{"count":17279,"next":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=405&tag=sad","previous":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=403&tag=sad","results":[{"id":"493646e6-c38c-4ae4-8c4c-6b540f2874b2","reaction_count":28,"reaction_counts":{"NI":28,"all":28,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"puntolunar","author_description":"*Socially Awkward Ambivert*","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\"i feel you\"","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517167685284-96a27681ad75?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8dGV4dHVyZXN8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=WqPAETBU2G8","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517167685284-96a27681ad75?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8dGV4dHVyZXN8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=WqPAETBU2G8","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517167685284-96a27681ad75?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8dGV4dHVyZXN8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=WqPAETBU2G8","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517167685284-96a27681ad75?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8dGV4dHVyZXN8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=WqPAETBU2G8"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a1df5cf5-bc71-c82e-e718-30d6ae774efb-1611913249879.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"puntolunar","id":"32bd709c-c55a-4cdc-a6bb-8357d65e479e","nickname":"𝕊𝕥𝕠𝕞𝕚𝕖","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a1df5cf5-bc71-c82e-e718-30d6ae774efb-1611913249879.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_a1df5cf5-bc71-c82e-e718-30d6ae774efb-1611913249879.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a525f762-58e4-d3de-7794-023d85864583-1611914024068.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_a525f762-58e4-d3de-7794-023d85864583-1611914024068.jpeg","description":"*Socially Awkward Ambivert*","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":5,"reaction_count":10,"following_count":13,"follower_count":13,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":32453,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["empathy","short story","shortstory","fiction","sad","diary","feelings","grief"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-04-04T13:53:42.785284-07:00","created":"2021-01-25T23:48:35.566295-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"\"i feel you\"","description":"To Perceive Is To Suffer.\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517167685284-96a27681ad75?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8dGV4dHVyZXN8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=WqPAETBU2G8","slug":"i-feel-you","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-26T00:15:30.173046-08:00","published":"2021-01-26T00:15:30.173036-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":161,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"32bd709c-c55a-4cdc-a6bb-8357d65e479e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"e65528e4-a5ba-47e0-8139-f0a4bb8ad3b7","reaction_count":106,"reaction_counts":{"NI":105,"all":105,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"sadshitandstuff","author_description":"ѕανє мє ƒяσм му мιη∂","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"everyone needs to read this","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542785291-fe3faea39066?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8bGlnaHR8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=265UjRsLgd8","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542785291-fe3faea39066?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8bGlnaHR8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=265UjRsLgd8","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542785291-fe3faea39066?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8bGlnaHR8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=265UjRsLgd8","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542785291-fe3faea39066?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8bGlnaHR8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=265UjRsLgd8"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5e0abfa2-4374-0507-e4f8-d7980e7b1b9c-1605929244177.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"sadshitandstuff","id":"dad02af6-18ca-4d21-b5e3-f43d02c0a8e5","nickname":"𝖘𝖆𝖉 𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖙","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5e0abfa2-4374-0507-e4f8-d7980e7b1b9c-1605929244177.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5e0abfa2-4374-0507-e4f8-d7980e7b1b9c-1605929244177.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ca9b41e1-52c5-6764-eb40-e90aa8a12e14-1607965018360.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ca9b41e1-52c5-6764-eb40-e90aa8a12e14-1607965018360.jpeg","description":"ѕανє мє ƒяσм му мιη∂","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":145,"reaction_count":72,"following_count":17,"follower_count":84,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":280246,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["you","will","get","through","this","trust","me","because","youre","loved","important","need","to","read","love","loss","overcome","sad","okay","no","idk","#sadshit"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-10-02T23:42:18.612783-07:00","created":"2021-01-25T22:13:51.530451-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"everyone needs to read this","description":"remember that you are still fighting, that you are alive, that you are loved, that you are beautiful, that you will get through this. if you haven&#39;t gotten this reminder then here it is. make sure you hear this everyday. because you can. because you have to.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542785291-fe3faea39066?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8bGlnaHR8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=265UjRsLgd8","slug":"everyone-needs-to-read-this","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-25T23:36:19.233956-08:00","published":"2021-01-25T23:36:19.233945-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":446,"comment_count":7,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"dad02af6-18ca-4d21-b5e3-f43d02c0a8e5","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"4ab43e0e-5ecf-4831-971e-47645725292f","reaction_count":25,"reaction_counts":{"NI":25,"all":25,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"sadshitandstuff","author_description":"ѕανє мє ƒяσм му мιη∂","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"just think - part four","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1515705576963-95cad62945b6?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8OHx8c3RhcnN8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=9wH624ALFQA","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1515705576963-95cad62945b6?