{"count":17279,"next":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=299&tag=sad","previous":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=297&tag=sad","results":[{"id":"c197f74c-a21e-40a2-93db-5e666da612b7","reaction_count":4,"reaction_counts":{"NI":4,"all":4,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"malovelife","author_description":"Untold stories of life","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Little things ","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542005638-c3507d86bbc9?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8TGl0dGxlJTIwdGhpbmdzfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMjAzODA3Mg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=WoOMLfUa43A","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542005638-c3507d86bbc9?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8TGl0dGxlJTIwdGhpbmdzfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMjAzODA3Mg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=WoOMLfUa43A","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542005638-c3507d86bbc9?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8TGl0dGxlJTIwdGhpbmdzfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMjAzODA3Mg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=WoOMLfUa43A","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542005638-c3507d86bbc9?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8TGl0dGxlJTIwdGhpbmdzfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMjAzODA3Mg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=WoOMLfUa43A"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6915c877-e958-c41b-9ecf-6ff39176bda0-1634528484021.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"malovelife","id":"e2d17e67-49d1-41d3-95a5-e93301a35938","nickname":"Love","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6915c877-e958-c41b-9ecf-6ff39176bda0-1634528484021.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6915c877-e958-c41b-9ecf-6ff39176bda0-1634528484021.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8722b3c3-33b2-3a46-a3b7-b0691f4de92b-1634528504491.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_8722b3c3-33b2-3a46-a3b7-b0691f4de92b-1634528504491.png","description":"Untold stories of life","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":50,"reaction_count":29,"following_count":49,"follower_count":50,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":71728,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["help","act","poor","work","feed","sad","pray","happy"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:03:12.585625-08:00","created":"2021-09-19T00:21:09.961371-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Little things ","description":"It's a life for one who receives help ...\n\nThe story of one who receives help","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542005638-c3507d86bbc9?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8TGl0dGxlJTIwdGhpbmdzfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMjAzODA3Mg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=WoOMLfUa43A","slug":"little-things","categories":["TS"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-19T01:03:30.578826-07:00","published":"2021-09-19T01:03:30.578816-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":103,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"e2d17e67-49d1-41d3-95a5-e93301a35938","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"883227a8-abaf-4475-98d8-a427ccdf71d0","reaction_count":476,"reaction_counts":{"NI":461,"WO":2,"SD":1,"LV":9,"all":473,"top":["NI","LV","WO"]},"shoutout_count":4,"username":"innovativewings","author_description":"Say you'll remember me :)","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"𝙒𝙚'𝙧𝙚 𝙋𝙤𝙚𝙩𝙨","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/054a358c-6b49-9007-ea6f-76b67932e149-1631415953168.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_054a358c-6b49-9007-ea6f-76b67932e149-1631415953168.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_054a358c-6b49-9007-ea6f-76b67932e149-1631415953168.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/054a358c-6b49-9007-ea6f-76b67932e149-1631415953168.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/26c0be37-57f4-eed9-98b9-3ac661725659-1708759362034.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"innovativewings","id":"7e9bead9-04c9-4df8-92aa-e607fbeff301","nickname":"Innov","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/26c0be37-57f4-eed9-98b9-3ac661725659-1708759362034.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_26c0be37-57f4-eed9-98b9-3ac661725659-1708759362034.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b4f0b704-007f-7d0e-6b28-1bc18cbc699b-1639575544033.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b4f0b704-007f-7d0e-6b28-1bc18cbc699b-1639575544033.jpeg","description":"Say you'll remember me :)","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":29,"story_count":85,"reaction_count":825,"following_count":10,"follower_count":2351,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2103956,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"pwr","badges":["lv1","lv2","fqr","gft","pwr","lv3","avr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"An Indian teenage tomboy whose aspirations and hobbies are endless , unfortunately fails meeting her own expectations and considers her life to be a beautiful mess :)","reading":"from the authors  and poets - JK Rowling , Dan Brown , Rick Riordan ,Jeff Kenny ,Paula Hawkins , Shakespeare , Robert Frost , William Wordsworth and many more :)\nGENRE : sci-fi  , fiction , adventure , thrilller , fantasy and detective","writing":"Freestyle poems mainly and currently am working on a short sci-fi story :)"}},"type":"story","tags":["orange","daily-prompt","dailyprompt","happy birthday","happybirthday","feeling","thoughts","world","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-02-16T20:17:03.105029-08:00","created":"2021-09-17T22:49:16.284076-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"𝙒𝙚'𝙧𝙚 𝙋𝙤𝙚𝙩𝙨","description":"CoMixed from @tvincere: https://commaful.com/play/tvincere/citysquare-of-words/\nDedicated to all poets out there , you're a great poet !\n\n Pictures from @sweven_summers","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/054a358c-6b49-9007-ea6f-76b67932e149-1631415953168.jpeg","slug":"--18","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-18T21:32:20.179927-07:00","published":"2021-09-18T21:32:20.179917-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/883227a8-abaf-4475-98d8-a427ccdf71d0-143.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":9638,"comment_count":67,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"7e9bead9-04c9-4df8-92aa-e607fbeff301","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"f353d3fe-3ac9-4afe-ab25-373f2253d7f8","reaction_count":126,"reaction_counts":{"NI":125,"all":125,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"drastichange","author_description":"left the jazz age of neverland","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"you make sense","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1612336126104-6168bea32cb7?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTR8fHNpbGVuY2V8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMyMDA1ODcy&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=XgzLtpRR_34","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1612336126104-6168bea32cb7?