{"count":17279,"next":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=53&tag=sad","previous":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=51&tag=sad","results":[{"id":"f281e519-3a7a-4252-be27-b80891e7fc84","reaction_count":118,"reaction_counts":{"NI":110,"WO":2,"SD":4,"all":116,"top":["NI","SD","WO"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"nanko21","author_description":"I love you all so much 💖","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"🅃🄾🅁🄽 🄰🄿🄰🅁🅃","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/406cfff2-3421-fe5a-fdd6-e8d0e045a46e-1697271362367.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_406cfff2-3421-fe5a-fdd6-e8d0e045a46e-1697271362367.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_406cfff2-3421-fe5a-fdd6-e8d0e045a46e-1697271362367.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/406cfff2-3421-fe5a-fdd6-e8d0e045a46e-1697271362367.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0203fc3e-da1f-7b28-ca17-33705decf0a0-1700884891465.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"nanko21","id":"e91025cf-ab09-4f43-8b42-1cb8a3e23c64","nickname":"𝓷𝓪𝓷","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0203fc3e-da1f-7b28-ca17-33705decf0a0-1700884891465.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0203fc3e-da1f-7b28-ca17-33705decf0a0-1700884891465.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/fd39b986-c0f4-f896-d70e-f0284418cbe6-1707875507162.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_fd39b986-c0f4-f896-d70e-f0284418cbe6-1707875507162.jpeg","description":"I love you all so much 💖","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":29,"story_count":174,"reaction_count":9680,"following_count":63,"follower_count":2894,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":3310532,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr","pwr","lv3","avr","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"She/her\nNandini\ngirl trying to navigate thru high school ~\n15\nDo you ever feel like you don't belong? like you are meant for another universe, way up high, living with the stars. \nNo? You don't feel like that?\nhuh~ crazy me i guess. \n\nIt’s okay when life doesn’t life the way you want it to .. everything will be okay <3 \nI’m so proud of you 💖\n\nI don’t understand me sometimes \nthis is a safe space for writers, hope you guys like my poems and please feel free to criticise them and give me feedback...  my writing is not perfect, not even close to it, I really want to get better <3\n","reading":"BOOKS! I love books so freakin much :D \nAll the bright places by Jennifer Nivren is one of my fave books.\nI also love KOTLC, Land of stories, Red queen and shatter me.\n\nI have made so many friends on here; @kiroxi, @kini_, @aerayuki01, @10am, @kittycatanimat, @sirdevz,@nowandforever,@emileemo\n\ngo checkout their writings <3\n","writing":"about the past and the future, \n"}},"type":"story","tags":["friends","break up","breakup","gone","disappear","emotions","sad","feelings"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-05-14T09:10:41.013024-07:00","created":"2023-10-14T01:16:05.345900-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"🅃🄾🅁🄽 🄰🄿🄰🅁🅃","description":"Sometimes you have to give up on your friend, not because you don&#39;t care, but because they don&#39;t. ","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/406cfff2-3421-fe5a-fdd6-e8d0e045a46e-1697271362367.png","slug":"--22","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-14T01:30:29.869786-07:00","published":"2023-10-14T01:30:29.869768-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":1937,"comment_count":19,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"e91025cf-ab09-4f43-8b42-1cb8a3e23c64","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"a9d8eff7-af4f-4a7b-a9f0-a00a4b073b3d","reaction_count":11,"reaction_counts":{"NI":10,"SD":1,"all":11,"top":["NI","SD"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"sedehaven","author_description":"I am writer. Hear me starve.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑 \n          𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍","first_page_image":"https://media.tenor.com/GTGcWNmSdxYAAAAC/apocalyptic-planet-planet.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://media.tenor.com/GTGcWNmSdxYAAAAM/apocalyptic-planet-planet.gif","m":"https://media.tenor.com/GTGcWNmSdxYAAAAS/apocalyptic-planet-planet.gif","l":"https://media.tenor.com/GTGcWNmSdxYAAAAC/apocalyptic-planet-planet.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/13fbecf6-c6aa-e783-0b7a-9bffa46417df-1559738658513.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"sedehaven","id":"e6288eda-7c67-4dc6-9f3a-d592113316ab","nickname":"S. E. De Haven","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/13fbecf6-c6aa-e783-0b7a-9bffa46417df-1559738658513.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_13fbecf6-c6aa-e783-0b7a-9bffa46417df-1559738658513.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f13219da-5780-681c-d37a-57aa8bf6a4e5-1559738686608.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f13219da-5780-681c-d37a-57aa8bf6a4e5-1559738686608.jpeg","description":"I am writer. Hear me starve.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":2,"story_count":71,"reaction_count":72,"following_count":432,"follower_count":403,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":36371,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","gft"],"social_urls":{"tumblr":"Sedehaven"},"about":{"about":"Hello, friends and fellow writers! I'm writing from Lafayette, Louisiana, where I live with with my girlfriend and our many cats. I write about life, death, love, disability, and demons. My work has most recently appeared in Tanka Journal, Vitality, Hoax, Jitter, 50Haikus, and Poetry Quarterly.","reading":"Grishaverse, Hunger Games, ASOIAF, and a disturbing amount of forensics textbooks","writing":"about the dark, disturbing, and odd."}},"type":"story","tags":["world","sad","death","dark"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:37:22.118322-08:00","created":"2023-10-13T18:55:09.080890-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍","description":"Wow, this one&#39;s super grim. I mean--like, super grim.","thumbnail":"https://media.tenor.com/GTGcWNmSdxYAAAAC/apocalyptic-planet-planet.gif","slug":"----","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-13T18:57:04.812615-07:00","published":"2023-10-13T18:57:04.812605-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":49,"comment_count":5,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"e6288eda-7c67-4dc6-9f3a-d592113316ab","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"c5e38b1c-aae3-4414-ac3c-0b4326a5715f"},{"id":"1553a795-9360-4aee-9d3e-eb73110a903c","reaction_count":37,"reaction_counts":{"NI":36,"LV":1,"all":37,"top":["NI","LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"bo_stories","author_description":"I'm on Ao3 on @Alix_Fiction go find me!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"I no longer feel the same\n\nA poem inspired by \n\ngetting over a crush","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise1002.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise1002.jpg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise1002.jpg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise1002.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6aa102f4-3c6e-0316-8a07-2cb9c3945537-1707520534963.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"bo_stories","id":"b22a68ef-6ad1-449d-8c53-690e5a790bd7","nickname":"My Ao3: archiveofourown.org/users/Alix_Fiction","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6aa102f4-3c6e-0316-8a07-2cb9c3945537-1707520534963.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6aa102f4-3c6e-0316-8a07-2cb9c3945537-1707520534963.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9474070c-5fa4-47c9-95ec-1d1ee6807d73-1703042291123.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9474070c-5fa4-47c9-95ec-1d1ee6807d73-1703042291123.png","description":"I'm on Ao3 on @Alix_Fiction go find me!