{"count":1171,"next":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=33&tag=loneliness","previous":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=31&tag=loneliness","results":[{"id":"821e26b2-2560-4c46-b781-b3fb53a2c22a","reaction_count":1,"reaction_counts":{"all":0,"top":[]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"lunadragon","author_description":"existential-screaming.tumblr.com","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Empty cups ","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525213638820-944c2081f306?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=gJylsVMSf-k","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525213638820-944c2081f306?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=gJylsVMSf-k","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525213638820-944c2081f306?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=gJylsVMSf-k","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525213638820-944c2081f306?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=gJylsVMSf-k"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/160f0829-e8c4-9dda-70ef-8752c4b70016-1568072750763.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"lunadragon","id":"fd21675b-7922-4967-a904-f4c1e6a51670","nickname":"Artemis","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/160f0829-e8c4-9dda-70ef-8752c4b70016-1568072750763.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_160f0829-e8c4-9dda-70ef-8752c4b70016-1568072750763.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/85f7f90f-aa80-0214-d2ce-776969ed6c19-1568072809004.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_85f7f90f-aa80-0214-d2ce-776969ed6c19-1568072809004.jpeg","description":"existential-screaming.tumblr.com","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":12,"reaction_count":7,"following_count":10,"follower_count":9,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":9596,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","lonely","friends","friendship","friend-ship","feelings","feeling","friend","loneliness"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-06-21T05:13:03.108938-07:00","created":"2020-09-22T05:35:07.255978-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Empty cups ","description":"The feeling of loneliness that returns after having good company over","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525213638820-944c2081f306?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=gJylsVMSf-k","slug":"empty-cups","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-09-22T05:39:24.734946-07:00","published":"2020-09-22T05:39:24.734935-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":31,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"fd21675b-7922-4967-a904-f4c1e6a51670","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"e4af0c59-b747-405a-a58f-753e73b71e93","reaction_count":0,"reaction_counts":{"all":0,"top":[]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"charles2000","author_description":"BIZ. contact: arultamilan2000@gmail.com","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/341a7ecd-ef55-7081-97d8-14c204b2cb2a-1600683560940.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_341a7ecd-ef55-7081-97d8-14c204b2cb2a-1600683560940.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_341a7ecd-ef55-7081-97d8-14c204b2cb2a-1600683560940.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/341a7ecd-ef55-7081-97d8-14c204b2cb2a-1600683560940.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c5aa3301-39f8-bac8-c3e6-125824af7faf-1600671050394.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"charles2000","id":"02e8b109-c982-4d97-b358-4d1e1c54fec1","nickname":"Charles","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c5aa3301-39f8-bac8-c3e6-125824af7faf-1600671050394.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_c5aa3301-39f8-bac8-c3e6-125824af7faf-1600671050394.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/37255521-cd2b-6108-ec58-1e1593e3b7ca-1600670317422.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_37255521-cd2b-6108-ec58-1e1593e3b7ca-1600670317422.jpeg","description":"BIZ. contact: arultamilan2000@gmail.com","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":2,"story_count":5,"reaction_count":1,"following_count":8,"follower_count":7,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":6244,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["fantacy","fiction","friendship","friend-ship","loneliness","sacrifice","flower","love","life","motivator","myth","value","old lady"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-09-22T05:38:08.082867-07:00","created":"2020-09-21T03:08:52.826749-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Untitled","description":"How a flower changed an old lady's life and gave a new one and lived as friends forever is the story.\n\nLove beyond similarities.\nFriendship between flower and a human.\nSacrifice for the unknown.\n\n\n[For a normal human, flower means a proposal of love to the next gender. But for some abnormal people, the word flower means love for friendship. For me, those abnormal people are said to be a piece of gold from 1000s of sand particles. This story says about one of those gold]","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/341a7ecd-ef55-7081-97d8-14c204b2cb2a-1600683560940.jpeg","slug":"untitled-1","categories":["FC"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-09-21T03:19:27.563640-07:00","published":"2020-09-21T03:19:27.563629-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":3,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"02e8b109-c982-4d97-b358-4d1e1c54fec1","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"2da55994-12cc-4d0d-a742-00012f3957df","reaction_count":33,"reaction_counts":{"NI":33,"all":33,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"iamkatt666","author_description":"Rediscovering poetry","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"                 \n\n\n                  Blank Throne,\n                       All Alone","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1522728000856-8721ca26ccd6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=NcF6MVPW644","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1522728000856-8721ca26ccd6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=NcF6MVPW644","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1522728000856-8721ca26ccd6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=NcF6MVPW644","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1522728000856-8721ca26ccd6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=NcF6MVPW644"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/93dfa88d-4e4d-d14e-5252-4c4627f86d65-1600579242388.