{"count":17279,"next":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=33&tag=sad","previous":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=31&tag=sad","results":[{"id":"e01fbb3e-7f2f-4e52-8025-66aed10f7069","reaction_count":40,"reaction_counts":{"NI":39,"LV":1,"all":40,"top":["NI","LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"harmonic_dreams","author_description":"💕...I'll miss you... 💕","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1457269449834-928af64c684d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8U25vd3xlbnwwfHx8fDE3MDE3NjgyMDV8MA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=5AiWn2U10cw","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1457269449834-928af64c684d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8U25vd3xlbnwwfHx8fDE3MDE3NjgyMDV8MA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=5AiWn2U10cw","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1457269449834-928af64c684d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8U25vd3xlbnwwfHx8fDE3MDE3NjgyMDV8MA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=5AiWn2U10cw","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1457269449834-928af64c684d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8U25vd3xlbnwwfHx8fDE3MDE3NjgyMDV8MA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=5AiWn2U10cw"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5fe2cac2-b393-850f-a2ca-5d25b17faf62-1705167194691.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"harmonic_dreams","id":"f2641191-b91f-4ac3-9ee5-5eada877346a","nickname":"𝐒𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5fe2cac2-b393-850f-a2ca-5d25b17faf62-1705167194691.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5fe2cac2-b393-850f-a2ca-5d25b17faf62-1705167194691.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/57e33a8d-a85e-1206-d7ca-54dbbabeb0cb-1705167203365.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_57e33a8d-a85e-1206-d7ca-54dbbabeb0cb-1705167203365.jpeg","description":"💕...I'll miss you... 💕","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":82,"story_count":245,"reaction_count":2033,"following_count":384,"follower_count":311,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":524821,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"❝𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴, 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴.\n 𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦...𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘥𝘪𝘤 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘤 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦.❞ ✏♫♬ ♪\n↻  ◁     ||     ▷  ↺\n\n— 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴. ₊˚⊹♡\n\n‘‘The best thing in life,\nIs one true friend that you can relate to and flood \nout your mind and trust. For \nme, that friend is my diary.’’ \n\nA musician. 💜 \nI've been playing the flute for years.\n","reading":"Mainly poetry and haikus. \nTim Burton, he's outstandingly witty when it \ncomes to writing.\n\n— \"The Corpse Bride\"\n","writing":"\"A great writer possesses empathy, due to needing to write in some other's perspectives.\" — 💜"}},"type":"story","tags":["challenge","bellasparkles","dark","sad","christmas"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-12-17T14:37:10.115315-08:00","created":"2023-12-05T01:16:36.899730-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐥𝐞𝐬: 𝐁𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐧, 𝐞𝐧𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐞, 𝐝𝐨𝐠","description":"𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐥𝐞𝐬:\n𝐁𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐧, 𝐞𝐧𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐞, 𝐝𝐨𝐠\n\nThank you to @BellaSparkles","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1457269449834-928af64c684d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8U25vd3xlbnwwfHx8fDE3MDE3NjgyMDV8MA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=5AiWn2U10cw","slug":"----19","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-05T02:03:44.445378-08:00","published":"2023-12-05T02:03:44.445369-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":681,"comment_count":5,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"f2641191-b91f-4ac3-9ee5-5eada877346a","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"24a3bd85-1db1-4b98-a938-b3047c8ced9e","reaction_count":59,"reaction_counts":{"NI":57,"LV":2,"all":59,"top":["NI","LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"tactlessfool","author_description":"Find me, please.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"To Lazarus","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/2e028a84-7098-278f-16fb-c42feca69089-1701744695916.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_2e028a84-7098-278f-16fb-c42feca69089-1701744695916.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_2e028a84-7098-278f-16fb-c42feca69089-1701744695916.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/2e028a84-7098-278f-16fb-c42feca69089-1701744695916.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/42814c6c-583b-2df3-894a-ae0ba38a579e-1698686011609.gif","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"tactlessfool","id":"623ad76a-0807-4908-8d5f-f7a13e510151","nickname":"Fool","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/42814c6c-583b-2df3-894a-ae0ba38a579e-1698686011609.gif","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_42814c6c-583b-2df3-894a-ae0ba38a579e-1698686011609.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/382a8925-7dd3-cf9a-879f-7451e80b564f-1705857198558.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_382a8925-7dd3-cf9a-879f-7451e80b564f-1705857198558.jpeg","description":"Find me, please.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":6,"story_count":78,"reaction_count":471,"following_count":14,"follower_count":650,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":412660,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"God's lost little lamb.","reading":"Paradise Lost by John Milton.\nPoe, Lovecraft, Kafka, Dostoevsky, and any other heavy literature that requires you have a dictionary as a reading companion. The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy books are my favorite comedy.\nI also like lighter things, usually sappy, sentimental, and heartbreaking stories or poems.\nI'll read anything that's handed to me.","writing":"Death, despair, horror, and worst of all romance."}},"type":"story","tags":["sonnet","poem","poetry","sad","sorrow","rhyme","rhyming"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:47:13.710158-08:00","created":"2023-12-04T16:29:20.723795-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"To Lazarus","description":"For all of those who shut themselves away from the world. To the modern day Lazarus, whoever you may be.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/2e028a84-7098-278f-16fb-c42feca69089-1701744695916.png","slug":"to-lazarus","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-04T18:53:27.087908-08:00","published":"2023-12-04T18:53:27.087894-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":136,"comment_count":6,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"623ad76a-0807-4908-8d5f-f7a13e510151","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"ab512ebe-1c77-4a7a-a529-e63a826de8aa"},{"id":"bb560abd-d2df-42dc-a7bf-0411fffab953","reaction_count":52,"reaction_counts":{"NI":51,"WO":1,"all":52,"top":["NI","WO"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"kittynoir","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\nBattles","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516822003754-cca485356ecb?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8YnJva2VuJTIwaGVhcnR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNzAxNzQwNjU3fDA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=E8H76nY1v6Q","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516822003754-cca485356ecb?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8YnJva2VuJTIwaGVhcnR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNzAxNzQwNjU3fDA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=E8H76nY1v6Q","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516822003754-cca485356ecb?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8YnJva2VuJTIwaGVhcnR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNzAxNzQwNjU3fDA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=E8H76nY1v6Q","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516822003754-cca485356ecb?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8YnJva2VuJTIwaGVhcnR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNzAxNzQwNjU3fDA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=E8H76nY1v6Q"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8f1996a2-1434-2585-f3f1-11ac5fbe971f-1701485232814.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"kittynoir","id":"afef5c49-7eda-4bf4-8f7a-710e1bda913d","nickname":"Kittynoir","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8f1996a2-1434-2585-f3f1-11ac5fbe971f-1701485232814.