{"count":17279,"next":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=463&tag=sad","previous":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=461&tag=sad","results":[{"id":"3692452f-1d68-42fe-862a-e3de1ce5258f","reaction_count":41,"reaction_counts":{"NI":41,"all":41,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"hxppy_thoughts","author_description":"I write a lot about suicide, but it's ok","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Broken Wonderland","first_page_image":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise202.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise202.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise202.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6add8075-c180-7ff5-4138-b652a9171a02-1607299968497.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"hxppy_thoughts","id":"e789eb60-046a-4273-bbf6-06f5872d0baf","nickname":"Kailey Faith","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6add8075-c180-7ff5-4138-b652a9171a02-1607299968497.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6add8075-c180-7ff5-4138-b652a9171a02-1607299968497.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2a2d8b2c-c340-2d14-53e5-2eb97e05cece-1607286790099.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2a2d8b2c-c340-2d14-53e5-2eb97e05cece-1607286790099.jpeg","description":"I write a lot about suicide, but it's ok","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":66,"reaction_count":117,"following_count":90,"follower_count":103,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":125031,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["mental disorders","mental+disorders","suicide","sad","depression","anorexia"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-01-21T12:24:49.233292-08:00","created":"2020-10-22T09:26:20.097468-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Broken Wonderland","description":"We are all trapped in this broken wonderland. With worn out dresses and quiet dances.\n","thumbnail":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise202.jpg","slug":"broken-wonderland","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-22T09:27:07.427791-07:00","published":"2020-10-22T09:27:07.427775-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":460,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"e789eb60-046a-4273-bbf6-06f5872d0baf","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"54383e05-cab0-4f01-a472-faa26857f2c8","reaction_count":37,"reaction_counts":{"NI":37,"all":37,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"hxppy_thoughts","author_description":"I write a lot about suicide, but it's ok","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Tick Tock","first_page_image":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise367.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise367.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise367.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6add8075-c180-7ff5-4138-b652a9171a02-1607299968497.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"hxppy_thoughts","id":"e789eb60-046a-4273-bbf6-06f5872d0baf","nickname":"Kailey Faith","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6add8075-c180-7ff5-4138-b652a9171a02-1607299968497.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6add8075-c180-7ff5-4138-b652a9171a02-1607299968497.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2a2d8b2c-c340-2d14-53e5-2eb97e05cece-1607286790099.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2a2d8b2c-c340-2d14-53e5-2eb97e05cece-1607286790099.jpeg","description":"I write a lot about suicide, but it's ok","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":66,"reaction_count":117,"following_count":90,"follower_count":103,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":125031,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["suicide","sad","depression"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:42:23.500268-08:00","created":"2020-10-22T09:13:42.405295-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Tick Tock","description":"","thumbnail":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise367.jpg","slug":"tick-tock","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-22T09:21:35.077215-07:00","published":"2020-10-22T09:21:35.077203-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":53,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"e789eb60-046a-4273-bbf6-06f5872d0baf","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"0ccc14d0-4700-4cd3-a8da-e11664dc0f44","reaction_count":16,"reaction_counts":{"NI":16,"all":16,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"bhavna97","author_description":"IG- bhavnagg.poet\nall the work here is ©","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\nI’ve been praying so hard \n\nTo hear you say my name once \n\nmore \n","first_page_image":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/A081518E-4161-464B-867A-2C1034FFAEF11603374290793.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"","m":"","l":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/A081518E-4161-464B-867A-2C1034FFAEF11603374290793.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/7F430ADA-84FB-4971-96EA-00099EEE034D1599601766953.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"bhavna97","id":"6b1a3f60-d5ab-4b08-85dd-135fbc5553c5","nickname":"Bhavna Gg","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/7F430ADA-84FB-4971-96EA-00099EEE034D1599601766953.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/A6F37A32-E2B8-4D9E-B23F-F10F4AE10E791601554320520.