{"count":2068,"next":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=68&tag=lonely","previous":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=66&tag=lonely","results":[{"id":"6653ba13-e0d8-464e-af31-389d1c818291","reaction_count":58,"reaction_counts":{"NI":58,"all":58,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"thevillain","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Lonely","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2aecd89d-886f-6a41-17c0-922f92574b16-1641367436002.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"thevillain","id":"844f8890-cfd6-4878-9e23-94d5e78b4814","nickname":"L","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2aecd89d-886f-6a41-17c0-922f92574b16-1641367436002.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2aecd89d-886f-6a41-17c0-922f92574b16-1641367436002.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2c61e9ff-c59d-d831-3fdf-36dfa1c89d7e-1641367387834.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2c61e9ff-c59d-d831-3fdf-36dfa1c89d7e-1641367387834.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":101,"reaction_count":275,"following_count":61,"follower_count":2332,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":199469,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","lost","lost-","lonely","emotions","heart","love"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:33:23.895793-08:00","created":"2020-02-24T17:36:35.897840-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Lonely","description":"I’m in my feels. I love commaful though, this is my way of expression. ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4","slug":"lonely","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-24T17:50:59.222760-08:00","published":"2020-02-24T17:50:59.222750-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":123,"comment_count":7,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"844f8890-cfd6-4878-9e23-94d5e78b4814","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"f03eb0a0-21f1-4fd7-8301-32ac5f69b253","reaction_count":5,"reaction_counts":{"NI":5,"all":5,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"ahsanulkabirftw","author_description":"Embrace The Dark Side. . . .","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n    The Final Memoirs Of The \n           Vitriol Symphony","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/bb0ca048-9b23-4252-9a52-a14d2c98f9aa-compressed1582133488431.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ahsanulkabirftw","id":"4d0b7d3f-e72c-4846-bbc9-d5f59f091187","nickname":"Ahsanul Kabir","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/bb0ca048-9b23-4252-9a52-a14d2c98f9aa-compressed1582133488431.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Embrace The Dark Side. . . .","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":4,"reaction_count":21,"following_count":17,"follower_count":11,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":4948,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","depression","misery","lonely","anxiety","life","love","suicide","self-loathing","solitude"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:31:14.936675-08:00","created":"2020-02-24T09:25:52.825195-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n    The Final Memoirs Of The \n           Vitriol Symphony","description":"Part 3 of the trilogy of chronological representations of the struggles faced by the protagonist dealing with depression and anxiety following the loss of his loved ones. Each symphony enlightens different timelines showcasing his gradual psychological imbalance as he felt imprisoned while the battle of logic and emotions turned relentless. ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4","slug":"the-final-memoirs-of-the------------vitriol-symp","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-24T09:48:55.559573-08:00","published":"2020-02-24T09:48:55.559561-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/f03eb0a0-21f1-4fd7-8301-32ac5f69b253-170.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":40,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"4d0b7d3f-e72c-4846-bbc9-d5f59f091187","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"3c22a330-0e92-4cf7-87ab-4f4e1c2d0a7e","reaction_count":16,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"ghostown","author_description":"is anybody even there","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n            a girl who drowned","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1557486727-b1a680e36e8f?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=HQOmkiWjkqs","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1557486727-b1a680e36e8f?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=HQOmkiWjkqs","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1557486727-b1a680e36e8f?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=HQOmkiWjkqs","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1557486727-b1a680e36e8f?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=HQOmkiWjkqs"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7cd68b0e-5cd1-09f2-38fd-d1bae9177b9c-1691863065707.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ghostown","id":"a07b7f90-a469-47f0-a228-a1afc1a29164","nickname":"ghostown","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7cd68b0e-5cd1-09f2-38fd-d1bae9177b9c-1691863065707.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7cd68b0e-5cd1-09f2-38fd-d1bae9177b9c-1691863065707.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ad26fa6a-9ca2-9651-665e-925866f9e1a2-1689807146661.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ad26fa6a-9ca2-9651-665e-925866f9e1a2-1689807146661.jpeg","description":"is anybody even there","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":68,"reaction_count":155,"following_count":34,"follower_count":102,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":208841,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"yours."}},"type":"story","tags":["society","sad","death","depression","lonely","alone"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-02-27T08:12:59.587213-08:00","created":"2020-02-24T08:52:27.176725-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n            a girl who drowned","description":"Sometimes the air around us feels suffocating","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1557486727-b1a680e36e8f?