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":27,"story_count":169,"reaction_count":171,"following_count":102,"follower_count":215,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":870646,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["fqr","lv1","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"My name is Alix I am a part of the LGBTQ+ community, I love to read and info dump and well as have people info dump on me! I am into twitch streamers (Ranboo, Philza, Quackity, etc) and Animation! ","reading":"Pretty much anything interesting! Not really romance though!","writing":"Poems and little funny and a bit embarrassing life updates!"}},"type":"story","tags":["love","heart break","heartbreak","sad","bittersweet","bitter sweet","pain"],"series":{"title":"All my little Poems!","description":"","userId":"b22a68ef-6ad1-449d-8c53-690e5a790bd7","is_public":true,"slug":"a-poem-a-day","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a36e955f-61d7-4c7d-e723-0bb90229000e-1681394753808.jpeg","banner_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5f72f08b-8e43-b4bb-268e-c9b9243d3c12-1681394802265.jpeg","first_story_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise1547.jpg","user":{"username":"bo_stories","id":"b22a68ef-6ad1-449d-8c53-690e5a790bd7","nickname":"My Ao3: archiveofourown.org/users/Alix_Fiction","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6aa102f4-3c6e-0316-8a07-2cb9c3945537-1707520534963.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6aa102f4-3c6e-0316-8a07-2cb9c3945537-1707520534963.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9474070c-5fa4-47c9-95ec-1d1ee6807d73-1703042291123.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9474070c-5fa4-47c9-95ec-1d1ee6807d73-1703042291123.png","description":"I'm on Ao3 on @Alix_Fiction go find me!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":27,"story_count":169,"reaction_count":171,"following_count":102,"follower_count":215,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":870646,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["fqr","lv1","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"My name is Alix I am a part of the LGBTQ+ community, I love to read and info dump and well as have people info dump on me! I am into twitch streamers (Ranboo, Philza, Quackity, etc) and Animation! ","reading":"Pretty much anything interesting! Not really romance though!","writing":"Poems and little funny and a bit embarrassing life updates!"}},"is_following":null,"reaction_counts":{"all":0},"id":"c146bc7c-e3cf-4890-ba7e-91adbb334e92","tags":["poem","series","poetry","sad","vent","angry","love","heart break","heartbreak"],"story_count":43,"is_series":true,"type":"series","follower_count":1},"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-12-01T04:14:13.633696-08:00","created":"2023-10-13T15:59:15.633051-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"I no longer feel the same\n\nA poem inspired by \n\ngetting over a crush","description":"sort of based on something that happened. No, my irl friends you don&#39;t know them","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise1002.jpg","slug":"i-no-longer-feel-the-samea-poem-inspired-by-gettin","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-13T16:48:28.591874-07:00","published":"2023-10-13T16:48:28.591862-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":666,"comment_count":8,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"b22a68ef-6ad1-449d-8c53-690e5a790bd7","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"18acec45-7042-470b-8c39-c62ef9450fd7","reaction_count":27,"reaction_counts":{"NI":25,"all":25,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"nyx_poetry","author_description":"mors irrumat omnia","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"so you're dying too","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/b8bee0ce-dccb-9e72-d868-fdafec15ff28-1697097769412.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_b8bee0ce-dccb-9e72-d868-fdafec15ff28-1697097769412.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_b8bee0ce-dccb-9e72-d868-fdafec15ff28-1697097769412.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/b8bee0ce-dccb-9e72-d868-fdafec15ff28-1697097769412.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/895d51cf-7fd7-097d-40a3-08186e14f53c-1703953796027.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"nyx_poetry","id":"08528763-7ab2-42b9-a859-8e9fa3c93e60","nickname":"nyx","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/895d51cf-7fd7-097d-40a3-08186e14f53c-1703953796027.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_895d51cf-7fd7-097d-40a3-08186e14f53c-1703953796027.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/63f8b999-485b-1553-d486-fbd1a3806c5b-1703953670713.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_63f8b999-485b-1553-d486-fbd1a3806c5b-1703953670713.jpeg","description":"mors irrumat omnia","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":12,"story_count":79,"reaction_count":521,"following_count":18,"follower_count":849,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":905108,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"a fake poet probably tarnishing poetry's beauty","reading":"too much for it to be good for my sanity","writing":"because my mind never shuts down"}},"type":"story","tags":["thoughts","feelings","sad","mentalhealth","mental health","dying","demons","past","teen","poem","poet","poetry","suicide"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-12-01T12:45:13.808179-08:00","created":"2023-10-13T09:06:57.584737-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"so you're dying too","description":"Someone who understood.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/b8bee0ce-dccb-9e72-d868-fdafec15ff28-1697097769412.png","slug":"so-youre-dying-too","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-13T13:44:04.597332-07:00","published":"2023-10-13T13:44:04.597321-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":295,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"08528763-7ab2-42b9-a859-8e9fa3c93e60","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"abd29823-7b6a-4fa2-a882-9560f016d2ce"},{"id":"edc0cf02-70b3-4616-80fe-c77319f39260","reaction_count":37,"reaction_counts":{"NI":33,"SD":3,"LV":1,"all":37,"top":["NI","SD","LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"princessalexis","author_description":"new day, new me.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"life in grey.","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1623609163841-5e69d8c62cc7?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjB8fGRyZXNzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY5MjExNDUxOXww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=oEvKyQNdqQk","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1623609163841-5e69d8c62cc7?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjB8fGRyZXNzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY5MjExNDUxOXww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=oEvKyQNdqQk","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1623609163841-5e69d8c62cc7?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjB8fGRyZXNzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY5MjExNDUxOXww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=oEvKyQNdqQk","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1623609163841-5e69d8c62cc7?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjB8fGRyZXNzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY5MjExNDUxOXww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=oEvKyQNdqQk"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e7630e3c-fe88-1521-a823-95a76987397b-1694720788651.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"princessalexis","id":"843184aa-5558-48fe-9ce3-e370de96ebe6","nickname":"princess","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e7630e3c-fe88-1521-a823-95a76987397b-1694720788651.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_e7630e3c-fe88-1521-a823-95a76987397b-1694720788651.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2aae0386-dd8c-7870-5ac5-c2a2b63c2b16-1694720794273.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2aae0386-dd8c-7870-5ac5-c2a2b63c2b16-1694720794273.png","description":"new day, new me.