{"count":17279,"next":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=832&tag=sad","previous":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=830&tag=sad","results":[{"id":"3db285ca-53ec-4303-9d73-1f0a13940e8a","reaction_count":18,"reaction_counts":{"NI":18,"all":18,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"whocaresdude","author_description":"You deserve every best things","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"WE NEED TO MOVE ON!","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1506395474577-242f168d2e2a?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&s=93bf04dd532b61e4fe7ce4d4393087f3","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1506395474577-242f168d2e2a?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&s=31bce3468d29605a6a529f6950916b73","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1506395474577-242f168d2e2a?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&s=e107d4a6a133a45e9209805f4bb5a175","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1506395474577-242f168d2e2a?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&s=93bf04dd532b61e4fe7ce4d4393087f3"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/41fadf4a-e39e-3957-a481-655d5095ed12-1514051149887.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"whocaresdude","id":"c5906902-31af-4cc9-903e-79fcf7822816","nickname":"A legal alien","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/41fadf4a-e39e-3957-a481-655d5095ed12-1514051149887.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_41fadf4a-e39e-3957-a481-655d5095ed12-1514051149887.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/352fb06a-e6cc-eb3a-e819-12dac42aab51-1514051164097.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_352fb06a-e6cc-eb3a-e819-12dac42aab51-1514051164097.jpeg","description":"You deserve every best things","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":3,"reaction_count":3,"following_count":30,"follower_count":317,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1965,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","love","girls","moveon","breakups"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-12-20T10:12:59.867234-08:00","created":"2017-10-18T09:04:55.474011-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"WE NEED TO MOVE ON!","description":"move on tips from me, someone who wants to move on :p","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1506395474577-242f168d2e2a?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&s=93bf04dd532b61e4fe7ce4d4393087f3","slug":"we-need-to-move-on","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-18T09:32:36.072625-07:00","published":"2017-10-18T09:32:36.072613-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":322,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c5906902-31af-4cc9-903e-79fcf7822816","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"69b3bfbc-2f6a-4440-baae-ec23e42c6537","reaction_count":29,"reaction_counts":{"NI":28,"all":28,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"stripesal","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nU ain't my Romeo","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/bbf0c8e3-2a3f-2960-7aa8-a41b306c99a4-1507856753717.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_bbf0c8e3-2a3f-2960-7aa8-a41b306c99a4-1507856753717.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_bbf0c8e3-2a3f-2960-7aa8-a41b306c99a4-1507856753717.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/bbf0c8e3-2a3f-2960-7aa8-a41b306c99a4-1507856753717.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/97da534f-045d-d2e0-602c-05653f6e9818-1507687889232.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"stripesal","id":"70c6afae-e4ac-4dfc-b048-65f1a309eef8","nickname":"Lolita","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/97da534f-045d-d2e0-602c-05653f6e9818-1507687889232.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_97da534f-045d-d2e0-602c-05653f6e9818-1507687889232.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6374d258-25ce-00fb-026e-a1399852217c-1507687953599.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6374d258-25ce-00fb-026e-a1399852217c-1507687953599.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":5,"reaction_count":53,"following_count":36,"follower_count":265,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":18684,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["dating","sad","juliet","alone","romeo","dark","breakup","relationship"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-01-29T00:03:12.306222-08:00","created":"2017-10-12T18:04:23.871888-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nU ain't my Romeo","description":"You say you care about me,  then you don’t reply.\n","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/bbf0c8e3-2a3f-2960-7aa8-a41b306c99a4-1507856753717.jpeg","slug":"u-aint-my-romeo","categories":["RM"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-17T13:12:59.835305-07:00","published":"2017-10-17T13:12:59.835294-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":851,"comment_count":4,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"70c6afae-e4ac-4dfc-b048-65f1a309eef8","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"5dd47a85-b491-4bed-b490-c8ab0ff4b06c","reaction_count":15,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"t_astrid","author_description":"Want advice/a read? Tag me!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Head Up","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1493666438817-866a91353ca9?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=59cd9b41578fb53aca074990136ec183","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1493666438817-866a91353ca9?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&s=b616b2c5b373a80ffc9636ba24f7a4a9","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1493666438817-866a91353ca9?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&s=fc38ed733d4463ec7a6fea4c84dcb155","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1493666438817-866a91353ca9?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=59cd9b41578fb53aca074990136ec183"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1fba4742-0c45-01aa-794d-4906b153941d-1589390357541.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":true,"author":{"username":"t_astrid","id":"e1f2a27c-cfa5-49ce-973b-c28219a32898","nickname":"T","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1fba4742-0c45-01aa-794d-4906b153941d-1589390357541.