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=HQOmkiWjkqs","slug":"a-girl-who-drowned","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-24T09:14:30.504384-08:00","published":"2020-02-24T09:14:30.504372-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":410,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"a07b7f90-a469-47f0-a228-a1afc1a29164","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"c1d3703a-a08c-460d-b710-5fc639b19630","reaction_count":37,"reaction_counts":{"NI":37,"all":37,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"jbo","author_description":"Learn & yearn Twitter@CognitoErgoSlam","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"The Secret Island - Meditation -","first_page_image":"https://media.tenor.com/images/1b5e6cb12acb73e9a956b85a979b4208/tenor.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://media.tenor.com/images/506eae9c451e9033e1f51d10f87c92a4/tenor.gif","m":"https://media.tenor.com/images/e3afd680e8d51e66c0d9c924cabb0573/tenor.gif","l":"https://media.tenor.com/images/1b5e6cb12acb73e9a956b85a979b4208/tenor.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e434dcce-0903-9c92-2838-286fd7bfb71c-1571212125799.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"jbo","id":"47150e90-9d26-44cf-a036-173b5b507e3b","nickname":"Jason","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e434dcce-0903-9c92-2838-286fd7bfb71c-1571212125799.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_e434dcce-0903-9c92-2838-286fd7bfb71c-1571212125799.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/3db40244-4c23-efcb-e16c-d38876715fd8-1571229413401.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_3db40244-4c23-efcb-e16c-d38876715fd8-1571229413401.jpeg","description":"Learn & yearn Twitter@CognitoErgoSlam","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":107,"story_count":738,"reaction_count":2979,"following_count":261,"follower_count":1601,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1485452,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2","pwr","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"I try to be authentic in who I am and what I write. I do so because I hope that one day I will naturally progress to be somebody that people find a sense of hope and resonate with people who have struggled. I want to share my optimism and my wisdom and I don't want to compromise my own natural twang and sense of self. I write with the hope that someone if only a handful will find something that drives them forward. \nI am a Bahai follower. I am earth-born and earthbound like you my human family member. I hope you enjoy reading at least one of my pieces and wish you a long life and prosperity.","reading":"Anything that makes me think deeply.","writing":"I write to tap into my unconscious mind, to help others, to journal, and so my child can one day get a deeper insight into my soul and/or mind. "}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","poetry","meditation","optimism","lonely"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:24:16.643184-08:00","created":"2020-02-24T07:10:34.615177-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"The Secret Island - Meditation -","description":"The undiscovered beach Follow me across well-treaded sand.\n","thumbnail":"https://media.tenor.com/images/1b5e6cb12acb73e9a956b85a979b4208/tenor.gif","slug":"the-secret-island---meditation--","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-24T07:12:57.791699-08:00","published":"2020-02-24T07:12:57.791686-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":192,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"47150e90-9d26-44cf-a036-173b5b507e3b","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"c7944b2a-90eb-4603-8636-cda107208e32","reaction_count":14,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"quietpinetrees","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"As with every year, some were not lucky enough to progress to January","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/8Dd9Ldk.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/JwuSN0h.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/8Dd9Ldk.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/680cd12c-d4c6-b095-d20b-0f68d5a192f1-1519460459895.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"quietpinetrees","id":"55c7f5bf-42bb-4bca-8dc8-8db81f226f60","nickname":"T. R.","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/680cd12c-d4c6-b095-d20b-0f68d5a192f1-1519460459895.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_680cd12c-d4c6-b095-d20b-0f68d5a192f1-1519460459895.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":875,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":3,"follower_count":498,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":127,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["progress","january","exiled","year","micro fiction","microfiction","unfortunate","rest","new","ahead","waved","goodbyes","tearful","handful","rang","scifi","sci-fi","midnight","pilgrims","short story","shortstory","held","lucky","flashfiction","flash fiction","fiction","lonely","month","breath","th","looked"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-01-07T21:38:04.831029-08:00","created":"2020-02-21T14:58:39.520105-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"As with every year, some were not lucky enough to progress to January","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/8Dd9Ldk.png","slug":"as-with-every-year-some-were-not-lucky-enough-to","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-21T14:58:39.517445-08:00","published":"2020-02-21T14:58:39.517429-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":21,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"55c7f5bf-42bb-4bca-8dc8-8db81f226f60","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"60b2d0dc-d88e-4ae5-93f0-8e8af0b5f892","reaction_count":16,"reaction_counts":{"NI":16,"all":16,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"ahsanulkabirftw","author_description":"Embrace The Dark Side. . . .","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Restless Memoirs Of The Vitriol Symphony – II","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1574254706427-213d446e2f2b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=IqSaG9zv2e0","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1574254706427-213d446e2f2b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=IqSaG9zv2e0","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1574254706427-213d446e2f2b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=IqSaG9zv2e0","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1574254706427-213d446e2f2b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=IqSaG9zv2e0"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/bb0ca048-9b23-4252-9a52-a14d2c98f9aa-compressed1582133488431.