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":66,"reaction_count":213,"following_count":6,"follower_count":33,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":270848,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv1","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","amb"],"social_urls":{"tumblr":"princesslexia","instagram":"theeprincessofpoetry"},"about":{"about":"a crazy girl living in a crazy world, writing poetry in her crazy feels.\n","reading":"romance,\nthriller,\nmystery,\nand poetry.\n","writing":"poetry\n"}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","sad","feelings"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-02-05T15:13:14.811146-08:00","created":"2022-07-02T02:12:47.850321-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"life in grey.","description":"","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1623609163841-5e69d8c62cc7?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjB8fGRyZXNzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY5MjExNDUxOXww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=oEvKyQNdqQk","slug":"life-in-grey","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-13T11:00:42.394001-07:00","published":"2023-10-13T11:00:42.393987-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":156,"comment_count":4,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"843184aa-5558-48fe-9ce3-e370de96ebe6","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"5ea75e48-3f26-4a95-835f-562f42c13115"},{"id":"5ddd7fba-f8fc-4cef-9f3d-a1e297237e57","reaction_count":152,"reaction_counts":{"NI":144,"SD":3,"LV":3,"all":150,"top":["NI","SD","LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"aamii_","author_description":"I'm.. Doomed ♥","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n            \n                 𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐨 𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐬\n                    𝐀 ᑎ𝑜г๓αŁ\n                   𝐇𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐋𝐢𝐟𝐞","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/a8cd0650-493c-7f42-b4b7-839ad054cf6a-1697186197977.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_a8cd0650-493c-7f42-b4b7-839ad054cf6a-1697186197977.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_a8cd0650-493c-7f42-b4b7-839ad054cf6a-1697186197977.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/a8cd0650-493c-7f42-b4b7-839ad054cf6a-1697186197977.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/030c048a-3bff-7f23-cf98-c974f7dfc92e-1705639718417.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"aamii_","id":"456f0604-c149-4a26-bdb5-6fe48fd511b5","nickname":"Aamii","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/030c048a-3bff-7f23-cf98-c974f7dfc92e-1705639718417.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_030c048a-3bff-7f23-cf98-c974f7dfc92e-1705639718417.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/38d951eb-0c01-efb0-7408-422746e1f49c-1657560654799.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_38d951eb-0c01-efb0-7408-422746e1f49c-1657560654799.jpeg","description":"I'm.. Doomed ♥","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":6,"story_count":155,"reaction_count":2501,"following_count":22,"follower_count":23652,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2337645,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"fqr","badges":["fqr","lv1","gft","lv2","pwr","avr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝑪𝒉𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒔🎐"}},"type":"story","tags":["doomed","blessed","blessing","suicide","poetry","self harm","selfharm","self love","selflove","love","abuse","abusive","harassment","poems","micro poetry","micropoetry","playlist","dark","black","supernatural","super natural","wish","luck","fantasy","scifi","sci-fi","tale","fairy tale","fairytale","feelings","thoughts","emotions","popular","trending","death","featured","commaful","goodbye","good bye","farewell","thankyou","thank you","contest","daily-prompt","dailyprompt","fire","friendship","friend-ship","friend","sad","happy","couple","lovers","aesthetic","nature","sky","night","star","moon","sun","fragile","delicate","autumn","winter","summer","season","halloween","spooky","scary","horror","thriller","romance","romantic","cry","laugh","tears","t e a r s","normal","life","live","girl","boy","she","he","woman","women","man","men","kid","child","father","mother","daughter","son","riddle","world","harrypotter","harry potter","magic","star wars","starwars","anime","year","bff","birthday","bestfriend","best friend","bestie","ear","will power","willpower","courage","anger"],"series":{"title":"𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐃𝐨𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 🖤","description":"I'm doomed 🖤","userId":"456f0604-c149-4a26-bdb5-6fe48fd511b5","is_public":true,"slug":"---2","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c797b259-0133-facb-ca3f-034484b14428-1682361122946.jpeg","banner_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e93610b0-d721-738f-9cb7-4f95f4e7acc4-1682361141810.jpeg","first_story_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/7c7bf09a-8ee6-a081-aaf2-ed568a18e407-1682280437369.png","user":{"username":"aamii_","id":"456f0604-c149-4a26-bdb5-6fe48fd511b5","nickname":"Aamii","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/030c048a-3bff-7f23-cf98-c974f7dfc92e-1705639718417.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_030c048a-3bff-7f23-cf98-c974f7dfc92e-1705639718417.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/38d951eb-0c01-efb0-7408-422746e1f49c-1657560654799.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_38d951eb-0c01-efb0-7408-422746e1f49c-1657560654799.jpeg","description":"I'm.. Doomed ♥","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":6,"story_count":155,"reaction_count":2501,"following_count":22,"follower_count":23652,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2337645,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"fqr","badges":["fqr","lv1","gft","lv2","pwr","avr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝑪𝒉𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒔🎐"}},"is_following":null,"reaction_counts":{"all":0},"id":"6a962539-f507-4066-9122-24e7902124a3","tags":["doomed","playlist","🖤","poetry","micro poetry","micropoetry"],"story_count":24,"is_series":true,"type":"series","follower_count":11},"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-05-14T09:09:44.753158-07:00","created":"2023-10-13T01:27:38.185380-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐨 𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐀 ᑎ𝑜г๓αŁ 𝐇𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐋𝐢𝐟𝐞","description":"🖤","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/a8cd0650-493c-7f42-b4b7-839ad054cf6a-1697186197977.png","slug":"-------15","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-13T02:42:55.629658-07:00","published":"2023-10-13T02:42:55.629649-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":4173,"comment_count":23,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"456f0604-c149-4a26-bdb5-6fe48fd511b5","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"2ed2a0ac-f7ba-4523-94db-5db53c0d58a8","reaction_count":68,"reaction_counts":{"NI":65,"LV":3,"all":68,"top":["NI","LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"a_r_thomas","author_description":"I write poems and illustrate them too!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"I'm Sorry We Made a Monster Out of You","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1482424917728-d82d29662023?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTN8fGRlYXRofGVufDB8fHx8MTY5NzE2MzcyN3ww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=v0PWN7Z38ag","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1482424917728-d82d29662023?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTN8fGRlYXRofGVufDB8fHx8MTY5NzE2MzcyN3ww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=v0PWN7Z38ag","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1482424917728-d82d29662023?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTN8fGRlYXRofGVufDB8fHx8MTY5NzE2MzcyN3ww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=v0PWN7Z38ag","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1482424917728-d82d29662023?