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTR8fHNpbGVuY2V8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMyMDA1ODcy&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=XgzLtpRR_34","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1612336126104-6168bea32cb7?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTR8fHNpbGVuY2V8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMyMDA1ODcy&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=XgzLtpRR_34","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1612336126104-6168bea32cb7?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTR8fHNpbGVuY2V8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMyMDA1ODcy&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=XgzLtpRR_34"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6911cd8f-99c8-ade0-8d7d-73a06c234503-1609976307720.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"drastichange","id":"4d378683-099e-46bc-bec9-251c92945ed3","nickname":"z","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6911cd8f-99c8-ade0-8d7d-73a06c234503-1609976307720.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6911cd8f-99c8-ade0-8d7d-73a06c234503-1609976307720.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"left the jazz age of neverland","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":2,"story_count":100,"reaction_count":180,"following_count":19,"follower_count":2088,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":86145,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["love","poem","poetry","poet","poetic","writer","writing","write","sad","sadness","mad","madness","romance","heartbreaking","heart breaking","heart broken","heartbroken","broken","heartbreak","heart break","alone","lonely","loneliness","hope","hope-","hopeless","hope less","thoughts","feelings","letter","fiction","reality","depressed","depressive","storytelling","story-telling","story","storyteller","story teller","feeling","emotion","emotional"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-04-28T09:21:30.553269-07:00","created":"2021-09-18T15:47:11.698992-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"you make sense","description":"i've learnt that the world can disintegrate in seconds  right before my poor two eyes,disregarding the tears \n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1612336126104-6168bea32cb7?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTR8fHNpbGVuY2V8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMyMDA1ODcy&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=XgzLtpRR_34","slug":"you-make-sense","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-18T15:52:20.329963-07:00","published":"2021-09-18T15:52:20.329954-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":384,"comment_count":7,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"4d378683-099e-46bc-bec9-251c92945ed3","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"4bfe5429-ac1d-413c-85e0-c98f9f54da48","reaction_count":95,"reaction_counts":{"NI":93,"all":93,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"caldafox","author_description":"16| I love Jesus, foxes and writing.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":" ~ Cured of Pain ~","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1515694346937-94d85e41e6f0?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8cmFpbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE5ODM4MDc&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=1YHXFeOYpN0","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1515694346937-94d85e41e6f0?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8cmFpbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE5ODM4MDc&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=1YHXFeOYpN0","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1515694346937-94d85e41e6f0?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8cmFpbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE5ODM4MDc&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=1YHXFeOYpN0","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1515694346937-94d85e41e6f0?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8cmFpbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE5ODM4MDc&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=1YHXFeOYpN0"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6c4188f9-128a-a215-a018-42cba7fc9583-1707924471818.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"caldafox","id":"49cb422c-e33b-4538-bc2f-04fb429055c3","nickname":"Callie","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6c4188f9-128a-a215-a018-42cba7fc9583-1707924471818.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6c4188f9-128a-a215-a018-42cba7fc9583-1707924471818.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2a8954f5-ad6e-bcbd-27b9-7aaab0059826-1707924485100.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2a8954f5-ad6e-bcbd-27b9-7aaab0059826-1707924485100.jpeg","description":"16| I love Jesus, foxes and writing.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":39,"story_count":405,"reaction_count":5096,"following_count":105,"follower_count":2755,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2081324,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr","lv3","pwr","str","avr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"\"If depression comes knocking, slam the door.\"\n\nMy name is Callie, universally nicknamed Cal and sometimes Calda. I love foxes, wolves, birdwatching, drawing and making up stories. I am a strong Christian - please don't make fun of me for my beliefs.  I have been on Commaful since May 16, 2020.\nCurrently, I am very inactive. So you can find me on these other sites:\nFind me on the Lion King Fanon Wiki as Caldafox. I am very active there.\nMy YouTube channel is _stand: https://www.youtube.com/@_stand7\nDiscord: heyokali444\nNew account: https://neobook.org/caldafox/","reading":"I like reading history, poetry, short and funny stories, and Christian pieces.","writing":"I love writing about animals I've seen or created as fictional characters, my drawings, Jesus, poetry, occasion fanfiction, and interesting things I've seen or done."}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","death","life","aunt","caldafox","saddened"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-11-18T17:19:50.668098-08:00","created":"2021-09-18T09:37:47.182074-07:00","deleted":null,"title":" ~ Cured of Pain ~","description":"A piece about my great Aunt[ie] Mary, who died this week. I love her and will miss her, she did so much for my family 💔","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1515694346937-94d85e41e6f0?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8cmFpbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE5ODM4MDc&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=1YHXFeOYpN0","slug":"-cured-of-pain-","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-18T10:08:05.229584-07:00","published":"2021-09-18T10:08:05.229571-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/4bfe5429-ac1d-413c-85e0-c98f9f54da48-61.