{"count":17279,"next":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=489&tag=sad","previous":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=487&tag=sad","results":[{"id":"e8fa7c9c-6515-40de-bacb-4400e266584f","reaction_count":84,"reaction_counts":{"NI":83,"all":83,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"ryaaa3","author_description":"IG: @_penned__   ||","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"à la fin ils te quittent \n\n","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d96c4a96-228c-0773-e179-612314caed5b-1598155488959.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_d96c4a96-228c-0773-e179-612314caed5b-1598155488959.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_d96c4a96-228c-0773-e179-612314caed5b-1598155488959.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d96c4a96-228c-0773-e179-612314caed5b-1598155488959.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/44167def-b96f-7b7b-1b5a-c31037c2b47e-1566933412702.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ryaaa3","id":"b2aa0490-ebff-467a-803a-92b35e3dad26","nickname":"Arya Shrestha","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/44167def-b96f-7b7b-1b5a-c31037c2b47e-1566933412702.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_44167def-b96f-7b7b-1b5a-c31037c2b47e-1566933412702.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0c39665a-273b-c08c-9afd-eaecaaf64db8-1568851562530.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0c39665a-273b-c08c-9afd-eaecaaf64db8-1568851562530.jpeg","description":"IG: @_penned__   ||","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":39,"story_count":240,"reaction_count":2087,"following_count":144,"follower_count":6528,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":810182,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","pwr","str","lv3"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","end","hope","hope-","love"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-04-22T08:44:43.153014-07:00","created":"2020-08-31T20:47:32.004478-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"à la fin ils te quittent \n\n","description":"is anything even real?\nis forever even a thing?","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d96c4a96-228c-0773-e179-612314caed5b-1598155488959.jpeg","slug":"-la-fin-ils-te-quittent","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-31T20:58:32.669565-07:00","published":"2020-08-31T20:58:32.669551-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":229,"comment_count":7,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"b2aa0490-ebff-467a-803a-92b35e3dad26","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"71ce7496-d411-433f-8388-23cc5b818873","reaction_count":64,"reaction_counts":{"NI":64,"all":64,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"wrenwrites","author_description":"one more chance at a night like this..","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"*Sad Poem #37*","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8fc9bc05-dcab-39b2-ed1e-461492f19e67-1598901468640.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_8fc9bc05-dcab-39b2-ed1e-461492f19e67-1598901468640.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_8fc9bc05-dcab-39b2-ed1e-461492f19e67-1598901468640.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8fc9bc05-dcab-39b2-ed1e-461492f19e67-1598901468640.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/878a93cf-8771-e4cc-6f25-49382ad8cd48-1616542997965.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"wrenwrites","id":"4a8a3599-318d-4620-a039-65aee0a2698d","nickname":"~𝕨𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕙𝕦~","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/878a93cf-8771-e4cc-6f25-49382ad8cd48-1616542997965.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_878a93cf-8771-e4cc-6f25-49382ad8cd48-1616542997965.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d5ce977b-91ff-83d4-027e-ed051a254820-1616542939317.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d5ce977b-91ff-83d4-027e-ed051a254820-1616542939317.jpeg","description":"one more chance at a night like this..","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":4,"story_count":80,"reaction_count":2974,"following_count":133,"follower_count":648,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":941981,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv2","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","poetry","rhyme","feelings","pain","hurt-","hurt","sad","sadness","heart break","heartbreak","feel"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:30:57.631314-08:00","created":"2020-08-31T12:13:16.169851-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"*Sad Poem #37*","description":"someone message me :( or dm me on instagram :( just ask for it.. love y'all, hope you're all okay <3","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8fc9bc05-dcab-39b2-ed1e-461492f19e67-1598901468640.jpeg","slug":"sad-poem-37","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-31T18:59:08.631514-07:00","published":"2020-08-31T18:59:08.631496-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":250,"comment_count":4,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"4a8a3599-318d-4620-a039-65aee0a2698d","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"7da365e1-a6f4-42f3-96b2-cca2e909828b","reaction_count":152,"reaction_counts":{"NI":148,"all":148,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"wasteofpaint","author_description":"back just in time for commaful to die-","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"The Sky","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517495306984-f84210f9daa8?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=BGXhuJIbx78","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517495306984-f84210f9daa8?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=BGXhuJIbx78","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517495306984-f84210f9daa8?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=BGXhuJIbx78","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517495306984-f84210f9daa8?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=BGXhuJIbx78"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4b578773-c4a2-ead3-9a4f-1a06f60cbf88-1617123201155.