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ahsanulkabirftw","id":"4d0b7d3f-e72c-4846-bbc9-d5f59f091187","nickname":"Ahsanul Kabir","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/bb0ca048-9b23-4252-9a52-a14d2c98f9aa-compressed1582133488431.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Embrace The Dark Side. . . .","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":4,"reaction_count":21,"following_count":17,"follower_count":11,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":4948,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["depression","sad","suicide","lonely","anxiety","solitude","emotion","misery","self-loathing"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-01-05T17:27:04.227172-08:00","created":"2020-02-21T07:51:44.062985-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Restless Memoirs Of The Vitriol Symphony – II","description":"Part 2 of the trilogy of chronological representations of the struggles faced by the protagonist dealing with depression and anxiety following the loss of his loved ones. Each symphony enlightens different timelines showcasing his gradual psychological imbalance as he felt imprisoned while the battle of logic and emotions turned relentless. ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1574254706427-213d446e2f2b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=IqSaG9zv2e0","slug":"restless-memoirs-of-the-vitriol-symphony--ii","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-21T08:23:11.011586-08:00","published":"2020-02-21T08:23:11.011572-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/60b2d0dc-d88e-4ae5-93f0-8e8af0b5f892-41.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":37,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"4d0b7d3f-e72c-4846-bbc9-d5f59f091187","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"52b4a0dc-d7ed-40cb-894a-04b495c20c87","reaction_count":17,"reaction_counts":{"NI":17,"all":17,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"calmueller","author_description":"An aspiring uninspiring poet","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Lately","first_page_image":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise915.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise915.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise915.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b3a35efc-b09d-e759-a1f8-60baa1a48960-1581920394328.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"calmueller","id":"033789e2-a593-4c66-8a6a-e80e9401d71b","nickname":"C M","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b3a35efc-b09d-e759-a1f8-60baa1a48960-1581920394328.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b3a35efc-b09d-e759-a1f8-60baa1a48960-1581920394328.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/25e5c1f4-997f-1bef-a4b1-4a23cc335ea9-1581997023820.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_25e5c1f4-997f-1bef-a4b1-4a23cc335ea9-1581997023820.jpeg","description":"An aspiring uninspiring poet","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":11,"reaction_count":120,"following_count":61,"follower_count":33,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":26688,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["lonely","sad","alone","thoughts","poetry","anxiety"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-10-12T19:23:55.977007-07:00","created":"2020-02-18T09:35:30.902270-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Lately","description":"A poem about feeling like you're drifting apart from your love","thumbnail":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise915.jpg","slug":"lately-2","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-18T10:05:45.626453-08:00","published":"2020-02-18T10:05:45.626442-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":29,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"033789e2-a593-4c66-8a6a-e80e9401d71b","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"684d0d39-832b-4c89-85a9-db558036ca9b","reaction_count":2,"reaction_counts":{"NI":2,"all":2,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"quietpinetrees","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"None of us remained on Earth, so the planet grew lonely","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/8Dd9Ldk.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/JwuSN0h.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/8Dd9Ldk.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/680cd12c-d4c6-b095-d20b-0f68d5a192f1-1519460459895.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"quietpinetrees","id":"55c7f5bf-42bb-4bca-8dc8-8db81f226f60","nickname":"T. R.","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/680cd12c-d4c6-b095-d20b-0f68d5a192f1-1519460459895.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_680cd12c-d4c6-b095-d20b-0f68d5a192f1-1519460459895.