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"iamkatt666","id":"33b37561-345d-4cb0-81e2-4257605fff5f","nickname":"Jordy","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/93dfa88d-4e4d-d14e-5252-4c4627f86d65-1600579242388.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_93dfa88d-4e4d-d14e-5252-4c4627f86d65-1600579242388.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Rediscovering poetry","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":2,"reaction_count":4,"following_count":17,"follower_count":11,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":96,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","alone","brokenhome","broken home","new author","newauthor","depression","loneliness"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:25:37.801281-08:00","created":"2020-09-19T21:28:11.922524-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"                 \n\n\n                  Blank Throne,\n                       All Alone","description":"My first poem is 7 years, I've been through a lot in those 7 years and I'm just trying to figure out how to put it into words again","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1522728000856-8721ca26ccd6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=NcF6MVPW644","slug":"blank-throne-----------------------all-alone","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-09-19T21:37:03.313837-07:00","published":"2020-09-19T21:37:03.313820-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":51,"comment_count":3,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"33b37561-345d-4cb0-81e2-4257605fff5f","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"e3cb2a2a-834c-4eb5-9316-88444b3bbd63","reaction_count":16,"reaction_counts":{"NI":16,"all":16,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"argonz58","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/5a8a6c58-9c8d-c125-0797-51de52e2cfb7-1599957767809.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_5a8a6c58-9c8d-c125-0797-51de52e2cfb7-1599957767809.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_5a8a6c58-9c8d-c125-0797-51de52e2cfb7-1599957767809.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/5a8a6c58-9c8d-c125-0797-51de52e2cfb7-1599957767809.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"argonz58","id":"fdea5122-3cd4-47e1-b2e9-5667b314efbb","nickname":"argonz58","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":2,"reaction_count":9,"following_count":11,"follower_count":6,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2536,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["atheism","skepticism","existentialism","loneliness","meaning"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-09-09T07:23:13.580440-07:00","created":"2020-09-12T17:26:27.884495-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Untitled","description":""IDOLS" : On atheism, skepticism, and the loneliness and madness the pervades the entire universe.  argonz58@instagram","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/5a8a6c58-9c8d-c125-0797-51de52e2cfb7-1599957767809.png","slug":"idols","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-09-12T17:39:45.175118-07:00","published":"2020-09-12T17:39:45.175108-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":17,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"fdea5122-3cd4-47e1-b2e9-5667b314efbb","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"af7a1a2b-cbef-41c0-b496-6639a985cba4","reaction_count":2,"reaction_counts":{"NI":2,"all":2,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"lostblueboy","author_description":"Comes from the beating crimson heart.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"A Day Late","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1518895949257-7621c3c786d7?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=cNGUw-CEsp0","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1518895949257-7621c3c786d7?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=cNGUw-CEsp0","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1518895949257-7621c3c786d7?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=cNGUw-CEsp0","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1518895949257-7621c3c786d7?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=cNGUw-CEsp0"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2da0c41b-f8cd-9b92-80b2-0d8037ab26f0-1599076099538.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"lostblueboy","id":"db6d9ea9-6bad-4720-91a8-009ae709a827","nickname":"Lost Blue Boy","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2da0c41b-f8cd-9b92-80b2-0d8037ab26f0-1599076099538.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2da0c41b-f8cd-9b92-80b2-0d8037ab26f0-1599076099538.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/48094e9f-b7a3-4ece-1cb8-8709ca96e195-1599076237931.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_48094e9f-b7a3-4ece-1cb8-8709ca96e195-1599076237931.png","description":"Comes from the beating crimson heart.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":3,"reaction_count":3,"following_count":1,"follower_count":5,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":3357,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["love","romance","lgbtq","poetry","beautiful","single","loneliness","valentine's day","valentinesday","valentine","cupid","deep","rhyme"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-01-19T07:04:27.129606-08:00","created":"2020-09-11T16:41:04.509920-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"A Day Late","description":"Story of a single day, that is different for everyone.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1518895949257-7621c3c786d7?