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𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝑒𝒶𝒸𝒽 𝓂𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝑜𝓃𝓉𝓇𝒾𝒷𝓊𝓉𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓂 𝑜𝒻 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌𝓁𝑒𝒹𝑔𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓃𝓉𝓈.”\n- Flowers For Algernon"}},"type":"story","tags":["dying","death","dead","killing","kill","kill self","killing itself","kill itself","suicide","suicidal","depression","depressed","anxiety","anxious","cold","chilled","chilling","stone","concrete","alone","shrivled","small","lonely","tiny","weak","weakened","weakening","poem","poetry","poetic","poems","poet","poets","writing","write","wrote","wrote something","thoughts","sad","depressing","writes","back","i'm back","imback","broke-","broke","broken","dark","dark place","darkness","dark ness","grow","growing","old","getting older","older","aging","age","mind","minds","think","thinking","thought","never stop","never stop working","working","breathe","breath","breathing","quick","fast","slow","mental","mentalhealth","mental health","mental condition","mental conditions"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-01-02T17:21:01.264338-08:00","created":"2023-09-06T17:57:16.580828-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"It's Killing Itself","description":"Lol maybe I should take breaks from commaful more often XD","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1574254706427-213d446e2f2b?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTN8fGRlcHJlc3Npb258ZW58MHx8fHwxNjk0MDQ4NjA3fDA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=IqSaG9zv2e0","slug":"its-killing-itself","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-09-06T18:12:04.335103-07:00","published":"2023-09-06T18:12:04.335089-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":190,"comment_count":1,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"4607424b-56c3-4b4d-887c-8f30a5c15340","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null}],"page":64}