{"count":17279,"next":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=519&tag=sad","previous":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=517&tag=sad","results":[{"id":"23bd8384-b857-471f-9e56-8652715f7bcf","reaction_count":39,"reaction_counts":{"NI":39,"all":39,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"abimopectore","author_description":"Have you ever felt this way?","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Ode to the broken","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1468379229594-3de61d689143?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=xyRnYE9q56g","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1468379229594-3de61d689143?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=xyRnYE9q56g","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1468379229594-3de61d689143?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=xyRnYE9q56g","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1468379229594-3de61d689143?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=xyRnYE9q56g"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/22bb78c7-6a28-ae62-f6aa-b0b86d804b8d-1595614227570.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"abimopectore","id":"56d49b1c-bb84-49a3-bc5f-9f4f59ef8732","nickname":"M","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/22bb78c7-6a28-ae62-f6aa-b0b86d804b8d-1595614227570.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_22bb78c7-6a28-ae62-f6aa-b0b86d804b8d-1595614227570.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9f4f7321-1bbd-3343-bc6e-9274bcfd1f47-1596979631944.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9f4f7321-1bbd-3343-bc6e-9274bcfd1f47-1596979631944.png","description":"Have you ever felt this way?","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":20,"story_count":98,"reaction_count":840,"following_count":76,"follower_count":386,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":870187,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","fqr","lv2","gft","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["broken","sad","hope","hope-"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:40:26.839000-08:00","created":"2020-06-29T09:13:19.359090-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Ode to the broken","description":"&quot;Life is a comedy to those who think,\na tragedy to those who feel.&quot;\n- Jean Racine","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1468379229594-3de61d689143?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=xyRnYE9q56g","slug":"ode-to-the-broken","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-29T09:40:01.235843-07:00","published":"2020-06-29T09:40:01.235832-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":716,"comment_count":2,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"56d49b1c-bb84-49a3-bc5f-9f4f59ef8732","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"b55eccb8-d65b-47f0-8de9-dc47d53dfb52","reaction_count":360,"reaction_counts":{"NI":357,"LV":2,"all":359,"top":["NI","LV"]},"shoutout_count":3,"username":"in","author_description":"19","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nsolar systems","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/35ff45ef-a797-dcbe-1696-012e0c9fce9a-1593446600223.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_35ff45ef-a797-dcbe-1696-012e0c9fce9a-1593446600223.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_35ff45ef-a797-dcbe-1696-012e0c9fce9a-1593446600223.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/35ff45ef-a797-dcbe-1696-012e0c9fce9a-1593446600223.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ad286106-dc2e-33d7-5bf4-bfaa57b3b480-1560430719238.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"in","id":"113af2eb-b9d5-44b9-af6e-81c2e9243ef4","nickname":"Iqra","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ad286106-dc2e-33d7-5bf4-bfaa57b3b480-1560430719238.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ad286106-dc2e-33d7-5bf4-bfaa57b3b480-1560430719238.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/61f9a7ba-985a-dece-a8d4-c43a90e0a077-1588584375100.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_61f9a7ba-985a-dece-a8d4-c43a90e0a077-1588584375100.png","description":"19","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":126,"story_count":374,"reaction_count":4345,"following_count":733,"follower_count":23573,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2295007,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr","lv3","pwr","str","avr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["bottle","abuse","poem","life","mentalhealth","mental health","depression","crying","pain","hope","hope-","thought","thoughts","emotion","emotions","feeling","hurt-","hurt","cry","tears","t e a r s","happiness","sadness","sad","happy","abusive","love","self love","selflove","lovepoems","love poems","lovepoetry","love poetry","triggering","halsey","music","featured","freeverse","free verse","daily-prompt","dailyprompt","beauty","poems","@in"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-02-16T20:14:09.030289-08:00","created":"2020-06-29T08:34:17.610642-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nsolar systems","description":"Another poem inspired by a song, Halsey&#39;s &#39;Graveyard&#39; and a true story. TW: abuse. Thank you for reading &lt;3 \nhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rPgaYeq9NvI","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/35ff45ef-a797-dcbe-1696-012e0c9fce9a-1593446600223.jpeg","slug":"solar-systems","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-29T09:06:38.892788-07:00","published":"2020-06-29T09:06:38.892774-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":5696,"comment_count":29,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"113af2eb-b9d5-44b9-af6e-81c2e9243ef4","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"ebfd7555-dbaa-48e8-8e34-0b8b29f24dcb","reaction_count":16,"reaction_counts":{"NI":16,"all":16,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"flaneur","author_description":"will this reach you, i wonder","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"What to do","first_page_image":"https://media.tenor.com/images/7dbc18e03e996bbee464105a70b41933/tenor.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://media.tenor.com/images/3e322b427215a29ab3b4383ee6ff2d26/tenor.gif","m":"https://media.tenor.com/images/7761c1d8156c9f1086aea528f61ea9a6/tenor.gif","l":"https://media.tenor.com/images/7dbc18e03e996bbee464105a70b41933/tenor.