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_8f1996a2-1434-2585-f3f1-11ac5fbe971f-1701485232814.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/32711984-626a-d2ec-74b8-3df022441532-1701648612308.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_32711984-626a-d2ec-74b8-3df022441532-1701648612308.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":2,"story_count":13,"reaction_count":5,"following_count":4,"follower_count":3,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":44328,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"I am a huge Swiftie (HAIL MOTHER) and a even bigger Miraculous fan. If you want to check out some of my fanfics, their on Wattpad under the username KittynoirsMiraculous. (cringey, ik) I won't be writing poetry, (cause I suck at it) but I will be writing a few short stories. Most wont have any names, (cause I suck at that too) but it should be pretty easy to understand. I hope you like my works!\n\nStay PEACHY!","reading":"novels, stories, fanfiction, mostly anything. ","writing":"Short stories, Novels, and fanfics"}},"type":"story","tags":["battle","panicattack","panic attack","abuse","love","sad","emotional","heart break","heartbreak"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:47:55.065845-08:00","created":"2023-12-04T17:40:36.799477-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Battles","description":"","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516822003754-cca485356ecb?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8YnJva2VuJTIwaGVhcnR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNzAxNzQwNjU3fDA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=E8H76nY1v6Q","slug":"battles","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-04T18:14:59.953961-08:00","published":"2023-12-04T18:14:59.953952-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":84,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"afef5c49-7eda-4bf4-8f7a-710e1bda913d","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"0867cd3d-f3c5-4ccd-9522-1909521e42be"},{"id":"b328c313-01ac-43ea-9807-a340fbd8017f","reaction_count":59,"reaction_counts":{"NI":54,"WO":1,"SD":3,"LV":1,"all":59,"top":["NI","SD","WO"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"bo_stories","author_description":"I'm on Ao3 on @Alix_Fiction go find me!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"My cuts, My Tattoos\n\n!!TW!!\n\nmentioned blade\n\nimplied selfharm","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-122-1_800.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-122-1_90.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-122-1_480.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-122-1_800.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6aa102f4-3c6e-0316-8a07-2cb9c3945537-1707520534963.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"bo_stories","id":"b22a68ef-6ad1-449d-8c53-690e5a790bd7","nickname":"My Ao3: archiveofourown.org/users/Alix_Fiction","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6aa102f4-3c6e-0316-8a07-2cb9c3945537-1707520534963.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6aa102f4-3c6e-0316-8a07-2cb9c3945537-1707520534963.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9474070c-5fa4-47c9-95ec-1d1ee6807d73-1703042291123.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9474070c-5fa4-47c9-95ec-1d1ee6807d73-1703042291123.png","description":"I'm on Ao3 on @Alix_Fiction go find me!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":27,"story_count":169,"reaction_count":171,"following_count":102,"follower_count":215,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":870646,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["fqr","lv1","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"My name is Alix I am a part of the LGBTQ+ community, I love to read and info dump and well as have people info dump on me! I am into twitch streamers (Ranboo, Philza, Quackity, etc) and Animation! ","reading":"Pretty much anything interesting! Not really romance though!","writing":"Poems and little funny and a bit embarrassing life updates!"}},"type":"story","tags":["tattoo","poem","sad","sh","vent","poetry"],"series":{"title":"All my little Poems!","description":"","userId":"b22a68ef-6ad1-449d-8c53-690e5a790bd7","is_public":true,"slug":"a-poem-a-day","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a36e955f-61d7-4c7d-e723-0bb90229000e-1681394753808.jpeg","banner_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5f72f08b-8e43-b4bb-268e-c9b9243d3c12-1681394802265.jpeg","first_story_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise1547.jpg","user":{"username":"bo_stories","id":"b22a68ef-6ad1-449d-8c53-690e5a790bd7","nickname":"My Ao3: archiveofourown.org/users/Alix_Fiction","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6aa102f4-3c6e-0316-8a07-2cb9c3945537-1707520534963.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6aa102f4-3c6e-0316-8a07-2cb9c3945537-1707520534963.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9474070c-5fa4-47c9-95ec-1d1ee6807d73-1703042291123.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9474070c-5fa4-47c9-95ec-1d1ee6807d73-1703042291123.png","description":"I'm on Ao3 on @Alix_Fiction go find me!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":27,"story_count":169,"reaction_count":171,"following_count":102,"follower_count":215,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":870646,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["fqr","lv1","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"My name is Alix I am a part of the LGBTQ+ community, I love to read and info dump and well as have people info dump on me! I am into twitch streamers (Ranboo, Philza, Quackity, etc) and Animation! ","reading":"Pretty much anything interesting! Not really romance though!","writing":"Poems and little funny and a bit embarrassing life updates!"}},"is_following":null,"reaction_counts":{"all":0},"id":"c146bc7c-e3cf-4890-ba7e-91adbb334e92","tags":["poem","series","poetry","sad","vent","angry","love","heart break","heartbreak"],"story_count":43,"is_series":true,"type":"series","follower_count":1},"image_collection_id":"d8058549-89f4-4949-8459-eadd58338963","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-02-10T09:04:39.029789-08:00","created":"2023-12-04T14:44:43.167146-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"My cuts, My Tattoos\n\n!!TW!!\n\nmentioned blade\n\nimplied selfharm","description":"Somewhere someone's got worse wish that made it easier, wish i didn't feel the hurt","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-122-1_800.jpeg","slug":"my-cuts-my-tattoostwmentioned-bladeimplied-selfhar","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-04T14:50:14.466772-08:00","published":"2023-12-04T14:50:14.466764-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":593,"comment_count":7,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"b22a68ef-6ad1-449d-8c53-690e5a790bd7","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"a73a8f0b-647b-4173-96af-7fe1e75e215f","reaction_count":43,"reaction_counts":{"NI":42,"SD":1,"all":43,"top":["NI","SD"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"bo_stories","author_description":"I'm on Ao3 on @Alix_Fiction go find me!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"My school wants to kill me\n\na poem inspired by school","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1701519664310-f5fa33f5062f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxhbGx8Mnx8fHx8fDJ8fDE3MDE3MTQ1OTV8&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=xPLPJrjX2dQ","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1701519664310-f5fa33f5062f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxhbGx8Mnx8fHx8fDJ8fDE3MDE3MTQ1OTV8&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=xPLPJrjX2dQ","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1701519664310-f5fa33f5062f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxhbGx8Mnx8fHx8fDJ8fDE3MDE3MTQ1OTV8&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=xPLPJrjX2dQ","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1701519664310-f5fa33f5062f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxhbGx8Mnx8fHx8fDJ8fDE3MDE3MTQ1OTV8&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=xPLPJrjX2dQ"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6aa102f4-3c6e-0316-8a07-2cb9c3945537-1707520534963.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"bo_stories","id":"b22a68ef-6ad1-449d-8c53-690e5a790bd7","nickname":"My Ao3: archiveofourown.org/users/Alix_Fiction","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6aa102f4-3c6e-0316-8a07-2cb9c3945537-1707520534963.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6aa102f4-3c6e-0316-8a07-2cb9c3945537-1707520534963.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9474070c-5fa4-47c9-95ec-1d1ee6807d73-1703042291123.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9474070c-5fa4-47c9-95ec-1d1ee6807d73-1703042291123.png","description":"I'm on Ao3 on @Alix_Fiction go find me!