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8OHx8c3RhcnN8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=9wH624ALFQA","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1515705576963-95cad62945b6?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8OHx8c3RhcnN8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=9wH624ALFQA","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1515705576963-95cad62945b6?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8OHx8c3RhcnN8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=9wH624ALFQA"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5e0abfa2-4374-0507-e4f8-d7980e7b1b9c-1605929244177.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"sadshitandstuff","id":"dad02af6-18ca-4d21-b5e3-f43d02c0a8e5","nickname":"𝖘𝖆𝖉 𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖙","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5e0abfa2-4374-0507-e4f8-d7980e7b1b9c-1605929244177.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5e0abfa2-4374-0507-e4f8-d7980e7b1b9c-1605929244177.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ca9b41e1-52c5-6764-eb40-e90aa8a12e14-1607965018360.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ca9b41e1-52c5-6764-eb40-e90aa8a12e14-1607965018360.jpeg","description":"ѕανє мє ƒяσм му мιη∂","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":145,"reaction_count":72,"following_count":17,"follower_count":84,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":280246,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","okay","no","idk","#sadshit"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:21:12.540345-08:00","created":"2021-01-25T20:28:17.727468-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"just think - part four","description":"...","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1515705576963-95cad62945b6?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8OHx8c3RhcnN8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=9wH624ALFQA","slug":"just-think---part-four","categories":["TS"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-25T20:31:36.188169-08:00","published":"2021-01-25T20:31:36.188151-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":13,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"dad02af6-18ca-4d21-b5e3-f43d02c0a8e5","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"d2566957-990b-4db2-b205-9aae69eea409","reaction_count":42,"reaction_counts":{"NI":42,"all":42,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"sadshitandstuff","author_description":"ѕανє мє ƒяσм му мιη∂","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"ask anything - volume 1","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/ef68f6f1-3987-77b2-4bd5-bdf26f543039-1611629829399.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_ef68f6f1-3987-77b2-4bd5-bdf26f543039-1611629829399.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_ef68f6f1-3987-77b2-4bd5-bdf26f543039-1611629829399.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/ef68f6f1-3987-77b2-4bd5-bdf26f543039-1611629829399.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5e0abfa2-4374-0507-e4f8-d7980e7b1b9c-1605929244177.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"sadshitandstuff","id":"dad02af6-18ca-4d21-b5e3-f43d02c0a8e5","nickname":"𝖘𝖆𝖉 𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖙","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5e0abfa2-4374-0507-e4f8-d7980e7b1b9c-1605929244177.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5e0abfa2-4374-0507-e4f8-d7980e7b1b9c-1605929244177.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ca9b41e1-52c5-6764-eb40-e90aa8a12e14-1607965018360.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ca9b41e1-52c5-6764-eb40-e90aa8a12e14-1607965018360.jpeg","description":"ѕανє мє ƒяσм му мιη∂","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":145,"reaction_count":72,"following_count":17,"follower_count":84,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":280246,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["ask","me","anything","questions","comments","sad","okay","no","idk","#sadshit"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:26:44.821135-08:00","created":"2021-01-25T19:16:55.836028-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"ask anything - volume 1","description":"first volume of &quot;ask anything&quot;!","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/ef68f6f1-3987-77b2-4bd5-bdf26f543039-1611629829399.jpeg","slug":"ask-anything---volume-1","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-25T19:40:59.856436-08:00","published":"2021-01-25T19:40:59.856425-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":132,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"dad02af6-18ca-4d21-b5e3-f43d02c0a8e5","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"737ae887-d50a-475d-8384-ca0ec1cbb266","reaction_count":46,"reaction_counts":{"NI":46,"all":46,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"sadshitandstuff","author_description":"ѕανє мє ƒяσм му мιη∂","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"ask anything","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/ef68f6f1-3987-77b2-4bd5-bdf26f543039-1611629829399.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_ef68f6f1-3987-77b2-4bd5-bdf26f543039-1611629829399.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_ef68f6f1-3987-77b2-4bd5-bdf26f543039-1611629829399.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/ef68f6f1-3987-77b2-4bd5-bdf26f543039-1611629829399.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5e0abfa2-4374-0507-e4f8-d7980e7b1b9c-1605929244177.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"sadshitandstuff","id":"dad02af6-18ca-4d21-b5e3-f43d02c0a8e5","nickname":"𝖘𝖆𝖉 𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖙","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5e0abfa2-4374-0507-e4f8-d7980e7b1b9c-1605929244177.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5e0abfa2-4374-0507-e4f8-d7980e7b1b9c-1605929244177.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ca9b41e1-52c5-6764-eb40-e90aa8a12e14-1607965018360.