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1fba4742-0c45-01aa-794d-4906b153941d-1589390357541.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ce5d8dff-3b2e-518c-f04c-7b789a710fc9-1596648625279.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ce5d8dff-3b2e-518c-f04c-7b789a710fc9-1596648625279.jpeg","description":"Want advice/a read? Tag me!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":78,"story_count":108,"reaction_count":2610,"following_count":153,"follower_count":3368,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":true,"num_words_read":582813,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"amb","badges":["amb","gft","lv1","lv2","fqr","lv3","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["tear","sad","heartbreaking","bullying","head","bully","head up","death","hurt","tears","terrible","depression","crying","suicide","help","cry"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-10-27T18:43:24.655157-07:00","created":"2017-10-15T09:39:29.757818-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Head Up","description":"comment the meaning...\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1493666438817-866a91353ca9?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=59cd9b41578fb53aca074990136ec183","slug":"head-up","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-15T10:01:31.441731-07:00","published":"2017-10-15T10:01:31.441721-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/5dd47a85-b491-4bed-b490-c8ab0ff4b06c-79.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":1076,"comment_count":15,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"e1f2a27c-cfa5-49ce-973b-c28219a32898","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"72436a6c-d2e4-4f9b-bdaa-2bcd18dcd8a4","reaction_count":20,"reaction_counts":{"NI":19,"all":19,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"kayjohnstone","author_description":"Queer poet with a lot on their mind","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Crossroads.","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1502143354631-ebc8d9e4285f?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=24204e81a118252143de9949922e9d5b","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1502143354631-ebc8d9e4285f?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&s=5e177d7c44013ce6637f07d3cd2a4a9d","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1502143354631-ebc8d9e4285f?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&s=1d4520fbf82ec62b005287695b7840c8","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1502143354631-ebc8d9e4285f?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=24204e81a118252143de9949922e9d5b"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/55EDA816-B03C-4602-BE0A-408F68D313391620912368411.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":true,"author":{"username":"kayjohnstone","id":"3e422734-4f48-4930-9c57-469d4f58155f","nickname":"Kay","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/55EDA816-B03C-4602-BE0A-408F68D313391620912368411.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_8c445638-7303-b17d-a033-999a073fac77-1500599598204.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6238af64-1e27-1c16-dfbf-8271413d1447-1500512987962.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Queer poet with a lot on their mind","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":68,"reaction_count":184,"following_count":94,"follower_count":1205,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":true,"num_words_read":173830,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["gft","lv1","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","missing her","conflict","remember","crossroads","ex","love","lesbian","feelings","thoughts","life","hate","happy","poetry"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-08-20T17:03:22.536012-07:00","created":"2017-10-11T19:59:18.172613-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Crossroads.","description":"Saw an ex at a crossroads and began to remember everything there was.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1502143354631-ebc8d9e4285f?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=24204e81a118252143de9949922e9d5b","slug":"crossroads","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-13T20:54:02.289726-07:00","published":"2017-10-13T20:54:02.289714-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{"frames":["https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/ps/72436a6c-d2e4-4f9b-bdaa-2bcd18dcd8a4-176-0.jpg","https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/ps/72436a6c-d2e4-4f9b-bdaa-2bcd18dcd8a4-176-1.jpg","https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/ps/72436a6c-d2e4-4f9b-bdaa-2bcd18dcd8a4-176-2.jpg"],"version":176},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/72436a6c-d2e4-4f9b-bdaa-2bcd18dcd8a4-176.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":670,"comment_count":2,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"3e422734-4f48-4930-9c57-469d4f58155f","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"c85895c8-5bf9-47c2-8885-a0823c716bf6","reaction_count":2,"reaction_counts":{"NI":2,"all":2,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"christhetivoli","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"wasting away","first_page_image":"https://media1.giphy.com/media/rtKSPhpnWYhS8/giphy.gif?fingerprint=e1bb72ff59dfc7dd315864372e832c81","first_page_images":{"s":"https://media1.giphy.com/media/rtKSPhpnWYhS8/100.gif?fingerprint=e1bb72ff59dfc7dd315864372e832c81","m":"https://media1.giphy.com/media/rtKSPhpnWYhS8/100w.gif?fingerprint=e1bb72ff59dfc7dd315864372e832c81","l":"https://media1.giphy.com/media/rtKSPhpnWYhS8/giphy.gif?fingerprint=e1bb72ff59dfc7dd315864372e832c81"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1d277d35-0a62-a20f-4504-ec8d750a6027-1507770924474.gif","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"christhetivoli","id":"5c6ed786-437d-4867-973e-d6772c189528","nickname":"chris","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1d277d35-0a62-a20f-4504-ec8d750a6027-1507770924474.gif","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1d277d35-0a62-a20f-4504-ec8d750a6027-1507770924474.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/06668bdf-8c3e-d76f-b001-9764e2b8f64c-1507861945951.