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=cNGUw-CEsp0","slug":"a-day-late","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-09-11T16:54:21.008959-07:00","published":"2020-09-11T16:54:21.008949-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":43,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"db6d9ea9-6bad-4720-91a8-009ae709a827","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"5745f94e-0fb9-4d21-8de9-1d5688b5fce6","reaction_count":37,"reaction_counts":{"NI":37,"all":37,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"liftmeup","author_description":"Just feeling too much..","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"I've been hanging in too long","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1499537233661-da4ca50391f5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=_Y-8SdEn-WI","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1499537233661-da4ca50391f5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=_Y-8SdEn-WI","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1499537233661-da4ca50391f5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=_Y-8SdEn-WI","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1499537233661-da4ca50391f5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=_Y-8SdEn-WI"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a4b30cf5-be0d-6880-9471-2092df00eabf-1587758699029.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"liftmeup","id":"b2e6e99a-9072-406a-9eae-1033babdd1ff","nickname":"Something deep","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a4b30cf5-be0d-6880-9471-2092df00eabf-1587758699029.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_a4b30cf5-be0d-6880-9471-2092df00eabf-1587758699029.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2811bdf1-1897-2d62-1a42-2d9e39737229-1587925375102.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2811bdf1-1897-2d62-1a42-2d9e39737229-1587925375102.jpeg","description":"Just feeling too much..","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":103,"reaction_count":688,"following_count":139,"follower_count":155,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":883142,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv1","badges":["fqr","lv1","gft","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["depression","anxiety","loneliness"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:42:27.215987-08:00","created":"2020-09-10T15:38:38.722139-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"I've been hanging in too long","description":"","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1499537233661-da4ca50391f5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=_Y-8SdEn-WI","slug":"ive-been-hanging-in-too-long","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-09-10T16:01:18.246234-07:00","published":"2020-09-10T16:01:18.246223-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":285,"comment_count":3,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"b2e6e99a-9072-406a-9eae-1033babdd1ff","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"d1959733-ba17-42c9-9352-df0f93bde569","reaction_count":37,"reaction_counts":{"NI":36,"all":36,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"inksursee","author_description":"Can't find me ? Then I'm on Instagram","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Thorny crown","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/bcb2b2fe-5950-9213-ec89-0a5239fc36d7-1599694230211.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_bcb2b2fe-5950-9213-ec89-0a5239fc36d7-1599694230211.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_bcb2b2fe-5950-9213-ec89-0a5239fc36d7-1599694230211.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/bcb2b2fe-5950-9213-ec89-0a5239fc36d7-1599694230211.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b2bfb6a1-bf51-f3fb-7f1b-503cd5b9d7a7-1600516842947.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"inksursee","id":"9410df02-32cd-4c21-aa0e-39623d41f035","nickname":"×sursee×","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b2bfb6a1-bf51-f3fb-7f1b-503cd5b9d7a7-1600516842947.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b2bfb6a1-bf51-f3fb-7f1b-503cd5b9d7a7-1600516842947.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b732ec8f-4793-5c89-f772-08e751276310-1600517337127.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b732ec8f-4793-5c89-f772-08e751276310-1600517337127.png","description":"Can't find me ? Then I'm on Instagram","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":24,"reaction_count":64,"following_count":34,"follower_count":31,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":63334,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv1","badges":["lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["dust","poetry","feelings","emotions","family","throne","loneliness","regrets","sad","alone"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-03-12T21:12:58.147446-07:00","created":"2020-09-09T16:20:04.326090-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Thorny crown","description":"Seek Family.....","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/bcb2b2fe-5950-9213-ec89-0a5239fc36d7-1599694230211.png","slug":"thorny-crown","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-09-09T16:40:58.548421-07:00","published":"2020-09-09T16:40:58.548411-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":266,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"9410df02-32cd-4c21-aa0e-39623d41f035","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"ff8f1cc8-eb93-4bc1-8e74-2c13a3d8bd12","reaction_count":11,"reaction_counts":{"NI":11,"all":11,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"kitkat333","author_description":"sharing feels in a way that makes sense","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"when i rhyme \n","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1513829596324-4bb2800c5efb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=JAHdPHMoaEA","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1513829596324-4bb2800c5efb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=JAHdPHMoaEA","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1513829596324-4bb2800c5efb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=JAHdPHMoaEA","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1513829596324-4bb2800c5efb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=JAHdPHMoaEA"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/DF8BBA96-FB5B-4752-ADB7-96BD3CEE94491597043085125.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"kitkat333","id":"1dac1b4d-c5b6-41da-8cae-794488f8a6cd","nickname":"Emily","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/DF8BBA96-FB5B-4752-ADB7-96BD3CEE94491597043085125.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/5C3D8389-6D13-4C2E-89F2-B58D40ADCEEE1597043065602.