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/bc988643-1fba-c976-01c5-8d9848110b01-1600295450694.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"flaneur","id":"312f7534-9ca5-4fcc-8b49-1d5f6788159c","nickname":"flaneur","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/bc988643-1fba-c976-01c5-8d9848110b01-1600295450694.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_bc988643-1fba-c976-01c5-8d9848110b01-1600295450694.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d7c13620-1a97-3604-54fa-0898b271a404-1594736921312.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d7c13620-1a97-3604-54fa-0898b271a404-1594736921312.jpeg","description":"will this reach you, i wonder","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":44,"reaction_count":60,"following_count":33,"follower_count":35,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":30396,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["feelings","sad","dreams","alone"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-02-17T11:24:10.459806-08:00","created":"2020-06-29T03:11:40.671024-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"What to do","description":"im so tired rn aghh","thumbnail":"https://media.tenor.com/images/7dbc18e03e996bbee464105a70b41933/tenor.gif","slug":"what-to-do","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-29T03:34:38.451650-07:00","published":"2020-06-29T03:34:38.451637-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":55,"comment_count":6,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"312f7534-9ca5-4fcc-8b49-1d5f6788159c","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"67ed351a-2fe7-42de-a97e-ed66331cb1e0","reaction_count":50,"reaction_counts":{"NI":48,"all":48,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"seraphicpearls","author_description":"Be grateful for everything.❤️","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Caged","first_page_image":"https://farm66.staticflickr.com/65535/49952747507_f5fa483e04_c.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://farm66.staticflickr.com/65535/49952747507_f5fa483e04_s.jpg","m":"https://farm66.staticflickr.com/65535/49952747507_f5fa483e04_z.jpg","l":"https://farm66.staticflickr.com/65535/49952747507_f5fa483e04_c.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b2b1de7f-8092-8ee5-5f09-1a187b6135d7-1656857514299.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"seraphicpearls","id":"894fdc18-bc3b-4672-8d76-e2bea56d7b10","nickname":"Ally","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b2b1de7f-8092-8ee5-5f09-1a187b6135d7-1656857514299.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b2b1de7f-8092-8ee5-5f09-1a187b6135d7-1656857514299.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4e334357-5120-706f-24c5-21b22f84660c-1630543314128.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_4e334357-5120-706f-24c5-21b22f84660c-1630543314128.jpeg","description":"Be grateful for everything.❤️","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":26,"story_count":176,"reaction_count":1683,"following_count":71,"follower_count":1454,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":437749,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"arteena_aleena"},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["cage","sad","pain"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-03-17T01:42:58.257769-07:00","created":"2020-06-28T06:04:34.421591-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Caged","description":"","thumbnail":"https://farm66.staticflickr.com/65535/49952747507_f5fa483e04_c.jpg","slug":"caged","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-29T00:43:03.584314-07:00","published":"2020-06-29T00:43:03.584301-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":183,"comment_count":8,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"894fdc18-bc3b-4672-8d76-e2bea56d7b10","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"f56833a9-9338-47ef-a0d5-d0f3bf14c267","reaction_count":15,"reaction_counts":{"NI":15,"all":15,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"celtypes","author_description":"my hand's at risk, i fold","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"-hurt","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516395614785-58f599409d3c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=3zgllN5P7Mc","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516395614785-58f599409d3c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=3zgllN5P7Mc","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516395614785-58f599409d3c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=3zgllN5P7Mc","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516395614785-58f599409d3c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=3zgllN5P7Mc"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/cb16e148-a6a6-f39c-fe55-d27ca9b49a96-1628637215932.gif","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"celtypes","id":"351c0930-18eb-4337-809d-986ba67e217b","nickname":"Celine🦕🌻","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/cb16e148-a6a6-f39c-fe55-d27ca9b49a96-1628637215932.gif","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_cb16e148-a6a6-f39c-fe55-d27ca9b49a96-1628637215932.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9318a470-a7be-c788-b734-88901489dcf0-1653596519318.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9318a470-a7be-c788-b734-88901489dcf0-1653596519318.jpeg","description":"my hand's at risk, i fold","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":43,"reaction_count":104,"following_count":45,"follower_count":100,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":62986,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","lv2","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["hurt-","hurt","lost","lost-","broken","t e a r s","tears","sad","pain","love","heart break","heartbreak"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-02-05T00:28:06.362037-08:00","created":"2020-06-28T22:58:22.979648-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"-hurt","description":"a feeling ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516395614785-58f599409d3c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=3zgllN5P7Mc","slug":"-hurt","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-28T23:18:15.479399-07:00","published":"2020-06-28T23:18:15.479390-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":54,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"351c0930-18eb-4337-809d-986ba67e217b","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"e1990a0c-a0cc-4404-b527-17b7ad2cb9d8","reaction_count":11,"reaction_counts":{"NI":10,"all":10,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"genevieve","author_description":"21 \"The Truth in The Stars\" In progress","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\nLost","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1522736342783-e91dcbe83b9e?