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":875,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":3,"follower_count":498,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":127,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["micro fiction","microfiction","cry","grew","its","human","lonely","return","planet","scifi","sci-fi","flashfiction","flash fiction","heard","fiction","short story","shortstory","compelled","galaxies","remained","heartbreaking","heart breaking","earth"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-08-20T07:23:17.849097-07:00","created":"2020-02-16T10:35:04.773458-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"None of us remained on Earth, so the planet grew lonely","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/8Dd9Ldk.png","slug":"none-of-us-remained-on-earth-so-the-planet-grew-","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-16T10:35:04.750591-08:00","published":"2020-02-16T10:35:04.750578-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":12,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"55c7f5bf-42bb-4bca-8dc8-8db81f226f60","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"1a75fe56-d8de-4592-9796-be5b966801f4","reaction_count":10,"reaction_counts":{"NI":10,"all":10,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"fcellied","author_description":"T_T\ncreating memories","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":null,"first_page_image":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/9070acf5-c486-4e43-9a33-e7310eb66399-compressed1581853972493.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1581847774250-1fb3cf47a4ef?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=_-WrQAqcDN8","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1581847774250-1fb3cf47a4ef?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=_-WrQAqcDN8","l":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/9070acf5-c486-4e43-9a33-e7310eb66399-compressed1581853972493.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/abe7db8b-9f11-4786-80cf-54ff531b5d6f-compressed1585269272020.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"fcellied","id":"77aa2727-b53f-469c-a808-cd9a06d8bafd","nickname":"Fcelied","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/abe7db8b-9f11-4786-80cf-54ff531b5d6f-compressed1585269272020.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cat-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/5f32f969-947d-42e8-835b-6aa5c658cb6a-compressed1585269304881.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"T_T\ncreating memories","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":5,"reaction_count":5,"following_count":26,"follower_count":12,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1359,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["beach","unwind","alone","lonely","invisible","lifeatthebeach","travel"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:07:14.439028-08:00","created":"2020-02-16T03:45:57.419852-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Untitled","description":"Imagine. Standing at the shore x no worries c just me and the waves","thumbnail":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/9070acf5-c486-4e43-9a33-e7310eb66399-compressed1581853972493.jpg","slug":"untitled","categories":["TS"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-16T03:45:57.155861-08:00","published":"2020-02-16T03:45:57.155850-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":3,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"77aa2727-b53f-469c-a808-cd9a06d8bafd","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"75cea13b-c242-4009-a0b3-847a3d7e54df","reaction_count":2,"reaction_counts":{"NI":2,"all":2,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"electricemotion","author_description":"hiiii im your avEvrAGe obsessed fangirl!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"The Hurt\n\n- ElectricEmotion ","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1581803260381-b4b55d28233a?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=PN4BTgCZxp8","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1581803260381-b4b55d28233a?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=PN4BTgCZxp8","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1581803260381-b4b55d28233a?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=PN4BTgCZxp8","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1581803260381-b4b55d28233a?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=PN4BTgCZxp8"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"electricemotion","id":"214eaf45-a70b-450a-b717-635bbd088cda","nickname":"Emmy","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"hiiii im your avEvrAGe obsessed fangirl!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":2,"reaction_count":4,"following_count":0,"follower_count":1,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2001,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["left out","sad","dirt","grave","dead","lonely"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-09-23T03:32:53.984041-07:00","created":"2020-02-15T18:11:47.719371-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"The Hurt\n\n- ElectricEmotion ","description":"💔","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1581803260381-b4b55d28233a?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=PN4BTgCZxp8","slug":"the-hurt--electricemotion","categories":["TS"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-15T18:27:24.298111-08:00","published":"2020-02-15T18:27:24.298100-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":14,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"214eaf45-a70b-450a-b717-635bbd088cda","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"96ac6a6b-4e02-4c1b-88c5-78519d930ff3","reaction_count":26,"reaction_counts":{"NI":26,"all":26,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"yesimsadtoo","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"After heaps of breakage, \n","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1492052722242-2554d0e99e3a?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=4eWwSxaDhe4","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1492052722242-2554d0e99e3a?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=4eWwSxaDhe4","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1492052722242-2554d0e99e3a?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=4eWwSxaDhe4","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1492052722242-2554d0e99e3a?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=4eWwSxaDhe4"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/fdff3d95-e99b-4e14-b6bc-3852582bada1-compressed1594769777805.