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"wasteofpaint","id":"33aeae9d-3193-4a62-a636-d907e1da759a","nickname":"Jamie","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4b578773-c4a2-ead3-9a4f-1a06f60cbf88-1617123201155.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_4b578773-c4a2-ead3-9a4f-1a06f60cbf88-1617123201155.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/00e86a84-da4c-38da-0461-1557a28eda8d-1627751481462.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_00e86a84-da4c-38da-0461-1557a28eda8d-1627751481462.png","description":"back just in time for commaful to die-","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":47,"story_count":264,"reaction_count":1993,"following_count":1431,"follower_count":1141,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":806445,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr","pwr","str","lv3"],"social_urls":{"tumblr":"pro-crastinate17"},"about":{"about":"back from 3 year hiatus just in time for commaful to die lmao \n17, he/him, i write shitty poetry \nformerly pro-crastinate (Peter/Quillwort), now wasteofpaint (Jamie)\nfind me on tumblr @pro-crastinate17 or dm for my discord if you miss me from my middle school poetry days lmao","reading":""}},"type":"story","tags":["sky","future","sad","grey","blue","gray","world","earth","sun","dark","environment","look","up","shine"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-01-07T07:27:42.743486-08:00","created":"2020-08-31T16:42:55.918946-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"The Sky","description":"A poem about the future. \nKind of sad though...","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517495306984-f84210f9daa8?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=BGXhuJIbx78","slug":"the-sky","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-31T16:54:58.420629-07:00","published":"2020-08-31T16:54:58.420615-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":407,"comment_count":13,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"33aeae9d-3193-4a62-a636-d907e1da759a","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"2560ddee-3c40-4ebe-a690-c2b20798e6da","reaction_count":59,"reaction_counts":{"NI":59,"all":59,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"oliviathemystic","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Falling","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598891732825-cc424c4f532b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=bILLFzGS1DI","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598891732825-cc424c4f532b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=bILLFzGS1DI","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598891732825-cc424c4f532b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=bILLFzGS1DI","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598891732825-cc424c4f532b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=bILLFzGS1DI"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6e6b3706-2b3c-9326-0f92-e0906be37b04-1598449273348.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"oliviathemystic","id":"eaf0291d-57a8-4d7c-955d-b29345f6b7b5","nickname":"Olivia","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6e6b3706-2b3c-9326-0f92-e0906be37b04-1598449273348.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6e6b3706-2b3c-9326-0f92-e0906be37b04-1598449273348.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":12,"reaction_count":131,"following_count":148,"follower_count":95,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":20811,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["love","feeling","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:35:35.472258-08:00","created":"2020-08-31T15:48:03.503560-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Falling","description":"I cant do it","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598891732825-cc424c4f532b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=bILLFzGS1DI","slug":"falling","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-31T15:55:03.598511-07:00","published":"2020-08-31T15:55:03.598498-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":41,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"eaf0291d-57a8-4d7c-955d-b29345f6b7b5","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"3f2e4b9b-2ff2-404e-871d-fbd804027e93","reaction_count":129,"reaction_counts":{"NI":127,"all":127,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"antisclxtrovert","author_description":"blinded by light, discovered by darkness","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n            Forgone\n","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/f4ade7d5-69ee-94a3-a209-44e58a3e2a50-1598905518489.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_f4ade7d5-69ee-94a3-a209-44e58a3e2a50-1598905518489.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_f4ade7d5-69ee-94a3-a209-44e58a3e2a50-1598905518489.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/f4ade7d5-69ee-94a3-a209-44e58a3e2a50-1598905518489.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/260c2f10-f172-88cb-8983-59dc0060fad7-1617288299122.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"antisclxtrovert","id":"32526660-af74-4301-aee7-b78fc1736189","nickname":"Yosi","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/260c2f10-f172-88cb-8983-59dc0060fad7-1617288299122.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_260c2f10-f172-88cb-8983-59dc0060fad7-1617288299122.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5e92b121-ee08-5e57-dd6c-d1c25e47f336-1596074963107.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5e92b121-ee08-5e57-dd6c-d1c25e47f336-1596074963107.png","description":"blinded by light, discovered by darkness","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":24,"story_count":107,"reaction_count":1445,"following_count":40,"follower_count":2641,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":740036,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"pwr","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["thoughts","sad","dreams","stars","featured"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-12-15T13:34:27.782546-08:00","created":"2020-08-29T13:33:03.085485-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n            Forgone\n","description":"they dreamed/he awoke","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/f4ade7d5-69ee-94a3-a209-44e58a3e2a50-1598905518489.jpeg","slug":"forgone","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-31T15:39:03.658285-07:00","published":"2020-08-31T15:39:03.658274-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":289,"comment_count":12,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"32526660-af74-4301-aee7-b78fc1736189","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"1019a74a-11b3-487d-ab34-de3ce565d3d4","reaction_count":39,"reaction_counts":{"NI":39,"all":39,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"oliviathemystic","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"The looking sad girl","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1571954887366-926471bea5f7?