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=jiNgKqKW5W4","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1522736342783-e91dcbe83b9e?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=jiNgKqKW5W4","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1522736342783-e91dcbe83b9e?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=jiNgKqKW5W4","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1522736342783-e91dcbe83b9e?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=jiNgKqKW5W4"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/301df584-7ed3-94ea-6904-d09e8f17ce69-1593389028345.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"genevieve","id":"0528f3e5-1b4b-47a8-8241-46ca10198427","nickname":"Genevieve","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/301df584-7ed3-94ea-6904-d09e8f17ce69-1593389028345.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_301df584-7ed3-94ea-6904-d09e8f17ce69-1593389028345.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/11f83623-90f1-6d74-6af9-7b93e476d033-1593396691493.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_11f83623-90f1-6d74-6af9-7b93e476d033-1593396691493.png","description":"21 \"The Truth in The Stars\" In progress","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":12,"reaction_count":16,"following_count":24,"follower_count":25,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":6484,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Hello! my name is Genevieve, and I am currently working on writing two books, a poetry book and an apocalyptic novel... both of them I am very excited for! I would love any input or opinions:) ","reading":"I love reading poetry and any work of fiction!","writing":"I enjoy writing whatever and whenever I can... Lists, Short stories, writing about my dreams... ETC. "}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","help","possessed","double","come","back","to","me","safe","dying","deppressed","left","leave","l e a v e"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-01-31T18:02:49.804139-08:00","created":"2020-06-28T17:32:08.841242-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n\nLost","description":"Come Back. If you don&#39;t come back, where will I go, what will I do?  I don&#39;t know what I&#39;d do without you. It&#39;s my fault, isn&#39;t it? What did I do? I&#39;ll change, I swear. Just please come back.\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1522736342783-e91dcbe83b9e?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=jiNgKqKW5W4","slug":"lost","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-28T17:42:56.163615-07:00","published":"2020-06-28T17:42:56.163604-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":39,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"0528f3e5-1b4b-47a8-8241-46ca10198427","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"205aba81-8b2a-4185-a83d-d1c04eea9cb4","reaction_count":17,"reaction_counts":{"NI":16,"all":16,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"gemsinterlude","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Daddy of mine\n\n","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1513010127920-653a6edc095b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=pwfY1mIm2EM","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1513010127920-653a6edc095b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=pwfY1mIm2EM","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1513010127920-653a6edc095b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=pwfY1mIm2EM","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1513010127920-653a6edc095b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=pwfY1mIm2EM"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5ff95c70-6b18-a664-4294-056131b9922d-1593288010486.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"gemsinterlude","id":"eb88e779-bc50-4a5f-84ca-346e6fb8fc90","nickname":"Gem","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5ff95c70-6b18-a664-4294-056131b9922d-1593288010486.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5ff95c70-6b18-a664-4294-056131b9922d-1593288010486.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5ea326cb-e34b-f5d6-b580-7cb06b4a20d7-1593288046571.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5ea326cb-e34b-f5d6-b580-7cb06b4a20d7-1593288046571.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":2,"reaction_count":21,"following_count":67,"follower_count":16,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1468,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["abuse","violence","father","alcoholic","pain","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-05-24T22:33:28.914227-07:00","created":"2020-06-28T15:50:10.626170-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Daddy of mine\n\n","description":"When a man still breathes but his righteousness is dead","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1513010127920-653a6edc095b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=pwfY1mIm2EM","slug":"daddy-of-mine","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-28T16:16:51.849054-07:00","published":"2020-06-28T16:16:51.849041-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":81,"comment_count":3,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"eb88e779-bc50-4a5f-84ca-346e6fb8fc90","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"cdffa07b-5e20-40aa-895e-e4de74e8027f","reaction_count":17,"reaction_counts":{"NI":17,"all":17,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"chelseaa","author_description":"the ink ain't dry, let it flow","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"                \n\n\n                        Feelings","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/2a67877a-78f8-bb53-023b-7a0f14d01fc0-1593374042052.