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"yesimsadtoo","id":"35aedc2e-7185-4d7e-b13c-6bd2ef064234","nickname":"OlBoyBlue","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/fdff3d95-e99b-4e14-b6bc-3852582bada1-compressed1594769777805.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7f91eb22-0bec-b638-e7e8-1e243225f083-1579486526288.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7f91eb22-0bec-b638-e7e8-1e243225f083-1579486526288.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":22,"reaction_count":2,"following_count":4,"follower_count":30,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":8017,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["lonely","peace","accept","self","live","love","thoughts"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:23:32.368360-08:00","created":"2020-02-15T11:55:45.755960-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"After heaps of breakage, \n","description":"Loneliness is a small price to pay, for a heart that doesn't ache.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1492052722242-2554d0e99e3a?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=4eWwSxaDhe4","slug":"after-heaps-of-breakage","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-15T12:05:30.350357-08:00","published":"2020-02-15T12:05:30.350341-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":32,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"35aedc2e-7185-4d7e-b13c-6bd2ef064234","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"787f226f-586a-4efb-986a-9155f1519e88","reaction_count":72,"reaction_counts":{"NI":69,"all":69,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"jbo","author_description":"Learn & yearn Twitter@CognitoErgoSlam","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"No Valentine's Card","first_page_image":"https://media.tenor.com/images/4e360a71d0587b9f88a686b0c7f093e9/tenor.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://media.tenor.com/images/1961d0219d12f93dac44e297fcb720b3/tenor.gif","m":"https://media.tenor.com/images/37b56615f635124ed783ef755cfd6bd2/tenor.gif","l":"https://media.tenor.com/images/4e360a71d0587b9f88a686b0c7f093e9/tenor.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e434dcce-0903-9c92-2838-286fd7bfb71c-1571212125799.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"jbo","id":"47150e90-9d26-44cf-a036-173b5b507e3b","nickname":"Jason","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e434dcce-0903-9c92-2838-286fd7bfb71c-1571212125799.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_e434dcce-0903-9c92-2838-286fd7bfb71c-1571212125799.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/3db40244-4c23-efcb-e16c-d38876715fd8-1571229413401.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_3db40244-4c23-efcb-e16c-d38876715fd8-1571229413401.jpeg","description":"Learn & yearn Twitter@CognitoErgoSlam","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":107,"story_count":738,"reaction_count":2979,"following_count":261,"follower_count":1601,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1485452,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2","pwr","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"I try to be authentic in who I am and what I write. I do so because I hope that one day I will naturally progress to be somebody that people find a sense of hope and resonate with people who have struggled. I want to share my optimism and my wisdom and I don't want to compromise my own natural twang and sense of self. I write with the hope that someone if only a handful will find something that drives them forward. \nI am a Bahai follower. I am earth-born and earthbound like you my human family member. I hope you enjoy reading at least one of my pieces and wish you a long life and prosperity.","reading":"Anything that makes me think deeply.","writing":"I write to tap into my unconscious mind, to help others, to journal, and so my child can one day get a deeper insight into my soul and/or mind. "}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","valentines","lonely","poetry"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-08-11T10:53:39.825867-07:00","created":"2020-02-14T23:01:46.858250-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"No Valentine's Card","description":"So, you didn't get a valentine's card No minstrels singing your name no bards. - A valentines message for all the singletons out there.\n","thumbnail":"https://media.tenor.com/images/4e360a71d0587b9f88a686b0c7f093e9/tenor.gif","slug":"no-valentines-card","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-14T23:03:45.240700-08:00","published":"2020-02-14T23:03:45.240688-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":282,"comment_count":4,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"47150e90-9d26-44cf-a036-173b5b507e3b","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"a1999306-4cfa-41c8-a965-60be850e5d85","reaction_count":5,"reaction_counts":{"NI":5,"all":5,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"thevillain","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\nThe Orchard Field\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nBy @louisvillian5","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1537811465496-6c38a51d2d81?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=tiPQCmdALWs","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1537811465496-6c38a51d2d81?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=tiPQCmdALWs","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1537811465496-6c38a51d2d81?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=tiPQCmdALWs","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1537811465496-6c38a51d2d81?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=tiPQCmdALWs"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2aecd89d-886f-6a41-17c0-922f92574b16-1641367436002.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"thevillain","id":"844f8890-cfd6-4878-9e23-94d5e78b4814","nickname":"L","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2aecd89d-886f-6a41-17c0-922f92574b16-1641367436002.