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTN8fGRlYXRofGVufDB8fHx8MTY5NzE2MzcyN3ww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=v0PWN7Z38ag"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/34a392f5-aca5-542e-dffd-3b38ace8e997-1624071299574.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"a_r_thomas","id":"5aad05e0-aa09-49ae-8449-e5d679b01f84","nickname":"A. R. Thomas","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/34a392f5-aca5-542e-dffd-3b38ace8e997-1624071299574.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_34a392f5-aca5-542e-dffd-3b38ace8e997-1624071299574.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2f042974-c520-6b6a-d98c-db5c65c501cf-1628186421560.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2f042974-c520-6b6a-d98c-db5c65c501cf-1628186421560.jpeg","description":"I write poems and illustrate them too!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":26,"story_count":444,"reaction_count":586,"following_count":502,"follower_count":5974,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":503141,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","str","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Hello everyone, I write poems here on Commaful! I enjoy baking, cross stitching, drawing, and reading in my spare time as well as writing! I am working towards a master's in Library Science starting in the spring, and work in a deli. Below are all of my socials! \n\nWattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/user/ARThomas1999\nGoodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/138850976-thebookishhobbit\nInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/thebookishhobbit1/","reading":"EVERYTHING! Lol. But here are my favorite genres: fantasy, horror, mystery-thriller, classics, historical fiction, poetry, science-fiction, and contemporary works. My favorite authors include Stephen King and Agatha Christie. ","writing":"My works are often inspired by the stories and observations other people have been so willing to share about their own lives. There are several women in my life I find to be truly inspiring ladies and I can't believe they have endured as much as they have and are who they are today. Other things that inspired my works include my experiences, nature, philosophy, spirituality, music, art, and my friend will occasionally give me prompts as well. "}},"type":"story","tags":["emotional","death","poem","sad","autumn","spooky","halloween","october","dark","poetry","feelings","life","winter","fall","thoughts","gothic"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:38:08.689108-08:00","created":"2023-10-12T19:15:30.456831-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"I'm Sorry We Made A Monster Out of You ","description":"","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1482424917728-d82d29662023?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTN8fGRlYXRofGVufDB8fHx8MTY5NzE2MzcyN3ww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=v0PWN7Z38ag","slug":"im-sorry-we-made-a-monster-out-of-you","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-12T19:30:10.121135-07:00","published":"2023-10-12T19:30:10.121125-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":78,"comment_count":6,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"5aad05e0-aa09-49ae-8449-e5d679b01f84","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"f2459a57-b046-444c-99b4-6514cf63f589"},{"id":"69b71bf1-7cc4-4b84-bf09-92d06224c794","reaction_count":33,"reaction_counts":{"NI":30,"SD":1,"WO":1,"LV":1,"all":33,"top":["NI","SD","WO"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"ray_dabest","author_description":"Aiight, I got discord, snap, insta.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Whats the saddest one, reply in the comments.","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1524088484081-4ca7e08e3e19?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8Y3J5aW5nfGVufDB8fHx8MTY5NzEzNzcxMHww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=I8gQVrDcXzY","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1524088484081-4ca7e08e3e19?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8Y3J5aW5nfGVufDB8fHx8MTY5NzEzNzcxMHww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=I8gQVrDcXzY","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1524088484081-4ca7e08e3e19?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8Y3J5aW5nfGVufDB8fHx8MTY5NzEzNzcxMHww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=I8gQVrDcXzY","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1524088484081-4ca7e08e3e19?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8Y3J5aW5nfGVufDB8fHx8MTY5NzEzNzcxMHww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=I8gQVrDcXzY"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9b1c0edf-9e4f-8c11-0d9c-0aff3bbdd803-1696857458206.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ray_dabest","id":"62f919f8-fdd0-4c22-8f84-3ed3fafbe5a6","nickname":"Ray Ava S","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9b1c0edf-9e4f-8c11-0d9c-0aff3bbdd803-1696857458206.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9b1c0edf-9e4f-8c11-0d9c-0aff3bbdd803-1696857458206.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/700dbf66-04f4-fdbc-2f54-aecff54ed888-1697129837050.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_700dbf66-04f4-fdbc-2f54-aecff54ed888-1697129837050.jpeg","description":"Aiight, I got discord, snap, insta.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":5,"reaction_count":26,"following_count":34,"follower_count":13,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":15605,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Hi My Name is rayyyyyyy.  I support everyone. Feel free to message me id love to talk.","reading":"Yea, idrl reading that much but i do like romance, thriller, and comedy","writing":"i dont rly like writing either lol"}},"type":"story","tags":["love","sad","stories"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"87095d51-5f2d-46df-bba7-681f3e8b09e7","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:35:08.386555-08:00","created":"2023-10-12T12:08:23.562913-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Sad Stories!","description":"Comment Which one is the most sad for you.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1524088484081-4ca7e08e3e19?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8Y3J5aW5nfGVufDB8fHx8MTY5NzEzNzcxMHww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=I8gQVrDcXzY","slug":"sad-stories","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-12T12:14:14.148681-07:00","published":"2023-10-12T12:14:14.148669-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":77,"comment_count":6,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"62f919f8-fdd0-4c22-8f84-3ed3fafbe5a6","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"ebc910da-d949-4e28-ad12-56176b910f5d","reaction_count":15,"reaction_counts":{"NI":13,"SD":1,"LV":1,"all":15,"top":["NI","SD","LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"ray_dabest","author_description":"Aiight, I got discord, snap, insta.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Us","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1463970441435-eecc7b23ccdf?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTF8fGElMjBib3klMjBhbmQlMjBnaXJsJTIwaHVnZ2luZ3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2OTcxMjY0ODl8MA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=eQQDRilCZEM","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1463970441435-eecc7b23ccdf?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTF8fGElMjBib3klMjBhbmQlMjBnaXJsJTIwaHVnZ2luZ3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2OTcxMjY0ODl8MA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=eQQDRilCZEM","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1463970441435-eecc7b23ccdf?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTF8fGElMjBib3klMjBhbmQlMjBnaXJsJTIwaHVnZ2luZ3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2OTcxMjY0ODl8MA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=eQQDRilCZEM","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1463970441435-eecc7b23ccdf?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTF8fGElMjBib3klMjBhbmQlMjBnaXJsJTIwaHVnZ2luZ3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2OTcxMjY0ODl8MA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=eQQDRilCZEM"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9b1c0edf-9e4f-8c11-0d9c-0aff3bbdd803-1696857458206.