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I enjoy baking, cross stitching, drawing, and reading in my spare time as well as writing! I am working towards a master's in Library Science starting in the spring, and work in a deli. Below are all of my socials! \n\nWattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/user/ARThomas1999\nGoodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/138850976-thebookishhobbit\nInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/thebookishhobbit1/","reading":"EVERYTHING! Lol. But here are my favorite genres: fantasy, horror, mystery-thriller, classics, historical fiction, poetry, science-fiction, and contemporary works. My favorite authors include Stephen King and Agatha Christie. ","writing":"My works are often inspired by the stories and observations other people have been so willing to share about their own lives. There are several women in my life I find to be truly inspiring ladies and I can't believe they have endured as much as they have and are who they are today. Other things that inspired my works include my experiences, nature, philosophy, spirituality, music, art, and my friend will occasionally give me prompts as well. 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