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2aecd89d-886f-6a41-17c0-922f92574b16-1641367436002.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2c61e9ff-c59d-d831-3fdf-36dfa1c89d7e-1641367387834.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2c61e9ff-c59d-d831-3fdf-36dfa1c89d7e-1641367387834.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":101,"reaction_count":275,"following_count":61,"follower_count":2332,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":199469,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["story","love","valentine","valentines","poetry","lovepoem","love poem","love story","lovestory","apple","apples","valentines story","valentines poem","apple field","the orchard field","youth","innocence","lonely","short story","shortstory"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-01-07T21:03:51.774873-08:00","created":"2020-02-14T19:53:12.503519-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"\nThe Orchard Field\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nBy @louisvillian5","description":"The Orchard Field","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1537811465496-6c38a51d2d81?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=tiPQCmdALWs","slug":"admiring-the-treesi-look-across-the-field-to-see","categories":["RM"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-14T20:04:30.278391-08:00","published":"2020-02-14T20:04:30.278379-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":19,"comment_count":3,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"844f8890-cfd6-4878-9e23-94d5e78b4814","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"7495d307-56a3-466f-934e-6629fbb8d53b","reaction_count":97,"reaction_counts":{"NI":96,"all":96,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"kira","author_description":"ko-fi.com/kira_poetry","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"My love for you","first_page_image":"https://media.tenor.com/images/ef041dfdf1c35efd014e4164cb403b47/tenor.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://media.tenor.com/images/5ea23995a965597bc04707f8db85fd26/tenor.gif","m":"https://media.tenor.com/images/6512ab25e9796b593eb6bde361484dee/tenor.gif","l":"https://media.tenor.com/images/ef041dfdf1c35efd014e4164cb403b47/tenor.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/198ac902-727e-f9a9-03ab-388f75823e51-1573401012282.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"kira","id":"c1d83371-c319-41f0-8f85-d2b85138b6e4","nickname":"kira","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/198ac902-727e-f9a9-03ab-388f75823e51-1573401012282.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_198ac902-727e-f9a9-03ab-388f75823e51-1573401012282.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7294c840-0a07-6646-c1d9-488cc7a819ef-1567241046106.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7294c840-0a07-6646-c1d9-488cc7a819ef-1567241046106.jpeg","description":"ko-fi.com/kira_poetry","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":6,"story_count":182,"reaction_count":3853,"following_count":158,"follower_count":4671,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":795895,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["love","poem","feelings","thoughts","rhyme","pain","sweet","valentine","her","him","lonely","crush","romantic","romance","truth","sin","you"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-01-09T08:24:09.048796-08:00","created":"2020-02-13T05:21:40.142134-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"My love for you","description":"I hope you like it.","thumbnail":"https://media.tenor.com/images/ef041dfdf1c35efd014e4164cb403b47/tenor.gif","slug":"my-love-for-you","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-13T05:42:34.171013-08:00","published":"2020-02-13T05:42:34.171000-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":219,"comment_count":5,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c1d83371-c319-41f0-8f85-d2b85138b6e4","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"5740ce49-41f7-4d54-b7b4-6989549fc94f","reaction_count":2,"reaction_counts":{"NI":2,"all":2,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"brantbrou","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Time For a Change","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1499377193864-82682aefed04?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=KYxXMTpTzek","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1499377193864-82682aefed04?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=KYxXMTpTzek","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1499377193864-82682aefed04?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=KYxXMTpTzek","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1499377193864-82682aefed04?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=KYxXMTpTzek"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/aab2c24e-a7b5-b25b-5c83-b4bd0a098d4e-1581364249605.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"brantbrou","id":"ae678ef0-9a5f-4fbc-b30d-a34be537f793","nickname":"Brant Broussard","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/aab2c24e-a7b5-b25b-5c83-b4bd0a098d4e-1581364249605.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_aab2c24e-a7b5-b25b-5c83-b4bd0a098d4e-1581364249605.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2acd0324-3465-199c-91a8-1fdc041a0c65-1581364262916.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2acd0324-3465-199c-91a8-1fdc041a0c65-1581364262916.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":1,"reaction_count":1,"following_count":9,"follower_count":3,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":273,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["weed","sad","lonely","depression","anxiety","bipolar"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:14:31.383063-08:00","created":"2020-02-10T16:46:43.792063-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Time For a Change","description":"Maybe it's time for a change...\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1499377193864-82682aefed04?