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":27,"story_count":169,"reaction_count":171,"following_count":102,"follower_count":215,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":870646,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["fqr","lv1","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"My name is Alix I am a part of the LGBTQ+ community, I love to read and info dump and well as have people info dump on me! I am into twitch streamers (Ranboo, Philza, Quackity, etc) and Animation! ","reading":"Pretty much anything interesting! Not really romance though!","writing":"Poems and little funny and a bit embarrassing life updates!"}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","school","burnt out","burntout","sad","tired","poetry","vent"],"series":{"title":"All my little Poems!","description":"","userId":"b22a68ef-6ad1-449d-8c53-690e5a790bd7","is_public":true,"slug":"a-poem-a-day","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a36e955f-61d7-4c7d-e723-0bb90229000e-1681394753808.jpeg","banner_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5f72f08b-8e43-b4bb-268e-c9b9243d3c12-1681394802265.jpeg","first_story_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise1547.jpg","user":{"username":"bo_stories","id":"b22a68ef-6ad1-449d-8c53-690e5a790bd7","nickname":"My Ao3: archiveofourown.org/users/Alix_Fiction","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6aa102f4-3c6e-0316-8a07-2cb9c3945537-1707520534963.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6aa102f4-3c6e-0316-8a07-2cb9c3945537-1707520534963.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9474070c-5fa4-47c9-95ec-1d1ee6807d73-1703042291123.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9474070c-5fa4-47c9-95ec-1d1ee6807d73-1703042291123.png","description":"I'm on Ao3 on @Alix_Fiction go find me!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":27,"story_count":169,"reaction_count":171,"following_count":102,"follower_count":215,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":870646,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["fqr","lv1","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"My name is Alix I am a part of the LGBTQ+ community, I love to read and info dump and well as have people info dump on me! I am into twitch streamers (Ranboo, Philza, Quackity, etc) and Animation! ","reading":"Pretty much anything interesting! Not really romance though!","writing":"Poems and little funny and a bit embarrassing life updates!"}},"is_following":null,"reaction_counts":{"all":0},"id":"c146bc7c-e3cf-4890-ba7e-91adbb334e92","tags":["poem","series","poetry","sad","vent","angry","love","heart break","heartbreak"],"story_count":43,"is_series":true,"type":"series","follower_count":1},"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:47:49.472858-08:00","created":"2023-12-04T13:10:30.645428-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"My school wants to kill me\n\na poem inspired by school","description":"I am so tired man TT~TT","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1701519664310-f5fa33f5062f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxhbGx8Mnx8fHx8fDJ8fDE3MDE3MTQ1OTV8&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=xPLPJrjX2dQ","slug":"my-school-wants-to-kill-mea-poem-inspired-by-schoo","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-04T13:35:18.131431-08:00","published":"2023-12-04T13:35:18.131423-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":544,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"b22a68ef-6ad1-449d-8c53-690e5a790bd7","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"83818f22-e73f-43ec-a994-822dd5a96bdb","reaction_count":164,"reaction_counts":{"NI":156,"WO":1,"LV":7,"all":164,"top":["NI","LV","WO"]},"shoutout_count":2,"username":"kaladin","author_description":"life lived for art is never life wasted","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"monster under my bed","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/17defa4f-5b54-5531-ae4f-a2978cb3706a-1701716906818.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_17defa4f-5b54-5531-ae4f-a2978cb3706a-1701716906818.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_17defa4f-5b54-5531-ae4f-a2978cb3706a-1701716906818.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/17defa4f-5b54-5531-ae4f-a2978cb3706a-1701716906818.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4f7baa61-ea54-c573-df83-45d27d3e084f-1702651000550.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"kaladin","id":"f26098a2-2a3e-4425-ba3d-8681e7146afe","nickname":"kal","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4f7baa61-ea54-c573-df83-45d27d3e084f-1702651000550.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_4f7baa61-ea54-c573-df83-45d27d3e084f-1702651000550.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d8b7df21-ea23-5550-0c59-971b514db00d-1695555592933.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d8b7df21-ea23-5550-0c59-971b514db00d-1695555592933.png","description":"life lived for art is never life wasted","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":13,"story_count":53,"reaction_count":3103,"following_count":42,"follower_count":2484,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1129405,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv1","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"just an aspiring author who loves reading and occasionally jots down some poetry ","reading":"mainly fantasy and sci-fi","writing":"novels & poems"}},"type":"story","tags":["monster","bed","under","mind","poem","cry","weep","scared","collab","freeverse","free verse","claim","pain","painful","hurt-","hurt","hurting","release","echo","sob","crying","vessel","sorrow","sad","sadness","sheets","embrace","dark","darkness","dark ness","toss","turn","cling","clinging","promise","promises","soaked","body","violent","sacred","help","feel","feeling","feelings","emotion","emotions","emotional","doubt","dream","shadow","shadows","dreams","nightmares","converge","lost-","lost","wish","surface","solid","skin","remember","memory","memories","hope-","hope","slip","hopes","grip","storm","rain","fear","anguish","leave","l e a v e","worn","all","life","beg","more","inside","search","nothing","rage","head","heart","brain","breath","bruise","felt","pierce","soul","voice","voices","whisper","whispering","whispers","dust","glitter","sparkles","sparkle","last","long","star","stars","moon","outside","rest","resting","burn","burning","eye","eyes","eyelid","eyelids","skull","remind","reminder","you","us","everything","dare","open","flood","follow","drown","weak"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"25fb688f-f272-497e-a17b-bf1862f6e02a","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-01-13T01:27:13.889060-08:00","created":"2023-12-04T06:18:07.561026-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"monster under my bed","description":"collab with @aster_ and @tearsofink\ngo check out their versions!! (linked in the comments <3)","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/17defa4f-5b54-5531-ae4f-a2978cb3706a-1701716906818.png","slug":"monster-under-my-bed","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-04T12:42:26.673421-08:00","published":"2023-12-04T12:42:26.673412-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":3983,"comment_count":13,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"f26098a2-2a3e-4425-ba3d-8681e7146afe","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"86054bcc-f945-4b3c-9d72-324a0afdfe1e","reaction_count":60,"reaction_counts":{"NI":57,"SD":3,"all":60,"top":["NI","SD"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"amalee","author_description":"𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐲?","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\nMy thought process is slow \n","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1536680682715-03cca719f893?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzZ8fERyb3duaW5nfGVufDB8fHx8MTcwMTcyMTg5OHww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=8LfWYm7k1Eg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1536680682715-03cca719f893?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzZ8fERyb3duaW5nfGVufDB8fHx8MTcwMTcyMTg5OHww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=8LfWYm7k1Eg","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1536680682715-03cca719f893?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzZ8fERyb3duaW5nfGVufDB8fHx8MTcwMTcyMTg5OHww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=8LfWYm7k1Eg","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1536680682715-03cca719f893?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzZ8fERyb3duaW5nfGVufDB8fHx8MTcwMTcyMTg5OHww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=8LfWYm7k1Eg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9ab53ffd-a605-8c84-0540-f6cac95b3590-1705611827563.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"amalee","id":"e6c924af-5904-4dbd-ad0f-6e1431c2dc23","nickname":"Amalee.Grace","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9ab53ffd-a605-8c84-0540-f6cac95b3590-1705611827563.