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ca9b41e1-52c5-6764-eb40-e90aa8a12e14-1607965018360.jpeg","description":"ѕανє мє ƒяσм му мιη∂","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":145,"reaction_count":72,"following_count":17,"follower_count":84,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":280246,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["ask","me","anything","questions","comments","sad","okay","no","idk","#sadshit"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:10:58.677522-08:00","created":"2021-01-25T18:49:52.983397-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"ask anything","description":"link in the comments!","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/ef68f6f1-3987-77b2-4bd5-bdf26f543039-1611629829399.jpeg","slug":"ask-anything","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-25T18:58:57.192684-08:00","published":"2021-01-25T18:58:57.192672-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":30,"comment_count":6,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"dad02af6-18ca-4d21-b5e3-f43d02c0a8e5","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"fb01242e-ee06-433c-904c-55bd1ad9f560","reaction_count":119,"reaction_counts":{"NI":117,"all":117,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"teamfosterkeefe","author_description":"Not able to go on commaful for a while☹️","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Where is she?","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1650423d-79f3-eab6-f454-284045238e61-1611629354683.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_1650423d-79f3-eab6-f454-284045238e61-1611629354683.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_1650423d-79f3-eab6-f454-284045238e61-1611629354683.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1650423d-79f3-eab6-f454-284045238e61-1611629354683.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4d15e7dc-899f-b5b3-2b00-96458ddb89d7-1623815644652.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"teamfosterkeefe","id":"cb230cb5-d9fd-47f8-bc69-c34f8c164864","nickname":"Heyo! (She/her)","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4d15e7dc-899f-b5b3-2b00-96458ddb89d7-1623815644652.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_4d15e7dc-899f-b5b3-2b00-96458ddb89d7-1623815644652.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/eb2ab29f-36c5-a2a7-4a8c-c3de8c88bccf-1616808845041.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_eb2ab29f-36c5-a2a7-4a8c-c3de8c88bccf-1616808845041.jpeg","description":"Not able to go on commaful for a while☹️","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":34,"story_count":258,"reaction_count":2047,"following_count":297,"follower_count":835,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":478116,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","depression","suicide","death","loss","t e a r s","tears"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-08-25T23:06:13.879826-07:00","created":"2021-01-25T18:31:16.563768-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Where is she?","description":"","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1650423d-79f3-eab6-f454-284045238e61-1611629354683.jpeg","slug":"where-is-she","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-25T18:51:50.860048-08:00","published":"2021-01-25T18:51:50.860032-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":438,"comment_count":8,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"cb230cb5-d9fd-47f8-bc69-c34f8c164864","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"39502b3c-5d45-4f32-a75f-b379af02ae0e","reaction_count":258,"reaction_counts":{"NI":256,"all":256,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"await_alive","author_description":"you've been here","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔩𝔞𝔰𝔱 𝔟𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/af1869fe-5a4a-1ed5-fa8b-4af6b305b111-1611626388255.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_af1869fe-5a4a-1ed5-fa8b-4af6b305b111-1611626388255.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_af1869fe-5a4a-1ed5-fa8b-4af6b305b111-1611626388255.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/af1869fe-5a4a-1ed5-fa8b-4af6b305b111-1611626388255.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/36104172-fd6c-0402-033b-edd0e03be914-1695210098519.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"await_alive","id":"c1a26a73-cb05-410b-9f68-9bf60ed7a00b","nickname":"Sithuu","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/36104172-fd6c-0402-033b-edd0e03be914-1695210098519.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_36104172-fd6c-0402-033b-edd0e03be914-1695210098519.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4f50a00a-0591-586a-e803-175cc0eec2f3-1695209867297.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_4f50a00a-0591-586a-e803-175cc0eec2f3-1695209867297.jpeg","description":"you've been here","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":107,"story_count":163,"reaction_count":434,"following_count":43,"follower_count":7610,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2998626,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","lv2","amb","gft","fqr","pwr","lv3","str","avr","lv4"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"whelve_ve"},"about":{"about":"I'm a longing, a soft word, and such a ravenous feeling to endure. taste me and you'll forever suffer in hunger."}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","sick","breath","last","cure"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-01-29T10:37:13.218387-08:00","created":"2021-01-23T16:39:51.927046-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔩𝔞𝔰𝔱 𝔟𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥","description":"&quot;the grey clouds blanket the sky&quot;\nSorry for not posting poems lately but again nothing makes sense in my mind. sorry ","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/af1869fe-5a4a-1ed5-fa8b-4af6b305b111-1611626388255.jpeg","slug":"---15","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-25T18:01:52.976859-08:00","published":"2021-01-25T18:01:52.976849-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":326,"comment_count":4,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c1a26a73-cb05-410b-9f68-9bf60ed7a00b","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"d4fa0a6b-1326-44fc-99d4-965b9c86b1fd","reaction_count":14,"reaction_counts":{"NI":13,"all":13,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"michellewritten","author_description":"hello.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"your name .","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/6cc9fa27-1182-6363-bb2c-c4c98ca64a89-1611617937051.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_6cc9fa27-1182-6363-bb2c-c4c98ca64a89-1611617937051.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_6cc9fa27-1182-6363-bb2c-c4c98ca64a89-1611617937051.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/6cc9fa27-1182-6363-bb2c-c4c98ca64a89-1611617937051.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9d89ab5e-ff1e-461d-4c17-691bd15521ae-1673917946289.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"michellewritten","id":"7375dccd-5bae-4a12-bb64-f78527e62e3f","nickname":"michelle <3","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9d89ab5e-ff1e-461d-4c17-691bd15521ae-1673917946289.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9d89ab5e-ff1e-461d-4c17-691bd15521ae-1673917946289.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/3b85be3a-6f22-52e5-079c-584fb7db13b9-1673918488188.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_3b85be3a-6f22-52e5-079c-584fb7db13b9-1673918488188.jpeg","description":"hello.