushed and hugged him back. "I'm sorry." That was the last thing you said before crying into him as well.
Idk if that was long or not, but I hope you enjoyed it. I also made a picture of a hawk!!
Anyways that's all for now, Stubs. Have a nice day!!