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_06668bdf-8c3e-d76f-b001-9764e2b8f64c-1507861945951.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":3,"reaction_count":4,"following_count":24,"follower_count":43,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":15637,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv1","badges":["lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","feelings"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-10-02T01:02:42.192553-07:00","created":"2017-10-12T11:17:16.823075-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"wasting away","description":"wasting away every day","thumbnail":"https://media1.giphy.com/media/rtKSPhpnWYhS8/giphy.gif?fingerprint=e1bb72ff59dfc7dd315864372e832c81","slug":"wasting-away","categories":["TS"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-12T12:38:40.358239-07:00","published":"2017-10-12T12:38:40.358227-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":428,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"5c6ed786-437d-4867-973e-d6772c189528","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"fb8d15c2-76b6-4223-b13e-99956576f496","reaction_count":8,"reaction_counts":{"NI":8,"all":8,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"skylines","author_description":"nonbinary poet / 20 / they","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"oh,","first_page_image":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise160.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise160.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise160.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7ce503b4-8a75-067d-fbef-9a9e72230fb0-1502849763110.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"skylines","id":"b3eb0dcc-0915-4cf5-beb9-0134512efd5c","nickname":"sky","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7ce503b4-8a75-067d-fbef-9a9e72230fb0-1502849763110.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7ce503b4-8a75-067d-fbef-9a9e72230fb0-1502849763110.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f5279486-9536-e4db-00d2-2630cd84f09a-1502849771838.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"nonbinary poet / 20 / they","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":7,"reaction_count":21,"following_count":27,"follower_count":320,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":8321,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","anxiety","growing up","new","depression"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:24:36.653050-08:00","created":"2017-10-08T20:12:02.857570-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"oh,","description":"hang on to your spark, kiddo. ","thumbnail":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise160.jpg","slug":"oh","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-12T05:52:36.219320-07:00","published":"2017-10-12T05:52:36.219309-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":379,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"b3eb0dcc-0915-4cf5-beb9-0134512efd5c","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"8dfef732-d493-44ba-94af-0571cb08e906","reaction_count":17,"reaction_counts":{"NI":17,"all":17,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"mimiclaire","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"School Captain","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1503539080286-cee8cea3f79d?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=89d1749d6de799d485f884003bddf607","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1503539080286-cee8cea3f79d?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&s=9b9a604b58cd58e8017e0d7fd4fefed5","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1503539080286-cee8cea3f79d?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&s=a4677b9f65d7aa2bd3de1125c8affc6f","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1503539080286-cee8cea3f79d?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=89d1749d6de799d485f884003bddf607"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c60f51db-5ad2-22e4-3485-7afd84e36d47-1506086292023.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"mimiclaire","id":"6dba778f-ecab-4261-91b4-9255138c24c0","nickname":"Mimi","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c60f51db-5ad2-22e4-3485-7afd84e36d47-1506086292023.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_c60f51db-5ad2-22e4-3485-7afd84e36d47-1506086292023.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/eb89025a-307a-cbd5-06ca-cf985caa4179-1506150384842.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":9,"reaction_count":11,"following_count":212,"follower_count":984,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":22671,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","school captain","lgbtqi","high school","lost potential","love","first love","lgbt","hong kong"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-01-28T04:08:01.386586-08:00","created":"2017-10-11T07:17:27.575455-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"School Captain","description":"I was in Hong Kong when I saw her She had been the dux of my high school\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1503539080286-cee8cea3f79d?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=89d1749d6de799d485f884003bddf607","slug":"school-captain","categories":["FC"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-11T21:39:26.006048-07:00","published":"2017-10-11T21:39:26.006038-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":1160,"comment_count":6,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"6dba778f-ecab-4261-91b4-9255138c24c0","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"0fcd0b62-8aa4-49c7-b8da-fbdd84ff67ba","reaction_count":11,"reaction_counts":{"NI":10,"all":10,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"rosesandraine","author_description":"twitter: rosesandraine","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"You","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/reserve/Dy87hLpwR7ar5ciAhp0G_01.jpg?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=49a4541368b0d53653c0b659eddb4f67","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/reserve/Dy87hLpwR7ar5ciAhp0G_01.jpg?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&s=2984733e50137b3c39cd049efd6a44dd","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/reserve/Dy87hLpwR7ar5ciAhp0G_01.jpg?