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_2a67877a-78f8-bb53-023b-7a0f14d01fc0-1593374042052.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_2a67877a-78f8-bb53-023b-7a0f14d01fc0-1593374042052.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/2a67877a-78f8-bb53-023b-7a0f14d01fc0-1593374042052.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/975cb58a-acb4-3379-c04c-3701a2943b0d-1593026433590.gif","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"chelseaa","id":"a48a955d-848a-4ff5-bc24-5d684ce08348","nickname":"Si","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/975cb58a-acb4-3379-c04c-3701a2943b0d-1593026433590.gif","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_975cb58a-acb4-3379-c04c-3701a2943b0d-1593026433590.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f618e142-bab9-cb19-a28d-b8d8dbcbadb2-1597856787840.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f618e142-bab9-cb19-a28d-b8d8dbcbadb2-1597856787840.jpeg","description":"the ink ain't dry, let it flow","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":6,"story_count":98,"reaction_count":83,"following_count":29,"follower_count":50,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":235517,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["happy","sad","feel"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:27:23.340507-08:00","created":"2020-06-28T12:28:58.124004-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"                \n\n\n                        Feelings","description":"a no to have a yes","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/2a67877a-78f8-bb53-023b-7a0f14d01fc0-1593374042052.gif","slug":"feelings","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-28T12:56:18.314068-07:00","published":"2020-06-28T12:56:18.314053-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":101,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"a48a955d-848a-4ff5-bc24-5d684ce08348","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"e61ad91c-cc7f-4bcf-b34c-34a02de539ba","reaction_count":144,"reaction_counts":{"NI":143,"all":143,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"kaylynn","author_description":"Awkward writer girl","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Comforting Affliction","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1551950591-54ac6a98f437?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=S598-lkGEdQ","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1551950591-54ac6a98f437?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=S598-lkGEdQ","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1551950591-54ac6a98f437?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=S598-lkGEdQ","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1551950591-54ac6a98f437?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=S598-lkGEdQ"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/C934A696-8A19-4BF2-92A1-A6A4D6E153E81562979326418.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":true,"author":{"username":"kaylynn","id":"97c084ee-cc06-421d-8749-89a6342e098e","nickname":"Kaylynn","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/C934A696-8A19-4BF2-92A1-A6A4D6E153E81562979326418.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d58d0d34-0972-4902-2324-f1fc11395f9b-1542934945537.jpeg","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/F6F1A0FD-B36F-4125-81A6-7A76A1786FCA1562978896154.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f0e6b4fb-bd91-633d-a6f4-f351f252ffa3-1562950528412.jpeg","description":"Awkward writer girl","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":144,"story_count":227,"reaction_count":6246,"following_count":28,"follower_count":20344,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":true,"num_words_read":1487424,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["gft","lv1","fqr","lv2","pwr","str"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"@authorkaylynn"},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","poem","comfort","sad","depression","grief","sadness","emotions","thoughts","feelings","tired","lonely","alone","reality","real","life","live","poet","bed","broken","relationship","relation ship","love"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-08-01T10:56:42.555280-07:00","created":"2020-06-28T11:26:10.639430-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Comforting Affliction","description":"lost in the sadness of it all.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1551950591-54ac6a98f437?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=S598-lkGEdQ","slug":"comforting-affliction","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-28T12:39:03.072768-07:00","published":"2020-06-28T12:39:03.072757-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":702,"comment_count":16,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"97c084ee-cc06-421d-8749-89a6342e098e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"9fb1a867-971d-48b0-823b-99a32c3ac3f1","reaction_count":194,"reaction_counts":{"NI":194,"all":194,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"sstar2000","author_description":"BLACK LIVES MATTER ❤️","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Don’t Come Back","first_page_image":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/86F0171B-191F-405D-B598-6422080288B21593371874886.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"","m":"","l":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/86F0171B-191F-405D-B598-6422080288B21593371874886.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/6AE1B948-BFD5-4F83-9CA1-D61F762B916F1593199297694.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"sstar2000","id":"07d654cf-5994-4abd-bb4e-6631988ce62d","nickname":"⭐️𝒮𝒶𝓇𝒶  💫✨🌟","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/6AE1B948-BFD5-4F83-9CA1-D61F762B916F1593199297694.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6e57b47d-3f31-2cec-789a-1615cd22a4de-1586012795886.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6aa44a58-e7f9-a5b6-53db-2bacc1a5b5ad-1586798443334.