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":11,"reaction_count":9,"following_count":6,"follower_count":23,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":6115,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["name","poem","feeling","love","heart break","heartbreak","sad","poetry"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-01-16T17:30:19.981808-08:00","created":"2021-01-24T13:54:27.347651-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"your name .","description":"here&#39;s a short poem.\nthank you for reading :)","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/6cc9fa27-1182-6363-bb2c-c4c98ca64a89-1611617937051.jpeg","slug":"your-name-","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-25T15:42:49.957502-08:00","published":"2021-01-25T15:42:49.957491-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":264,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"7375dccd-5bae-4a12-bb64-f78527e62e3f","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"500a994b-0741-441c-9dd6-25455a2ce194","reaction_count":21,"reaction_counts":{"NI":21,"all":21,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"psychotic_poet","author_description":"~I told the trees about you~","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"MAMA (old poem)","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1606572733585-1c54ba3cf917?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzR8fG1hbWF8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=dF8jzk6GdQc","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1606572733585-1c54ba3cf917?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzR8fG1hbWF8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=dF8jzk6GdQc","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1606572733585-1c54ba3cf917?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzR8fG1hbWF8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=dF8jzk6GdQc","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1606572733585-1c54ba3cf917?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzR8fG1hbWF8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=dF8jzk6GdQc"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/60f99223-75ff-cda6-2f0d-81ce83fe9f03-1639155277369.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"psychotic_poet","id":"b16a0a0d-393a-4c39-a263-073c46e19c43","nickname":"🖤💚Butterfly💚🖤","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/60f99223-75ff-cda6-2f0d-81ce83fe9f03-1639155277369.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_60f99223-75ff-cda6-2f0d-81ce83fe9f03-1639155277369.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1567f52d-6581-6488-00d4-772a602b0a94-1639155339430.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1567f52d-6581-6488-00d4-772a602b0a94-1639155339430.jpeg","description":"~I told the trees about you~","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":7,"story_count":86,"reaction_count":356,"following_count":203,"follower_count":168,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":258968,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["mama","t e a r s","tears","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:08:21.129065-08:00","created":"2021-01-25T11:15:51.080953-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"MAMA (old poem)","description":"mama, I hear you ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1606572733585-1c54ba3cf917?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzR8fG1hbWF8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=dF8jzk6GdQc","slug":"mama-old-poem","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-25T11:36:04.991503-08:00","published":"2021-01-25T11:36:04.991490-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":109,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"b16a0a0d-393a-4c39-a263-073c46e19c43","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"93368628-91c8-45da-afe4-7679235540fd","reaction_count":197,"reaction_counts":{"NI":193,"all":193,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"teamfosterkeefe","author_description":"Not able to go on commaful for a while☹️","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Depressing Quotes","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/70024ba7-a39d-7d4b-5344-d9fd5b5124f3-1611600847940.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_70024ba7-a39d-7d4b-5344-d9fd5b5124f3-1611600847940.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_70024ba7-a39d-7d4b-5344-d9fd5b5124f3-1611600847940.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/70024ba7-a39d-7d4b-5344-d9fd5b5124f3-1611600847940.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4d15e7dc-899f-b5b3-2b00-96458ddb89d7-1623815644652.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"teamfosterkeefe","id":"cb230cb5-d9fd-47f8-bc69-c34f8c164864","nickname":"Heyo! (She/her)","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4d15e7dc-899f-b5b3-2b00-96458ddb89d7-1623815644652.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_4d15e7dc-899f-b5b3-2b00-96458ddb89d7-1623815644652.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/eb2ab29f-36c5-a2a7-4a8c-c3de8c88bccf-1616808845041.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_eb2ab29f-36c5-a2a7-4a8c-c3de8c88bccf-1616808845041.jpeg","description":"Not able to go on commaful for a while☹️","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":34,"story_count":258,"reaction_count":2047,"following_count":297,"follower_count":835,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":478116,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":[":(","depression","quotes","quote","sad","pain","loss","anxiety"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-04-04T13:53:47.746639-07:00","created":"2021-01-25T10:51:09.938845-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Depressing Quotes","description":"","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/70024ba7-a39d-7d4b-5344-d9fd5b5124f3-1611600847940.jpeg","slug":"depressing-quotes","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-25T10:54:48.121657-08:00","published":"2021-01-25T10:54:48.121643-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":96,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"cb230cb5-d9fd-47f8-bc69-c34f8c164864","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"57cb11ed-bc69-4eb2-aa2b-0a9e20b2d714","reaction_count":188,"reaction_counts":{"NI":183,"all":183,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"callisto_","author_description":"🌨️✨🌝✨🌨️","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Kings Blood Simulator - Part 2","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/753cd539-f680-64be-05dc-c84061899c5c-1611112428314.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_753cd539-f680-64be-05dc-c84061899c5c-1611112428314.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_753cd539-f680-64be-05dc-c84061899c5c-1611112428314.