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":82,"comment_count":4,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"49cb422c-e33b-4538-bc2f-04fb429055c3","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"69544ceb-5221-4304-ae9d-5a4b906a3dfd","reaction_count":20,"reaction_counts":{"NI":20,"all":20,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"phsycoxo","author_description":"quack","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Strawberry","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1537770451163-29539f134b09?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTZ8fFN0cmF3YmVycnklMjBwaW5rfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMTk3NjQ2Mw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=LYo1uELCcmA","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1537770451163-29539f134b09?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTZ8fFN0cmF3YmVycnklMjBwaW5rfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMTk3NjQ2Mw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=LYo1uELCcmA","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1537770451163-29539f134b09?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTZ8fFN0cmF3YmVycnklMjBwaW5rfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMTk3NjQ2Mw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=LYo1uELCcmA","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1537770451163-29539f134b09?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTZ8fFN0cmF3YmVycnklMjBwaW5rfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMTk3NjQ2Mw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=LYo1uELCcmA"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ad60efc0-001f-b528-b4fa-32fa9d046308-1708016171808.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"phsycoxo","id":"9cc89a9d-2dae-41ae-b1dc-6585041749af","nickname":"Shroom/Rosie","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ad60efc0-001f-b528-b4fa-32fa9d046308-1708016171808.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ad60efc0-001f-b528-b4fa-32fa9d046308-1708016171808.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/970c7c63-7b92-cefd-a8e7-29421c9213e1-1708016165878.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_970c7c63-7b92-cefd-a8e7-29421c9213e1-1708016165878.jpeg","description":"quack","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":27,"story_count":340,"reaction_count":990,"following_count":169,"follower_count":314,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":471164,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"A random anonymous poem writer\n~𝙲𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚎 𝚂𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚖~\n~𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙥𝙚~\n~Previously Doom Shroom~\nIm semi-inactiveeeee\nAnd I post vents a lot\n\n","reading":"Beautiful, touching poems. What I also love reading, though, is a bit of horror and romance.","writing":"Poems and stories! "}},"type":"story","tags":["strawberry","poem","love","romance","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:33:28.508887-08:00","created":"2021-09-18T07:38:39.614141-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Strawberry","description":"Ye ;-; love poem lol\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1537770451163-29539f134b09?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTZ8fFN0cmF3YmVycnklMjBwaW5rfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMTk3NjQ2Mw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=LYo1uELCcmA","slug":"strawberry","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-18T07:48:29.369801-07:00","published":"2021-09-18T07:48:29.369792-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":121,"comment_count":3,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"9cc89a9d-2dae-41ae-b1dc-6585041749af","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"3e61ad8d-a387-40ca-9a4b-09a35604569f","reaction_count":229,"reaction_counts":{"NI":226,"all":226,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"secret_lover","author_description":"🌟 Megastar of an untold trump card","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nWitness with me","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/28780b9f-a488-df7c-f8e1-63223e7c7c10-1631869291090.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_28780b9f-a488-df7c-f8e1-63223e7c7c10-1631869291090.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_28780b9f-a488-df7c-f8e1-63223e7c7c10-1631869291090.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/28780b9f-a488-df7c-f8e1-63223e7c7c10-1631869291090.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/16a64865-f503-e272-a283-ae4ef86c5e7c-1635657492868.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"secret_lover","id":"061077a0-ab15-4c87-bdb7-c66fe0f24878","nickname":"Secret ✍️","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/16a64865-f503-e272-a283-ae4ef86c5e7c-1635657492868.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_16a64865-f503-e272-a283-ae4ef86c5e7c-1635657492868.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7508e1ca-0b36-2450-5a54-ec056613e28f-1635656684712.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7508e1ca-0b36-2450-5a54-ec056613e28f-1635656684712.jpeg","description":"🌟 Megastar of an untold trump card","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":37,"reaction_count":640,"following_count":207,"follower_count":1529,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":523261,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["implosion","dailyprompt","daily-prompt","featured","story","love","memory","sad","seperation","thoughts"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-05-10T20:42:05.181702-07:00","created":"2021-08-29T05:19:03.066330-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nWitness with me","description":"Trailer of my upcoming story " Destination Locked"","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/28780b9f-a488-df7c-f8e1-63223e7c7c10-1631869291090.gif","slug":"witness-with-me","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-18T06:32:28.590600-07:00","published":"2021-09-18T06:32:28.590590-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":2113,"comment_count":25,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"061077a0-ab15-4c87-bdb7-c66fe0f24878","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"8cb27363-ca45-46da-8fa4-00449e5b8835","reaction_count":119,"reaction_counts":{"NI":118,"all":118,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"bizarrewhimpers","author_description":"my silence gets you hooked","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"                          Teardrops","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/06d0b6ff-40db-e5cb-3cda-b49ac7a3ae51-1631965867298.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_06d0b6ff-40db-e5cb-3cda-b49ac7a3ae51-1631965867298.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_06d0b6ff-40db-e5cb-3cda-b49ac7a3ae51-1631965867298.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/06d0b6ff-40db-e5cb-3cda-b49ac7a3ae51-1631965867298.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ab33076b-44bf-778c-4944-944711e02642-1648934840700.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"bizarrewhimpers","id":"d869ab43-0022-4c93-9179-eddfb06bd73b","nickname":"Ell","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ab33076b-44bf-778c-4944-944711e02642-1648934840700.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ab33076b-44bf-778c-4944-944711e02642-1648934840700.