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&s=ae0c85fea1749c2840458ff9c124f83d","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/reserve/Dy87hLpwR7ar5ciAhp0G_01.jpg?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=49a4541368b0d53653c0b659eddb4f67"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7a1285d1-970c-481a-240f-a3965c904e33-1589231866203.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"rosesandraine","id":"f2de666a-f4c7-4839-8049-1d7cd18f8124","nickname":"brie","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7a1285d1-970c-481a-240f-a3965c904e33-1589231866203.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7a1285d1-970c-481a-240f-a3965c904e33-1589231866203.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7e53d1b3-0940-2d98-0276-8b518955dc10-1589232003500.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7e53d1b3-0940-2d98-0276-8b518955dc10-1589232003500.jpeg","description":"twitter: rosesandraine","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":2,"story_count":49,"reaction_count":38,"following_count":25,"follower_count":336,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":15832,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["thanks","sad","year","you"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-01-04T08:26:09.040106-08:00","created":"2017-10-11T20:28:47.570362-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"You","description":"It's almost been a year. A full year without talking to you...\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/reserve/Dy87hLpwR7ar5ciAhp0G_01.jpg?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=49a4541368b0d53653c0b659eddb4f67","slug":"you-3","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-11T20:50:07.531108-07:00","published":"2017-10-11T20:50:07.531097-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/0fcd0b62-8aa4-49c7-b8da-fbdd84ff67ba-55.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":449,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"f2de666a-f4c7-4839-8049-1d7cd18f8124","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"9e066d0b-d08c-4558-bc6c-9cf3f2e0fafa","reaction_count":10,"reaction_counts":{"NI":9,"all":9,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"strangelands","author_description":"a regular human","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"It Isn't Always","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/806b7c5c-0a49-55ba-8414-c5753b011ae2-1507773294062.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_806b7c5c-0a49-55ba-8414-c5753b011ae2-1507773294062.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_806b7c5c-0a49-55ba-8414-c5753b011ae2-1507773294062.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/806b7c5c-0a49-55ba-8414-c5753b011ae2-1507773294062.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2e344f0b-8b20-8e29-2ed4-0b73ed8c5075-1507502057634.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"strangelands","id":"78eb5004-17ab-4617-9e6c-03dfafd2e3d6","nickname":"Ray","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2e344f0b-8b20-8e29-2ed4-0b73ed8c5075-1507502057634.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2e344f0b-8b20-8e29-2ed4-0b73ed8c5075-1507502057634.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c0a113cb-3cc1-b13f-7c6f-d6071d22b6e5-1507502558349.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_c0a113cb-3cc1-b13f-7c6f-d6071d22b6e5-1507502558349.jpeg","description":"a regular human","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":12,"reaction_count":22,"following_count":4,"follower_count":121,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":23342,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","loss","love","relationship"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-01-01T08:02:55.945850-08:00","created":"2017-10-11T18:50:13.563091-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"It Isn't Always","description":""Everything doesn't have to be sad, you know." "I know," I say, and I try to think of how I can gracefully change the subject. I can't come up with anything, so I go with my gut. "Hey, is that a gila monster over there?"\n","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/806b7c5c-0a49-55ba-8414-c5753b011ae2-1507773294062.jpeg","slug":"it-isnt-always","categories":["FC"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-11T19:01:48.334603-07:00","published":"2017-10-11T19:01:48.334591-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/9e066d0b-d08c-4558-bc6c-9cf3f2e0fafa-61.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":464,"comment_count":3,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"78eb5004-17ab-4617-9e6c-03dfafd2e3d6","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"44d45928-86f4-4ed3-baae-4574733d728e","reaction_count":2,"reaction_counts":{"NI":2,"all":2,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"christhetivoli","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Once again","first_page_image":"https://media2.giphy.com/media/AwHEHPq3E0zOU/giphy.gif?fingerprint=e1bb72ff59debdc031544d7a4d89f671","first_page_images":{"s":"https://media2.giphy.com/media/AwHEHPq3E0zOU/100.gif?fingerprint=e1bb72ff59debdc031544d7a4d89f671","m":"https://media2.giphy.com/media/AwHEHPq3E0zOU/100w.gif?fingerprint=e1bb72ff59debdc031544d7a4d89f671","l":"https://media2.giphy.com/media/AwHEHPq3E0zOU/giphy.gif?fingerprint=e1bb72ff59debdc031544d7a4d89f671"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1d277d35-0a62-a20f-4504-ec8d750a6027-1507770924474.gif","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"christhetivoli","id":"5c6ed786-437d-4867-973e-d6772c189528","nickname":"chris","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1d277d35-0a62-a20f-4504-ec8d750a6027-1507770924474.gif","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1d277d35-0a62-a20f-4504-ec8d750a6027-1507770924474.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/06668bdf-8c3e-d76f-b001-9764e2b8f64c-1507861945951.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_06668bdf-8c3e-d76f-b001-9764e2b8f64c-1507861945951.