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/753cd539-f680-64be-05dc-c84061899c5c-1611112428314.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9e38d17c-5649-525d-9800-954d158aba72-1670385577441.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"callisto_","id":"69b3831f-fa65-4794-9883-43438cfa3d53","nickname":"ℂ𝕁✨💫","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9e38d17c-5649-525d-9800-954d158aba72-1670385577441.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9e38d17c-5649-525d-9800-954d158aba72-1670385577441.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0e23beb6-0932-8bfd-2426-b49ff8cc5fe9-1671056587470.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0e23beb6-0932-8bfd-2426-b49ff8cc5fe9-1671056587470.jpeg","description":"🌨️✨🌝✨🌨️","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":88,"story_count":193,"reaction_count":5496,"following_count":28,"follower_count":9267,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2016517,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr","lv3","pwr","str","avr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"joined back in September 2019\nartist, writer, licensed nerd, and verified idiot\n\nif you want a more direct way of contact message me on discord :> callisto_major#6668\n\nworking on some big projects atm :)","reading":"Fantasy mainly, that and poetry :]\n\nI have like 7 books im reading rn-\n\nas of now im reading Anna Karenina and just finished Family of Liars ","writing":"only poems here, but i write little shorts in my free time (not posted)\n\nIm in a writing slump and have been for the past few months, i'll hopefully go back to posting on a regular schedule but no promises"}},"type":"story","tags":["kings","blood","part","kingsblood","simulator","happy","sad","dark","death","thriller","fantasy","magic","kingdom","2","two","chapter"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-09-28T15:57:29.508210-07:00","created":"2021-01-22T11:38:31.123525-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Kings Blood Simulator - Part 2","description":"Heres everyone that hasn&#39;t been mentioned yet\nEnjoy! :)","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/753cd539-f680-64be-05dc-c84061899c5c-1611112428314.jpeg","slug":"kings-blood-simulator---part-2","categories":["FC"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-25T10:42:10.332899-08:00","published":"2021-01-25T10:42:10.332884-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":440,"comment_count":10,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"69b3831f-fa65-4794-9883-43438cfa3d53","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"51f5ee53-7a1b-4a98-a6ee-b6932cc9ff56","reaction_count":66,"reaction_counts":{"NI":64,"all":64,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"millie_bugs_","author_description":"I am the sorrow of the earth","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Sky High","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d6ad9391-3e11-52c4-d7c9-46de9c63f843-1611599030233.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_d6ad9391-3e11-52c4-d7c9-46de9c63f843-1611599030233.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_d6ad9391-3e11-52c4-d7c9-46de9c63f843-1611599030233.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d6ad9391-3e11-52c4-d7c9-46de9c63f843-1611599030233.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7fd18074-5b1b-0e0c-829a-f4315b5b1a36-1665441939577.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"millie_bugs_","id":"56212e21-2f9b-4ffb-87dc-ed2fdf9dfe5b","nickname":"Millie","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7fd18074-5b1b-0e0c-829a-f4315b5b1a36-1665441939577.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7fd18074-5b1b-0e0c-829a-f4315b5b1a36-1665441939577.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/79850385-fdb3-0af4-370c-2d89c8f85b8b-1665441959439.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_79850385-fdb3-0af4-370c-2d89c8f85b8b-1665441959439.jpeg","description":"I am the sorrow of the earth","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":21,"story_count":365,"reaction_count":2051,"following_count":94,"follower_count":4773,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":966185,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","amb","pwr","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Im a songwriter in nashville-\nthat's basically my whole personality ","reading":"I love lyrical works, or pieces that stem from emotional experiences. ","writing":"I write pieces inspired from nature and my emotions. "}},"type":"story","tags":["sky","sad","depression","loss","live","love","lose","broken"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-10-26T23:28:35.832185-07:00","created":"2021-01-25T10:12:52.415040-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Sky High","description":"i am not okay","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d6ad9391-3e11-52c4-d7c9-46de9c63f843-1611599030233.jpeg","slug":"sky-high","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-25T10:24:44.337397-08:00","published":"2021-01-25T10:24:44.337381-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":163,"comment_count":2,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"56212e21-2f9b-4ffb-87dc-ed2fdf9dfe5b","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"bad40018-38c2-407e-8771-85e46279c72e","reaction_count":0,"reaction_counts":{"all":0,"top":[]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"authoranonymous","author_description":"An anonymous author.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Cordelia, Losing Love","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/89e94286-ae81-c9ca-94b0-cfe0967d652f-1611586360426.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_89e94286-ae81-c9ca-94b0-cfe0967d652f-1611586360426.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_89e94286-ae81-c9ca-94b0-cfe0967d652f-1611586360426.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/89e94286-ae81-c9ca-94b0-cfe0967d652f-1611586360426.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/69e6550c-fcd5-4e06-046f-0272bfa42e70-1611585963826.","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"authoranonymous","id":"747ff07b-25a8-4289-8295-8e3404eace6a","nickname":"AnonymousAuthor","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/69e6550c-fcd5-4e06-046f-0272bfa42e70-1611585963826.","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_69e6550c-fcd5-4e06-046f-0272bfa42e70-1611585963826.","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"An anonymous author.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":1,"reaction_count":1,"following_count":0,"follower_count":1,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":454,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["fiction sad","sad","fiction","teen","allages","enjoy"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-01-25T07:38:58.465154-08:00","created":"2021-01-25T06:49:05.677819-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Cordelia, Losing Love","description":"This is a book I&#39;m working on, which I will post in sections. I hope you enjoy! Note: all events in this book are fictional.