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9ab53ffd-a605-8c84-0540-f6cac95b3590-1705611827563.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0be37391-20d2-584d-9226-78a04451fcab-1705611843161.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0be37391-20d2-584d-9226-78a04451fcab-1705611843161.jpeg","description":"𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐲?","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":174,"reaction_count":96,"following_count":39,"follower_count":474,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":351845,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft","lv1","fqr","lv2"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Hiya, l'm 17\nI'm from England!\nI absolutely adore writing poetry! It'll forever be my favourite hobby!\n1also love sleeping and I ride horses!\nI have two books published.","reading":"I like to read others poetry as I can get inspiration and it makes me happy knowing other people also write it!","writing":"Omg poetry is my absolute fave!!\nI love writing any genre!\nI write free verse!\nSometimes I write short stories but it depends on my mood :)"}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","feelings","thoughts","drowning","poem","poetry","poems","anxiety","free verse","freeverse"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:47:54.287851-08:00","created":"2023-12-04T12:18:10.857492-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Drowning is easy","description":"It’s as if I’m slowly drowning…","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1536680682715-03cca719f893?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzZ8fERyb3duaW5nfGVufDB8fHx8MTcwMTcyMTg5OHww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=8LfWYm7k1Eg","slug":"drowning-is-easy","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-04T12:37:50.728702-08:00","published":"2023-12-04T12:37:50.728690-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":225,"comment_count":2,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"e6c924af-5904-4dbd-ad0f-6e1431c2dc23","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"3f726310-c582-4ec6-9a8d-f4c4cc2a0b49","reaction_count":22,"reaction_counts":{"NI":22,"all":22,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"stickyjaxink","author_description":"Writer & Musician","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/bc81b991-e7ba-79ca-71c7-8f7b9f7ed9e3-1701700443031.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_bc81b991-e7ba-79ca-71c7-8f7b9f7ed9e3-1701700443031.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_bc81b991-e7ba-79ca-71c7-8f7b9f7ed9e3-1701700443031.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/bc81b991-e7ba-79ca-71c7-8f7b9f7ed9e3-1701700443031.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/13f3309a-0193-37fe-54a9-0845620eebe3-1704390306518.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"stickyjaxink","id":"6b7bb822-8e8a-4312-a5fe-9de81a0e587a","nickname":"StickyJax INK","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/13f3309a-0193-37fe-54a9-0845620eebe3-1704390306518.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_13f3309a-0193-37fe-54a9-0845620eebe3-1704390306518.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e6e2aa8b-0365-adc6-5463-b6f3f3592589-1701785776639.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_e6e2aa8b-0365-adc6-5463-b6f3f3592589-1701785776639.png","description":"Writer & Musician","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":25,"reaction_count":299,"following_count":1100,"follower_count":129,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":140471,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","fqr","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Writing music for 25 years. ","reading":"William Shakespeare, Emily Dickinson, Robert Frost, Edgar Allan Poe, Robert Browning, Nikola Tesla, Geometry, Numerology, Chino Moreno, Bob Proctor, Earl Nightingale, Napoleon Hill, Dr. Suess & R.L. Stine","writing":"Songs, Poems, Free Write, Editing, Drawing & coloring"}},"type":"story","tags":["sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-01-06T07:58:32.198490-08:00","created":"2023-12-04T06:17:59.668828-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Fear of Self","description":"","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/bc81b991-e7ba-79ca-71c7-8f7b9f7ed9e3-1701700443031.gif","slug":"fear-of-self","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-04T11:38:20.996609-08:00","published":"2023-12-04T11:38:20.996596-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":628,"comment_count":3,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"6b7bb822-8e8a-4312-a5fe-9de81a0e587a","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"9d6c634a-dccb-4431-a080-1836405f4636","reaction_count":110,"reaction_counts":{"NI":104,"WO":1,"SD":1,"LV":3,"all":109,"top":["NI","LV","WO"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"bellasparkles","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"My body is a blank canvas\n\n\n         A clean slate\n\n\nBut still there hides\nA heavy weight.","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/mountains-272-4_800.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/mountains-272-4_90.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/mountains-272-4_480.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/mountains-272-4_800.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d9791214-a172-3cba-f6df-4d737c0b3c6d-1700680469416.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"bellasparkles","id":"5dab331f-4a89-48e7-a4e0-2a1e2f201f75","nickname":"BellaSparkles","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d9791214-a172-3cba-f6df-4d737c0b3c6d-1700680469416.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d9791214-a172-3cba-f6df-4d737c0b3c6d-1700680469416.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e8e25b89-ce94-dca9-6833-1b0ef3d305fb-1700680504605.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_e8e25b89-ce94-dca9-6833-1b0ef3d305fb-1700680504605.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":66,"reaction_count":366,"following_count":9,"follower_count":78,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":57951,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","lv2","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["tattoo","blue","heartbreak","heart break","mean","sad","mark","forever","love","friends","poetry","left","out","bullying","commaful","girl","sensitive","inspiration","personal","deep","childhood","young","growing","up","permanent","words","tongue","mightier","than","sword"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"2a069917-9194-4afe-86b6-d42e57624e59","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-01-28T05:07:51.507689-08:00","created":"2023-12-04T10:25:22.661874-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"I thought I could choose","description":"The tongue is often mightier than a sword.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/mountains-272-4_800.jpeg","slug":"i-thought-i-could-choose","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-04T10:40:03.891299-08:00","published":"2023-12-04T10:40:03.891287-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":164,"comment_count":9,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"5dab331f-4a89-48e7-a4e0-2a1e2f201f75","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"643b49b3-ac70-4ce5-8382-bd93fc8d60d0"},{"id":"31391cd8-f743-42bb-8627-f96730ca4413","reaction_count":22,"reaction_counts":{"NI":20,"SD":1,"WO":1,"all":22,"top":["NI","SD","WO"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"annadreamer","author_description":"i write because i am nothing without it","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"break off","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/summer-81-4_800.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/summer-81-4_90.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/summer-81-4_480.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/summer-81-4_800.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/16b11fbb-90df-7fa3-463f-50c7a39eed2a-1695663215960.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"annadreamer","id":"eaab5cf3-fc10-49db-bd03-c373fa45b358","nickname":"Anna Dreamer","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/16b11fbb-90df-7fa3-463f-50c7a39eed2a-1695663215960.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_16b11fbb-90df-7fa3-463f-50c7a39eed2a-1695663215960.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"i write because i am nothing without it","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":16,"reaction_count":433,"following_count":19,"follower_count":22,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":117920,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Chances are thin I suppose that anyone's reading my blog right now, but here I am anyway. I have enjoyed writing poetry since the past few years. It's kind of like sweet escape for me. This blog is being made, for a simple purpose, that is that I can show my poetry to the world. \nWhen you delve into the verses of my poems, I hope you find comfort in the poetic journey I have tried to create to make this a remembering experience for you.