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"IG- bhavnagg.poet\nall the work here is ©","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":88,"reaction_count":93,"following_count":0,"follower_count":120,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":4101,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","poet","love","hope","hope-","dead","heartbreak","heart break","aesthetic","art","life","prose","wordsporn","sad","him","her","quote","quote of the day","quoteoftheday","poetrylovers","poetry lovers","poetry community","poetrycommunity"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:42:20.609914-08:00","created":"2020-10-22T06:45:07.394522-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\nI’ve been praying so hard \n\nTo hear you say my name once \n\nmore \n","description":"Asking the dead to talk ","thumbnail":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/A081518E-4161-464B-867A-2C1034FFAEF11603374290793.jpg","slug":"ive-been-praying-so-hard-to-hear-you-say-my-name-o","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-22T06:46:50.975777-07:00","published":"2020-10-22T06:46:50.975762-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":3,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"6b1a3f60-d5ab-4b08-85dd-135fbc5553c5","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"5c81a159-b12b-45b6-9f17-746794a9c789","reaction_count":97,"reaction_counts":{"NI":96,"all":96,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"orcastogether","author_description":"❤ Stay sunshiny ❤","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"a button, a fear","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1546957236-5fde4e0b25eb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=kiH-RBm08NQ","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1546957236-5fde4e0b25eb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=kiH-RBm08NQ","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1546957236-5fde4e0b25eb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=kiH-RBm08NQ","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1546957236-5fde4e0b25eb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=kiH-RBm08NQ"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/fda92f36-9f18-5d03-e857-370c24235c93-1628630063300.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"orcastogether","id":"3517a9eb-39ca-4c69-b53b-a677cc6b68b3","nickname":"Sarah S.","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/fda92f36-9f18-5d03-e857-370c24235c93-1628630063300.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_fda92f36-9f18-5d03-e857-370c24235c93-1628630063300.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7179cddb-146d-d38a-56b0-edf6918fa6f1-1672794186636.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7179cddb-146d-d38a-56b0-edf6918fa6f1-1672794186636.png","description":"❤ Stay sunshiny ❤","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":60,"story_count":322,"reaction_count":27,"following_count":67,"follower_count":2262,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1270617,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr","pwr","lv3","str"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"@youngwritersleague"},"about":{"about":"Hi everyone! I'm a published author and writer in NY who enjoys publishing meaningful and quirky content for you all to read.\n\n--\nWattpad: @sarahorca\nPinterest: @sarah_orca\n-\nYoung Writers League instagram: @youngwritersleague\nSign up for our festival this month here: https://forms.gle/aU7NRYG4r7QmRVcD6\n-\nkiller whales aren't actually whales ~\n-\nthree things i love: reading, writing, and music ❤\n"}},"type":"story","tags":["button","rhyme","deep","sorrow","sad","clothes","metaphors","sewing"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-10-18T10:31:20.826527-07:00","created":"2020-10-22T04:44:27.466092-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"a button, a fear","description":"each one a button, and each one a fear. (grandliterarysociety)","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1546957236-5fde4e0b25eb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=kiH-RBm08NQ","slug":"a-button-a-fear","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-22T05:47:38.738582-07:00","published":"2020-10-22T05:47:38.738564-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":199,"comment_count":11,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"3517a9eb-39ca-4c69-b53b-a677cc6b68b3","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"435b4ff2-ac97-47b2-8593-bf538bad09ee","reaction_count":91,"reaction_counts":{"NI":91,"all":91,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"ryaaa3","author_description":"IG: @_penned__   ||","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Incomplete","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d622b83d-d85e-ce23-218c-7ac138f623ae-1603368558952.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_d622b83d-d85e-ce23-218c-7ac138f623ae-1603368558952.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_d622b83d-d85e-ce23-218c-7ac138f623ae-1603368558952.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d622b83d-d85e-ce23-218c-7ac138f623ae-1603368558952.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/44167def-b96f-7b7b-1b5a-c31037c2b47e-1566933412702.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ryaaa3","id":"b2aa0490-ebff-467a-803a-92b35e3dad26","nickname":"Arya Shrestha","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/44167def-b96f-7b7b-1b5a-c31037c2b47e-1566933412702.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_44167def-b96f-7b7b-1b5a-c31037c2b47e-1566933412702.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0c39665a-273b-c08c-9afd-eaecaaf64db8-1568851562530.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0c39665a-273b-c08c-9afd-eaecaaf64db8-1568851562530.jpeg","description":"IG: @_penned__   ||","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":39,"story_count":240,"reaction_count":2087,"following_count":144,"follower_count":6528,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":810182,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","pwr","str","lv3"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","cut","self","selfharm","self harm","hurt-","hurt","blood","friend","depression","demons","anxiety"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-01-13T18:50:34.368758-08:00","created":"2020-10-22T05:04:32.292835-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Incomplete","description":"Its incomplete.... Seeing someone you love go through depression and being able to do nothing about it truly hurts","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d622b83d-d85e-ce23-218c-7ac138f623ae-1603368558952.jpeg","slug":"incomplete","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-22T05:11:30.387539-07:00","published":"2020-10-22T05:11:30.387529-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":97,"comment_count":6,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"b2aa0490-ebff-467a-803a-92b35e3dad26","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"a89f2c47-6c14-4a70-96b1-d2da945238d0","reaction_count":7,"reaction_counts":{"NI":7,"all":7,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"tayawayy","author_description":"Instagram ~ @writtenby_tayawayy","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"REM(ember) \n\nPart 2 of my last Poem ...","first_page_image":"https://media.tenor.com/images/dd3e0d1c3e94b6cb05421df4bf1c93f7/tenor.