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"sharing feels in a way that makes sense","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":7,"reaction_count":12,"following_count":21,"follower_count":10,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2935,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","poetry","sad","cut","selfharm","self harm","suicide","depression","s t u c k","stuck","lonely","loneliness","help","struggle","song","music","rhyme"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:37:12.324158-08:00","created":"2020-09-09T03:26:32.266810-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"when i rhyme \n","description":"i’m so proud of this one. i had the idea for it in the middle of the night, and woke up to write it down. ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1513829596324-4bb2800c5efb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=JAHdPHMoaEA","slug":"when-i-rhyme","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-09-09T03:42:40.616752-07:00","published":"2020-09-09T03:42:40.616737-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":52,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"1dac1b4d-c5b6-41da-8cae-794488f8a6cd","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"3148bc08-555e-469e-851d-2c833136df81","reaction_count":18,"reaction_counts":{"NI":17,"all":17,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"c_mi","author_description":"So much to say, yet can’t find the words","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Why does fate bring us together, \n\nbut never keeps us together?","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1519411862549-fcd226e35d10?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=GqPhbmoLUIs","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1519411862549-fcd226e35d10?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=GqPhbmoLUIs","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1519411862549-fcd226e35d10?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=GqPhbmoLUIs","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1519411862549-fcd226e35d10?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=GqPhbmoLUIs"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/659CEA53-3627-416D-BCBB-DDC6B5BB2D861599629829661.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"c_mi","id":"699179c8-b0da-484b-999e-a74563ef0b76","nickname":"Mimi.C","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/659CEA53-3627-416D-BCBB-DDC6B5BB2D861599629829661.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/86D8718F-CDF5-4512-A970-7EA5459F53BD1599629913876.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"So much to say, yet can’t find the words","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":6,"reaction_count":63,"following_count":38,"follower_count":39,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":27843,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["fate","love","life","quotes","romance","relationship","relation ship","friendship","friend-ship","happiness","sadness","loneliness"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-11-30T20:54:47.387297-08:00","created":"2020-09-08T22:39:33.186755-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Why does fate bring us together, \n\nbut never keeps us together?","description":"Fate....","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1519411862549-fcd226e35d10?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=GqPhbmoLUIs","slug":"why-does-fate-bring-us-together-but-never-keeps-","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-09-08T22:41:43.719285-07:00","published":"2020-09-08T22:41:43.719275-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":167,"comment_count":5,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"699179c8-b0da-484b-999e-a74563ef0b76","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"cf00d30c-c675-441a-acc5-3aa0fb434dee","reaction_count":29,"reaction_counts":{"NI":29,"all":29,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"theartistj","author_description":"Christian, Comic Book Artist, and Writer","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\"CRUMBLING WALLS\"\n    By The Artist J","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549937533-0ac606e88031?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=i5zePwF9M4o","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549937533-0ac606e88031?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=i5zePwF9M4o","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549937533-0ac606e88031?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=i5zePwF9M4o","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549937533-0ac606e88031?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=i5zePwF9M4o"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2cc2efac-6e7f-8de8-fa6e-5a1e3e90ef77-1657691016564.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"theartistj","id":"c8a063b9-0307-4fe6-acf4-1dd423ea178a","nickname":"The Artist J","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2cc2efac-6e7f-8de8-fa6e-5a1e3e90ef77-1657691016564.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2cc2efac-6e7f-8de8-fa6e-5a1e3e90ef77-1657691016564.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/652c590c-ce9b-684a-d795-6184c89d9319-1657692272311.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_652c590c-ce9b-684a-d795-6184c89d9319-1657692272311.png","description":"Christian, Comic Book Artist, and Writer","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":11,"reaction_count":66,"following_count":9,"follower_count":55,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":53087,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["song","rap","distance","walls","lonely","loneliness","poem","poetry","christian","bible","god","jesus","depression","trapped","anxiety","faith","sad","derp","deepthought","deep thought"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-12-23T04:47:45.277212-08:00","created":"2020-09-07T23:52:57.963153-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\"CRUMBLING WALLS\"\n    By The Artist J","description":"It's been awhile since I posted anything on here, but I recently wrote this song, so I'm back! It's about putting up walls and not letting anyone get close to you. I've actually already made the song and hope to sell sometime soon!","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549937533-0ac606e88031?