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6aa44a58-e7f9-a5b6-53db-2bacc1a5b5ad-1586798443334.jpeg","description":"BLACK LIVES MATTER ❤️","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":27,"story_count":102,"reaction_count":467,"following_count":34,"follower_count":5270,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":373853,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["daily-prompt","dailyprompt","protests","protest","poetry","poem","thoughts","feelings","mental illness","mentalillness","awareness","demons","blood","fighting","love","dark","horror","featured","fiction","suspense","thriller","mystery","sadness","sad","happy","strong","relationship","relation ship","abuse"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-07-11T14:28:47.607557-07:00","created":"2020-06-28T12:09:35.339908-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Don’t Come Back","description":"One step Two steps Three steps Four.... Out you walk.... Right out that door.\nEnjoy!!! 🌟✨💫","thumbnail":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/86F0171B-191F-405D-B598-6422080288B21593371874886.jpg","slug":"dont-come-back","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-28T12:29:22.277174-07:00","published":"2020-06-28T12:29:22.277162-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/9fb1a867-971d-48b0-823b-99a32c3ac3f1-89.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":1166,"comment_count":18,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"07d654cf-5994-4abd-bb4e-6631988ce62d","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"4919ba87-f6b6-46b7-94f4-bc0604276647","reaction_count":85,"reaction_counts":{"NI":84,"all":84,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"dfendyr","author_description":"I'm gonna be my own hero.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"I'm sick!","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1528194663420-bfa489364cb5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=9kbaq1xoIr0","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1528194663420-bfa489364cb5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=9kbaq1xoIr0","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1528194663420-bfa489364cb5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=9kbaq1xoIr0","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1528194663420-bfa489364cb5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=9kbaq1xoIr0"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8f091129-ac3d-1e2e-70e2-42902339a944-1608830684190.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"dfendyr","id":"bc6d0ca7-0a7c-465f-b325-bf5a31b56d03","nickname":"Zan","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8f091129-ac3d-1e2e-70e2-42902339a944-1608830684190.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_8f091129-ac3d-1e2e-70e2-42902339a944-1608830684190.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/79e0f9fc-6a4a-6e68-30cc-291c0bd98334-1608815269823.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_79e0f9fc-6a4a-6e68-30cc-291c0bd98334-1608815269823.jpeg","description":"I'm gonna be my own hero.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":5,"story_count":310,"reaction_count":1079,"following_count":39,"follower_count":441,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":497039,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","lv2","fqr","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","depression","hurting","pain","suicide","feelings","sadness","help"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-09-14T16:32:54.958131-07:00","created":"2020-06-26T18:53:52.376473-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"I'm sick!","description":"WARNING: very, very, very sad story. If you dislike sad or suicidal story&#39;s please DO NOT read this.  I wake to blinding lights as quin rips open the blinds. I groan and flip over and pull a pillow over my head.\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1528194663420-bfa489364cb5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=9kbaq1xoIr0","slug":"im-sick","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-28T11:53:58.329452-07:00","published":"2020-06-28T11:53:58.329438-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":492,"comment_count":9,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"bc6d0ca7-0a7c-465f-b325-bf5a31b56d03","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"38605dcc-94eb-49ed-b93f-2b345c3d0513","reaction_count":12,"reaction_counts":{"NI":12,"all":12,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"ontherun","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"ISOLATION?","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1504903271097-d7e7c7f5f7ad?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=xl2piFfdzyA","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1504903271097-d7e7c7f5f7ad?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=xl2piFfdzyA","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1504903271097-d7e7c7f5f7ad?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=xl2piFfdzyA","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1504903271097-d7e7c7f5f7ad?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=xl2piFfdzyA"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/3D06BE44-FEE4-4D7F-BA27-5C40D4FEE0161593384445039.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ontherun","id":"c783c4d4-2061-4f62-99ef-51178b8d3a7a","nickname":"Kemille","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/3D06BE44-FEE4-4D7F-BA27-5C40D4FEE0161593384445039.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":6,"reaction_count":65,"following_count":18,"follower_count":9,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":27587,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["feeling","pain","sad","confused","alone","isolated","parents","silent","depression"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:37:30.250775-08:00","created":"2020-06-28T10:02:33.303822-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"ISOLATION?","description":"Everything that went wrong. I’m so used to pretending to be happy this moment of weakness feels foreign to me. ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1504903271097-d7e7c7f5f7ad?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=xl2piFfdzyA","slug":"isolation","categories":["TS"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-28T11:30:03.364767-07:00","published":"2020-06-28T11:30:03.364757-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":708,"comment_count":3,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c783c4d4-2061-4f62-99ef-51178b8d3a7a","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"4ad2b56a-05cd-434c-8430-c552da7cdc5f","reaction_count":1,"reaction_counts":{"NI":1,"all":1,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"flaneur","author_description":"will this reach you, i wonder","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"My friend","first_page_image":"https://media.tenor.com/images/a71b123666e08bb6ad336cd1625c0cdb/tenor.