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/89e94286-ae81-c9ca-94b0-cfe0967d652f-1611586360426.jpeg","slug":"cordelia-losing-love","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-25T06:54:47.478019-08:00","published":"2021-01-25T06:54:47.478005-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":71,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"747ff07b-25a8-4289-8295-8e3404eace6a","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"ae057903-0c03-4428-abc6-3ef9b6020602","reaction_count":13,"reaction_counts":{"NI":13,"all":13,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"zanocean","author_description":"iM A tIrEd LiL pOtAtoE (they/them)","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"cOlOrS - Poem","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1581362716668-90cdec6b4882?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjJ8fGJsYWNrfGVufDB8fHw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=3P9QzN5uF5Q","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1581362716668-90cdec6b4882?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjJ8fGJsYWNrfGVufDB8fHw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=3P9QzN5uF5Q","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1581362716668-90cdec6b4882?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjJ8fGJsYWNrfGVufDB8fHw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=3P9QzN5uF5Q","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1581362716668-90cdec6b4882?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjJ8fGJsYWNrfGVufDB8fHw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=3P9QzN5uF5Q"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5d8a0660-bdc9-47d8-b03b-47187ff597e9-1631588583181.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"zanocean","id":"6e5c24d6-4213-4184-93a0-1c264ccea9f9","nickname":"Idkr","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5d8a0660-bdc9-47d8-b03b-47187ff597e9-1631588583181.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5d8a0660-bdc9-47d8-b03b-47187ff597e9-1631588583181.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/892967c4-800d-f739-87f6-1c47be94f7a4-1631588616006.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_892967c4-800d-f739-87f6-1c47be94f7a4-1631588616006.jpeg","description":"iM A tIrEd LiL pOtAtoE (they/them)","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":7,"reaction_count":12,"following_count":27,"follower_count":11,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":9169,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["gender","society","teen","pain","lgbtq","sad","world"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:46:43.139677-08:00","created":"2021-01-25T05:53:20.613982-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"cOlOrS - Poem","description":"Poem about gender stereotypes and the damage they cause.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1581362716668-90cdec6b4882?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjJ8fGJsYWNrfGVufDB8fHw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=3P9QzN5uF5Q","slug":"colors---poem","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-25T06:09:53.319871-08:00","published":"2021-01-25T06:09:53.319856-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":59,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"6e5c24d6-4213-4184-93a0-1c264ccea9f9","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"190d1ed2-643a-4141-a29c-49368c60a980","reaction_count":7,"reaction_counts":{"NI":6,"all":6,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"ruset","author_description":"can’t write poems, but I try","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"no talent","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/a21ed624-6de0-98e0-b8e0-da12261c9c40-1611575900828.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_a21ed624-6de0-98e0-b8e0-da12261c9c40-1611575900828.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_a21ed624-6de0-98e0-b8e0-da12261c9c40-1611575900828.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/a21ed624-6de0-98e0-b8e0-da12261c9c40-1611575900828.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a013b2f5-58e7-7c44-3a0a-b3b6046561d1-1646810885171.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ruset","id":"0f8d1564-aeec-423c-910c-0f3fef519ebb","nickname":"Rusét","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a013b2f5-58e7-7c44-3a0a-b3b6046561d1-1646810885171.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_a013b2f5-58e7-7c44-3a0a-b3b6046561d1-1646810885171.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b3e07e61-46ee-2e6b-23ae-6f4dc32186e5-1646810889504.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b3e07e61-46ee-2e6b-23ae-6f4dc32186e5-1646810889504.jpeg","description":"can’t write poems, but I try","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":13,"reaction_count":19,"following_count":0,"follower_count":8,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2715,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","lonely","anxiety","depression","help","sadness","confusion"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-02-16T20:15:31.713312-08:00","created":"2021-01-25T03:55:52.916664-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"no talent","description":"I want to be good at something ","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/a21ed624-6de0-98e0-b8e0-da12261c9c40-1611575900828.jpeg","slug":"wheres-my-talent","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-25T03:58:52.776706-08:00","published":"2021-01-25T03:58:52.776688-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":74,"comment_count":3,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"0f8d1564-aeec-423c-910c-0f3fef519ebb","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"d0e6043e-aeca-4374-974c-ae46a17ae9dd","reaction_count":36,"reaction_counts":{"NI":36,"all":36,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"sadshitandstuff","author_description":"ѕανє мє ƒяσм му мιη∂","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"i have an idea...","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1500462918059-b1a0cb512f1d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjB8fGlkZWF8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=RnCPiXixooY","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1500462918059-b1a0cb512f1d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjB8fGlkZWF8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=RnCPiXixooY","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1500462918059-b1a0cb512f1d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjB8fGlkZWF8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=RnCPiXixooY","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1500462918059-b1a0cb512f1d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjB8fGlkZWF8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=RnCPiXixooY"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5e0abfa2-4374-0507-e4f8-d7980e7b1b9c-1605929244177.