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=i5zePwF9M4o","slug":"crumbling-walls----by-the-artist-j","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-09-08T00:59:05.460171-07:00","published":"2020-09-08T00:59:05.460155-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":150,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c8a063b9-0307-4fe6-acf4-1dd423ea178a","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"c001fab8-3acd-4f88-8dcf-4716975ca510","reaction_count":75,"reaction_counts":{"NI":74,"all":74,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"maafao_writes","author_description":":D","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Smile","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509909756405-be0199881695?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=uGP_6CAD-14","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509909756405-be0199881695?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=uGP_6CAD-14","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509909756405-be0199881695?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=uGP_6CAD-14","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509909756405-be0199881695?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=uGP_6CAD-14"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/54b19529-bf85-0e10-473f-961d2eca8cf9-1655570644207.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"maafao_writes","id":"a25e62cc-88a7-4c08-a4c2-c961d94479ef","nickname":"aspen !!","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/54b19529-bf85-0e10-473f-961d2eca8cf9-1655570644207.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_54b19529-bf85-0e10-473f-961d2eca8cf9-1655570644207.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/91397575-f5c0-cfd5-e6f7-5e8d861aadff-1655570652540.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_91397575-f5c0-cfd5-e6f7-5e8d861aadff-1655570652540.jpeg","description":":D","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":14,"reaction_count":280,"following_count":7,"follower_count":44,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":162920,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"fqr","badges":["lv1","fqr","amb"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","child+abuse","child abuse","alone","loneliness","girl","small","lonely","horrible parents"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-01-23T17:28:27.439782-08:00","created":"2020-09-02T08:06:32.561796-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Smile","description":"I wrote this short poem-story sort of thing.. kind of about child abuse... hope you like it!","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509909756405-be0199881695?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=uGP_6CAD-14","slug":"smile","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-09-02T10:12:33.933845-07:00","published":"2020-09-02T10:12:33.933833-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":295,"comment_count":5,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"a25e62cc-88a7-4c08-a4c2-c961d94479ef","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"c9156153-3d74-4301-9f49-ea8150795f85","reaction_count":5,"reaction_counts":{"NI":5,"all":5,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"iamkarlosb","author_description":"The heart is a mysterious place!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Deserted Life!","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1464314952673-a5bab0556ff2?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=L54zc2NEkTQ","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1464314952673-a5bab0556ff2?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=L54zc2NEkTQ","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1464314952673-a5bab0556ff2?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=L54zc2NEkTQ","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1464314952673-a5bab0556ff2?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=L54zc2NEkTQ"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5bddbe03-065d-f2f2-5a9c-0b57104756b8-1599037486110.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"iamkarlosb","id":"b58f10fe-28cf-43fa-adc3-ea779c0959aa","nickname":"Karlos","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5bddbe03-065d-f2f2-5a9c-0b57104756b8-1599037486110.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5bddbe03-065d-f2f2-5a9c-0b57104756b8-1599037486110.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/97a85a19-5488-1b1f-2871-763268906908-1599037502238.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_97a85a19-5488-1b1f-2871-763268906908-1599037502238.jpeg","description":"The heart is a mysterious place!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":11,"reaction_count":15,"following_count":8,"follower_count":17,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":3917,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["amb"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["alone","teen","teenager","sad","feelings","emotions","darkness","dark ness","loneliness"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-01-01T13:27:37.562493-08:00","created":"2020-09-02T02:05:33.034210-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Deserted Life!","description":"We never stop to wonder how might our life be different if one small component was missing. Whether this component is a single item or a person. There are 2 types of people, one who love their life and the people they socialize with, and the people who love the darkness of their own abyss.\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1464314952673-a5bab0556ff2?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=L54zc2NEkTQ","slug":"deserted-life","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-09-02T02:44:49.187860-07:00","published":"2020-09-02T02:44:49.187849-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":17,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"b58f10fe-28cf-43fa-adc3-ea779c0959aa","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"5d95a17f-2faa-41d3-a147-0d39de134816","reaction_count":113,"reaction_counts":{"NI":111,"all":111,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"millie_bugs_","author_description":"I am the sorrow of the earth","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Modern Loneliness.","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1486848538113-ce1a4923fbc5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=mBHuEkka5wM","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1486848538113-ce1a4923fbc5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=mBHuEkka5wM","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1486848538113-ce1a4923fbc5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=mBHuEkka5wM","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1486848538113-ce1a4923fbc5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=mBHuEkka5wM"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7fd18074-5b1b-0e0c-829a-f4315b5b1a36-1665441939577.