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/fa70ac9e-f0b4-d9de-8e09-1fa032334b38-1648935095923.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_fa70ac9e-f0b4-d9de-8e09-1fa032334b38-1648935095923.jpeg","description":"my silence gets you hooked","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":24,"story_count":128,"reaction_count":325,"following_count":510,"follower_count":1551,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1154753,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Hi! I’m Ell, a human trying to work out the beauty in all the bitter and sweet moments in my life.","reading":"-books\nI have a concerning obsession to crime thrillers and maybe sometimes a good sweet Rom com would have me giggling throughout the day","writing":"Poems! I can feel more when I write. I love how I can bury myself under the comfort of words that carry out what I can’t express physically"}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","broken","heartbroken","heart broken","heart break","heartbreak","poetry","regret","feeling","emotions"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-05-04T11:24:26.332723-07:00","created":"2021-09-18T04:47:07.522454-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"                          Teardrops","description":"Have you ever felt this way?","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/06d0b6ff-40db-e5cb-3cda-b49ac7a3ae51-1631965867298.jpeg","slug":"teardrops","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-18T06:10:04.316839-07:00","published":"2021-09-18T06:10:04.316829-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":1011,"comment_count":10,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"d869ab43-0022-4c93-9179-eddfb06bd73b","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"cd02a4ad-c371-4e7c-a036-195450188373","reaction_count":3,"reaction_counts":{"NI":3,"all":3,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"tushidotomo","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Natural Desire","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1445937888010-cc262f556033?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8OHx8UGFya3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE5MzY0OTY&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=zb13N8EDjGE","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1445937888010-cc262f556033?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8OHx8UGFya3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE5MzY0OTY&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=zb13N8EDjGE","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1445937888010-cc262f556033?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8OHx8UGFya3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE5MzY0OTY&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=zb13N8EDjGE","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1445937888010-cc262f556033?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8OHx8UGFya3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE5MzY0OTY&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=zb13N8EDjGE"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"tushidotomo","id":"31a44fe1-309e-4f6e-842e-573a048e7dea","nickname":"Bruno","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":1,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":13,"follower_count":2,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":239,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["fell","fellings","sad","declaration","suffer","sadness","love"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:31:46.243237-08:00","created":"2021-09-17T20:38:43.752538-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Natural Desire","description":"For my love.\n\nBy: Tushidotomo","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1445937888010-cc262f556033?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8OHx8UGFya3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE5MzY0OTY&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=zb13N8EDjGE","slug":"natural-desire","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-17T20:43:58.973365-07:00","published":"2021-09-17T20:43:58.973355-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":24,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"31a44fe1-309e-4f6e-842e-573a048e7dea","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"08f932b6-ce69-4260-93a9-08ecb5850df0","reaction_count":16,"reaction_counts":{"NI":16,"all":16,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"shusheikh","author_description":"For you and I .","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"It Was Me","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1560828343-a0b3d8864d1b?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTF8fE1pcnJvcnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE5MzU0MDU&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=gzb4RKX-pdc","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1560828343-a0b3d8864d1b?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTF8fE1pcnJvcnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE5MzU0MDU&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=gzb4RKX-pdc","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1560828343-a0b3d8864d1b?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTF8fE1pcnJvcnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE5MzU0MDU&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=gzb4RKX-pdc","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1560828343-a0b3d8864d1b?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTF8fE1pcnJvcnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE5MzU0MDU&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=gzb4RKX-pdc"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/4C9AFA3C-AADE-4FD2-A3CE-EE5EEE68C3041631648967658.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"shusheikh","id":"205cf7ef-6d53-471c-a04e-87e114fd71ab","nickname":"Shu - Shu S .","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/4C9AFA3C-AADE-4FD2-A3CE-EE5EEE68C3041631648967658.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/382C47B3-ECB4-454F-A0F0-4FC510BF08F31631648927643.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"For you and I .","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":5,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":2,"follower_count":4,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2681,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["broken","poem","poems","poetry","romance","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:37:17.634296-08:00","created":"2021-09-17T20:17:51.641071-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"It Was Me","description":"- Shu","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1560828343-a0b3d8864d1b?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTF8fE1pcnJvcnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE5MzU0MDU&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=gzb4RKX-pdc","slug":"it-was-me-","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-17T20:29:32.569791-07:00","published":"2021-09-17T20:29:32.569782-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":170,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"205cf7ef-6d53-471c-a04e-87e114fd71ab","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"e6c8eaa8-b624-487e-8043-16a7890d123b","reaction_count":89,"reaction_counts":{"NI":87,"all":87,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"moonlit_night","author_description":"\"A stargazer admiring a shining star\"","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\nᗷEᗪ ᗷOᑌᑎᗪ ᗷᖇOKEᑎ ᗷOY","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/da6afd79-9dda-5cbf-6034-267cc0bb752b-1624453804584.