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ray_dabest","id":"62f919f8-fdd0-4c22-8f84-3ed3fafbe5a6","nickname":"Ray Ava S","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9b1c0edf-9e4f-8c11-0d9c-0aff3bbdd803-1696857458206.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9b1c0edf-9e4f-8c11-0d9c-0aff3bbdd803-1696857458206.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/700dbf66-04f4-fdbc-2f54-aecff54ed888-1697129837050.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_700dbf66-04f4-fdbc-2f54-aecff54ed888-1697129837050.jpeg","description":"Aiight, I got discord, snap, insta.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":5,"reaction_count":26,"following_count":34,"follower_count":13,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":15605,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Hi My Name is rayyyyyyy.  I support everyone. Feel free to message me id love to talk.","reading":"Yea, idrl reading that much but i do like romance, thriller, and comedy","writing":"i dont rly like writing either lol"}},"type":"story","tags":["peom","love","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:33:02.896730-08:00","created":"2023-10-12T08:58:53.730091-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"What happend?","description":"Why does love have to go wrong?","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1463970441435-eecc7b23ccdf?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTF8fGElMjBib3klMjBhbmQlMjBnaXJsJTIwaHVnZ2luZ3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2OTcxMjY0ODl8MA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=eQQDRilCZEM","slug":"what-happend","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-12T09:05:33.443914-07:00","published":"2023-10-12T09:05:33.443902-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":43,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"62f919f8-fdd0-4c22-8f84-3ed3fafbe5a6","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"1867aa67-24df-4206-976d-338ca2e52cae","reaction_count":31,"reaction_counts":{"NI":29,"SD":2,"all":31,"top":["NI","SD"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"minyoongi1993bt","author_description":"Can't keep up wit dese hoes","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"I'm quitting CF-\n","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/water-87-4_800.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/water-87-4_90.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/water-87-4_480.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/water-87-4_800.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/bbe1a1da-4e19-371b-44f0-78d4fed2c26e-1702692457911.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"minyoongi1993bt","id":"47eb3551-46e0-408b-9038-044674e25231","nickname":"Jorden","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/bbe1a1da-4e19-371b-44f0-78d4fed2c26e-1702692457911.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_bbe1a1da-4e19-371b-44f0-78d4fed2c26e-1702692457911.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8bf1c6f3-e58d-4b7d-3bd5-d3a7eedfcd35-1702692837509.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_8bf1c6f3-e58d-4b7d-3bd5-d3a7eedfcd35-1702692837509.png","description":"Can't keep up wit dese hoes","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":11,"story_count":92,"reaction_count":210,"following_count":82,"follower_count":65,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":376640,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"My bio age is 15, I am open for rp and collaborations, but please take into consideration that I do take frequent breaks from Commaful to process my things!\nGang shi fr fr","reading":"And spending time with my family. I love my friends so much, they are my lifeline\nIt's aight, dese hoes be helpin boos my confidence","writing":"I am bisexual and I love music.\nNONBINARY, NOW GOING BY MALE PRONOUNS, FOR NOW.\n"}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","donewitheverything","wishingawaymylifetothefuture"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"82aeafa9-ed11-45f1-a740-6b0372b66cab","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:47:38.289219-08:00","created":"2023-10-12T07:52:38.785980-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Bye Guys","description":"Bye guys.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/water-87-4_800.jpeg","slug":"bye-guys","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-12T07:55:17.474984-07:00","published":"2023-10-12T07:55:17.474972-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":117,"comment_count":4,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"47eb3551-46e0-408b-9038-044674e25231","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"ee8e2f32-4d63-4e1b-9b4e-e73885425038","reaction_count":29,"reaction_counts":{"NI":27,"LV":2,"all":29,"top":["NI","LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"amalee","author_description":"𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐲?","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\nWatching closely as you\nFace the greatest challenges and \nBattles with your heart\n","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525291713758-6c2990e200ff?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8N3x8SGVhdmVufGVufDB8fHx8MTY5NzExMTIwMHww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=Fem4uCQ7VEg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525291713758-6c2990e200ff?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8N3x8SGVhdmVufGVufDB8fHx8MTY5NzExMTIwMHww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=Fem4uCQ7VEg","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525291713758-6c2990e200ff?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8N3x8SGVhdmVufGVufDB8fHx8MTY5NzExMTIwMHww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=Fem4uCQ7VEg","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525291713758-6c2990e200ff?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8N3x8SGVhdmVufGVufDB8fHx8MTY5NzExMTIwMHww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=Fem4uCQ7VEg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9ab53ffd-a605-8c84-0540-f6cac95b3590-1705611827563.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"amalee","id":"e6c924af-5904-4dbd-ad0f-6e1431c2dc23","nickname":"Amalee.Grace","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9ab53ffd-a605-8c84-0540-f6cac95b3590-1705611827563.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9ab53ffd-a605-8c84-0540-f6cac95b3590-1705611827563.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0be37391-20d2-584d-9226-78a04451fcab-1705611843161.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0be37391-20d2-584d-9226-78a04451fcab-1705611843161.jpeg","description":"𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐲?","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":174,"reaction_count":96,"following_count":39,"follower_count":474,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":351845,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft","lv1","fqr","lv2"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Hiya, l'm 17\nI'm from England!\nI absolutely adore writing poetry! It'll forever be my favourite hobby!\n1also love sleeping and I ride horses!\nI have two books published.","reading":"I like to read others poetry as I can get inspiration and it makes me happy knowing other people also write it!","writing":"Omg poetry is my absolute fave!!\nI love writing any genre!\nI write free verse!\nSometimes I write short stories but it depends on my mood :)"}},"type":"story","tags":["heaven","sad","poem","poetry","poems","sad poem","sadpoem","sadpoetry","sad poetry","thoughts","feelings","grandma","grandparents","grandad","grandpa","dead"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:37:17.778640-08:00","created":"2023-10-12T04:46:37.487008-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"“I’ll watch you from above”","description":"Save me a place within your heart…\n\n(Not based on my experiences obviously. I’m 16 not 90. But anyways hope you\nLike it!!)","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525291713758-6c2990e200ff?