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":3,"reaction_count":4,"following_count":24,"follower_count":43,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":15637,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv1","badges":["lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-11-26T23:59:22.539622-08:00","created":"2017-10-11T17:50:26.006603-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Once again","description":"\n","thumbnail":"https://media2.giphy.com/media/AwHEHPq3E0zOU/giphy.gif?fingerprint=e1bb72ff59debdc031544d7a4d89f671","slug":"once-again","categories":["TS"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-11T18:12:07.042102-07:00","published":"2017-10-11T18:12:07.042092-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":100,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"5c6ed786-437d-4867-973e-d6772c189528","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"071ea362-446f-4250-ae19-4184b1d4462c","reaction_count":7,"reaction_counts":{"NI":7,"all":7,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"alisasapphire2","author_description":"https://linktr.ee/thoughtsthatareweird","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Shadowed","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1495296918182-94cc6be41f88?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=51f5f11f52e2f7f03a9b5ee9c4bc2fc6","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1495296918182-94cc6be41f88?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&s=0982efb32ecd1464e6a4644125835563","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1495296918182-94cc6be41f88?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&s=7a72187e98ae8bcebcd23f2a01c39171","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1495296918182-94cc6be41f88?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=51f5f11f52e2f7f03a9b5ee9c4bc2fc6"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d5788f81-7591-05b2-e810-780f3ecdb1e1-1637653073277.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"alisasapphire2","id":"59d8f5a2-99ab-4dd4-b9b3-cd373db6b898","nickname":"ThoughtsThatAreWeird","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d5788f81-7591-05b2-e810-780f3ecdb1e1-1637653073277.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d5788f81-7591-05b2-e810-780f3ecdb1e1-1637653073277.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/194e885e-ece6-dd2b-87e1-795a4d2aa1f4-1622618854598.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_194e885e-ece6-dd2b-87e1-795a4d2aa1f4-1622618854598.png","description":"https://linktr.ee/thoughtsthatareweird","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":99,"reaction_count":19,"following_count":36,"follower_count":69,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":26718,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["short poems","sad","relatable","shadow"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-08-07T15:22:59.759482-07:00","created":"2017-10-11T16:30:35.097209-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Shadowed","description":"Being a shadow is hard and sad sometimes...","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1495296918182-94cc6be41f88?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=51f5f11f52e2f7f03a9b5ee9c4bc2fc6","slug":"shadowed","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-11T16:44:18.352618-07:00","published":"2017-10-11T16:44:18.352607-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":327,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"59d8f5a2-99ab-4dd4-b9b3-cd373db6b898","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"9454146d-dd24-411c-b35d-fa7132b8364a","reaction_count":6,"reaction_counts":{"NI":6,"all":6,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"windsomelight","author_description":"www.tumblr.com/wind-some-light","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Almost breathing","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1489184717397-ab0106abcd74?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=a98168401588dd882a77dbd1945c12d5","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1489184717397-ab0106abcd74?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&s=21b3eb0cdd2c34e6311334f30547dd5c","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1489184717397-ab0106abcd74?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&s=6f6fb0e85ac2610b75074da6c6adf95d","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1489184717397-ab0106abcd74?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=a98168401588dd882a77dbd1945c12d5"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/IMG_23561490467967960.JPG","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"windsomelight","id":"39f9dd6b-d94e-4883-b137-c5493bc2883b","nickname":"wind-some-light","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/IMG_23561490467967960.JPG","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/t_IMG_23561490467970288.JPG","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/IMG_21501490468014471.JPG","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"www.tumblr.com/wind-some-light","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":12,"reaction_count":7,"following_count":12,"follower_count":312,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":12741,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","prompt","heart","spilled ink","poetry","poem"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-10-29T12:52:40.081732-07:00","created":"2017-10-11T13:03:38.958307-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Almost breathing","description":"||consumed||and||heavy||","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1489184717397-ab0106abcd74?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=a98168401588dd882a77dbd1945c12d5","slug":"almost-breathing","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-11T13:37:56.303573-07:00","published":"2017-10-11T13:37:56.303563-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":380,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"39f9dd6b-d94e-4883-b137-c5493bc2883b","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"f36c83b6-1136-4820-a91d-e986d0571157","reaction_count":20,"reaction_counts":{"NI":20,"all":20,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"nomidarklighter","author_description":"This is the way.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Leia's Loss","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/a3979e19-95ff-94d1-2224-a68ace464c7b-1507743892094.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_a3979e19-95ff-94d1-2224-a68ace464c7b-1507743892094.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_a3979e19-95ff-94d1-2224-a68ace464c7b-1507743892094.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/a3979e19-95ff-94d1-2224-a68ace464c7b-1507743892094.