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_da6afd79-9dda-5cbf-6034-267cc0bb752b-1624453804584.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_da6afd79-9dda-5cbf-6034-267cc0bb752b-1624453804584.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/da6afd79-9dda-5cbf-6034-267cc0bb752b-1624453804584.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/3a7dee36-cbfb-6dd4-1e15-dc78b2af8b6d-1660316348187.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"moonlit_night","id":"99fe0836-7d40-411b-bfb7-1a099073e7ce","nickname":"Angelo","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/3a7dee36-cbfb-6dd4-1e15-dc78b2af8b6d-1660316348187.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_3a7dee36-cbfb-6dd4-1e15-dc78b2af8b6d-1660316348187.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c495e1fe-04f2-169e-b936-c6d80f05dc40-1660317551646.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_c495e1fe-04f2-169e-b936-c6d80f05dc40-1660317551646.png","description":"\"A stargazer admiring a shining star\"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":65,"story_count":198,"reaction_count":1484,"following_count":289,"follower_count":2437,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1261482,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","lv2","fqr","gft","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"I'm Angelo, 17, A Filipino writer, reader, and dreamer who wants nothing more than to do what I love and share it for the world to see. I'm always open for anyone that needs a hand with anything from writing to ranting. ","reading":"Romantic novels play with my heart strings and capture my eyes a lot though its not everyone's first choice for novel genres. I'm also a big fan of fiction and slice of life stories albeit a bit unique since their genres tell stories really well and do a great job of getting readers into their world.","writing":"I'm a poet through and through. From haikus to tankas to even free verse, I love writing poetry and even series which I might be posting soon. My genres are typically very emotional pieces, like the ones that make you blush or feel butterflies inside when you feel the romance or the type that has you crying after tragedy."}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","broken","rain","selfharm","self harm","nebulacontests4"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-06-16T20:03:19.053633-07:00","created":"2021-09-10T05:08:33.468069-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n\nᗷEᗪ ᗷOᑌᑎᗪ ᗷᖇOKEᑎ ᗷOY","description":"Life lies in a fine line between charm and chaos blended by the hand of the beholder and one wrong step can change your life\nforever.  \nIf you guys have any suggestions or things to say about this piece leave a comment and like if you enjoyed reading this piece. :)","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/da6afd79-9dda-5cbf-6034-267cc0bb752b-1624453804584.jpeg","slug":"e-o-oke-oy","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-17T19:24:07.584452-07:00","published":"2021-09-11T06:32:26.786378-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":510,"comment_count":5,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"99fe0836-7d40-411b-bfb7-1a099073e7ce","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"4e2d6f30-9084-4c2a-b13d-db00da884be7","reaction_count":119,"reaction_counts":{"NI":119,"all":119,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"pulchra_orchis","author_description":"Spare me a glance! ٩(๑･ิᴗ･ิ)۶","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"                      Exordium.","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1473172707857-f9e276582ab6?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mjh8fGJlZ2lubmluZ3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE4OTg4MDY&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=ICE__bo2Vws","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1473172707857-f9e276582ab6?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mjh8fGJlZ2lubmluZ3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE4OTg4MDY&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=ICE__bo2Vws","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1473172707857-f9e276582ab6?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mjh8fGJlZ2lubmluZ3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE4OTg4MDY&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=ICE__bo2Vws","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1473172707857-f9e276582ab6?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mjh8fGJlZ2lubmluZ3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE4OTg4MDY&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=ICE__bo2Vws"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/3b0b42c0-80e6-f7c2-36c9-bf58590e6a48-1703369672373.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"pulchra_orchis","id":"45db18bb-931e-4d92-8111-ed55969ea30e","nickname":"Maria 마리아","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/3b0b42c0-80e6-f7c2-36c9-bf58590e6a48-1703369672373.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_3b0b42c0-80e6-f7c2-36c9-bf58590e6a48-1703369672373.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/278aee63-d744-be30-efce-f4746091095d-1703369630012.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_278aee63-d744-be30-efce-f4746091095d-1703369630012.jpeg","description":"Spare me a glance! ٩(๑･ิᴗ･ิ)۶","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":32,"reaction_count":535,"following_count":134,"follower_count":546,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":190092,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","feeling","thoughts","dark","sad","sorrow","poetry"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:45:48.111019-08:00","created":"2021-09-17T10:05:03.664390-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"                      Exordium.","description":"","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1473172707857-f9e276582ab6?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mjh8fGJlZ2lubmluZ3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzE4OTg4MDY&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=ICE__bo2Vws","slug":"exordium","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-17T13:25:09.691744-07:00","published":"2021-09-17T13:25:09.691733-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/4e2d6f30-9084-4c2a-b13d-db00da884be7-254.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":658,"comment_count":20,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"45db18bb-931e-4d92-8111-ed55969ea30e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"f89e81c9-a333-463c-b0a3-251705e55f2c","reaction_count":27,"reaction_counts":{"NI":27,"all":27,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"kimberl20854082","author_description":"find a reason to keep moving and go","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\n                         I'm   lonely","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1607688387751-c1e95ae09a42?