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://media.tenor.com/images/a55191c08ffc67548c2a658d701ecea5/tenor.gif","m":"https://media.tenor.com/images/9322c0a4d427c22a5e9fe3a1acee9016/tenor.gif","l":"https://media.tenor.com/images/dd3e0d1c3e94b6cb05421df4bf1c93f7/tenor.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/F3B0D49D-7683-4C62-A9AF-7F6F4679B7171595628034531.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"tayawayy","id":"9577fb0d-b334-43c4-b8c3-ec4b59ce0c0c","nickname":"Tay","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/F3B0D49D-7683-4C62-A9AF-7F6F4679B7171595628034531.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_93c2da15-3e59-ee8a-1f40-14daa4e727d3-1579417244402.jpeg","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/E13EA3C8-C540-4AAF-ADB4-6C3EA0F2914D1595627268230.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_87619514-b9ba-f13e-d726-8df5ce02a867-1538723458194.jpeg","description":"Instagram ~ @writtenby_tayawayy","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":8,"story_count":124,"reaction_count":390,"following_count":193,"follower_count":1630,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":519806,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv2","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["button","dream","loss","love","pain","emotion","eyes","sky","cloud","gray","hand","warm","smile","sad","bitter","missyou","miss you","missing","death","day","awake","asleep","time","heart","words","prose","writing","bed","face","him","us","moment","t e a r s","tears","cry","dress"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-12-10T12:23:13.920440-08:00","created":"2020-10-22T00:08:38.170999-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"REM(ember) \n\nPart 2 of my last Poem ...","description":"The dream behind the poem. ","thumbnail":"https://media.tenor.com/images/dd3e0d1c3e94b6cb05421df4bf1c93f7/tenor.gif","slug":"remember-part-2","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-22T00:49:08.921235-07:00","published":"2020-10-22T00:49:08.921220-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":1509,"comment_count":8,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"9577fb0d-b334-43c4-b8c3-ec4b59ce0c0c","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"cf786c5f-5279-4758-8c9f-1cccb2c9340c","reaction_count":4,"reaction_counts":{"NI":4,"all":4,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"treydates","author_description":"I write for fun | Insta: Trey_on_tren_","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Player Gets Played [Scene 2]","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1564045288780-5c11658fefa3?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=JLNiQNntX4s","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1564045288780-5c11658fefa3?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=JLNiQNntX4s","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1564045288780-5c11658fefa3?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=JLNiQNntX4s","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1564045288780-5c11658fefa3?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=JLNiQNntX4s"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/3bf2f245-c988-d0ba-5acd-8b711a0b1686-1705339804773.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"treydates","id":"6992e9cf-16cc-4905-bb34-9471638c777e","nickname":"Xñx Rapscállion","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/3bf2f245-c988-d0ba-5acd-8b711a0b1686-1705339804773.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_3bf2f245-c988-d0ba-5acd-8b711a0b1686-1705339804773.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7c0c6d47-ca7d-610c-a5b0-4fe545122f06-1553092387634.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7c0c6d47-ca7d-610c-a5b0-4fe545122f06-1553092387634.jpeg","description":"I write for fun | Insta: Trey_on_tren_","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":28,"reaction_count":175,"following_count":70,"follower_count":225,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":130668,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","amb","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["funny","comedy","feelings","sad","break up","breakup"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-06-23T10:14:43.054740-07:00","created":"2020-10-20T13:30:08.759582-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Player Gets Played [Scene 2]","description":"The following scene from my older story Player Gets Played.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1564045288780-5c11658fefa3?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=JLNiQNntX4s","slug":"player-gets-played-scene-2","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-21T20:50:46.674329-07:00","published":"2020-10-21T20:50:46.674319-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":399,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"6992e9cf-16cc-4905-bb34-9471638c777e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"6a51ed98-0bfc-4e63-a7a7-5fad07bee2b6","reaction_count":28,"reaction_counts":{"NI":27,"all":27,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"ghostown","author_description":"is anybody even there","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"u n s p o k e n","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/0fcfcccd-6a08-ce5f-0f6e-cc7f586d3fcb-1602789136056.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_0fcfcccd-6a08-ce5f-0f6e-cc7f586d3fcb-1602789136056.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_0fcfcccd-6a08-ce5f-0f6e-cc7f586d3fcb-1602789136056.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/0fcfcccd-6a08-ce5f-0f6e-cc7f586d3fcb-1602789136056.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7cd68b0e-5cd1-09f2-38fd-d1bae9177b9c-1691863065707.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ghostown","id":"a07b7f90-a469-47f0-a228-a1afc1a29164","nickname":"ghostown","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7cd68b0e-5cd1-09f2-38fd-d1bae9177b9c-1691863065707.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7cd68b0e-5cd1-09f2-38fd-d1bae9177b9c-1691863065707.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ad26fa6a-9ca2-9651-665e-925866f9e1a2-1689807146661.