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8N3x8SGVhdmVufGVufDB8fHx8MTY5NzExMTIwMHww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=Fem4uCQ7VEg","slug":"ill-watch-you-from-above","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-12T05:08:55.806322-07:00","published":"2023-10-12T05:08:55.806312-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":50,"comment_count":3,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"e6c924af-5904-4dbd-ad0f-6e1431c2dc23","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"233fe629-cafb-4071-b4c7-ee9edfee9ac0","reaction_count":6,"reaction_counts":{"NI":5,"SD":1,"all":6,"top":["NI","SD"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"barry_ill","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"how do i snoozy snooze","first_page_image":"https://media.tenor.com/FR00bwIMHw8AAAAC/sprigatito-floragato.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://media.tenor.com/FR00bwIMHw8AAAAM/sprigatito-floragato.gif","m":"https://media.tenor.com/FR00bwIMHw8AAAAS/sprigatito-floragato.gif","l":"https://media.tenor.com/FR00bwIMHw8AAAAC/sprigatito-floragato.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/bdab53e6-04ea-b159-0cbf-e0ecef7822b8-1702006699396.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"barry_ill","id":"55c33789-5c71-4df0-a238-49f0fe8d1ebe","nickname":"EPIC ANTEATER ARSONIST 69000","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/bdab53e6-04ea-b159-0cbf-e0ecef7822b8-1702006699396.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_bdab53e6-04ea-b159-0cbf-e0ecef7822b8-1702006699396.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/08897b99-4284-94f2-72c1-30ac670eba3c-1697018524536.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_08897b99-4284-94f2-72c1-30ac670eba3c-1697018524536.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":10,"reaction_count":30,"following_count":86,"follower_count":69,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":13931,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"IM GAY"}},"type":"story","tags":["stupid","german","jolteon","poem","sad","children","tag"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-12-07T20:52:42.323889-08:00","created":"2023-10-12T03:29:56.237364-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"IMPORTANT","description":"","thumbnail":"https://media.tenor.com/FR00bwIMHw8AAAAC/sprigatito-floragato.gif","slug":"important","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-12T03:38:39.292541-07:00","published":"2023-10-12T03:38:39.292531-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":22,"comment_count":1,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"55c33789-5c71-4df0-a238-49f0fe8d1ebe","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"00544295-5e2c-49b7-94db-cddd30ecebc9"},{"id":"abd29823-7b6a-4fa2-a882-9560f016d2ce","reaction_count":11,"reaction_counts":{"NI":9,"all":9,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"nyx_poetry","author_description":"mors irrumat omnia","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"a ghost to miracles","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/b8bee0ce-dccb-9e72-d868-fdafec15ff28-1697097769412.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_b8bee0ce-dccb-9e72-d868-fdafec15ff28-1697097769412.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_b8bee0ce-dccb-9e72-d868-fdafec15ff28-1697097769412.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/b8bee0ce-dccb-9e72-d868-fdafec15ff28-1697097769412.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/895d51cf-7fd7-097d-40a3-08186e14f53c-1703953796027.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"nyx_poetry","id":"08528763-7ab2-42b9-a859-8e9fa3c93e60","nickname":"nyx","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/895d51cf-7fd7-097d-40a3-08186e14f53c-1703953796027.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_895d51cf-7fd7-097d-40a3-08186e14f53c-1703953796027.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/63f8b999-485b-1553-d486-fbd1a3806c5b-1703953670713.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_63f8b999-485b-1553-d486-fbd1a3806c5b-1703953670713.jpeg","description":"mors irrumat omnia","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":12,"story_count":79,"reaction_count":521,"following_count":18,"follower_count":849,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":905108,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"a fake poet probably tarnishing poetry's beauty","reading":"too much for it to be good for my sanity","writing":"because my mind never shuts down"}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","thoughts","feelings","ghost","miracles","breakthroughs","invisible","suffer","suffering","poem","poetry","poet","worthy","heartbreak","heart break","love","suicide","mentalhealth","mental health","pain"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-12-01T12:42:58.692227-08:00","created":"2023-10-12T01:02:08.714647-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"a ghost to miracles","description":"I believe I am invisible to all things good.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/b8bee0ce-dccb-9e72-d868-fdafec15ff28-1697097769412.png","slug":"a-ghost-to-miracles","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-12T01:55:33.336061-07:00","published":"2023-10-12T01:55:33.336048-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":139,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"08528763-7ab2-42b9-a859-8e9fa3c93e60","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"1e97beab-1169-40a9-b9e1-33a1dfce5f82"},{"id":"19e3a36b-0d92-4f0e-a5cc-2331cfdc949f","reaction_count":19,"reaction_counts":{"NI":18,"WO":1,"all":19,"top":["NI","WO"]},"shoutout_count":9,"username":"maryammm","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/099ab581-e04c-fb14-4cc0-ee6d248e61c6-1697020417790.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_099ab581-e04c-fb14-4cc0-ee6d248e61c6-1697020417790.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_099ab581-e04c-fb14-4cc0-ee6d248e61c6-1697020417790.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/099ab581-e04c-fb14-4cc0-ee6d248e61c6-1697020417790.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/23bc8510-7317-2484-7b8e-fa4aaeba5b1e-1692672062069.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"maryammm","id":"925da3d9-c455-429c-9644-ccc550baa785","nickname":"Maryam","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/23bc8510-7317-2484-7b8e-fa4aaeba5b1e-1692672062069.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_23bc8510-7317-2484-7b8e-fa4aaeba5b1e-1692672062069.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":2,"story_count":24,"reaction_count":63,"following_count":21,"follower_count":22,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":66109,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["toys","experience","#classtime","story","random","nonfiction","non-fiction","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"aa8dbc18-9551-4c46-bbb0-fe18cbc71d43","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:36:02.884645-08:00","created":"2023-10-11T03:23:57.018313-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"When you turn white these are the kind of problems you'll have ","description":"When you turn white these are the kind of problems you&#39;ll have ","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/099ab581-e04c-fb14-4cc0-ee6d248e61c6-1697020417790.png","slug":"when-you-turn-white-these-are-the-kind-of-problems","categories":["FN"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-11T18:27:36.825548-07:00","published":"2023-10-11T18:27:36.825539-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/19e3a36b-0d92-4f0e-a5cc-2331cfdc949f-213.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":131,"comment_count":2,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"925da3d9-c455-429c-9644-ccc550baa785","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"00326986-1205-42a9-9bb0-9d742d821025"},{"id":"a5fbf4ba-c63b-4fc9-a51d-9a02f2739631","reaction_count":3,"reaction_counts":{"NI":3,"all":3,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"tilde","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Why bother?","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1696555963445-3ff958251995?