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8c2FkfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMTkwNjc0NQ&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=_sh9vkVbVgo","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1607688387751-c1e95ae09a42?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8c2FkfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMTkwNjc0NQ&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=_sh9vkVbVgo","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1607688387751-c1e95ae09a42?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8c2FkfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMTkwNjc0NQ&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=_sh9vkVbVgo","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1607688387751-c1e95ae09a42?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8c2FkfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMTkwNjc0NQ&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=_sh9vkVbVgo"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8dc452a2-6fd0-8041-38c1-74b871d350c9-1621886311059.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"kimberl20854082","id":"39f4d530-bd08-4c2c-a0d5-60bdce005543","nickname":"Invisible","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8dc452a2-6fd0-8041-38c1-74b871d350c9-1621886311059.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_8dc452a2-6fd0-8041-38c1-74b871d350c9-1621886311059.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/38184a98-0302-0889-ddd3-91df85931937-1634324392525.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_38184a98-0302-0889-ddd3-91df85931937-1634324392525.png","description":"find a reason to keep moving and go","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":28,"reaction_count":74,"following_count":59,"follower_count":46,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":142423,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["fqr","lv1"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"smallieoli"},"about":{"about":""}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","lonely","upset"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-11-12T10:20:56.064753-08:00","created":"2021-09-17T12:25:06.534238-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n\n                         I'm   lonely","description":"im lonely","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1607688387751-c1e95ae09a42?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8c2FkfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMTkwNjc0NQ&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=_sh9vkVbVgo","slug":"im---lonely","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-17T12:28:06.150345-07:00","published":"2021-09-17T12:28:06.150333-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":58,"comment_count":3,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"39f4d530-bd08-4c2c-a0d5-60bdce005543","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"e24c7411-a7a8-49ce-9fe4-0cbc8f71a4e5","reaction_count":13,"reaction_counts":{"NI":12,"all":12,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"narcoswing","author_description":"Metamorphosis","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"TO YOU","first_page_image":"https://media.tenor.com/images/9200073d900719f6c4c344abfa436b48/tenor.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://media.tenor.com/images/4023031580c718da83d4f994f300a1e7/tenor.gif","m":"https://media.tenor.com/images/84f008247465e7f0ea9356e1257ca987/tenor.gif","l":"https://media.tenor.com/images/9200073d900719f6c4c344abfa436b48/tenor.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5af96dc4-6437-e7b3-d1d8-1ac4f1d38a5f-1676486862240.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"narcoswing","id":"7738c63b-408c-4175-9100-808222729473","nickname":"Carlo","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5af96dc4-6437-e7b3-d1d8-1ac4f1d38a5f-1676486862240.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5af96dc4-6437-e7b3-d1d8-1ac4f1d38a5f-1676486862240.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5bc0f7d0-bbbf-8cd6-4c76-9f355db4922d-1636175987560.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5bc0f7d0-bbbf-8cd6-4c76-9f355db4922d-1636175987560.jpeg","description":"Metamorphosis","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":50,"reaction_count":48,"following_count":32,"follower_count":3575,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":169964,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["breakup","break up","death","love","romance","thriller","poetry","poem","peoms","lovers","lover","gay","lesbian","bisexual","bi-sexual","bi","pan","pansexual","short story","shortstory","drug","drugs","violence","addiction","hate","hate-","pain","sorrow","cry","t e a r s","tears","sad","sadness","comedy","master","writer"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-11-23T23:23:53.822736-08:00","created":"2021-09-17T09:13:18.988762-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"TO YOU","description":"READ A LINE WITH MY NOSE MAYBE 2\nI OPENED MY EYES & GOD IT FELT LIKE YOU","thumbnail":"https://media.tenor.com/images/9200073d900719f6c4c344abfa436b48/tenor.gif","slug":"to-you","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-17T09:44:40.852898-07:00","published":"2021-09-17T09:44:40.852883-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":161,"comment_count":1,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"7738c63b-408c-4175-9100-808222729473","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"2b13f4d4-9cbd-481d-b0d9-cf0a881f5700","reaction_count":50,"reaction_counts":{"NI":49,"all":49,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"estaba","author_description":"really?","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":" .ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴇᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʀᴀɪɴʙᴏᴡ ʀᴏᴏᴛꜱ.","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/fb7b5533-1d9d-2afc-f859-3b32fcb268e0-1631883740326.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_fb7b5533-1d9d-2afc-f859-3b32fcb268e0-1631883740326.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_fb7b5533-1d9d-2afc-f859-3b32fcb268e0-1631883740326.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/fb7b5533-1d9d-2afc-f859-3b32fcb268e0-1631883740326.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/407ad79f-1b97-745b-3da9-22e52a8d8522-1651997872659.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"estaba","id":"fa99f37f-14cc-4991-a880-ffa43616b278","nickname":".Estaba.","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/407ad79f-1b97-745b-3da9-22e52a8d8522-1651997872659.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_407ad79f-1b97-745b-3da9-22e52a8d8522-1651997872659.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/839b416f-ccbb-db88-f94e-70e38fcd25e0-1651999178743.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_839b416f-ccbb-db88-f94e-70e38fcd25e0-1651999178743.jpeg","description":"really?","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":4,"story_count":57,"reaction_count":380,"following_count":71,"follower_count":91,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":501118,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["rainbow","trees","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-05-31T09:26:38.608914-07:00","created":"2021-09-17T05:53:58.741690-07:00","deleted":null,"title":" .ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴇᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʀᴀɪɴʙᴏᴡ ʀᴏᴏᴛꜱ.","description":"Maybe it's Seasonal affective disorder (SAD)\n\nmaybe it's just the blues\n but \n\ni can feel the rainbow coming back to me again...\n","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/fb7b5533-1d9d-2afc-f859-3b32fcb268e0-1631883740326.jpeg","slug":"----","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-17T06:49:54.042799-07:00","published":"2021-09-17T06:49:54.042789-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":335,"comment_count":4,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"fa99f37f-14cc-4991-a880-ffa43616b278","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"c65a3647-1b77-4dc7-84c9-9e2cad52ef9e","reaction_count":166,"reaction_counts":{"NI":161,"all":161,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"st4rfucker","author_description":"parxie | infp","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/42216676-a6e9-4b8e-5073-882b6815fbaa-1631851894006.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_42216676-a6e9-4b8e-5073-882b6815fbaa-1631851894006.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_42216676-a6e9-4b8e-5073-882b6815fbaa-1631851894006.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/42216676-a6e9-4b8e-5073-882b6815fbaa-1631851894006.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d547539b-bb51-71b1-5b5d-10125569f853-1682456738317.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"st4rfucker","id":"b759f7ca-426b-488c-b3cf-d3f4d9cd97bc","nickname":"SC☆R","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d547539b-bb51-71b1-5b5d-10125569f853-1682456738317.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d547539b-bb51-71b1-5b5d-10125569f853-1682456738317.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f5991e68-0429-706c-a76d-c5439f606908-1682456743082.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f5991e68-0429-706c-a76d-c5439f606908-1682456743082.jpeg","description":"parxie | infp","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":24,"reaction_count":721,"following_count":30,"follower_count":1105,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":323230,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"amb","badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr","amb"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"lasth3aven"},"about":{"about":"i love the band waterparks, ima big waterparks stan, ill literally do anything for that band. anyways i love playing video games and drawing. i also really love my boyfriend/future husband/future father of my future kids. i have adhd + bpd + dyslexia so bare with me 💀 im ia on here (inactive) LIKE 24/7 but if you'd like you can go ahead and add my discord? : sscaremryy ☆ #6025 \nif i change the user im sorry 💀💀 anyways i miss my friends on here also i love my boyfriend? did i already mention that? ANYWAYS YEAH STREAM INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY BY WATERPARKS :: 4/25/23"}},"type":"story","tags":["hurt-","hurt","sad","romance","love","thoughts","poetry","thriller","depressed","lonely","alone","emotional","confused"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-07-01T08:32:45.615354-07:00","created":"2021-09-16T21:01:14.012824-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰","description":"<\\3 (omg my birthday is in 11 days!! Hopefully we can reach my dream goal on here!! And if not, you make it happen!!)","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/42216676-a6e9-4b8e-5073-882b6815fbaa-1631851894006.gif","slug":"story20210916","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-16T21:14:01.357320-07:00","published":"2021-09-16T21:14:01.357309-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":640,"comment_count":8,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"b759f7ca-426b-488c-b3cf-d3f4d9cd97bc","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"1b40c1f4-ba42-4eb6-a8cb-2750b71835e9","reaction_count":4,"reaction_counts":{"NI":4,"all":4,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"jillknutson","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Leo and Aris","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1451481454041-104482d8e284?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Nnx8MiUyMGJveXN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMxODQ2Nzg2&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=b8rkmfxZjdU","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1451481454041-104482d8e284?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Nnx8MiUyMGJveXN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMxODQ2Nzg2&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=b8rkmfxZjdU","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1451481454041-104482d8e284?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Nnx8MiUyMGJveXN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMxODQ2Nzg2&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=b8rkmfxZjdU","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1451481454041-104482d8e284?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Nnx8MiUyMGJveXN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMxODQ2Nzg2&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=b8rkmfxZjdU"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"jillknutson","id":"59bcd981-62cd-4719-ac6d-525b9e19c6ce","nickname":"Jill","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":1,"reaction_count":1,"following_count":0,"follower_count":1,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1173,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","gay","gay lovers","sad-boys","sad story","sadstory","love","story","love story","lovestory","romace","feelings","emotional","leo","aris","leoandaris","tw","suicide","sadness","tragedy","tragic","solemn","togther","couple","gay couple","gay teen","gayteens"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-05-11T20:49:12.663652-07:00","created":"2021-09-16T19:44:33.824956-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Leo and Aris","description":"Leo looked up at Aris slowly, dark eyes glittering momentarily with colorful flashes of the cars and taxis zipping by, half-covered by his drenched black waves. Leo's thin shirt was plastered to the skin of his back, revealing the smooth curve of his spine, the young, taut muscles of his back and shoulders.\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1451481454041-104482d8e284?