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://media.tenor.com/images/fab17f0a378dced5ac1e949eb737e930/tenor.gif","m":"https://media.tenor.com/images/ce6f7f8f0b6bacc173b22ea6e3b5801c/tenor.gif","l":"https://media.tenor.com/images/a71b123666e08bb6ad336cd1625c0cdb/tenor.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/bc988643-1fba-c976-01c5-8d9848110b01-1600295450694.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"flaneur","id":"312f7534-9ca5-4fcc-8b49-1d5f6788159c","nickname":"flaneur","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/bc988643-1fba-c976-01c5-8d9848110b01-1600295450694.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_bc988643-1fba-c976-01c5-8d9848110b01-1600295450694.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d7c13620-1a97-3604-54fa-0898b271a404-1594736921312.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d7c13620-1a97-3604-54fa-0898b271a404-1594736921312.jpeg","description":"will this reach you, i wonder","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":44,"reaction_count":60,"following_count":33,"follower_count":35,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":30396,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","friends","future"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-02-17T11:24:10.065828-08:00","created":"2020-06-28T08:14:16.679439-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"My friend","description":"let go","thumbnail":"https://media.tenor.com/images/a71b123666e08bb6ad336cd1625c0cdb/tenor.gif","slug":"my-friend","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-28T08:25:35.996539-07:00","published":"2020-06-28T08:25:35.996530-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":43,"comment_count":4,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"312f7534-9ca5-4fcc-8b49-1d5f6788159c","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"694c7ef3-62ef-40f1-b2a7-edafa2009aac","reaction_count":4,"reaction_counts":{"NI":4,"all":4,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"artbyla","author_description":"poet with a lot on their mind","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Blinds","first_page_image":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/893D3361-16DF-44B3-8952-7F1101A5ED001593320841464.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1518122002478-0e7c587ccdb3?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=1h0eUfpaH-g","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1518122002478-0e7c587ccdb3?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=1h0eUfpaH-g","l":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/893D3361-16DF-44B3-8952-7F1101A5ED001593320841464.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/175dc056-e731-de8c-f529-d03265ba5151-1593218027385.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"artbyla","id":"1cec109d-fea1-4004-abb7-d0dfe32e6884","nickname":"LA","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/175dc056-e731-de8c-f529-d03265ba5151-1593218027385.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_175dc056-e731-de8c-f529-d03265ba5151-1593218027385.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/13409375-4590-5367-389c-c2cb85879318-1593217975277.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_13409375-4590-5367-389c-c2cb85879318-1593217975277.jpeg","description":"poet with a lot on their mind","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":12,"reaction_count":18,"following_count":1,"follower_count":16,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2521,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poet","poetry","poem","poems","sad","happy","thoughts","thoughtful","fear","nature","creative","perspective","emotion","windows","night","light","dark","la"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:33:11.913216-08:00","created":"2020-06-27T21:40:59.487902-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Blinds","description":"We all look for that glowing orange light\n\n","thumbnail":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/893D3361-16DF-44B3-8952-7F1101A5ED001593320841464.jpg","slug":"blinds","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-27T22:05:04.801898-07:00","published":"2020-06-27T22:05:04.801882-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":50,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"1cec109d-fea1-4004-abb7-d0dfe32e6884","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"4e91aeec-2579-4efd-b6c1-44f57f67fec1","reaction_count":4,"reaction_counts":{"NI":4,"all":4,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"artbyla","author_description":"poet with a lot on their mind","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Egyptian Vanquish","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1559084819-9e247741f646?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=qYcW08zwrwQ","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1559084819-9e247741f646?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=qYcW08zwrwQ","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1559084819-9e247741f646?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=qYcW08zwrwQ","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1559084819-9e247741f646?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=qYcW08zwrwQ"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/175dc056-e731-de8c-f529-d03265ba5151-1593218027385.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"artbyla","id":"1cec109d-fea1-4004-abb7-d0dfe32e6884","nickname":"LA","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/175dc056-e731-de8c-f529-d03265ba5151-1593218027385.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_175dc056-e731-de8c-f529-d03265ba5151-1593218027385.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/13409375-4590-5367-389c-c2cb85879318-1593217975277.