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=hhZwwb2H85s","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1571954887366-926471bea5f7?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=hhZwwb2H85s","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1571954887366-926471bea5f7?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=hhZwwb2H85s","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1571954887366-926471bea5f7?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=hhZwwb2H85s"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6e6b3706-2b3c-9326-0f92-e0906be37b04-1598449273348.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"oliviathemystic","id":"eaf0291d-57a8-4d7c-955d-b29345f6b7b5","nickname":"Olivia","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6e6b3706-2b3c-9326-0f92-e0906be37b04-1598449273348.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6e6b3706-2b3c-9326-0f92-e0906be37b04-1598449273348.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":12,"reaction_count":131,"following_count":148,"follower_count":95,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":20811,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","girl","before","feeling","feelings","art","emotions","pain","hurt-","hurt","life","poem","mad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:31:31.231262-08:00","created":"2020-08-31T15:17:34.717534-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"The looking sad girl","description":"That mad girl?","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1571954887366-926471bea5f7?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=hhZwwb2H85s","slug":"the-looking-sad-girl","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-31T15:23:22.884474-07:00","published":"2020-08-31T15:23:22.884459-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":36,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"eaf0291d-57a8-4d7c-955d-b29345f6b7b5","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"5e217cf8-ff34-4f76-8eaa-16cd716def2a","reaction_count":285,"reaction_counts":{"NI":282,"SD":1,"all":283,"top":["NI","SD"]},"shoutout_count":2,"username":"hymn","author_description":"peace","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\nThantophobia","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d8cb6a42-729d-f552-0ae6-4e03c5d9ad65-1598907659948.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_d8cb6a42-729d-f552-0ae6-4e03c5d9ad65-1598907659948.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_d8cb6a42-729d-f552-0ae6-4e03c5d9ad65-1598907659948.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d8cb6a42-729d-f552-0ae6-4e03c5d9ad65-1598907659948.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/61d7f7f8-0a9e-9139-b94d-9c8aec277678-1692414111496.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"hymn","id":"529794ab-7670-46c1-8f7a-41a063a54380","nickname":"hailey","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/61d7f7f8-0a9e-9139-b94d-9c8aec277678-1692414111496.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_61d7f7f8-0a9e-9139-b94d-9c8aec277678-1692414111496.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5a8c8ee9-f7fe-6c82-16f3-30f8820f8fc9-1646865800613.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5a8c8ee9-f7fe-6c82-16f3-30f8820f8fc9-1646865800613.jpeg","description":"peace","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":65,"story_count":450,"reaction_count":1402,"following_count":27,"follower_count":34731,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2548931,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv3","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","amb","pwr","lv3","str","avr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"hi! i’m 16 and i write some depressing poems, but that’s ok :D\n\npinterest: https://pin.it/1rttIiU (@hymn0s0)","reading":"…books. “If I Can’t Have You”, “You’d Be Home Now”,“My Dark Vanessa”, “Daisy Jones and The Six”, “Verity”, “Malibu Rising”  “Falling into place”, etc.","writing":"depressing poems"}},"type":"story","tags":["phobia","emotions","short","sad","series","rare words","feelings"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-11-29T14:40:15.582834-08:00","created":"2020-08-31T13:51:18.819889-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\nThantophobia","description":"the fear of losing someone you love (short poem)(new series?)","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d8cb6a42-729d-f552-0ae6-4e03c5d9ad65-1598907659948.jpeg","slug":"thantophobia","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-31T14:05:12.465402-07:00","published":"2020-08-31T14:05:12.465393-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":786,"comment_count":15,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"529794ab-7670-46c1-8f7a-41a063a54380","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"c87d0667-9680-497e-ab70-46ce4965deac","reaction_count":190,"reaction_counts":{"NI":189,"all":189,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"wasteofpaint","author_description":"back just in time for commaful to die-","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1518229351380-11aef3ffc358?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=1UAI5_PQg_E","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1518229351380-11aef3ffc358?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=1UAI5_PQg_E","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1518229351380-11aef3ffc358?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=1UAI5_PQg_E","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1518229351380-11aef3ffc358?