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f161edaf-1857-f8c0-c1cc-5c5d718ecfec-1590178363083.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"nomidarklighter","id":"cd4636b7-a5a8-4a2d-96a5-538bbac3b800","nickname":"Nomi Darklighter","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f161edaf-1857-f8c0-c1cc-5c5d718ecfec-1590178363083.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f161edaf-1857-f8c0-c1cc-5c5d718ecfec-1590178363083.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/98d05f09-2d7f-4044-25f7-8e74777498a9-1590178796640.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_98d05f09-2d7f-4044-25f7-8e74777498a9-1590178796640.jpeg","description":"This is the way.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":26,"reaction_count":4,"following_count":4,"follower_count":21,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":7703,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-01-06T21:14:30.048228-08:00","created":"2017-10-11T10:43:28.935992-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Leia's Loss","description":"General Leia Organa feels it, even when nearly untrained, through the Force. Han Solo, her husband, was gone. Murdered by his own son. Why had she asked him to bring their son back? She was so sure, that he would succeed, where others had failed. And now he was dead because of her.\n","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/a3979e19-95ff-94d1-2224-a68ace464c7b-1507743892094.jpeg","slug":"leias-loss","categories":["FF"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-11T10:45:23.673425-07:00","published":"2017-10-11T10:45:23.673413-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":409,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"cd4636b7-a5a8-4a2d-96a5-538bbac3b800","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"789df27b-9252-466c-b8e6-1dd4dc039b1b","reaction_count":8,"reaction_counts":{"NI":8,"all":8,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"stevewaldrop","author_description":"The Bard of Commaful","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\"Don't Be Sad\"","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/07772bd2-9aa1-00e7-d9e8-b0e11f7da35f-1507742486270.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_07772bd2-9aa1-00e7-d9e8-b0e11f7da35f-1507742486270.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_07772bd2-9aa1-00e7-d9e8-b0e11f7da35f-1507742486270.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/07772bd2-9aa1-00e7-d9e8-b0e11f7da35f-1507742486270.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d5ac98a7-4551-cf13-faa5-4ae662992610-1692747446093.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"stevewaldrop","id":"ce3f8c04-8714-417d-8380-9870102b0ce7","nickname":"Profe Steve","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d5ac98a7-4551-cf13-faa5-4ae662992610-1692747446093.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d5ac98a7-4551-cf13-faa5-4ae662992610-1692747446093.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ccc4058b-d0f1-f553-54fb-fd1b4063c0f2-1663005763145.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ccc4058b-d0f1-f553-54fb-fd1b4063c0f2-1663005763145.jpeg","description":"The Bard of Commaful","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":231,"story_count":2007,"reaction_count":8083,"following_count":341,"follower_count":24369,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2157111,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","fqr","lv2","gft","pwr","str","lv3","avr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"I am a retired Spanish teacher who loved middle school, 11-14 year old. I wear kilts and travel as much as possible. ","reading":"Science fiction and fantasy. I also enjoy historical fiction. ","writing":"I love writing spooky horror stories. My poetry ranges from haiku to limericks to old styles like terza rima and even sonnets. "}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","healing"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-06-20T04:03:22.153598-07:00","created":"2017-10-11T10:18:01.997711-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\"Don't Be Sad\"","description":"Everyone always tells me, "Don't be sad." ","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/07772bd2-9aa1-00e7-d9e8-b0e11f7da35f-1507742486270.jpeg","slug":"dont-be-sad","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-11T10:31:27.234337-07:00","published":"2017-10-11T10:31:27.234324-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":403,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"ce3f8c04-8714-417d-8380-9870102b0ce7","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"f439443f-a5eb-4fe0-8433-6b0e908e9135","reaction_count":9,"reaction_counts":{"NI":9,"all":9,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"atwojay","author_description":"Poet, lover, thinker, human.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"I Miss You - 2014/11/27","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8c7d1965-e381-5081-5cdb-91939c07f3c7-1507736211964.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_8c7d1965-e381-5081-5cdb-91939c07f3c7-1507736211964.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_8c7d1965-e381-5081-5cdb-91939c07f3c7-1507736211964.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8c7d1965-e381-5081-5cdb-91939c07f3c7-1507736211964.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/cdb009ce-a8ee-008b-ad3c-2b1241dc5797-1509154575430.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"atwojay","id":"efae438a-81f4-43d7-801e-91efb09af588","nickname":"Esther","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/cdb009ce-a8ee-008b-ad3c-2b1241dc5797-1509154575430.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_cdb009ce-a8ee-008b-ad3c-2b1241dc5797-1509154575430.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Poet, lover, thinker, human.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":84,"reaction_count":88,"following_count":21,"follower_count":988,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":35469,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","tribute","i miss you","death","mother"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-08-13T18:33:02.817254-07:00","created":"2017-10-11T08:36:11.206669-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"I Miss You - 2014/11/27","description":"I miss your baking and your smile. I miss you sitting in your chair.