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ad26fa6a-9ca2-9651-665e-925866f9e1a2-1689807146661.jpeg","description":"is anybody even there","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":68,"reaction_count":155,"following_count":34,"follower_count":102,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":208841,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"yours."}},"type":"story","tags":["love","friendship","friend-ship","sad","missing","alone"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-02-27T07:33:44.821969-08:00","created":"2020-10-21T19:47:00.868407-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"u n s p o k e n","description":"…","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/0fcfcccd-6a08-ce5f-0f6e-cc7f586d3fcb-1602789136056.jpeg","slug":"u-n-s-p-o-k-e-n","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-21T20:16:49.890091-07:00","published":"2020-10-21T20:16:49.890081-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":356,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"a07b7f90-a469-47f0-a228-a1afc1a29164","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"2eec0d4d-4cba-41bd-9ba0-2a57c18152bb","reaction_count":14,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"ashleyhowerton","author_description":"23.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Freedom","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1597271479291-265397b445c9?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=AipENlETRVs","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1597271479291-265397b445c9?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=AipENlETRVs","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1597271479291-265397b445c9?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=AipENlETRVs","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1597271479291-265397b445c9?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=AipENlETRVs"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7578f4cb-a070-b72e-1f1d-5053bf394e11-1603325854486.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ashleyhowerton","id":"3c58f2a6-aac3-4207-bde2-6a9ebba39f9f","nickname":"Ash_Nicole","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7578f4cb-a070-b72e-1f1d-5053bf394e11-1603325854486.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7578f4cb-a070-b72e-1f1d-5053bf394e11-1603325854486.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a4fc5c21-d56f-d114-d266-ea476570b73b-1603326032842.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_a4fc5c21-d56f-d114-d266-ea476570b73b-1603326032842.jpeg","description":"23.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":4,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":6,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":229,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["depression","anxitey","life","lessions","life lessions","sad","23"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:42:11.774252-08:00","created":"2020-10-21T17:11:20.449221-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Freedom","description":"Margaret Atwood. ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1597271479291-265397b445c9?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=AipENlETRVs","slug":"freedom","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-21T17:15:21.789252-07:00","published":"2020-10-21T17:15:21.789235-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":16,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"3c58f2a6-aac3-4207-bde2-6a9ebba39f9f","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"dbddb09d-6ea5-4a4d-a726-f305220c655f","reaction_count":1,"reaction_counts":{"NI":1,"all":1,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"ashleyhowerton","author_description":"23.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Hard lessons","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1555489400-df7b0ded356d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=dVtnD1aV2QU","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1555489400-df7b0ded356d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=dVtnD1aV2QU","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1555489400-df7b0ded356d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=dVtnD1aV2QU","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1555489400-df7b0ded356d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=dVtnD1aV2QU"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7578f4cb-a070-b72e-1f1d-5053bf394e11-1603325854486.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ashleyhowerton","id":"3c58f2a6-aac3-4207-bde2-6a9ebba39f9f","nickname":"Ash_Nicole","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7578f4cb-a070-b72e-1f1d-5053bf394e11-1603325854486.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7578f4cb-a070-b72e-1f1d-5053bf394e11-1603325854486.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a4fc5c21-d56f-d114-d266-ea476570b73b-1603326032842.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_a4fc5c21-d56f-d114-d266-ea476570b73b-1603326032842.jpeg","description":"23.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":4,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":6,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":229,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotion","life","feelings","sad","depression","life lessions","lessions","learning","nothing","23"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:26:07.241227-08:00","created":"2020-10-21T16:52:13.011293-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Hard lessons","description":"Not a kind place...","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1555489400-df7b0ded356d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=dVtnD1aV2QU","slug":"hard-lessons","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-21T16:57:42.737808-07:00","published":"2020-10-21T16:57:42.737798-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":15,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"3c58f2a6-aac3-4207-bde2-6a9ebba39f9f","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"221a2b6f-09f7-4b66-ab96-c1a51d6ea60b","reaction_count":1,"reaction_counts":{"NI":1,"all":1,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"ouanessa","author_description":"just a girl who likes to write.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Hanging Onto The Edge.\nDrowning in my silence. \nPraying can’t get me out of this\nTheir whispers tear through my ears.\nSharp sounds slash through me.\nStuck on the bottom.\nToo much bad blood between who I am and who I used to be.\nThere might be a chance but I can’t see the light with all the darkness surrounding me,\nCrushing my chest, taking me piece by piece.