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"sadshitandstuff","id":"dad02af6-18ca-4d21-b5e3-f43d02c0a8e5","nickname":"𝖘𝖆𝖉 𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖙","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5e0abfa2-4374-0507-e4f8-d7980e7b1b9c-1605929244177.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5e0abfa2-4374-0507-e4f8-d7980e7b1b9c-1605929244177.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ca9b41e1-52c5-6764-eb40-e90aa8a12e14-1607965018360.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ca9b41e1-52c5-6764-eb40-e90aa8a12e14-1607965018360.jpeg","description":"ѕανє мє ƒяσм му мιη∂","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":145,"reaction_count":72,"following_count":17,"follower_count":84,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":280246,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["have","any","questions","ask","them","advice","answers","sad","okay","no","idk","#sadshit"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:34:33.802405-08:00","created":"2021-01-24T23:27:06.949855-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"i have an idea...","description":"does this sound like a good idea?","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1500462918059-b1a0cb512f1d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjB8fGlkZWF8ZW58MHx8fA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=RnCPiXixooY","slug":"i-have-an-idea","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-24T23:37:45.375089-08:00","published":"2021-01-24T23:37:45.375078-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":46,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"dad02af6-18ca-4d21-b5e3-f43d02c0a8e5","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"b3a24567-5124-4757-8a52-fafa90cf596d","reaction_count":12,"reaction_counts":{"NI":12,"all":12,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"just_a_crow","author_description":"Just a crow writing bad poetry","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Moon Stained Red","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1533206566710-748afd3abf86?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8Ymxvb2QlMjBtb29ufGVufDB8fHw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=vu7on-6-HLM","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1533206566710-748afd3abf86?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8Ymxvb2QlMjBtb29ufGVufDB8fHw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=vu7on-6-HLM","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1533206566710-748afd3abf86?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8Ymxvb2QlMjBtb29ufGVufDB8fHw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=vu7on-6-HLM","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1533206566710-748afd3abf86?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8Ymxvb2QlMjBtb29ufGVufDB8fHw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=vu7on-6-HLM"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f7933c17-949f-1569-6ec3-09d08b5ab3f4-1611540831689.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"just_a_crow","id":"65b0acec-a533-4b54-9052-749c2243d5b2","nickname":"Crow","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f7933c17-949f-1569-6ec3-09d08b5ab3f4-1611540831689.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f7933c17-949f-1569-6ec3-09d08b5ab3f4-1611540831689.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f511f961-a80a-54b2-ecff-eb56fdf5bbcd-1611540837055.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f511f961-a80a-54b2-ecff-eb56fdf5bbcd-1611540837055.jpeg","description":"Just a crow writing bad poetry","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":1,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":2,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":26,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["red","moon","feeling","sad","hands"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:46:14.380260-08:00","created":"2021-01-24T18:15:19.428762-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Moon Stained Red","description":"The moon is stained red Blood, tears, guts, glory\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1533206566710-748afd3abf86?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8Ymxvb2QlMjBtb29ufGVufDB8fHw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=vu7on-6-HLM","slug":"moon-stained-red","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-24T18:17:37.097269-08:00","published":"2021-01-24T18:17:37.097259-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":16,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"65b0acec-a533-4b54-9052-749c2243d5b2","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"bba06e4f-6f0a-405c-8a59-5ec4e298a58e","reaction_count":16,"reaction_counts":{"NI":16,"all":16,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"elliotthaunted","author_description":"It's all just whispers and memory","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"              \n\n\n\n\n\n\n                       Tired Story","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1bdc05fd-e7f8-b818-9853-9f3588b2c5ef-1611536139290.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_1bdc05fd-e7f8-b818-9853-9f3588b2c5ef-1611536139290.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_1bdc05fd-e7f8-b818-9853-9f3588b2c5ef-1611536139290.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1bdc05fd-e7f8-b818-9853-9f3588b2c5ef-1611536139290.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f3849741-9537-50af-e414-a1914cd1060a-1610774753195.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"elliotthaunted","id":"18de0c76-b541-4074-8bd5-e3a6a8bca4ab","nickname":"Eli","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f3849741-9537-50af-e414-a1914cd1060a-1610774753195.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f3849741-9537-50af-e414-a1914cd1060a-1610774753195.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1dd6a8f9-9e97-a27a-beae-f9b848353abb-1610774910787.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1dd6a8f9-9e97-a27a-beae-f9b848353abb-1610774910787.jpeg","description":"It's all just whispers and memory","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":14,"reaction_count":8,"following_count":4,"follower_count":25,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":24175,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poems","love","sad","memories","bittersweet","bitter sweet","patrochilles","petekey","thoughts","poetry","unhappy"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:45:56.569572-08:00","created":"2021-01-24T16:43:52.457413-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"              \n\n\n\n\n\n\n                       Tired Story","description":"I have always been drawn to secret romance.