\n","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8c7d1965-e381-5081-5cdb-91939c07f3c7-1507736211964.jpeg","slug":"i-miss-you---20141127","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-11T08:45:38.344684-07:00","published":"2017-10-11T08:45:38.344670-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":259,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"efae438a-81f4-43d7-801e-91efb09af588","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"1d67d022-2a4b-4e8d-a16d-2fc2a60be8e8","reaction_count":9,"reaction_counts":{"NI":9,"all":9,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"nataliaflt","author_description":"IG: NataliaFlt","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Missing you","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1507629221898-576a56b530bb?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=c162b78c8a708b4924ab6afbd9e68829","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1507629221898-576a56b530bb?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&s=37e8fb24c2cb8d5056aeaac01d7ebf4a","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1507629221898-576a56b530bb?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&s=33a033494f3bba3f89bd9d7d16504585","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1507629221898-576a56b530bb?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=c162b78c8a708b4924ab6afbd9e68829"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/15181593_1309470832427993_5945597476203827323_n11490216022707.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"nataliaflt","id":"db884d0c-3b50-4fbe-b384-e78fcdee89c6","nickname":"Natalia","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/15181593_1309470832427993_5945597476203827323_n11490216022707.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/t_15181593_1309470832427993_5945597476203827323_n11490216026424.jpg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/tumblr_nh9r7pL1Pv1sulnzno1_50011490302661197.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"IG: NataliaFlt","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":25,"reaction_count":84,"following_count":19,"follower_count":604,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":16511,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","love","end","truelove","happy","boy","girl"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:27:29.688927-08:00","created":"2017-10-10T07:02:00.560402-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Missing you","description":"Gone.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1507629221898-576a56b530bb?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=c162b78c8a708b4924ab6afbd9e68829","slug":"missing-you","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-10T07:07:05.797491-07:00","published":"2017-10-10T07:07:05.797480-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":87,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"db884d0c-3b50-4fbe-b384-e78fcdee89c6","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"e684fcf2-e98d-4db7-9b6e-3c799338714c","reaction_count":14,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"bellabay","author_description":"I like sarcasm and rhyming","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Charlottesville, VA","first_page_image":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise392.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise392.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise392.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/27ef3a25-a104-f69d-71ce-055929174de9-1504857189481.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"bellabay","id":"fc8b266a-b280-40f1-9ef5-965340e0cb13","nickname":"BB","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/27ef3a25-a104-f69d-71ce-055929174de9-1504857189481.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_27ef3a25-a104-f69d-71ce-055929174de9-1504857189481.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/284ee9ce-a8c0-9301-433f-09464bfc85b6-1504857198197.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"I like sarcasm and rhyming","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":33,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":73,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":6400,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["virginia","sad","white","mad","nationalists","angry","charlottesville","feelings","protest","thoughts","equality","racism","heartbreak"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:17:48.667957-08:00","created":"2017-10-09T12:50:01.461570-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Charlottesville, VA","description":"Our blood is red\n","thumbnail":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise392.jpg","slug":"charlottesville-va","categories":["TS"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-09T12:52:52.000907-07:00","published":"2017-10-09T12:52:52.000896-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":301,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"fc8b266a-b280-40f1-9ef5-965340e0cb13","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"76659e9d-2b89-4799-a565-8953e247404f","reaction_count":16,"reaction_counts":{"NI":16,"all":16,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"kayjohnstone","author_description":"Queer poet with a lot on their mind","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"I AM.","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1495640491142-36c7695a50f6?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=c638314e90a3f65b899414728020582e","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1495640491142-36c7695a50f6?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&s=113bb9cb88bce80e3b575150fbfe1957","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1495640491142-36c7695a50f6?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&s=f75902009999690bd923885f32437f3a","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1495640491142-36c7695a50f6?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=c638314e90a3f65b899414728020582e"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/55EDA816-B03C-4602-BE0A-408F68D313391620912368411.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":true,"author":{"username":"kayjohnstone","id":"3e422734-4f48-4930-9c57-469d4f58155f","nickname":"Kay","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/55EDA816-B03C-4602-BE0A-408F68D313391620912368411.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_8c445638-7303-b17d-a033-999a073fac77-1500599598204.