\nSlashed heartache.\nToo much intake.\nSwallow the fear.\nNo one to take me out of here. ","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1559240019-158188276b42?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=oMnAKV902LA","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1559240019-158188276b42?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=oMnAKV902LA","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1559240019-158188276b42?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=oMnAKV902LA","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1559240019-158188276b42?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=oMnAKV902LA"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ouanessa","id":"92807779-fa01-4784-a003-7457e92089d0","nickname":"Ouanessa","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"just a girl who likes to write.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":4,"reaction_count":1,"following_count":12,"follower_count":13,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1316,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","depression","poem","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:24:06.178494-08:00","created":"2020-10-21T16:39:28.759062-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Hanging Onto The Edge.\nDrowning in my silence. \nPraying can’t get me out of this\nTheir whispers tear through my ears.\nSharp sounds slash through me.\nStuck on the bottom.\nToo much bad blood between who I am and who I used to be.\nThere might be a chance ...","description":"A poem about that moment when you’re so frustrated and tired. ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1559240019-158188276b42?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=oMnAKV902LA","slug":"hanging-onto-the-edgedrowning-in-my-silence-prayin","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-21T16:44:22.284714-07:00","published":"2020-10-21T16:44:22.284699-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":4,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"92807779-fa01-4784-a003-7457e92089d0","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"3c886407-87f3-47c5-8fd6-78aaff27f49c","reaction_count":15,"reaction_counts":{"NI":15,"all":15,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"duhthatsmyname","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Such a silent voice","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1603220730136-83510fcffa4e?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=fvMy29TNZHs","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1603220730136-83510fcffa4e?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=fvMy29TNZHs","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1603220730136-83510fcffa4e?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=fvMy29TNZHs","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1603220730136-83510fcffa4e?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=fvMy29TNZHs"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/96c045f6-3f1e-0a61-9cf8-a0eabf18ca86-1619546394385.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"duhthatsmyname","id":"bf166d04-3a51-4e1b-8f9d-85f12ffac7dd","nickname":"Amy","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/96c045f6-3f1e-0a61-9cf8-a0eabf18ca86-1619546394385.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_96c045f6-3f1e-0a61-9cf8-a0eabf18ca86-1619546394385.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f16530b2-d8a2-f7e1-1e32-97e89a6c3aa8-1614021254664.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f16530b2-d8a2-f7e1-1e32-97e89a6c3aa8-1614021254664.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":21,"reaction_count":10,"following_count":12,"follower_count":14,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":6101,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["romance","sad","feelings","heartache","heart ache"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-10-01T17:57:54.665100-07:00","created":"2020-09-16T18:11:15.857779-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Such a silent voice","description":"I thought I heard you in the wind... A whisper in the breeze,,. I never thought I&#39;d see the day...\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1603220730136-83510fcffa4e?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=fvMy29TNZHs","slug":"such-a-silent-voice","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-21T15:43:40.430844-07:00","published":"2020-10-21T15:43:40.430833-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":47,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"bf166d04-3a51-4e1b-8f9d-85f12ffac7dd","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"08bb441e-a581-44c4-aef6-b5bbd5d930ad","reaction_count":17,"reaction_counts":{"NI":16,"all":16,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"jackjack2022","author_description":"im gay","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"My life with fire","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1543005472-1b1d37fa4eae?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=x3S1aGQNgro","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1543005472-1b1d37fa4eae?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=x3S1aGQNgro","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1543005472-1b1d37fa4eae?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=x3S1aGQNgro","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1543005472-1b1d37fa4eae?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=x3S1aGQNgro"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e1db2b3a-6da4-68e0-28cf-3295690382fe-1602808405045.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"jackjack2022","id":"f5ab8041-b66c-40b9-a5b7-0d469b096cf4","nickname":"Nate","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e1db2b3a-6da4-68e0-28cf-3295690382fe-1602808405045.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_e1db2b3a-6da4-68e0-28cf-3295690382fe-1602808405045.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/28feede2-35f7-e8eb-ddf9-b8addb538bb0-1604452591277.