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=KYxXMTpTzek","slug":"time-for-a-change","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-10T16:50:25.744859-08:00","published":"2020-02-10T16:50:25.744847-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":5,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"ae678ef0-9a5f-4fbc-b30d-a34be537f793","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"bfefa0bb-9495-428d-a40f-efffc8dde524","reaction_count":34,"reaction_counts":{"NI":34,"all":34,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"jacrispy","author_description":"Age 17  Instagram:@geoisacomedian","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":" Oooh, oooh, oooh, oooh ","first_page_image":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1315.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1315.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1315.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/421741e1-d364-5ef2-3b14-6c1490d7237a-1568302869526.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"jacrispy","id":"c70acad5-7bd8-48d0-b56e-160843a452c7","nickname":"Geovanni","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/421741e1-d364-5ef2-3b14-6c1490d7237a-1568302869526.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_421741e1-d364-5ef2-3b14-6c1490d7237a-1568302869526.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Age 17  Instagram:@geoisacomedian","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":25,"reaction_count":323,"following_count":170,"follower_count":114,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":73298,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["song","love","broken","promises","ocean","feelings","left","lonely"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:03:54.852050-08:00","created":"2020-02-10T12:41:10.441505-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Broken to Promises","description":"This is an original song called “Broken to Promises” and I will release it along with a music video in about a week or so. If you are interested in the story of the song, just message me \n","thumbnail":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1315.jpg","slug":"broken-to-promises","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-10T12:45:54.337324-08:00","published":"2020-02-10T12:45:54.337313-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":189,"comment_count":3,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c70acad5-7bd8-48d0-b56e-160843a452c7","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"c61df701-dd81-4c07-93cb-97d9ab86bfdc","reaction_count":15,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"nickifouts","author_description":"22 year old literary and visual artist","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Cut","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1524098837898-6b1c101a85f6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=ysDq0fY-bzo","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1524098837898-6b1c101a85f6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=ysDq0fY-bzo","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1524098837898-6b1c101a85f6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=ysDq0fY-bzo","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1524098837898-6b1c101a85f6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=ysDq0fY-bzo"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9892c45e-e6de-2594-23af-e03ddd04a1dd-1580881882186.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"nickifouts","id":"0dd2e28c-1131-409b-9014-3c071619b7bc","nickname":"Lucy_Avender","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9892c45e-e6de-2594-23af-e03ddd04a1dd-1580881882186.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9892c45e-e6de-2594-23af-e03ddd04a1dd-1580881882186.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1c06b689-0873-f5a1-e30f-19d17d25f330-1580881922116.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1c06b689-0873-f5a1-e30f-19d17d25f330-1580881922116.png","description":"22 year old literary and visual artist","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":7,"reaction_count":3,"following_count":0,"follower_count":8,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":215,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","emotional","sadpoetry","sad poetry","emotionalpoetry","emotional poetry","emo","emopoetry","depression","depressionpoetry","lonliness","lonely","disappoint","disappointment"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-12-19T09:58:15.701001-08:00","created":"2020-02-10T08:40:45.316568-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Cut","description":"A sad poem about feeling like you disappoint people.\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1524098837898-6b1c101a85f6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=ysDq0fY-bzo","slug":"cut","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-10T08:48:14.388397-08:00","published":"2020-02-10T08:48:14.388385-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":62,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"0dd2e28c-1131-409b-9014-3c071619b7bc","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"6e8f0fdc-60a9-4e91-9c01-8d3c90127d7b","reaction_count":2,"reaction_counts":{"NI":2,"all":2,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"hoskins","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Alone in the Blizzard","first_page_image":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/184FBD9C-CC5C-4619-9FDC-6C528827E9EF1583031365581.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"","m":"","l":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/184FBD9C-CC5C-4619-9FDC-6C528827E9EF1583031365581.