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6238af64-1e27-1c16-dfbf-8271413d1447-1500512987962.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Queer poet with a lot on their mind","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":68,"reaction_count":184,"following_count":94,"follower_count":1205,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":true,"num_words_read":173830,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["gft","lv1","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","tired","coffee","sunset","happy","naps","happyness","i am"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-03-31T22:59:04.091020-07:00","created":"2017-10-09T10:41:00.810440-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"I AM.","description":"short and sweet unlike everything else i write.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1495640491142-36c7695a50f6?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=800&fit=max&s=c638314e90a3f65b899414728020582e","slug":"i-am-2","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-09T10:45:15.081903-07:00","published":"2017-10-09T10:45:15.081893-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{"frames":["https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/ps/76659e9d-2b89-4799-a565-8953e247404f-38-0.jpg","https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/ps/76659e9d-2b89-4799-a565-8953e247404f-38-1.jpg","https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/ps/76659e9d-2b89-4799-a565-8953e247404f-38-2.jpg"],"version":38},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/76659e9d-2b89-4799-a565-8953e247404f-38.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":347,"comment_count":4,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"3e422734-4f48-4930-9c57-469d4f58155f","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"8167ffcc-6ecf-4fa7-96a0-5d38c6deb5ac","reaction_count":5,"reaction_counts":{"NI":5,"all":5,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"xgelatinex","author_description":"Secretly writing about her feelings. Shh","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Red Flags I Should've Noticed","first_page_image":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise527.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise527.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise527.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/76f342fe-a591-46a6-bb87-4dfad8d5357e-compressed1594884129699.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"xgelatinex","id":"f3b62637-cd69-463a-a937-011b4195972d","nickname":"walking tragedy","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/76f342fe-a591-46a6-bb87-4dfad8d5357e-compressed1594884129699.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2ae409c3-2d90-8e5e-7a33-ed94b6efe6f0-1522430272694.jpeg","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/8f6f25c1-18e6-41d1-8c67-4c47ff76a2f1-compressed1589458148762.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1ae7f32c-30e3-a16a-a072-6980532d323f-1522430361614.jpeg","description":"Secretly writing about her feelings. Shh","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":14,"reaction_count":50,"following_count":34,"follower_count":101,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":32791,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","love","spoken word poetry","feelings","poetry","one sided love"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-02-12T22:53:29.884725-08:00","created":"2017-10-07T09:28:51.049666-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Red Flags I Should've Noticed","description":"I was a naive girl who loved playing in the snow. You were a blizzard.","thumbnail":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise527.jpg","slug":"red-flags-i-shouldve-noticed","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-07T09:33:03.277397-07:00","published":"2017-10-07T09:33:03.277386-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":648,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"f3b62637-cd69-463a-a937-011b4195972d","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"ae461d70-2c18-44bb-80cb-164edd24af00","reaction_count":15,"reaction_counts":{"NI":15,"all":15,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"bellabay","author_description":"I like sarcasm and rhyming","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Anything Other Than You","first_page_image":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1245.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1245.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1245.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/27ef3a25-a104-f69d-71ce-055929174de9-1504857189481.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"bellabay","id":"fc8b266a-b280-40f1-9ef5-965340e0cb13","nickname":"BB","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/27ef3a25-a104-f69d-71ce-055929174de9-1504857189481.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_27ef3a25-a104-f69d-71ce-055929174de9-1504857189481.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/284ee9ce-a8c0-9301-433f-09464bfc85b6-1504857198197.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"I like sarcasm and rhyming","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":33,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":73,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":6400,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["writing","pain","sad","romance","boyfriend","past","girlfriend","love","hurt","old","feelings","friend","thoughts","future","break up","new","regret","friends","boy","girl","you","poetry","write","heartbreak","poem"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:37:13.422954-08:00","created":"2017-10-04T19:10:15.803723-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Anything Other Than You","description":"Ive recently stopped writing because all I can write about is you\n","thumbnail":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1245.jpg","slug":"anything-other-than-you","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2017-10-04T19:22:45.416188-07:00","published":"2017-10-04T19:22:45.416176-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":625,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"fc8b266a-b280-40f1-9ef5-965340e0cb13","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null}],"page":831}