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxhbGx8MTR8fHx8fHwyfHwxNjk3MDQ1NTgwfA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=X_K9PnkNiYc","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1696555963445-3ff958251995?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxhbGx8MTR8fHx8fHwyfHwxNjk3MDQ1NTgwfA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=X_K9PnkNiYc","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1696555963445-3ff958251995?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxhbGx8MTR8fHx8fHwyfHwxNjk3MDQ1NTgwfA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=X_K9PnkNiYc","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1696555963445-3ff958251995?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxhbGx8MTR8fHx8fHwyfHwxNjk3MDQ1NTgwfA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=X_K9PnkNiYc"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f9c46b51-711d-d502-c88e-2db79b8f2301-1654686007214.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"tilde","id":"bf350d6e-4c9a-441e-b120-1d7d88445658","nickname":"Tilde","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f9c46b51-711d-d502-c88e-2db79b8f2301-1654686007214.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f9c46b51-711d-d502-c88e-2db79b8f2301-1654686007214.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":4,"reaction_count":14,"following_count":17,"follower_count":2,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":8307,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","poetry","helplessness"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:34:06.605819-08:00","created":"2023-10-11T11:09:30.706206-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Why bother?","description":"A poem about how helping someone hurt only makes you bleed","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1696555963445-3ff958251995?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxhbGx8MTR8fHx8fHwyfHwxNjk3MDQ1NTgwfA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=X_K9PnkNiYc","slug":"why-bother","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-11T11:24:34.520811-07:00","published":"2023-10-11T11:24:34.520799-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":20,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"bf350d6e-4c9a-441e-b120-1d7d88445658","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"1e97beab-1169-40a9-b9e1-33a1dfce5f82","reaction_count":11,"reaction_counts":{"NI":9,"SD":1,"all":10,"top":["NI","SD"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"nyx_poetry","author_description":"mors irrumat omnia","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"that easy","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/e9588d82-fa8d-7890-3ab1-ffb73b15cb96-1696940790815.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_e9588d82-fa8d-7890-3ab1-ffb73b15cb96-1696940790815.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_e9588d82-fa8d-7890-3ab1-ffb73b15cb96-1696940790815.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/e9588d82-fa8d-7890-3ab1-ffb73b15cb96-1696940790815.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/895d51cf-7fd7-097d-40a3-08186e14f53c-1703953796027.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"nyx_poetry","id":"08528763-7ab2-42b9-a859-8e9fa3c93e60","nickname":"nyx","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/895d51cf-7fd7-097d-40a3-08186e14f53c-1703953796027.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_895d51cf-7fd7-097d-40a3-08186e14f53c-1703953796027.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/63f8b999-485b-1553-d486-fbd1a3806c5b-1703953670713.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_63f8b999-485b-1553-d486-fbd1a3806c5b-1703953670713.jpeg","description":"mors irrumat omnia","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":12,"story_count":79,"reaction_count":521,"following_count":18,"follower_count":849,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":905108,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"a fake poet probably tarnishing poetry's beauty","reading":"too much for it to be good for my sanity","writing":"because my mind never shuts down"}},"type":"story","tags":["thoughts","feelings","sad","heartbreak","heart break","betray","trust","abandon","love","l e a v e","leave","darkness","dark ness","mind","poem","poetry","poet","loss","lose","lost","lost-","pain"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-12-01T12:48:08.833682-08:00","created":"2023-10-11T08:04:28.504371-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"that easy","description":"I can&#39;t believe it was that easy for you to leave, to give me away, or to forget about me.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/e9588d82-fa8d-7890-3ab1-ffb73b15cb96-1696940790815.png","slug":"that-easy","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-11T08:18:08.705434-07:00","published":"2023-10-11T08:18:08.705425-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":351,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"08528763-7ab2-42b9-a859-8e9fa3c93e60","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"cd9e24c9-be35-468a-b05d-14c2542a1b77"},{"id":"6951be51-1ade-4b26-a8f0-a1c09d1cf908","reaction_count":140,"reaction_counts":{"NI":131,"WO":1,"SD":4,"LV":2,"all":138,"top":["NI","SD","LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"nanko21","author_description":"I love you all so much 💖","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"𝒞𝓇𝓊𝑒𝓁 𝑒𝓅𝒾𝓅𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓎\n","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/3a18615e-82ab-2263-44b5-dbb6289f150b-1696997873135.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_3a18615e-82ab-2263-44b5-dbb6289f150b-1696997873135.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_3a18615e-82ab-2263-44b5-dbb6289f150b-1696997873135.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/3a18615e-82ab-2263-44b5-dbb6289f150b-1696997873135.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0203fc3e-da1f-7b28-ca17-33705decf0a0-1700884891465.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"nanko21","id":"e91025cf-ab09-4f43-8b42-1cb8a3e23c64","nickname":"𝓷𝓪𝓷","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0203fc3e-da1f-7b28-ca17-33705decf0a0-1700884891465.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0203fc3e-da1f-7b28-ca17-33705decf0a0-1700884891465.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/fd39b986-c0f4-f896-d70e-f0284418cbe6-1707875507162.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_fd39b986-c0f4-f896-d70e-f0284418cbe6-1707875507162.jpeg","description":"I love you all so much 💖","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":29,"story_count":174,"reaction_count":9680,"following_count":63,"follower_count":2894,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":3310532,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr","pwr","lv3","avr","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"She/her\nNandini\ngirl trying to navigate thru high school ~\n15\nDo you ever feel like you don't belong? like you are meant for another universe, way up high, living with the stars. \nNo? You don't feel like that?\nhuh~ crazy me i guess. \n\nIt’s okay when life doesn’t life the way you want it to .. everything will be okay <3 \nI’m so proud of you 💖\n\nI don’t understand me sometimes \nthis is a safe space for writers, hope you guys like my poems and please feel free to criticise them and give me feedback...  my writing is not perfect, not even close to it, I really want to get better <3\n","reading":"BOOKS! I love books so freakin much :D \nAll the bright places by Jennifer Nivren is one of my fave books.\nI also love KOTLC, Land of stories, Red queen and shatter me.