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_28feede2-35f7-e8eb-ddf9-b8addb538bb0-1604452591277.jpeg","description":"im gay","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":54,"reaction_count":350,"following_count":377,"follower_count":205,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":228107,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft","fqr","lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","crying","fire","friends"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-01-06T09:48:11.875660-08:00","created":"2020-10-21T10:20:07.328524-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"My life with fire","description":"","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1543005472-1b1d37fa4eae?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=x3S1aGQNgro","slug":"my-life-with-fire","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-21T10:36:15.476714-07:00","published":"2020-10-21T10:36:15.476700-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":17,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"f5ab8041-b66c-40b9-a5b7-0d469b096cf4","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"024e1cf1-c8f5-46b7-9951-819fc67f83a6","reaction_count":29,"reaction_counts":{"NI":28,"all":28,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"boudicca22","author_description":"Cogito, ergo sum","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Reflection","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1514668899050-f91140ee495b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=H6xxqTIHOTM","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1514668899050-f91140ee495b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=H6xxqTIHOTM","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1514668899050-f91140ee495b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=H6xxqTIHOTM","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1514668899050-f91140ee495b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=H6xxqTIHOTM"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c973c77c-6d0c-e772-b80f-6dff6c2ee95c-1607034245464.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"boudicca22","id":"07f418ac-745c-4966-991f-ef2b59c019a1","nickname":"","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c973c77c-6d0c-e772-b80f-6dff6c2ee95c-1607034245464.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_c973c77c-6d0c-e772-b80f-6dff6c2ee95c-1607034245464.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1771d664-fee1-90e8-be9d-567f30376bd9-1607033611732.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1771d664-fee1-90e8-be9d-567f30376bd9-1607033611732.jpeg","description":"Cogito, ergo sum","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":6,"story_count":46,"reaction_count":190,"following_count":15,"follower_count":46,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":130229,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"fqr","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["feelings","sad","poetry"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-12-02T06:14:37.848028-08:00","created":"2020-10-21T06:11:16.523242-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Reflection","description":"","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1514668899050-f91140ee495b?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=H6xxqTIHOTM","slug":"reflection","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-21T06:27:32.137030-07:00","published":"2020-10-21T06:27:32.137016-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":100,"comment_count":2,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"07f418ac-745c-4966-991f-ef2b59c019a1","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"b5d8beec-511a-439c-b742-78181162ab01","reaction_count":161,"reaction_counts":{"NI":161,"all":161,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"weaving_wisdom","author_description":"\"I choose to walk the unmanned path\"","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\n      - TᕼE ᑌᑎᗰᗩᑎᑎEᗪ ᑭᗩTᕼ -","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/b1ceb978-6d46-a55b-e1c4-c17c470777de-1603281084406.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_b1ceb978-6d46-a55b-e1c4-c17c470777de-1603281084406.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_b1ceb978-6d46-a55b-e1c4-c17c470777de-1603281084406.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/b1ceb978-6d46-a55b-e1c4-c17c470777de-1603281084406.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a8aacac6-47a0-efb2-e8f8-5e4ee681cee2-1612960816805.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"weaving_wisdom","id":"b67b1643-6e5e-483d-b55d-e543bf8e6951","nickname":"~anika~","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a8aacac6-47a0-efb2-e8f8-5e4ee681cee2-1612960816805.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_a8aacac6-47a0-efb2-e8f8-5e4ee681cee2-1612960816805.jpeg","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/B6826CDA-3AB2-43EA-A9F4-F4E01AD1F2E51614255966814.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_db631a54-f560-c1c1-ed54-67494327566c-1612960831703.jpeg","description":"\"I choose to walk the unmanned path\"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":7,"story_count":31,"reaction_count":220,"following_count":55,"follower_count":160,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":236652,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["chain","daily-prompt","dailyprompt","sad","thoughts","feelings","poet","poetry","arrow","relatable","love"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:19:52.575000-08:00","created":"2020-10-21T04:20:46.815195-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n\n      - TᕼE ᑌᑎᗰᗩᑎᑎEᗪ ᑭᗩTᕼ -","description":"I know I&#39;ve been gone a while, but here&#39;s a poem for the daily prompt &quot;chain&quot; :)","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/b1ceb978-6d46-a55b-e1c4-c17c470777de-1603281084406.jpeg","slug":"--te-e-t--","categories":["TS"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-21T04:53:07.151454-07:00","published":"2020-10-21T04:53:07.151438-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":1150,"comment_count":10,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"b67b1643-6e5e-483d-b55d-e543bf8e6951","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"d89be4d5-0cc8-4216-b350-02a2f5756ff1","reaction_count":280,"reaction_counts":{"NI":276,"all":276,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"jinxedquill","author_description":"https://linktr.ee/amalgamatedwords","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"You must let go...","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1531951657915-02db328ae9d1?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Vs_zkj1sEHc","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1531951657915-02db328ae9d1?