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"millie_bugs_","id":"56212e21-2f9b-4ffb-87dc-ed2fdf9dfe5b","nickname":"Millie","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7fd18074-5b1b-0e0c-829a-f4315b5b1a36-1665441939577.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7fd18074-5b1b-0e0c-829a-f4315b5b1a36-1665441939577.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/79850385-fdb3-0af4-370c-2d89c8f85b8b-1665441959439.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_79850385-fdb3-0af4-370c-2d89c8f85b8b-1665441959439.jpeg","description":"I am the sorrow of the earth","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":21,"story_count":365,"reaction_count":2051,"following_count":94,"follower_count":4773,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":966185,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","amb","pwr","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Im a songwriter in nashville-\nthat's basically my whole personality ","reading":"I love lyrical works, or pieces that stem from emotional experiences. ","writing":"I write pieces inspired from nature and my emotions. "}},"type":"story","tags":["lauv","love","poem","loneliness","depression","poetry"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-05-02T14:11:20.748766-07:00","created":"2020-08-28T10:37:27.792904-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Modern Loneliness.","description":" a poem. from a song. enjoy.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1486848538113-ce1a4923fbc5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=mBHuEkka5wM","slug":"modern-loneliness","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-28T10:45:43.370393-07:00","published":"2020-08-28T10:45:43.370377-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":537,"comment_count":4,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"56212e21-2f9b-4ffb-87dc-ed2fdf9dfe5b","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"0c669cf5-f9ef-4ee5-940f-ac5eb9ccd80e","reaction_count":3,"reaction_counts":{"NI":3,"all":3,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"mynameissarah","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Empty","first_page_image":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1015.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1015.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1015.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"mynameissarah","id":"c20a5d39-d4d7-4d4f-893a-a6ad1e33c7c3","nickname":"Sarah","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":1,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":1,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":95,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["empty","depression","sad","alone","depressed","forgotten","lies","lonely","loneliness","suffering"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:35:53.796869-08:00","created":"2020-08-26T16:38:55.190949-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Empty","description":"when she hears her voice so lonely and lost deep inside\n","thumbnail":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1015.jpg","slug":"empty","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-26T16:45:23.751047-07:00","published":"2020-08-26T16:45:23.751037-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":39,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c20a5d39-d4d7-4d4f-893a-a6ad1e33c7c3","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"6f3e7d75-3772-4e7e-b81d-98c8c67be0cd","reaction_count":15,"reaction_counts":{"NI":15,"all":15,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"jc_lovecraft","author_description":"Some horror stories for you","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Locked in My Mind","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1444703686981-a3abbc4d4fe3?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=oMpAz-DN-9I","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1444703686981-a3abbc4d4fe3?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=oMpAz-DN-9I","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1444703686981-a3abbc4d4fe3?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=oMpAz-DN-9I","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1444703686981-a3abbc4d4fe3?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=oMpAz-DN-9I"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/8E98CB3B-308D-41EE-AD76-BEBA2B206EA81597949955173.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"jc_lovecraft","id":"35d470ef-f70e-4d78-a86b-f6a47cc9be2e","nickname":"Jc Lovecraft","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/8E98CB3B-308D-41EE-AD76-BEBA2B206EA81597949955173.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/4D36BF88-DA4A-49D8-947D-813D35F10A2E1597954323281.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Some horror stories for you","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":3,"reaction_count":4,"following_count":15,"follower_count":6,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":3377,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["alone","birthday","sadness","locked inside my mind","lonley","loneliness","dark place","upsetting","away from people"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:34:11.730893-08:00","created":"2020-08-23T15:34:56.068907-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Locked in My Mind","description":"*Warning* This may be sad for some people. Read at your own risk.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1444703686981-a3abbc4d4fe3?