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=1UAI5_PQg_E"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4b578773-c4a2-ead3-9a4f-1a06f60cbf88-1617123201155.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"wasteofpaint","id":"33aeae9d-3193-4a62-a636-d907e1da759a","nickname":"Jamie","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4b578773-c4a2-ead3-9a4f-1a06f60cbf88-1617123201155.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_4b578773-c4a2-ead3-9a4f-1a06f60cbf88-1617123201155.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/00e86a84-da4c-38da-0461-1557a28eda8d-1627751481462.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_00e86a84-da4c-38da-0461-1557a28eda8d-1627751481462.png","description":"back just in time for commaful to die-","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":47,"story_count":264,"reaction_count":1993,"following_count":1431,"follower_count":1141,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":806445,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr","pwr","str","lv3"],"social_urls":{"tumblr":"pro-crastinate17"},"about":{"about":"back from 3 year hiatus just in time for commaful to die lmao \n17, he/him, i write shitty poetry \nformerly pro-crastinate (Peter/Quillwort), now wasteofpaint (Jamie)\nfind me on tumblr @pro-crastinate17 or dm for my discord if you miss me from my middle school poetry days lmao","reading":""}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","hurt-","hurt","pain","help","grow","heal","lift","dark","shadows","hurting","toll","tired","helping","darkness","dark ness","shadow","swallow","swallowed","alone","with","helpful","here","monster","monsters","monstrous","creature","creatures","how","feelings","sadness","helpless","helplessness"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-02-16T20:29:34.133892-08:00","created":"2020-08-31T13:00:35.045889-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Untitled","description":"A poem","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1518229351380-11aef3ffc358?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=1UAI5_PQg_E","slug":"untitled-27","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-31T13:09:18.432221-07:00","published":"2020-08-31T13:09:18.432210-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":597,"comment_count":12,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"33aeae9d-3193-4a62-a636-d907e1da759a","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"65057b3f-3481-4c78-8428-931e6161670d","reaction_count":27,"reaction_counts":{"NI":25,"all":25,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"maafao_writes","author_description":":D","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n                           \n                              Drift","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1471572050623-4d5c93fde30d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=WGOJbPh9AtI","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1471572050623-4d5c93fde30d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=WGOJbPh9AtI","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1471572050623-4d5c93fde30d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=WGOJbPh9AtI","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1471572050623-4d5c93fde30d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=WGOJbPh9AtI"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/54b19529-bf85-0e10-473f-961d2eca8cf9-1655570644207.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"maafao_writes","id":"a25e62cc-88a7-4c08-a4c2-c961d94479ef","nickname":"aspen !!","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/54b19529-bf85-0e10-473f-961d2eca8cf9-1655570644207.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_54b19529-bf85-0e10-473f-961d2eca8cf9-1655570644207.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/91397575-f5c0-cfd5-e6f7-5e8d861aadff-1655570652540.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_91397575-f5c0-cfd5-e6f7-5e8d861aadff-1655570652540.jpeg","description":":D","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":14,"reaction_count":280,"following_count":7,"follower_count":44,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":162920,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"fqr","badges":["lv1","fqr","amb"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","dying","love","alone","feelings","death"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-04-10T05:53:00.217006-07:00","created":"2020-08-31T10:46:28.605920-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n                           \n                              Drift","description":"Here's a short poem I wrote during my biology class hehe... Hope you like it 💛","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1471572050623-4d5c93fde30d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=WGOJbPh9AtI","slug":"drift","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-31T12:34:43.638025-07:00","published":"2020-08-31T12:34:43.638014-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":178,"comment_count":4,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"a25e62cc-88a7-4c08-a4c2-c961d94479ef","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"46bc3096-08e7-4103-8d8e-16468331e0f4","reaction_count":265,"reaction_counts":{"NI":264,"all":264,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":2,"username":"in","author_description":"19","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nmanhandle","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/6e9268a8-edec-7ee4-cd80-bc7606936706-1598901351388.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_6e9268a8-edec-7ee4-cd80-bc7606936706-1598901351388.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_6e9268a8-edec-7ee4-cd80-bc7606936706-1598901351388.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/6e9268a8-edec-7ee4-cd80-bc7606936706-1598901351388.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ad286106-dc2e-33d7-5bf4-bfaa57b3b480-1560430719238.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"in","id":"113af2eb-b9d5-44b9-af6e-81c2e9243ef4","nickname":"Iqra","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ad286106-dc2e-33d7-5bf4-bfaa57b3b480-1560430719238.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ad286106-dc2e-33d7-5bf4-bfaa57b3b480-1560430719238.