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Vs_zkj1sEHc","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1531951657915-02db328ae9d1?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Vs_zkj1sEHc","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1531951657915-02db328ae9d1?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Vs_zkj1sEHc"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/19c8c1f1-6eaf-6689-d17b-5391b78b7512-1637745652922.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"jinxedquill","id":"4fac9d48-3bef-439b-8c80-5835d1cea2c1","nickname":"RJ","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/19c8c1f1-6eaf-6689-d17b-5391b78b7512-1637745652922.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_19c8c1f1-6eaf-6689-d17b-5391b78b7512-1637745652922.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6ed740b9-0fe5-24b9-4476-210aa54eef52-1612935082119.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6ed740b9-0fe5-24b9-4476-210aa54eef52-1612935082119.jpeg","description":"https://linktr.ee/amalgamatedwords","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":142,"story_count":124,"reaction_count":1756,"following_count":94,"follower_count":3339,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2371493,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","lv2","fqr","gft","pwr","lv3","amb","str","avr"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"Amalgamatedwords"},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["chain","dark","sad","enchantedprompts"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-04-19T03:47:40.130043-07:00","created":"2020-10-21T03:25:54.074924-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"You must let go...","description":"All possible Trigger warnings! ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1531951657915-02db328ae9d1?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Vs_zkj1sEHc","slug":"you-must-let-go","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-21T03:51:14.077929-07:00","published":"2020-10-21T03:51:14.077919-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":1376,"comment_count":21,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"4fac9d48-3bef-439b-8c80-5835d1cea2c1","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"d51acf2a-1126-496e-bce4-5550e2bd4100","reaction_count":2,"reaction_counts":{"NI":1,"all":1,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"boudicca22","author_description":"Cogito, ergo sum","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"My Leg","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516979187457-637abb4f9353?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=eMP4sYPJ9x0","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516979187457-637abb4f9353?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=eMP4sYPJ9x0","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516979187457-637abb4f9353?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=eMP4sYPJ9x0","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516979187457-637abb4f9353?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=eMP4sYPJ9x0"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c973c77c-6d0c-e772-b80f-6dff6c2ee95c-1607034245464.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"boudicca22","id":"07f418ac-745c-4966-991f-ef2b59c019a1","nickname":"","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c973c77c-6d0c-e772-b80f-6dff6c2ee95c-1607034245464.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_c973c77c-6d0c-e772-b80f-6dff6c2ee95c-1607034245464.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1771d664-fee1-90e8-be9d-567f30376bd9-1607033611732.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1771d664-fee1-90e8-be9d-567f30376bd9-1607033611732.jpeg","description":"Cogito, ergo sum","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":6,"story_count":46,"reaction_count":190,"following_count":15,"follower_count":46,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":130229,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"fqr","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["school","poetry","sad","covid","pandemic"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-12-13T10:24:30.596829-08:00","created":"2020-10-20T20:55:50.845936-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"My Leg","description":"This is a poem I wrote when school first went virtual because of Covid\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516979187457-637abb4f9353?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=eMP4sYPJ9x0","slug":"my-leg","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-20T21:25:04.311548-07:00","published":"2020-10-20T21:25:04.311537-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":42,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"07f418ac-745c-4966-991f-ef2b59c019a1","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"c403c365-1ee1-44c1-92e1-1b9af815b7de","reaction_count":37,"reaction_counts":{"NI":37,"all":37,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"michellewritten","author_description":"hello.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"the art .","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1562232573-0305012a8818?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=UhdlN7u87nA","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1562232573-0305012a8818?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=UhdlN7u87nA","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1562232573-0305012a8818?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=UhdlN7u87nA","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1562232573-0305012a8818?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=UhdlN7u87nA"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9d89ab5e-ff1e-461d-4c17-691bd15521ae-1673917946289.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"michellewritten","id":"7375dccd-5bae-4a12-bb64-f78527e62e3f","nickname":"michelle <3","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9d89ab5e-ff1e-461d-4c17-691bd15521ae-1673917946289.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9d89ab5e-ff1e-461d-4c17-691bd15521ae-1673917946289.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/3b85be3a-6f22-52e5-079c-584fb7db13b9-1673918488188.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_3b85be3a-6f22-52e5-079c-584fb7db13b9-1673918488188.jpeg","description":"hello.