\n\nI have made so many friends on here; @kiroxi, @kini_, @aerayuki01, @10am, @kittycatanimat, @sirdevz,@nowandforever,@emileemo\n\ngo checkout their writings <3\n","writing":"about the past and the future, \n"}},"type":"story","tags":["fire","death","kill","friends","sad","depressed"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-05-14T09:10:51.404684-07:00","created":"2023-10-10T21:17:59.658785-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"𝒞𝓇𝓊𝑒𝓁 𝑒𝓅𝒾𝓅𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓎","description":"i think i would rather stay in the darkness.. \n\n","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/3a18615e-82ab-2263-44b5-dbb6289f150b-1696997873135.png","slug":"--19","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-11T00:47:30.829460-07:00","published":"2023-10-11T00:47:30.829449-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":2770,"comment_count":10,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"e91025cf-ab09-4f43-8b42-1cb8a3e23c64","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"f534cf39-213d-4b60-ac29-95ec31bc9737","reaction_count":60,"reaction_counts":{"NI":59,"WO":1,"all":60,"top":["NI","WO"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"crimsonfire","author_description":"Really gotta work on not procrastinating","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Im tired of them all","first_page_image":"https://media.tenor.com/Qun9u6W6N-YAAAAC/pokimane-stab.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://media.tenor.com/Qun9u6W6N-YAAAAM/pokimane-stab.gif","m":"https://media.tenor.com/Qun9u6W6N-YAAAAS/pokimane-stab.gif","l":"https://media.tenor.com/Qun9u6W6N-YAAAAC/pokimane-stab.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6e2ece7a-21fb-828c-7762-c28f0f2d2a06-1704050724485.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"crimsonfire","id":"2f4a7f72-7478-4a15-9b08-7477815de757","nickname":"!~_Jayfeather_~!","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6e2ece7a-21fb-828c-7762-c28f0f2d2a06-1704050724485.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6e2ece7a-21fb-828c-7762-c28f0f2d2a06-1704050724485.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2464cb9f-cb34-999f-bb1d-4f17426618d3-1699721594934.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2464cb9f-cb34-999f-bb1d-4f17426618d3-1699721594934.jpeg","description":"Really gotta work on not procrastinating","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":18,"story_count":172,"reaction_count":223,"following_count":31,"follower_count":91,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":292126,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Like actually ","reading":"Why are you here?","writing":"Stalker alert?\nJK just kidding ily guys! ❤️❤️"}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","sad","sexist","transphobic","racist"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:41:23.171097-08:00","created":"2023-10-10T14:04:44.519948-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Im tired of them all","description":"","thumbnail":"https://media.tenor.com/Qun9u6W6N-YAAAAC/pokimane-stab.gif","slug":"im-tired-of-them-all","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-10T14:21:24.893150-07:00","published":"2023-10-10T14:21:24.893141-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":468,"comment_count":10,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"2f4a7f72-7478-4a15-9b08-7477815de757","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"eb1dc40c-c8bc-4cf3-accb-1a7b83f68c85","reaction_count":4,"reaction_counts":{"NI":3,"all":3,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"sunshine11688","author_description":"I can hear your heart speak to me.....","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\nHard Times...","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/fire-181-2_800.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/fire-181-2_90.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/fire-181-2_480.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/fire-181-2_800.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/cc745858-efda-4130-8706-6500f924cae5-1697561365166.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"sunshine11688","id":"227034c1-6efb-48ca-a87a-d4e76b778dd4","nickname":"Sunshine","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/cc745858-efda-4130-8706-6500f924cae5-1697561365166.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_cc745858-efda-4130-8706-6500f924cae5-1697561365166.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f2615217-7ec7-f48f-729a-587d5afcaad5-1697561313851.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f2615217-7ec7-f48f-729a-587d5afcaad5-1697561313851.jpeg","description":"I can hear your heart speak to me.....","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":28,"reaction_count":419,"following_count":54,"follower_count":22,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":206862,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["fqr","lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Just a lonely soul in this big world full of possibilities..","reading":"Poetry...","writing":"Alot about everything...It is my escape.."}},"type":"story","tags":["feels","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"286cd803-d9a6-4d7a-9a1a-d8c016bf1964","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-10-23T06:55:37.459886-07:00","created":"2023-10-10T09:44:14.494441-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Hard Times","description":"I&#39;m just having a hard time missing you,,,","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/fire-181-2_800.jpeg","slug":"hard-times","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-10T09:50:40.278431-07:00","published":"2023-10-10T09:50:40.278417-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":74,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"227034c1-6efb-48ca-a87a-d4e76b778dd4","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"e31185be-3551-4934-b315-bfb55e3ed258","reaction_count":49,"reaction_counts":{"NI":47,"SD":2,"all":49,"top":["NI","SD"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"nyx_poetry","author_description":"mors irrumat omnia","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"my forever tribulation","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/e9588d82-fa8d-7890-3ab1-ffb73b15cb96-1696940790815.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_e9588d82-fa8d-7890-3ab1-ffb73b15cb96-1696940790815.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_e9588d82-fa8d-7890-3ab1-ffb73b15cb96-1696940790815.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/e9588d82-fa8d-7890-3ab1-ffb73b15cb96-1696940790815.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/895d51cf-7fd7-097d-40a3-08186e14f53c-1703953796027.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"nyx_poetry","id":"08528763-7ab2-42b9-a859-8e9fa3c93e60","nickname":"nyx","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/895d51cf-7fd7-097d-40a3-08186e14f53c-1703953796027.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_895d51cf-7fd7-097d-40a3-08186e14f53c-1703953796027.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/63f8b999-485b-1553-d486-fbd1a3806c5b-1703953670713.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_63f8b999-485b-1553-d486-fbd1a3806c5b-1703953670713.jpeg","description":"mors irrumat omnia","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":12,"story_count":79,"reaction_count":521,"following_count":18,"follower_count":849,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":905108,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"a fake poet probably tarnishing poetry's beauty","reading":"too much for it to be good for my sanity","writing":"because my mind never shuts down"}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","thoughts","feelings","heart break","heartbreak","love","lose","loss","lost","lost-","pain","depression","anxiety","poem","poetry","poet"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:38:00.988987-08:00","created":"2023-10-10T05:25:55.578786-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"my forever tribulation ","description":"I will love you always, and that love will forever torment me.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/e9588d82-fa8d-7890-3ab1-ffb73b15cb96-1696940790815.png","slug":"my-forever-tribulation","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-10-10T05:35:09.855940-07:00","published":"2023-10-10T05:35:09.855931-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":147,"comment_count":4,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"08528763-7ab2-42b9-a859-8e9fa3c93e60","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"cd9e24c9-be35-468a-b05d-14c2542a1b77"}],"page":52}