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_13409375-4590-5367-389c-c2cb85879318-1593217975277.jpeg","description":"poet with a lot on their mind","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":12,"reaction_count":18,"following_count":1,"follower_count":16,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2521,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poet","poem","poetry","poems","sad","happy","anger","animals","snakes","history","ancient","egypt","evil","royal","fantasy","la"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:33:45.041290-08:00","created":"2020-06-27T21:13:11.904036-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Egyptian Vanquish","description":"Snakes bite.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1559084819-9e247741f646?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=qYcW08zwrwQ","slug":"egyptian-vanquish","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-27T21:38:27.988956-07:00","published":"2020-06-27T21:38:27.988941-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":18,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"1cec109d-fea1-4004-abb7-d0dfe32e6884","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"2b48df47-fedf-45a3-8786-c6995059f7d4","reaction_count":44,"reaction_counts":{"NI":44,"all":44,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"staar","author_description":"Believe in yourself, you’re worth it<3","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"is it too much to ask?","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1465321897912-c692b37a09a6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=jtTqIwvGiUg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1465321897912-c692b37a09a6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=jtTqIwvGiUg","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1465321897912-c692b37a09a6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=jtTqIwvGiUg","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1465321897912-c692b37a09a6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=jtTqIwvGiUg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6d283688-9b35-aacf-e690-73af019dd249-1601223926598.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"staar","id":"4a3b8faf-8425-4cdb-a2c2-67e40efb1926","nickname":"Cat","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6d283688-9b35-aacf-e690-73af019dd249-1601223926598.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6d283688-9b35-aacf-e690-73af019dd249-1601223926598.jpeg","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/47073055-46BD-4A72-A71F-7E1A70B1B87D1604906602235.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_84b73db4-fe0b-b318-2e3a-f5482df4a16d-1601141190473.jpeg","description":"Believe in yourself, you’re worth it<3","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":31,"story_count":125,"reaction_count":1214,"following_count":190,"follower_count":209,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":426179,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["love","sad","lonely","can't love back"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:33:44.474573-08:00","created":"2020-06-26T17:05:38.353744-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"is it too much to ask?","description":"is it too much to ask, for you to love me back?\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1465321897912-c692b37a09a6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=jtTqIwvGiUg","slug":"too-much-to-ask","categories":["FC"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-27T20:46:25.044831-07:00","published":"2020-06-27T20:46:25.044819-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":209,"comment_count":5,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"4a3b8faf-8425-4cdb-a2c2-67e40efb1926","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"f4ce927e-cb03-414d-99dd-8b88f2645c9b","reaction_count":130,"reaction_counts":{"NI":130,"all":130,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"tipsie","author_description":"傻帽 [they/them]","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Ayo sorry","first_page_image":"https://media.tenor.com/images/ee41bda24f98c7ffd676331b98eb07ca/tenor.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://media.tenor.com/images/6629447645344cb58948d86b58392803/tenor.gif","m":"https://media.tenor.com/images/9aab9ff004adee908630954fb6306f84/tenor.gif","l":"https://media.tenor.com/images/ee41bda24f98c7ffd676331b98eb07ca/tenor.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ecf6e4c8-80d2-e71e-16c2-6c9cfd593638-1653721492274.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"tipsie","id":"ad4e2cee-cc3e-4a16-a915-b40cdc5ea531","nickname":"₮ł₱₴łɆ","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ecf6e4c8-80d2-e71e-16c2-6c9cfd593638-1653721492274.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ecf6e4c8-80d2-e71e-16c2-6c9cfd593638-1653721492274.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/32355439-7209-bb73-f4f5-2e5dc54b9a9b-1617165300794.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_32355439-7209-bb73-f4f5-2e5dc54b9a9b-1617165300794.jpeg","description":"傻帽 [they/them]","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":27,"story_count":232,"reaction_count":895,"following_count":33,"follower_count":8096,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":473869,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["gft","lv1","fqr","lv2","amb","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["bye","goodbye","good bye","love","hate","hate-","sad","happy","lonely","quarantine","summer","see ya","see","you","tipsie","dope gang","depressed","heartbreak","heart break","break","skeleton","dancing","dance","followers","dailey","daily-prompt","dailyprompt","staircase","stairs"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-01-06T16:17:20.013693-08:00","created":"2020-06-27T20:05:07.657552-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Ayo sorry","description":"&lt;3","thumbnail":"https://media.tenor.com/images/ee41bda24f98c7ffd676331b98eb07ca/tenor.gif","slug":"ayo-sorry","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-27T20:13:51.195950-07:00","published":"2020-06-27T20:13:51.195933-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":445,"comment_count":8,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"ad4e2cee-cc3e-4a16-a915-b40cdc5ea531","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"23a823bc-725d-42f2-8003-f3b506e674fc","reaction_count":203,"reaction_counts":{"NI":201,"all":201,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"sstar2000","author_description":"BLACK LIVES MATTER ❤️","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\nRUN","first_page_image":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/14150E5D-A13B-4F23-A811-8DC50B1A91001593307148626.