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/61f9a7ba-985a-dece-a8d4-c43a90e0a077-1588584375100.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_61f9a7ba-985a-dece-a8d4-c43a90e0a077-1588584375100.png","description":"19","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":126,"story_count":374,"reaction_count":4345,"following_count":733,"follower_count":23573,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2295007,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr","lv3","pwr","str","avr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["man","scars","poem","thought","life","emotion","emotions","feeling","feelings","thoughts","happiness","happy","sadness","sad","living","featured","freeverse","free verse","blue","daily-prompt","dailyprompt","beauty","beautiful","hope","hope-","mentalhealth","mental health"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-12-19T12:48:52.838479-08:00","created":"2020-08-31T11:45:43.500594-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nmanhandle","description":"A short poem about idk what really but it's a free-write, thank you, good morning/evening/night <3","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/6e9268a8-edec-7ee4-cd80-bc7606936706-1598901351388.jpeg","slug":"manhandle","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-31T12:30:46.877063-07:00","published":"2020-08-31T12:30:46.877047-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":1900,"comment_count":12,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"113af2eb-b9d5-44b9-af6e-81c2e9243ef4","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"05f5fc44-4633-4f6d-b4e5-b904e5ea38d6","reaction_count":2,"reaction_counts":{"NI":2,"all":2,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"iaintacamel","author_description":"Hey yall im new here, hope i like it.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Alone in the world","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598861544509-a9b973436d10?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=WAH6R4IsKKU","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598861544509-a9b973436d10?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=WAH6R4IsKKU","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598861544509-a9b973436d10?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=WAH6R4IsKKU","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598861544509-a9b973436d10?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=WAH6R4IsKKU"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/87b0f264-ee52-05f8-7f37-b5753a937de7-1598899804297.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"iaintacamel","id":"94bdb4c3-7e3a-4b92-8556-bcc351dc02c8","nickname":"Noneofyourbuisiness","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/87b0f264-ee52-05f8-7f37-b5753a937de7-1598899804297.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_87b0f264-ee52-05f8-7f37-b5753a937de7-1598899804297.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/10f5654d-0742-ceee-ecc8-617e72bb8278-1598899812001.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_10f5654d-0742-ceee-ecc8-617e72bb8278-1598899812001.png","description":"Hey yall im new here, hope i like it.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":1,"reaction_count":1,"following_count":1,"follower_count":5,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2429,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["runaway","run away","depressed","sad","emotial","suspencful","alone"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T23:58:14.574624-08:00","created":"2020-08-31T11:40:09.965240-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Alone in the world","description":"Since her mother's death when she was 8, Ama has been very unhappy with her step mom. Few days after her 13th birthday, Ama runs away from home in hope for a better life. She gets homesick very quickly, a feeling she wasn't expecting, but has no way back home. (LOL I had to delete 137 spaces because there weren't enough characters. Also, I cant see the pictures I'm choosing, dont know why...)\n\nSource: https://www.quizony.com/story-alone-in-the-world/index.html?qisrc=main-page","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598861544509-a9b973436d10?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=WAH6R4IsKKU","slug":"alone-in-the-world","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-31T12:17:00.587388-07:00","published":"2020-08-31T12:17:00.587372-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":23,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"94bdb4c3-7e3a-4b92-8556-bcc351dc02c8","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"4914f42c-67f1-4dd5-8f2f-b65e1d31b0c0","reaction_count":107,"reaction_counts":{"NI":105,"all":105,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"synthaspide","author_description":"A free bird in this cruel world.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"The Man Behind The Mask","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1583006829153-d4a1587c1909?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=OR1J-UAOn1o","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1583006829153-d4a1587c1909?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=OR1J-UAOn1o","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1583006829153-d4a1587c1909?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=OR1J-UAOn1o","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1583006829153-d4a1587c1909?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=OR1J-UAOn1o"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c7e86c17-e125-7470-0f06-69b9809382d2-1678523646480.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"synthaspide","id":"475bae0b-c770-41cb-a51d-82e829b88521","nickname":"SynthaSpide","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c7e86c17-e125-7470-0f06-69b9809382d2-1678523646480.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_c7e86c17-e125-7470-0f06-69b9809382d2-1678523646480.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/08c3758d-dd5c-5652-6efe-a75c56866e06-1567519785046.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_08c3758d-dd5c-5652-6efe-a75c56866e06-1567519785046.jpeg","description":"A free bird in this cruel world.