\n","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1bdc05fd-e7f8-b818-9853-9f3588b2c5ef-1611536139290.jpeg","slug":"tired-story","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-24T17:30:34.557034-08:00","published":"2021-01-24T17:30:34.557022-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":54,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"18de0c76-b541-4074-8bd5-e3a6a8bca4ab","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"73fae90e-b774-432c-a6a5-b9efb42d4f9e","reaction_count":77,"reaction_counts":{"NI":74,"all":74,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"tipsie","author_description":"傻帽 [they/them]","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Shut Up, by TIPSIE","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/9d169136-63f4-36d7-b34f-e02881b9fbee-1611474206661.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_9d169136-63f4-36d7-b34f-e02881b9fbee-1611474206661.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_9d169136-63f4-36d7-b34f-e02881b9fbee-1611474206661.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/9d169136-63f4-36d7-b34f-e02881b9fbee-1611474206661.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ecf6e4c8-80d2-e71e-16c2-6c9cfd593638-1653721492274.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"tipsie","id":"ad4e2cee-cc3e-4a16-a915-b40cdc5ea531","nickname":"₮ł₱₴łɆ","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ecf6e4c8-80d2-e71e-16c2-6c9cfd593638-1653721492274.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ecf6e4c8-80d2-e71e-16c2-6c9cfd593638-1653721492274.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/32355439-7209-bb73-f4f5-2e5dc54b9a9b-1617165300794.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_32355439-7209-bb73-f4f5-2e5dc54b9a9b-1617165300794.jpeg","description":"傻帽 [they/them]","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":27,"story_count":232,"reaction_count":895,"following_count":33,"follower_count":8096,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":473869,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["gft","lv1","fqr","lv2","amb","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["facing reality","shutup","shut up","love","sad","hate","hate-","crush","meme","poem","fan fic","fanfic","poetry","happy","happiness","sadness","depression","teen","word","rhyme","angry","arrogant","poet","contest","daily-prompt","dailyprompt","rake","prompt","literature","serious","funny","lol","tipsie","dope gang","romance","thriller","horror","bts","kpop","k pop","anime","fiction","true","feelings","me","you","thoughts"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-04-27T08:23:49.296865-07:00","created":"2021-01-24T15:57:26.515110-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Shut Up, by TIPSIE","description":"just an arrogant god complex rant","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/9d169136-63f4-36d7-b34f-e02881b9fbee-1611474206661.jpeg","slug":"shut-up-by-tipsie","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-24T16:08:50.920608-08:00","published":"2021-01-24T16:08:50.920594-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":465,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"ad4e2cee-cc3e-4a16-a915-b40cdc5ea531","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"99561c6e-6f04-4f96-9731-314a7d6b8c0f","reaction_count":108,"reaction_counts":{"NI":106,"all":106,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":2,"username":"inspartion","author_description":"You make me smile, even when it rains","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Just Let Me Die","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1611336085385-206d880d3f7b?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxhbGx8MTE5fHx8fHx8Mnw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=LPUBs_SDzfs","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1611336085385-206d880d3f7b?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxhbGx8MTE5fHx8fHx8Mnw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=LPUBs_SDzfs","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1611336085385-206d880d3f7b?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxhbGx8MTE5fHx8fHx8Mnw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=LPUBs_SDzfs","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1611336085385-206d880d3f7b?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxhbGx8MTE5fHx8fHx8Mnw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=LPUBs_SDzfs"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5fefcbff-cf6f-2e6b-4d75-5647396d79b7-1620840341421.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"inspartion","id":"17bfabac-4a42-4253-bb02-344b0a9de24a","nickname":"Shilah","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5fefcbff-cf6f-2e6b-4d75-5647396d79b7-1620840341421.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5fefcbff-cf6f-2e6b-4d75-5647396d79b7-1620840341421.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/3cb71c32-8332-566e-e383-6916a89302e4-1612626691108.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_3cb71c32-8332-566e-e383-6916a89302e4-1612626691108.png","description":"You make me smile, even when it rains","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":56,"story_count":161,"reaction_count":1066,"following_count":69,"follower_count":301,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":715822,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Writing saved my life  - still does - so I fully put my very heart into what I write every single time, because I'm giving back to exactly what gave to me. And I hope the words I write can encourage and inspire others, because trust me, even though so many see words as merely marks on a page, they can change a life. "}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","suicide","alone","good bye","goodbye"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-04-13T16:00:45.360122-07:00","created":"2021-01-24T15:06:41.717066-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Just Let Me Die","description":"A sad poem about wondering if there was any love at all... then saying goodbye\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1611336085385-206d880d3f7b?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxhbGx8MTE5fHx8fHx8Mnw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=LPUBs_SDzfs","slug":"just-let-me-die","categories":["RM"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-01-24T15:40:12.613410-08:00","published":"2021-01-24T15:40:12.613398-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":603,"comment_count":11,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"17bfabac-4a42-4253-bb02-344b0a9de24a","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null}],"page":404}