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"","m":"","l":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/14150E5D-A13B-4F23-A811-8DC50B1A91001593307148626.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/6AE1B948-BFD5-4F83-9CA1-D61F762B916F1593199297694.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"sstar2000","id":"07d654cf-5994-4abd-bb4e-6631988ce62d","nickname":"⭐️𝒮𝒶𝓇𝒶  💫✨🌟","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/6AE1B948-BFD5-4F83-9CA1-D61F762B916F1593199297694.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6e57b47d-3f31-2cec-789a-1615cd22a4de-1586012795886.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6aa44a58-e7f9-a5b6-53db-2bacc1a5b5ad-1586798443334.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6aa44a58-e7f9-a5b6-53db-2bacc1a5b5ad-1586798443334.jpeg","description":"BLACK LIVES MATTER ❤️","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":27,"story_count":102,"reaction_count":467,"following_count":34,"follower_count":5270,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":373853,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","poetry","feelings","thoughts","quotes","love","horror","suspense","mystery","fiction","featured","romance","relationship","relation ship","sad","happy","happiness","fear","scared"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-07-09T21:10:23.073698-07:00","created":"2020-06-27T18:15:11.216403-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n\nRUN","description":":) ","thumbnail":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/14150E5D-A13B-4F23-A811-8DC50B1A91001593307148626.jpg","slug":"run-2","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-27T18:28:30.912774-07:00","published":"2020-06-27T18:28:30.912759-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":483,"comment_count":11,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"07d654cf-5994-4abd-bb4e-6631988ce62d","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"dc7bf4d4-e174-4067-9505-6a670b59f9ce","reaction_count":248,"reaction_counts":{"NI":246,"all":246,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"sstar2000","author_description":"BLACK LIVES MATTER ❤️","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Confined ","first_page_image":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/816532D9-F1AB-4A85-87E3-A5C5C62C21A41593299807352.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"","m":"","l":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/816532D9-F1AB-4A85-87E3-A5C5C62C21A41593299807352.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/6AE1B948-BFD5-4F83-9CA1-D61F762B916F1593199297694.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"sstar2000","id":"07d654cf-5994-4abd-bb4e-6631988ce62d","nickname":"⭐️𝒮𝒶𝓇𝒶  💫✨🌟","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/6AE1B948-BFD5-4F83-9CA1-D61F762B916F1593199297694.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6e57b47d-3f31-2cec-789a-1615cd22a4de-1586012795886.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6aa44a58-e7f9-a5b6-53db-2bacc1a5b5ad-1586798443334.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6aa44a58-e7f9-a5b6-53db-2bacc1a5b5ad-1586798443334.jpeg","description":"BLACK LIVES MATTER ❤️","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":27,"story_count":102,"reaction_count":467,"following_count":34,"follower_count":5270,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":373853,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","poetry","action","love","romance","suspense","thoughts","feelings","featured","fiction","badass","bad ass","empowering","mystery","action packed","humour","relationship","relation ship","horror","dark","happiness","happy","sad","fight","blood","sadness"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-10-04T15:07:44.777768-07:00","created":"2020-06-27T16:13:33.382969-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Confined ","description":"Enjoy! ","thumbnail":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/816532D9-F1AB-4A85-87E3-A5C5C62C21A41593299807352.jpg","slug":"confined","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-27T16:22:55.601596-07:00","published":"2020-06-27T16:22:55.601586-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":1028,"comment_count":21,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"07d654cf-5994-4abd-bb4e-6631988ce62d","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"42ab6f80-4e10-4346-a822-c05d0e5e233f","reaction_count":16,"reaction_counts":{"NI":16,"all":16,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"jenuldesilva","author_description":"I write for fun","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Dande-lion","first_page_image":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise227.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise227.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise227.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"jenuldesilva","id":"3b84992d-718c-4a57-9c3a-ad8c01a07939","nickname":"jenuldesilva","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"I write for fun","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":2,"reaction_count":2,"following_count":2,"follower_count":8,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":648,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["love","romance","gay love","gaylove","gay","feeling","sad","truelove","true love","dandelion"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-08-01T02:32:57.265570-07:00","created":"2020-06-27T12:20:59.162948-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Dande-lion","description":"Love, at the centre of the dandelion Love, amidst the burning hates of flame\n","thumbnail":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise227.jpg","slug":"dande-lion","categories":["RM"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-06-27T12:43:14.881187-07:00","published":"2020-06-27T12:43:14.881171-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":48,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"3b84992d-718c-4a57-9c3a-ad8c01a07939","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null}],"page":518}