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=oMpAz-DN-9I","slug":"locked-in-my-mind","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-23T15:42:38.709903-07:00","published":"2020-08-23T15:42:38.709888-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":22,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"35d470ef-f70e-4d78-a86b-f6a47cc9be2e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"bc1dc68e-1a30-47af-8a0d-29b39686cd68","reaction_count":6,"reaction_counts":{"NI":6,"all":6,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"jelan","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"The Wildflower","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1528460330308-b923d5d04db6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=AttxBpnhkME","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1528460330308-b923d5d04db6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=AttxBpnhkME","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1528460330308-b923d5d04db6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=AttxBpnhkME","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1528460330308-b923d5d04db6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=AttxBpnhkME"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/88b8f86c-2230-86f9-8ad8-b54c604a4507-1598355055547.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"jelan","id":"c95df039-6d70-4913-95f0-056be3fe67e3","nickname":"Jelan","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/88b8f86c-2230-86f9-8ad8-b54c604a4507-1598355055547.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_88b8f86c-2230-86f9-8ad8-b54c604a4507-1598355055547.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/dc4962a8-0605-d608-ee7d-d77702759424-1598208155451.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_dc4962a8-0605-d608-ee7d-d77702759424-1598208155451.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":9,"reaction_count":4,"following_count":19,"follower_count":13,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":7198,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["flower","loneliness","alone","love","appreciated","uniqueness","motivational"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:35:14.393525-08:00","created":"2020-08-23T12:16:03.459442-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"The Wildflower","description":"we are all wildflowers longing to be understood so I made this in hope that you will not feel so alone anymore","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1528460330308-b923d5d04db6?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=AttxBpnhkME","slug":"the-wildflower","categories":["TS"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-23T12:30:56.909436-07:00","published":"2020-08-23T12:30:56.909424-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":209,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c95df039-6d70-4913-95f0-056be3fe67e3","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"239387db-756a-4d59-8c32-4716e0e59ff3","reaction_count":15,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"saend","author_description":"Still trying to understand life..","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Lonely.","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/59e12855-cf90-c9b8-3001-a4df13d6a8b2-1598175681683.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_59e12855-cf90-c9b8-3001-a4df13d6a8b2-1598175681683.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_59e12855-cf90-c9b8-3001-a4df13d6a8b2-1598175681683.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/59e12855-cf90-c9b8-3001-a4df13d6a8b2-1598175681683.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/35852342-c2c5-d400-024d-6c7cefde240b-1598598409215.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"saend","id":"f5ed912d-efdf-46e2-b2f1-ae73696b8a0c","nickname":"Sandy","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/35852342-c2c5-d400-024d-6c7cefde240b-1598598409215.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_35852342-c2c5-d400-024d-6c7cefde240b-1598598409215.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8d105f5c-caa7-7b7f-8d02-3a48e14f65fb-1598598514914.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_8d105f5c-caa7-7b7f-8d02-3a48e14f65fb-1598598514914.jpeg","description":"Still trying to understand life..","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":4,"reaction_count":10,"following_count":18,"follower_count":8,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1842,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["lonely","loneliness","friends","leaving","alone","hurt-","hurt","lessons"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-09-02T20:23:50.194807-07:00","created":"2020-08-23T02:16:41.077352-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Lonely.","description":"What i learnt from people leaving.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/59e12855-cf90-c9b8-3001-a4df13d6a8b2-1598175681683.jpeg","slug":"lonely","categories":["TS"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-23T02:47:56.725919-07:00","published":"2020-08-23T02:47:56.725908-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":30,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"f5ed912d-efdf-46e2-b2f1-ae73696b8a0c","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"b8d18e19-fcba-49a4-97d4-e9bab6b4e156","reaction_count":6,"reaction_counts":{"NI":6,"all":6,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"ladyhunkyhair","author_description":"I love Sokeefe so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Jaime and Melanie\n\n\n","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1594684198742-4b10995c7afb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=_9ddWui_aCY","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1594684198742-4b10995c7afb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=_9ddWui_aCY","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1594684198742-4b10995c7afb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=_9ddWui_aCY","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1594684198742-4b10995c7afb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=_9ddWui_aCY"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1b4758bc-fe67-1cca-b089-33c77b896732-1669863029698.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ladyhunkyhair","id":"6581231a-09f5-4314-9df8-5afd90db3236","nickname":"LadyHunkyHair","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1b4758bc-fe67-1cca-b089-33c77b896732-1669863029698.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1b4758bc-fe67-1cca-b089-33c77b896732-1669863029698.