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":59,"story_count":374,"reaction_count":879,"following_count":188,"follower_count":5338,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":278377,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["man","reality","mask","hide","sad","rhymes","poem","world","people"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-07-16T10:50:21.516128-07:00","created":"2020-08-31T01:22:24.053480-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"The Man Behind The Mask","description":"I finally met the man everyone warned me about...\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1583006829153-d4a1587c1909?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=OR1J-UAOn1o","slug":"the-man-behind-the-mask","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-31T02:01:10.382936-07:00","published":"2020-08-31T02:01:10.382925-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":420,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"475bae0b-c770-41cb-a51d-82e829b88521","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"6cffe3c9-8257-4c0c-8472-3459a3a16a19","reaction_count":3,"reaction_counts":{"NI":3,"all":3,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"therager21","author_description":"enjoyed? leave a like! Follow 4 Follow","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Soul Searching|P.1","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/51E5AD3A-0F27-455A-B077-E99BC4E907C51598841780422.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"therager21","id":"7e76e29e-9a26-45fd-976d-2ee9fef30280","nickname":"Joey","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/51E5AD3A-0F27-455A-B077-E99BC4E907C51598841780422.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/2AD36C72-0C66-4A84-B743-ACCAC7FF9EB51598841793847.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"enjoyed? leave a like! Follow 4 Follow","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":1,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":9,"follower_count":4,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":142,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","life","feelings","real","sad","poetry","thoughts","story","deep","true","short","mental","read","like","enjoy","realread","people","short story","shortstory"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:37:57.448811-08:00","created":"2020-08-30T19:31:10.118136-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Soul Searching|P.1","description":"Short read poem!","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4","slug":"soul-searchingp1","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-30T19:40:52.005429-07:00","published":"2020-08-30T19:40:52.005418-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":8,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"7e76e29e-9a26-45fd-976d-2ee9fef30280","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"6703212b-278f-47d0-aedc-b0453277b2d0","reaction_count":13,"reaction_counts":{"NI":12,"LV":1,"all":13,"top":["NI","LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"theblindfish","author_description":"Hi :) pls comment!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Homeless","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525120334885-38cc03a6ec77?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=nwWUBsW6ud4","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525120334885-38cc03a6ec77?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=nwWUBsW6ud4","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525120334885-38cc03a6ec77?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=nwWUBsW6ud4","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525120334885-38cc03a6ec77?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=nwWUBsW6ud4"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"theblindfish","id":"5106650a-fe59-4d20-9a0f-1d0d0e29f1b7","nickname":"Call me my username.","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Hi :) pls comment!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":5,"reaction_count":34,"following_count":30,"follower_count":29,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":11787,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["carpenter","daily promt","poem","romance","feelings","lonely","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-10-13T09:55:28.483794-07:00","created":"2020-08-30T19:16:59.283976-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Homeless","description":"You are my home.\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525120334885-38cc03a6ec77?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=nwWUBsW6ud4","slug":"homeless","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-30T19:39:42.382515-07:00","published":"2020-08-30T19:39:42.382502-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":55,"comment_count":3,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"5106650a-fe59-4d20-9a0f-1d0d0e29f1b7","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"d4a8b657-982d-4efd-9df5-f97e8620f497","reaction_count":3,"reaction_counts":{"NI":3,"all":3,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"theblindfish","author_description":"Hi :) pls comment!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Our time will come pt.2","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1494403687614-8ca3e13f154f?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=hQuQwfY8QoE","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1494403687614-8ca3e13f154f?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=hQuQwfY8QoE","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1494403687614-8ca3e13f154f?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=hQuQwfY8QoE","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1494403687614-8ca3e13f154f?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=hQuQwfY8QoE"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"theblindfish","id":"5106650a-fe59-4d20-9a0f-1d0d0e29f1b7","nickname":"Call me my username.","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Hi :) pls comment!