\nI wrote these poems as I found solace in the world of ink, helping me escape the world and as a getaway to a world of rhymes throughout all the times.","reading":"","writing":"Poems. That's literally it-poems. I mean I started with stories, but I found what I am good at and it is NOT stories."}},"type":"story","tags":["goodbyes","good bye","goodbye","movingon","moving on","friends","family","sad","bye","next chapter"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"57fb80c7-cdbd-48ce-ae44-dbc89e37c4f4","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-02-02T10:56:03.536055-08:00","created":"2023-12-04T08:47:48.073690-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"break off","description":"This is about how you will do anything just so the goodbyes are not that hard. But that's the thing, you can't spoil all those good memories just because you are going to the next chapter...","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/summer-81-4_800.jpeg","slug":"break-off","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-04T09:04:48.146917-08:00","published":"2023-12-04T09:04:48.146905-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":233,"comment_count":6,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"eaab5cf3-fc10-49db-bd03-c373fa45b358","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"8291c9fb-486d-4cdc-bc57-c1e3de8d222f"},{"id":"0cb0bb80-d0fe-4091-9c97-bf26edf9864d","reaction_count":3,"reaction_counts":{"NI":3,"all":3,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"pig_cow_hen","author_description":"is/us, \u2028altruist, egalitarian, activist,","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"                              E   L  S E","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/f2de3b70-e81b-fdcf-ca62-7071e061ff24-1701693824404.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_f2de3b70-e81b-fdcf-ca62-7071e061ff24-1701693824404.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_f2de3b70-e81b-fdcf-ca62-7071e061ff24-1701693824404.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/f2de3b70-e81b-fdcf-ca62-7071e061ff24-1701693824404.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b6ece0a1-eada-43bf-971a-24c9c483f691-1700447339086.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"pig_cow_hen","id":"2fb4d154-7586-42f1-acc1-ba34ea1baf8e","nickname":"bug","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b6ece0a1-eada-43bf-971a-24c9c483f691-1700447339086.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b6ece0a1-eada-43bf-971a-24c9c483f691-1700447339086.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/05e484af-427f-5c79-415d-b8fa2d2a5b70-1700447800989.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_05e484af-427f-5c79-415d-b8fa2d2a5b70-1700447800989.jpeg","description":"is/us, \u2028altruist, egalitarian, activist,","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":10,"reaction_count":7,"following_count":47,"follower_count":14,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":20592,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"is/us, \u2028\npansexual, asexual, cis man, \u2028\naltruist, egalitarian, activist, \u2028\nvegan, guardian, communist,","reading":"fiction, poetry, science-fiction, fantasy, horror, action, drama, comedy, romance,","writing":"fiction, poems, science-fiction, horror, romance,"}},"type":"story","tags":["war","suicide","contemplate","contempt","sad","sadness"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"2b27c1e9-88df-4262-8d1b-343d5ac42471","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:47:38.964571-08:00","created":"2023-12-04T04:22:38.172140-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"ELSE","description":"Felt suicidal.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/f2de3b70-e81b-fdcf-ca62-7071e061ff24-1701693824404.png","slug":"laquer","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-04T05:03:04.741503-08:00","published":"2023-12-04T05:03:04.741490-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":51,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"2fb4d154-7586-42f1-acc1-ba34ea1baf8e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"2f8a4d3c-71b7-49a9-9ee2-0aec499c9278","reaction_count":16,"reaction_counts":{"NI":15,"LV":1,"all":16,"top":["NI","LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"secret_user","author_description":"Poem, Magic\nFantasy and Romance.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"The Rapping Angle","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/e37ad318-7aca-86b5-a59b-b72332218f4d-1701593432492.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_e37ad318-7aca-86b5-a59b-b72332218f4d-1701593432492.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_e37ad318-7aca-86b5-a59b-b72332218f4d-1701593432492.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/e37ad318-7aca-86b5-a59b-b72332218f4d-1701593432492.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6409ac26-22cf-d52a-6583-16400934e39e-1694676579014.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"secret_user","id":"bc907809-7ebb-490b-b2f4-4503ae413128","nickname":"😉💖😉","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6409ac26-22cf-d52a-6583-16400934e39e-1694676579014.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6409ac26-22cf-d52a-6583-16400934e39e-1694676579014.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6b14532a-f908-e16f-f711-ef75c20f458a-1645957217661.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6b14532a-f908-e16f-f711-ef75c20f458a-1645957217661.jpeg","description":"Poem, Magic\nFantasy and Romance.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":18,"story_count":75,"reaction_count":302,"following_count":14,"follower_count":89,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":109789,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"I am..... and I love to read fiction book.","reading":"I love to read fiction books like:- Percy Jackson, Harry Potter, The Magic of Droon, Wimpy Kid, Geronimo Stilton, and Artemis Flow. ","writing":"Poems generated from the books I have read and love them. "}},"type":"story","tags":["boy","angle","rap","rapping","rappers","talents","hidden","town","sad","seret user","seret","user","fiction","poem","somg"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"de45fdec-6bda-4291-808f-da1d087939b3","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:47:37.031180-08:00","created":"2023-12-02T22:46:03.775589-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"The Rapping Angle-Guy","description":"Dedicated to all people who hide their talent and are not able to showcase them.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/e37ad318-7aca-86b5-a59b-b72332218f4d-1701593432492.png","slug":"the-rapping-angle","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-04T02:06:19.302010-08:00","published":"2023-12-04T02:06:19.302001-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":58,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"bc907809-7ebb-490b-b2f4-4503ae413128","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"e8494583-84af-4320-921b-b136a2c120ea"},{"id":"0dbfb1d2-5c66-45b8-900d-be913ae2c037","reaction_count":261,"reaction_counts":{"NI":249,"SD":1,"WO":2,"LV":8,"all":260,"top":["NI","LV","WO"]},"shoutout_count":2,"username":"10am","author_description":"made of some metal i forgot.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/a4797955-b23f-3fe3-bb21-402b8160a44c-1701677517214.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_a4797955-b23f-3fe3-bb21-402b8160a44c-1701677517214.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_a4797955-b23f-3fe3-bb21-402b8160a44c-1701677517214.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/a4797955-b23f-3fe3-bb21-402b8160a44c-1701677517214.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e1a6e5b9-cd5b-f683-58ff-d4f38581d6f8-1692039969869.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"10am","id":"d8092269-067a-44e8-a395-2e825f3efd68","nickname":"Zara","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e1a6e5b9-cd5b-f683-58ff-d4f38581d6f8-1692039969869.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_e1a6e5b9-cd5b-f683-58ff-d4f38581d6f8-1692039969869.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/bd920112-5754-739f-1a77-d8019cc9bca3-1706361084151.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_bd920112-5754-739f-1a77-d8019cc9bca3-1706361084151.jpeg","description":"made of some metal i forgot.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":213,"story_count":401,"reaction_count":4190,"following_count":35,"follower_count":3721,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":8090920,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","lv2","fqr","gft","pwr","lv3","avr","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Complimenting or damaging poetry?