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"hoskins","id":"cdeb6422-6876-46f5-a6e4-34e25e78febd","nickname":"Emily","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":1,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":15,"follower_count":6,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":4187,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["heart break","heartbreak","lonely","hopelessromantic","hope less romantic","hopeless romantic","love","relationship","relation ship"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:23:37.516118-08:00","created":"2020-02-08T20:08:02.616386-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Alone in the Blizzard\n\nAnd there I was,\nIn the dead of winter, dark and stormy, cold and bitter;\nAlone in the arms of the shadows behind my dreams. \nHe caressed me like I was the most precious beauty,\nand I,\na lonely girl,\nWrapped myself in the embrace...","description":"He caressed me like I was the most precious beauty,\nand I,\na lonely girl,\nWrapped myself in the embrace of a man I hadn’t met yet.","thumbnail":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/184FBD9C-CC5C-4619-9FDC-6C528827E9EF1583031365581.jpg","slug":"alone-in-the-blizzardand-there-i-wasin-the-dead-","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-08T20:11:27.158344-08:00","published":"2020-02-08T20:11:27.158334-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":14,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"cdeb6422-6876-46f5-a6e4-34e25e78febd","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"a1133124-9b9d-4c2d-aecb-26f14cb06f43","reaction_count":40,"reaction_counts":{"NI":38,"all":38,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"whoknowsreally","author_description":"Lost in the thoughts, found in the words","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nLonely Dreams","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1489549132488-d00b7eee80f1?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=5LOhydOtTKU","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1489549132488-d00b7eee80f1?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=5LOhydOtTKU","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1489549132488-d00b7eee80f1?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=5LOhydOtTKU","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1489549132488-d00b7eee80f1?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=5LOhydOtTKU"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c77c26e9-44ef-de2b-1e87-c10074d9d6cb-1574899056847.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"whoknowsreally","id":"c03183d9-1c5a-4a05-b5e6-17a9969e7526","nickname":"Who Knows Really","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c77c26e9-44ef-de2b-1e87-c10074d9d6cb-1574899056847.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_c77c26e9-44ef-de2b-1e87-c10074d9d6cb-1574899056847.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/83657846-ce7b-1f14-55f3-893f0ae310b8-1591727737657.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_83657846-ce7b-1f14-55f3-893f0ae310b8-1591727737657.jpeg","description":"Lost in the thoughts, found in the words","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":39,"story_count":77,"reaction_count":1465,"following_count":130,"follower_count":458,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":937460,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["lonely","latenight","late night","lost love","lostlove","love","heart break","heartbreak","haiku"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-12-12T12:03:55.602340-08:00","created":"2020-02-08T11:17:03.326584-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nLonely Dreams","description":"Collection of 3 haiku's telling a story of lost love. ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1489549132488-d00b7eee80f1?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=5LOhydOtTKU","slug":"lonely-dreams","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-08T12:27:41.115500-08:00","published":"2020-02-08T12:27:41.115484-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":126,"comment_count":2,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c03183d9-1c5a-4a05-b5e6-17a9969e7526","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"89d6ebf8-f0c2-497c-9b5c-9d0384f53bc5","reaction_count":48,"reaction_counts":{"NI":47,"all":47,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"lethious","author_description":"stop reading","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\nim —he’s afraid of the dark","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/9fd81046-6bdf-fb5a-161d-1b5372581f64-1581092141570.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_9fd81046-6bdf-fb5a-161d-1b5372581f64-1581092141570.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_9fd81046-6bdf-fb5a-161d-1b5372581f64-1581092141570.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/9fd81046-6bdf-fb5a-161d-1b5372581f64-1581092141570.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9f2bfe11-5426-86a4-02ae-f4a5cc450e54-1659935382989.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"lethious","id":"7f51c088-535f-4360-82ba-d11ee2c319a6","nickname":"Lethious","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9f2bfe11-5426-86a4-02ae-f4a5cc450e54-1659935382989.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9f2bfe11-5426-86a4-02ae-f4a5cc450e54-1659935382989.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b9cad729-3385-efd7-2835-33d02702a359-1659935291852.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b9cad729-3385-efd7-2835-33d02702a359-1659935291852.jpeg","description":"stop reading","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":4,"story_count":275,"reaction_count":58,"following_count":36,"follower_count":399,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":485523,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","amb"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["lonely","fear","dark","poem","poetry"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-12-29T23:39:24.401748-08:00","created":"2020-02-07T08:14:56.789521-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\nim —he’s afraid of the dark","description":"the silence speaks.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/9fd81046-6bdf-fb5a-161d-1b5372581f64-1581092141570.jpeg","slug":"im-hes-afraid-of-the-dark","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-07T08:26:34.267071-08:00","published":"2020-02-07T08:26:34.267059-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":403,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"7f51c088-535f-4360-82ba-d11ee2c319a6","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null}],"page":67}