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":5,"reaction_count":34,"following_count":30,"follower_count":29,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":11787,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["feelings","in love","inlove","love","poem","toxic","sad","lonely"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-01-24T22:08:12.018848-08:00","created":"2020-08-30T17:08:03.429539-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Our time will come pt.2","description":"part.2 :) \n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1494403687614-8ca3e13f154f?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=hQuQwfY8QoE","slug":"our-time-will-come-pt2","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-30T17:15:17.416190-07:00","published":"2020-08-30T17:15:17.416180-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":129,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"5106650a-fe59-4d20-9a0f-1d0d0e29f1b7","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"e7e1207a-b6fa-441c-88d2-144ba2596c4b","reaction_count":38,"reaction_counts":{"NI":38,"all":38,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"theblindfish","author_description":"Hi :) pls comment!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Our time will come pt.1 ","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1473655443462-4c2bdebc3e1c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=5sMtjoDwfH8","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1473655443462-4c2bdebc3e1c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=5sMtjoDwfH8","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1473655443462-4c2bdebc3e1c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=5sMtjoDwfH8","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1473655443462-4c2bdebc3e1c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=5sMtjoDwfH8"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"theblindfish","id":"5106650a-fe59-4d20-9a0f-1d0d0e29f1b7","nickname":"Call me my username.","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Hi :) pls comment!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":5,"reaction_count":34,"following_count":30,"follower_count":29,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":11787,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["crush","love","toxic","lonely","sad","poem","feelings"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-09-10T10:35:01.129687-07:00","created":"2020-08-30T16:57:01.497502-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Our time will come pt.1 ","description":"Just a crush I need to move on from :)\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1473655443462-4c2bdebc3e1c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=5sMtjoDwfH8","slug":"our-time-will-come-pt1","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-30T17:07:33.009492-07:00","published":"2020-08-30T17:07:33.009478-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":73,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"5106650a-fe59-4d20-9a0f-1d0d0e29f1b7","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"fdd0b233-4dd9-4e3a-973e-25df5d9abe31","reaction_count":122,"reaction_counts":{"NI":122,"all":122,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"musical_mutt","author_description":"ive changed and moved on","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Goodbye","first_page_image":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise353.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise353.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise353.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a4c68401-11af-bd2d-0cb8-177ecfd00379-1676241837926.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"musical_mutt","id":"55a4ffd8-cd0a-4c48-9c47-b919b3a646c5","nickname":"bye","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a4c68401-11af-bd2d-0cb8-177ecfd00379-1676241837926.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_a4c68401-11af-bd2d-0cb8-177ecfd00379-1676241837926.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/552f0d60-e307-ec32-7936-c0f6baa5c1cc-1631405926614.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_552f0d60-e307-ec32-7936-c0f6baa5c1cc-1631405926614.jpeg","description":"ive changed and moved on","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":105,"story_count":995,"reaction_count":5246,"following_count":44,"follower_count":1792,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":971924,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","lv3","fqr","str","pwr","lv4"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["die","sad","synergy","threat","inault","insult","mean","rude"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-02-16T20:24:04.061885-08:00","created":"2020-08-30T15:00:27.135245-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Goodbye","description":"Current experience happening right now....","thumbnail":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise353.jpg","slug":"goodbye-2","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-30T15:17:07.585410-07:00","published":"2020-08-30T15:17:07.585395-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":2900,"comment_count":27,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"55a4ffd8-cd0a-4c48-9c47-b919b3a646c5","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"be008fb1-0833-4e28-929b-219ca4517d07","reaction_count":15,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"clemon16","author_description":"1/2 sarcastic. 1/2 hopeless romantic.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"A void fills me like an empty flower vase. \n\nWhat was once filled with lively and flourishing roses now lay empty. \n\nDesolate. \n\nCold. ","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1485802637741-ca8dcf344e48?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=1jtBE_ZEkwo","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1485802637741-ca8dcf344e48?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=1jtBE_ZEkwo","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1485802637741-ca8dcf344e48?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=1jtBE_ZEkwo","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1485802637741-ca8dcf344e48?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=1jtBE_ZEkwo"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"clemon16","id":"6b934e8b-1979-41aa-940d-24bf4a6b14a7","nickname":"C","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"1/2 sarcastic. 1/2 hopeless romantic.