\nI’ve been using this since forever","reading":"Physical and philosophy \nIt’s interesting ","writing":"So u don’t vanish after u die\n\n\n\n\ni will keep you in my backpocket and rememer you like a creased tissue."}},"type":"story","tags":["prose","poetry","sad","hurt-","hurt","feelings","emotions","pain"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-01-10T03:31:16.684472-08:00","created":"2023-10-08T22:05:59.896463-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"a little lonely, a little sad, a little dying.","description":"tip, tap, tip.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/a4797955-b23f-3fe3-bb21-402b8160a44c-1701677517214.png","slug":"a-little-lonely-a-little-sad-a-little-dying","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-04T00:38:20.624004-08:00","published":"2023-12-04T00:38:20.623991-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":7657,"comment_count":28,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"d8092269-067a-44e8-a395-2e825f3efd68","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"e56260c9-11d1-481c-945d-fa837a8d9d57","reaction_count":130,"reaction_counts":{"NI":125,"SD":1,"WO":3,"LV":1,"all":130,"top":["NI","WO","SD"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"nyx_poetry","author_description":"mors irrumat omnia","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"defeated","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1c445b41-5f06-f2d8-2045-bbce8d339785-1701527254956.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_1c445b41-5f06-f2d8-2045-bbce8d339785-1701527254956.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_1c445b41-5f06-f2d8-2045-bbce8d339785-1701527254956.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1c445b41-5f06-f2d8-2045-bbce8d339785-1701527254956.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/895d51cf-7fd7-097d-40a3-08186e14f53c-1703953796027.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"nyx_poetry","id":"08528763-7ab2-42b9-a859-8e9fa3c93e60","nickname":"nyx","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/895d51cf-7fd7-097d-40a3-08186e14f53c-1703953796027.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_895d51cf-7fd7-097d-40a3-08186e14f53c-1703953796027.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/63f8b999-485b-1553-d486-fbd1a3806c5b-1703953670713.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_63f8b999-485b-1553-d486-fbd1a3806c5b-1703953670713.jpeg","description":"mors irrumat omnia","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":12,"story_count":79,"reaction_count":521,"following_count":18,"follower_count":849,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":905108,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"a fake poet probably tarnishing poetry's beauty","reading":"too much for it to be good for my sanity","writing":"because my mind never shuts down"}},"type":"story","tags":["defeated","sad","prose","lost","lost-","depression","feelings","poetry","poem","poet"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-01-05T10:30:01.751493-08:00","created":"2023-12-02T05:58:00.491660-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"defeated","description":"i feel like a butterfly caught in a hurricane ","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1c445b41-5f06-f2d8-2045-bbce8d339785-1701527254956.png","slug":"defeated","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-03T22:50:12.237851-08:00","published":"2023-12-03T22:50:12.237841-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/e56260c9-11d1-481c-945d-fa837a8d9d57-309.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":1434,"comment_count":18,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"08528763-7ab2-42b9-a859-8e9fa3c93e60","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"95b26ea5-7bc9-4fdd-b9df-d6eda22b8bae","reaction_count":106,"reaction_counts":{"NI":103,"WO":1,"SD":1,"LV":1,"all":106,"top":["NI","WO","SD"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"tearsofink","author_description":"isn't it lovely... all alone","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"i told you i couldn't keep promises ","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/c50b3ae7-5c52-9a3f-db81-8e8712900f60-1701662203249.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_c50b3ae7-5c52-9a3f-db81-8e8712900f60-1701662203249.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_c50b3ae7-5c52-9a3f-db81-8e8712900f60-1701662203249.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/c50b3ae7-5c52-9a3f-db81-8e8712900f60-1701662203249.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/69b18885-4cab-b8ae-6f4a-d4e445c5f7ac-1684498038368.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"tearsofink","id":"eb7bb583-8243-429a-9e50-c100682cc5f5","nickname":"♡𝓡𝓸𝔀𝓪𝓷♡","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/69b18885-4cab-b8ae-6f4a-d4e445c5f7ac-1684498038368.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_69b18885-4cab-b8ae-6f4a-d4e445c5f7ac-1684498038368.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0ff3371b-5b00-4bbe-e9ae-e0c36e1024e1-1698853614014.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0ff3371b-5b00-4bbe-e9ae-e0c36e1024e1-1698853614014.jpeg","description":"isn't it lovely... all alone","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":23,"story_count":109,"reaction_count":1399,"following_count":40,"follower_count":275,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":942253,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Kind until I'm not.\nSaddened always.\nIf you know where to look, you'll find me. \nAmong the beautiful things. ","reading":"Purpose and depth. Anything special, anything unique. \nLet me know if you ever need me, I'll be here.\n","writing":"Because if I didn't, I'd disappear. \nYou keep me safe, you keep me grounded.\nAnd with this pen in my hand, I feel loved. "}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","contest","depression","sad","love"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:50:44.039254-08:00","created":"2023-11-29T19:10:45.363293-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"i told you i couldn't keep promises ","description":"My entry for @nyk_poetry's contest. The stage of grief I wrote about is depression. You should go enter lovelies~ <3333","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/c50b3ae7-5c52-9a3f-db81-8e8712900f60-1701662203249.png","slug":"i-told-you-i-couldnt-keep-promises","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-03T20:36:40.229329-08:00","published":"2023-12-03T20:36:40.229320-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":2362,"comment_count":12,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"eb7bb583-8243-429a-9e50-c100682cc5f5","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"cf9a1100-5abb-4402-80e9-61d07b380ec5"},{"id":"cf9a1100-5abb-4402-80e9-61d07b380ec5","reaction_count":86,"reaction_counts":{"NI":83,"WO":1,"LV":2,"all":86,"top":["NI","LV","WO"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"tearsofink","author_description":"isn't it lovely... all alone","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"monster under my bed","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1d7797a0-1ddc-484f-a35a-7a999695027c-1701653402858.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_1d7797a0-1ddc-484f-a35a-7a999695027c-1701653402858.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_1d7797a0-1ddc-484f-a35a-7a999695027c-1701653402858.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1d7797a0-1ddc-484f-a35a-7a999695027c-1701653402858.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/69b18885-4cab-b8ae-6f4a-d4e445c5f7ac-1684498038368.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"tearsofink","id":"eb7bb583-8243-429a-9e50-c100682cc5f5","nickname":"♡𝓡𝓸𝔀𝓪𝓷♡","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/69b18885-4cab-b8ae-6f4a-d4e445c5f7ac-1684498038368.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_69b18885-4cab-b8ae-6f4a-d4e445c5f7ac-1684498038368.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0ff3371b-5b00-4bbe-e9ae-e0c36e1024e1-1698853614014.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0ff3371b-5b00-4bbe-e9ae-e0c36e1024e1-1698853614014.jpeg","description":"isn't it lovely... all alone","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":23,"story_count":109,"reaction_count":1399,"following_count":40,"follower_count":275,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":942253,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Kind until I'm not.\nSaddened always.\nIf you know where to look, you'll find me. \nAmong the beautiful things. ","reading":"Purpose and depth. Anything special, anything unique. \nLet me know if you ever need me, I'll be here.\n","writing":"Because if I didn't, I'd disappear. \nYou keep me safe, you keep me grounded.