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/57fe560f-6a4e-541f-a834-b5590c010723-1669863067026.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_57fe560f-6a4e-541f-a834-b5590c010723-1669863067026.jpeg","description":"I love Sokeefe so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":5,"story_count":31,"reaction_count":183,"following_count":28,"follower_count":36,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":93307,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv2","badges":["lv1","lv2"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["loneliness","hope","hope-","family","gratitude","life"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-11-08T09:49:12.753026-08:00","created":"2020-08-21T22:55:21.921050-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Jaime and Melanie\n\n\n","description":"Hi!\nSo I know this ended in a cliffhanger, so don't worry, I'm going to make a Part 2 which will be just as good. I really like this one, and I hope you do too. ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1594684198742-4b10995c7afb?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=_9ddWui_aCY","slug":"jaime-and-melanie","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-21T23:16:50.767425-07:00","published":"2020-08-21T23:16:50.767414-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":35,"comment_count":1,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"6581231a-09f5-4314-9df8-5afd90db3236","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"9c8235dc-dfe2-4d7d-a195-afc0be65d40a","reaction_count":18,"reaction_counts":{"NI":18,"all":18,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"unknownmyths","author_description":"#NoBoundaries","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nLosing Grip...","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/e4977901-2972-3551-d456-b31c205ee460-1598062654085.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_e4977901-2972-3551-d456-b31c205ee460-1598062654085.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_e4977901-2972-3551-d456-b31c205ee460-1598062654085.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/e4977901-2972-3551-d456-b31c205ee460-1598062654085.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b241d293-5cf6-9915-1c70-1baa91ee020b-1598022206588.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"unknownmyths","id":"325cfc27-0b0c-410c-8966-55b0353134ae","nickname":"｡♦ 𝐻𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓎 ♦｡","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b241d293-5cf6-9915-1c70-1baa91ee020b-1598022206588.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b241d293-5cf6-9915-1c70-1baa91ee020b-1598022206588.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7d53ff4f-fe42-6974-1237-47fac3502b0b-1598014660193.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7d53ff4f-fe42-6974-1237-47fac3502b0b-1598014660193.png","description":"#NoBoundaries","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":2,"reaction_count":12,"following_count":13,"follower_count":11,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":18162,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["depression","loneliness","heartbreak","heart break"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:19:28.804290-08:00","created":"2020-08-21T06:06:38.129162-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nLosing Grip...","description":"This is something I wrote when I lost the person I've ever loved and the things I used to do.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/e4977901-2972-3551-d456-b31c205ee460-1598062654085.jpeg","slug":"im-fine","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-21T06:24:11.455949-07:00","published":"2020-08-21T06:24:11.455938-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":136,"comment_count":7,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"325cfc27-0b0c-410c-8966-55b0353134ae","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"3b5a9989-99ed-4801-8e47-9ae5592156d8","reaction_count":3,"reaction_counts":{"NI":3,"all":3,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"f1resfl4m3s","author_description":"write, write, write but never right.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\nall 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦 !","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1578070181910-f1e514afdd08?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=dVRD8E3XUGs","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1578070181910-f1e514afdd08?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=dVRD8E3XUGs","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1578070181910-f1e514afdd08?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=dVRD8E3XUGs","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1578070181910-f1e514afdd08?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=dVRD8E3XUGs"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/7BCE9D94-F7B5-468C-9207-9BB3335C61251597784931466.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"f1resfl4m3s","id":"d9b5c833-07ea-4ef7-87bd-0d74b1f90be4","nickname":"clover !!","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/7BCE9D94-F7B5-468C-9207-9BB3335C61251597784931466.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/45A2C5F0-B20F-4982-9BD2-3B3F80D76C521597784954201.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"write, write, write but never right.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":2,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":1,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":554,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","poem","poems","blue","alone","loneliness","friends","family"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:29:11.306305-08:00","created":"2020-08-18T14:10:51.948436-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\nall 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦 !","description":"you make me feel so alone !","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1578070181910-f1e514afdd08?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=dVRD8E3XUGs","slug":"all--","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-08-18T14:15:01.249830-07:00","published":"2020-08-18T14:15:01.249812-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":13,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"d9b5c833-07ea-4ef7-87bd-0d74b1f90be4","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null}],"page":32}