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":9,"reaction_count":10,"following_count":17,"follower_count":14,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":20687,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","empty","alone","heart break","heartbreak","romance","thoughts","like"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-02-03T19:54:27.934595-08:00","created":"2020-08-30T10:07:57.779792-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"A void fills me like an empty flower vase. \n\nWhat was once filled with lively and flourishing roses now lay empty. \n\nDesolate. \n\nCold. ","description":"Roses// feelings of unwanted feelings ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1485802637741-ca8dcf344e48?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=1jtBE_ZEkwo","slug":"a-void-fills-me-like-an-empty-flower-vase-what-w","categories":["RM"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-30T10:28:02.675739-07:00","published":"2020-08-30T10:14:58.967773-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":33,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"6b934e8b-1979-41aa-940d-24bf4a6b14a7","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"085d58ca-da2d-4730-8850-153c6157f9b7","reaction_count":75,"reaction_counts":{"NI":75,"all":75,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"frozenfire","author_description":"I am little but not brittle!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"                Nothingness","first_page_image":"https://media.tenor.com/images/786569e3b1d99ccc0ea5c936598f4fd4/tenor.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://media.tenor.com/images/c4ea5e592bdc4d76ce59c4b89551686d/tenor.gif","m":"https://media.tenor.com/images/8e42ccba6d6c319670128567405b170d/tenor.gif","l":"https://media.tenor.com/images/786569e3b1d99ccc0ea5c936598f4fd4/tenor.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6b9bd727-62a5-f0d6-3668-c10a6caa101d-1628785481918.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"frozenfire","id":"6c444681-e33d-43c2-95cd-16d1cf376519","nickname":"PrettyCorn","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6b9bd727-62a5-f0d6-3668-c10a6caa101d-1628785481918.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6b9bd727-62a5-f0d6-3668-c10a6caa101d-1628785481918.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/467dfe70-6461-0dde-e611-9e1248a49504-1628838477285.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_467dfe70-6461-0dde-e611-9e1248a49504-1628838477285.jpeg","description":"I am little but not brittle!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":4,"story_count":75,"reaction_count":746,"following_count":44,"follower_count":258,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":334135,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","fqr","lv2","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["nothingness","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-09-28T23:02:50.421321-07:00","created":"2020-08-30T09:07:03.187328-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"                Nothingness","description":"Thanks ! antisclxtrovert \nfor giving me this amazing idea to write .\n","thumbnail":"https://media.tenor.com/images/786569e3b1d99ccc0ea5c936598f4fd4/tenor.gif","slug":"nothingness","categories":["TS"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-30T09:24:35.260619-07:00","published":"2020-08-30T09:24:35.260609-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":82,"comment_count":4,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"6c444681-e33d-43c2-95cd-16d1cf376519","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"5259b7b9-d7f3-44fc-9a55-0d1fbd769199","reaction_count":40,"reaction_counts":{"NI":40,"all":40,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"stargazer_","author_description":"I.G: blotted.diaries_","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Carve my heart","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1526963425883-e86644c5abeb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=6iU1PkzgQ9o","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1526963425883-e86644c5abeb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=6iU1PkzgQ9o","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1526963425883-e86644c5abeb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=6iU1PkzgQ9o","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1526963425883-e86644c5abeb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=6iU1PkzgQ9o"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/03bcb803-5490-ca6f-ea13-fd419ef8d261-1593788520475.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"stargazer_","id":"1f071a27-3eec-4147-b7cb-a55c65dc2ab8","nickname":"Vamika","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/03bcb803-5490-ca6f-ea13-fd419ef8d261-1593788520475.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_03bcb803-5490-ca6f-ea13-fd419ef8d261-1593788520475.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d1ca85fa-0ec7-641e-3190-0d3de91c2711-1593788023524.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d1ca85fa-0ec7-641e-3190-0d3de91c2711-1593788023524.jpeg","description":"I.G: blotted.diaries_","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":70,"story_count":183,"reaction_count":2261,"following_count":158,"follower_count":1576,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1395463,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","amb","lv2","fqr","gft","pwr","lv3","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["carpenter","daily-prompt","dailyprompt","love","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-07-23T09:15:08.308488-07:00","created":"2020-08-30T01:37:12.501797-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Carve my heart","description":"(Mada baka o aishi teru)\n\nHonestly, I don't know what I've written.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1526963425883-e86644c5abeb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=6iU1PkzgQ9o","slug":"carve-my-heart","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-30T03:43:26.140759-07:00","published":"2020-08-30T03:43:26.140749-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":135,"comment_count":3,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"1f071a27-3eec-4147-b7cb-a55c65dc2ab8","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null}],"page":488}