\nAnd with this pen in my hand, I feel loved. "}},"type":"story","tags":["collab","poetry","dark","sad","feelings"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:47:49.286438-08:00","created":"2023-12-01T18:47:47.677144-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"monster under my bed","description":"A collab with @kaladin and @aster_ go follow them, if you're not! <3333","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1d7797a0-1ddc-484f-a35a-7a999695027c-1701653402858.png","slug":"monster-under-my-bed","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-03T17:32:45.238112-08:00","published":"2023-12-03T17:32:45.238104-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":1492,"comment_count":9,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"eb7bb583-8243-429a-9e50-c100682cc5f5","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"6e47aebf-fc7a-4440-aafb-5e8b247f45f8"},{"id":"6a528ef2-8365-4991-abf8-d8eb9f3933e3","reaction_count":20,"reaction_counts":{"NI":19,"LV":1,"all":20,"top":["NI","LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"a_r_thomas","author_description":"I write poems and illustrate them too!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"I Danced with Ghosts","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1540248572626-cab5007d2f46?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzZ8fERhbmNlfGVufDB8fHx8MTcwMTQwMDE0MXww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=YMXzVtd8awg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1540248572626-cab5007d2f46?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzZ8fERhbmNlfGVufDB8fHx8MTcwMTQwMDE0MXww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=YMXzVtd8awg","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1540248572626-cab5007d2f46?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzZ8fERhbmNlfGVufDB8fHx8MTcwMTQwMDE0MXww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=YMXzVtd8awg","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1540248572626-cab5007d2f46?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzZ8fERhbmNlfGVufDB8fHx8MTcwMTQwMDE0MXww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=YMXzVtd8awg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/34a392f5-aca5-542e-dffd-3b38ace8e997-1624071299574.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"a_r_thomas","id":"5aad05e0-aa09-49ae-8449-e5d679b01f84","nickname":"A. R. Thomas","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/34a392f5-aca5-542e-dffd-3b38ace8e997-1624071299574.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_34a392f5-aca5-542e-dffd-3b38ace8e997-1624071299574.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2f042974-c520-6b6a-d98c-db5c65c501cf-1628186421560.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2f042974-c520-6b6a-d98c-db5c65c501cf-1628186421560.jpeg","description":"I write poems and illustrate them too!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":26,"story_count":444,"reaction_count":586,"following_count":502,"follower_count":5974,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":503141,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","str","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Hello everyone, I write poems here on Commaful! I enjoy baking, cross stitching, drawing, and reading in my spare time as well as writing! I am working towards a master's in Library Science starting in the spring, and work in a deli. Below are all of my socials! \n\nWattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/user/ARThomas1999\nGoodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/138850976-thebookishhobbit\nInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/thebookishhobbit1/","reading":"EVERYTHING! Lol. But here are my favorite genres: fantasy, horror, mystery-thriller, classics, historical fiction, poetry, science-fiction, and contemporary works. My favorite authors include Stephen King and Agatha Christie. ","writing":"My works are often inspired by the stories and observations other people have been so willing to share about their own lives. There are several women in my life I find to be truly inspiring ladies and I can't believe they have endured as much as they have and are who they are today. Other things that inspired my works include my experiences, nature, philosophy, spirituality, music, art, and my friend will occasionally give me prompts as well. "}},"type":"story","tags":["acrosstheuniverse","poem","poetry","emotioanl","emotion","dance","dancing","ghosts","star","stars","ancestors","life","death","sad","spiritual","thought","thoughts","feelings"],"series":{"title":"Across the Universe","description":"A series of poems exploring our universe and the gift of life.","userId":"5aad05e0-aa09-49ae-8449-e5d679b01f84","is_public":true,"slug":"across-the-universe","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2cab3992-8d48-cffb-cf2d-39352a00d575-1701394872417.jpeg","banner_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/61a87df1-2d62-60a3-8420-d88dd54e5351-1701394867035.","first_story_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1611716524065-622312678d68?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NDJ8fHVuaXZlcnNlfGVufDB8fHx8MTcwMTM5NTEzMHww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=nRAOQdF4IM4","user":{"username":"a_r_thomas","id":"5aad05e0-aa09-49ae-8449-e5d679b01f84","nickname":"A. R. Thomas","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/34a392f5-aca5-542e-dffd-3b38ace8e997-1624071299574.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_34a392f5-aca5-542e-dffd-3b38ace8e997-1624071299574.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2f042974-c520-6b6a-d98c-db5c65c501cf-1628186421560.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2f042974-c520-6b6a-d98c-db5c65c501cf-1628186421560.jpeg","description":"I write poems and illustrate them too!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":26,"story_count":444,"reaction_count":586,"following_count":502,"follower_count":5974,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":503141,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","str","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Hello everyone, I write poems here on Commaful! I enjoy baking, cross stitching, drawing, and reading in my spare time as well as writing! I am working towards a master's in Library Science starting in the spring, and work in a deli. Below are all of my socials! \n\nWattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/user/ARThomas1999\nGoodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/138850976-thebookishhobbit\nInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/thebookishhobbit1/","reading":"EVERYTHING! Lol. But here are my favorite genres: fantasy, horror, mystery-thriller, classics, historical fiction, poetry, science-fiction, and contemporary works. My favorite authors include Stephen King and Agatha Christie. ","writing":"My works are often inspired by the stories and observations other people have been so willing to share about their own lives. There are several women in my life I find to be truly inspiring ladies and I can't believe they have endured as much as they have and are who they are today. Other things that inspired my works include my experiences, nature, philosophy, spirituality, music, art, and my friend will occasionally give me prompts as well. "}},"is_following":null,"reaction_counts":{"all":0},"id":"4129cbc2-526e-4388-9d43-ef3c57a5e657","tags":["universe","life","poem","poetry","emotional","feelings","feelin","series","death","stars","space","cosmic","sad","born","spiritual"],"story_count":7,"is_series":true,"type":"series","follower_count":2},"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:47:29.338399-08:00","created":"2023-11-30T19:08:37.580316-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"I Danced With Ghosts","description":"The fifth poem for my series "Across the Universe," please enjoy!","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1540248572626-cab5007d2f46?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzZ8fERhbmNlfGVufDB8fHx8MTcwMTQwMDE0MXww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=YMXzVtd8awg","slug":"i-danced-with-ghosts","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-03T17:04:16.844671-08:00","published":"2023-12-03T17:04:16.844663-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":21,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"5aad05e0-aa09-49ae-8449-e5d679b01f84","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"bb1bf1cb-b3d1-4376-9111-9abc22d3c315"},{"id":"5b3ba03e-820e-49d5-b451-55213250d249","reaction_count":31,"reaction_counts":{"NI":30,"SD":1,"all":31,"top":["NI","SD"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"erweant","author_description":"I'm tired and need motivation.