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":11,"reaction_count":9,"following_count":6,"follower_count":23,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":6115,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","art","life","feelings","sad","book","deep"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-08-27T03:13:09.116048-07:00","created":"2020-10-20T18:33:23.589461-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"the art .","description":"only way i can express my feelings .\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1562232573-0305012a8818?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=UhdlN7u87nA","slug":"the-art-","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-20T18:35:05.979526-07:00","published":"2020-10-20T18:35:05.979514-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":100,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"7375dccd-5bae-4a12-bb64-f78527e62e3f","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"5f11ec96-dbef-454d-8028-72b6caa64453","reaction_count":14,"reaction_counts":{"NI":13,"all":13,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"mochiboo2","author_description":"My last remaining braincell hard at work","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Daily routine","first_page_image":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1016.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1016.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1016.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/744b1a60-526a-c3cc-10fc-458c8a49989c-1702439771818.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"mochiboo2","id":"b13cf489-a12c-4092-811d-c0f798cf8c37","nickname":"Snickle","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/744b1a60-526a-c3cc-10fc-458c8a49989c-1702439771818.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_744b1a60-526a-c3cc-10fc-458c8a49989c-1702439771818.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b735323f-6a6a-9728-da0c-40e4dfc0e37d-1693260849115.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b735323f-6a6a-9728-da0c-40e4dfc0e37d-1693260849115.jpeg","description":"My last remaining braincell hard at work","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":2,"story_count":264,"reaction_count":4171,"following_count":537,"follower_count":640,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":905434,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"I have two cats","reading":"My cats bedtime stories","writing":"My cats bedtime stories to read them later"}},"type":"story","tags":["repeat","dailyroutine","daily routine","sad","can you guess who the man is?"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-03-24T23:43:07.061704-07:00","created":"2020-10-20T14:49:32.880434-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Daily routine","description":"","thumbnail":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1016.jpg","slug":"daily-routine","categories":["TS"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-20T15:40:18.860179-07:00","published":"2020-10-20T15:40:18.860166-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":69,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"b13cf489-a12c-4092-811d-c0f798cf8c37","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"f4b1e05c-9593-4e26-8783-50781e0aa112","reaction_count":412,"reaction_counts":{"NI":411,"SD":1,"all":412,"top":["NI","SD"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"bruvton","author_description":"si deos pro nobis, quis contra nos?","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"What's Wrong With Me?","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1541701571234-ffe036ddf1d2?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=wq1BodC0TS8","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1541701571234-ffe036ddf1d2?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=wq1BodC0TS8","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1541701571234-ffe036ddf1d2?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=wq1BodC0TS8","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1541701571234-ffe036ddf1d2?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=wq1BodC0TS8"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/56ca9482-313c-f6c4-480c-38fc4efb475a-1703058079293.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"bruvton","id":"1afb534b-5042-43ff-97fc-63a8bf784399","nickname":"The Golden Doggo","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/56ca9482-313c-f6c4-480c-38fc4efb475a-1703058079293.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_56ca9482-313c-f6c4-480c-38fc4efb475a-1703058079293.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/18f049c0-d573-d744-d580-282bdf4eb6a8-1609553656717.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_18f049c0-d573-d744-d580-282bdf4eb6a8-1609553656717.png","description":"si deos pro nobis, quis contra nos?","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":166,"story_count":514,"reaction_count":3133,"following_count":379,"follower_count":18472,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":989125,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","amb","fqr","str","lv3","pwr"],"social_urls":{"twitter":"Bruvton","instagram":"Bruvton.eth"},"about":{"about":"I'm a dog\nwoof","reading":"I'm a big fan of lyric poetry.\nCurrently reading Narnia, but looking forward to reading The Confessions of St Augustine.\nFor more reading updates and book reviews, find me on Goodreads under the name Brighton Hugg!","writing":"Poetry, fiction, and occasional blogs on what I think is cool.\nI believe in Jesus and I refuse to shut up about it! (It used to say crypto there but I lost all my money)"}},"type":"story","tags":["thoughts","featured","relatable","love","sad","awesomeness","break up","breakup","aw yeah"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-10-09T12:18:14.632221-07:00","created":"2020-10-20T14:32:06.733502-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"What's Wrong With Me?","description":"I broke someone&#39;s heart and it&#39;s all my fault.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1541701571234-ffe036ddf1d2?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=wq1BodC0TS8","slug":"whats-wrong-with-me","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-10-20T15:04:09.492140-07:00","published":"2020-10-20T15:04:09.492123-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":2631,"comment_count":75,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"1afb534b-5042-43ff-97fc-63a8bf784399","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null}],"page":462}