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"To much?","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1599508704512-2f19efd1e35f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8cXVlc3Rpb24lMjBtYXJrfGVufDB8fHx8MTcwMTYyNjUyM3ww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=49uySSA678U","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1599508704512-2f19efd1e35f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8cXVlc3Rpb24lMjBtYXJrfGVufDB8fHx8MTcwMTYyNjUyM3ww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=49uySSA678U","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1599508704512-2f19efd1e35f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8cXVlc3Rpb24lMjBtYXJrfGVufDB8fHx8MTcwMTYyNjUyM3ww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=49uySSA678U","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1599508704512-2f19efd1e35f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8cXVlc3Rpb24lMjBtYXJrfGVufDB8fHx8MTcwMTYyNjUyM3ww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=49uySSA678U"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/63bcba96-2d20-6c76-ec84-b338b3445769-1699482460248.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"erweant","id":"52a4bef8-156c-413b-a0c4-d7b52dc5fcf8","nickname":"Pangirl","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/63bcba96-2d20-6c76-ec84-b338b3445769-1699482460248.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_63bcba96-2d20-6c76-ec84-b338b3445769-1699482460248.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e7c874f0-0e8a-a566-b025-0b783e2d7805-1699482597079.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_e7c874f0-0e8a-a566-b025-0b783e2d7805-1699482597079.png","description":"I'm tired and need motivation.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":51,"reaction_count":82,"following_count":32,"follower_count":20,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":112691,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Hi, I am a free time writer! So I post less often!","reading":"HORROR AND ROMANCE!!!!","writing":"Anything, exept for weird stuff."}},"type":"story","tags":["emotional","vent","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:47:18.745833-08:00","created":"2023-12-03T09:33:36.724074-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"To much","description":"","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1599508704512-2f19efd1e35f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8cXVlc3Rpb24lMjBtYXJrfGVufDB8fHx8MTcwMTYyNjUyM3ww&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=49uySSA678U","slug":"to-much","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-03T14:12:52.371596-08:00","published":"2023-12-03T14:12:52.371582-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":48,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"52a4bef8-156c-413b-a0c4-d7b52dc5fcf8","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"67946b5c-2fbb-4557-ba03-36b634aa1c49"},{"id":"2f5556d0-e1dc-4112-a028-bd28dce792ea","reaction_count":143,"reaction_counts":{"NI":137,"SD":3,"LV":2,"all":142,"top":["NI","SD","LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"lostintheblue","author_description":"❤️💛Parker's soulmate💛❤️","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Sugar Tears [Blank Verse]","first_page_image":"https://media.tenor.com/p9Ed01UcaI4AAAAC/tears-sadsmile.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://media.tenor.com/p9Ed01UcaI4AAAAM/tears-sadsmile.gif","m":"https://media.tenor.com/p9Ed01UcaI4AAAAS/tears-sadsmile.gif","l":"https://media.tenor.com/p9Ed01UcaI4AAAAC/tears-sadsmile.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a49b4abb-679d-64e4-b5af-1cdca90ede32-1697274316038.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"lostintheblue","id":"1db070a2-2473-4022-977c-0e38ae065dcf","nickname":"Apricus","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a49b4abb-679d-64e4-b5af-1cdca90ede32-1697274316038.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_a49b4abb-679d-64e4-b5af-1cdca90ede32-1697274316038.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/077ec997-5fcf-8b2d-c130-37bccbbcef27-1689051173754.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_077ec997-5fcf-8b2d-c130-37bccbbcef27-1689051173754.jpeg","description":"❤️💛Parker's soulmate💛❤️","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":107,"story_count":352,"reaction_count":6757,"following_count":37,"follower_count":3621,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1723560,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","fqr","lv2","gft","pwr","lv3","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Apricus. It's the nickname Parker gave me. \nParker, the Lovepoet of Commaful made me the luckiest woman by falling in love with me in January 2023. Of course, I fell in love with him too. Who wouldn't? Just read his literature (@pdeals1130 ) and you'll know. And that (his literature) is just a slight reflection of him. He was the most perfect person I have ever known. \nSadly, he is no more with us. He left the mortal world in October 2023. But his account ( @pdeals1130 ) is alive with his words that he shared with me. And I will try to keep it alive as long as I can. I love him. ❤️💛","reading":"","writing":""}},"type":"story","tags":["emotional","love","longing","loss","sad","emotions","feelings","blank","verse"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-12-15T05:32:04.117467-08:00","created":"2023-12-03T07:43:41.170464-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Sugar Tears [Blank Verse]","description":"How sweet of you....","thumbnail":"https://media.tenor.com/p9Ed01UcaI4AAAAC/tears-sadsmile.gif","slug":"sugar-tears-blank-verse","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-03T08:04:12.566851-08:00","published":"2023-12-03T08:04:12.566839-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":175,"comment_count":10,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"1db070a2-2473-4022-977c-0e38ae065dcf","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"1a530888-bb6f-47bd-aac2-19c411d02c4d","reaction_count":144,"reaction_counts":{"NI":140,"LV":4,"all":144,"top":["NI","LV"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"notexactlyhuman","author_description":"soggy cereal","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"shatter me like glass (except i deserve it.)","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/b99ec286-55a3-8b64-cb76-509fdff3f779-1701513913991.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_b99ec286-55a3-8b64-cb76-509fdff3f779-1701513913991.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_b99ec286-55a3-8b64-cb76-509fdff3f779-1701513913991.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/b99ec286-55a3-8b64-cb76-509fdff3f779-1701513913991.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9b5470c7-879f-4937-8efd-4f23d090fb0b-1703365461881.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"notexactlyhuman","id":"5b232a3c-2ffe-4b9a-bbbb-eb49073c0a24","nickname":"kaz","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9b5470c7-879f-4937-8efd-4f23d090fb0b-1703365461881.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9b5470c7-879f-4937-8efd-4f23d090fb0b-1703365461881.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/82ef91e3-a9fc-5df6-d1d1-3e9258cdc8f2-1702804957843.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_82ef91e3-a9fc-5df6-d1d1-3e9258cdc8f2-1702804957843.jpeg","description":"soggy cereal","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":204,"story_count":510,"reaction_count":7592,"following_count":78,"follower_count":4030,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2229206,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr","amb","pwr","str","lv3","avr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"should i rule the world or should i end it?\nor should i just go back to bed?\nnah, there's no point in living, \nif i stay stuck inside my head.\n\nchasing dreams like how you chase bitches,\ncraving acceptance while i crave something more,\nwhy don't you run for your momma and i'll run for the horizon?\ndon't try to stop me from breaking down the door.\n\nso, should i rule the world or should i end it?\nor perhaps i should build something new?\nhere i stand in my kingdom of chaos,\nwhilst in the ashes, there lies you.\n\n~ kaz","reading":"tv subtitles","writing":"obituaries"}},"type":"story","tags":["nyx","poetry","contest","entry","grief","sad","tw","blood","death","glass","broken","heart","hate","hate-","anger","depression","acceptance","denial","bargaining"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:47:33.169385-08:00","created":"2023-12-02T02:31:34.662581-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"shatter me like glass (except i deserve it.)","description":"for @nyx_poetry's contest.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/b99ec286-55a3-8b64-cb76-509fdff3f779-1701513913991.png","slug":"shatter-me-like-glass-except-i-deserve-it","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-12-02T02:54:54.266506-08:00","published":"2023-12-02T02:54:54.266498-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":1045,"comment_count":10,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"5b232a3c-2ffe-4b9a-bbbb-eb49073c0a24","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"9dedf9f1-7d4c-4373-9708-0d4cf49c071b"}],"page":32}