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Nnx8MiUyMGJveXN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMxODQ2Nzg2&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=b8rkmfxZjdU","slug":"leo-and-aris","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-16T19:49:37.699437-07:00","published":"2021-09-16T19:49:37.699422-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":30,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"59bcd981-62cd-4719-ac6d-525b9e19c6ce","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"ee43a4d8-791f-4a9f-b693-d34788b553bd","reaction_count":16,"reaction_counts":{"NI":15,"all":15,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"imber8","author_description":"hi i guess  : )","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"I can't love you","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525665857964-aa592f23339f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTd8fGRhcmslMjBza3l8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMzMTUxMTEz&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=RC6xanaNCJY","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525665857964-aa592f23339f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTd8fGRhcmslMjBza3l8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMzMTUxMTEz&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=RC6xanaNCJY","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525665857964-aa592f23339f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTd8fGRhcmslMjBza3l8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMzMTUxMTEz&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=RC6xanaNCJY","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525665857964-aa592f23339f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTd8fGRhcmslMjBza3l8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMzMTUxMTEz&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=RC6xanaNCJY"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/02646c51-59a9-b8f7-0450-5ba6fc411c42-1641833927318.gif","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"imber8","id":"c8334473-8257-4798-9524-943bd9b81134","nickname":"『𝗜𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿』","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/02646c51-59a9-b8f7-0450-5ba6fc411c42-1641833927318.gif","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_02646c51-59a9-b8f7-0450-5ba6fc411c42-1641833927318.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2655dd75-7489-9cbb-6e2d-580ee997de6c-1644873212230.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2655dd75-7489-9cbb-6e2d-580ee997de6c-1644873212230.png","description":"hi i guess  : )","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":11,"story_count":116,"reaction_count":602,"following_count":36,"follower_count":512,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":669458,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"amb","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2","amb","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"I used to post a ton but then all my friends left so now I rarely post : )","reading":"poems and fantasy sometimes","writing":"poetry and fantasy : )"}},"type":"story","tags":["angry","breakup","break up","sad"],"series":{"title":"Poetry 💙🥀","description":"My works of poetry. I usually write these late at night when I can’t sleep or when I have nothing to do. I hope you like them!!!","userId":"c8334473-8257-4798-9524-943bd9b81134","is_public":true,"slug":"poetry-","thumbnail":null,"banner_image":null,"first_story_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5385dee3-3ebe-c796-2277-0ed20f32db9f-1631244990035.jpeg","user":{"username":"imber8","id":"c8334473-8257-4798-9524-943bd9b81134","nickname":"『𝗜𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿』","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/02646c51-59a9-b8f7-0450-5ba6fc411c42-1641833927318.gif","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_02646c51-59a9-b8f7-0450-5ba6fc411c42-1641833927318.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2655dd75-7489-9cbb-6e2d-580ee997de6c-1644873212230.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2655dd75-7489-9cbb-6e2d-580ee997de6c-1644873212230.png","description":"hi i guess  : )","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":11,"story_count":116,"reaction_count":602,"following_count":36,"follower_count":512,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":669458,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"amb","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2","amb","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"I used to post a ton but then all my friends left so now I rarely post : )","reading":"poems and fantasy sometimes","writing":"poetry and fantasy : )"}},"is_following":null,"reaction_counts":{"all":0},"id":"8da8bae5-ba76-4e04-b0b2-655a7de7bafc","tags":["sad","poetry","relationships","broken","hurting","hurt-","hurt"],"story_count":24,"is_series":true,"type":"series","follower_count":0},"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-12-21T17:44:56.585712-08:00","created":"2021-09-14T12:18:51.324968-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"I can't love you","description":"The one that was once your lover became the lost one, the torturer, the manipulator of your emotions, and it's impossible to love them now. You know you'll never get them back. ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1525665857964-aa592f23339f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTd8fGRhcmslMjBza3l8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMzMTUxMTEz&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=RC6xanaNCJY","slug":"i-cant-love-you","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-16T18:34:06.038386-07:00","published":"2021-09-16T18:34:06.038372-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":82,"comment_count":3,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c8334473-8257-4798-9524-943bd9b81134","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"d1ce3000-b478-41e2-a0b3-d62000954c7c","reaction_count":1,"reaction_counts":{"NI":1,"all":1,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"botterry","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"What is happiness?","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6befbfc3-c549-1705-da49-4ecea0b1b8e5-1631840101179.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6befbfc3-c549-1705-da49-4ecea0b1b8e5-1631840101179.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6befbfc3-c549-1705-da49-4ecea0b1b8e5-1631840101179.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6befbfc3-c549-1705-da49-4ecea0b1b8e5-1631840101179.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6befbfc3-c549-1705-da49-4ecea0b1b8e5-1631840101179.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"botterry","id":"f85e4cb5-f7a8-403c-a062-c3464a4d3c93","nickname":"Phillip","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6befbfc3-c549-1705-da49-4ecea0b1b8e5-1631840101179.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6befbfc3-c549-1705-da49-4ecea0b1b8e5-1631840101179.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b9fb6b22-4619-66af-cb4b-acf9b1a84d0b-1631840148190.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b9fb6b22-4619-66af-cb4b-acf9b1a84d0b-1631840148190.png","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":1,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":4,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2000,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["happiness","feelings","sadness","sad","happy","confused","confuse","scared","scare","alone","isolated","school","fear","uncertain","uncertainty","feeling","feel","emotions","emotion","depression","depress","social","life","elementary","middle","high","college","person","self"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:35:38.394424-08:00","created":"2021-09-16T17:56:14.486106-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"What is happiness?","description":"I couldn't fit the last paragraph but it's message is still the same. I am trying to find happiness so I thought I'd give writing out how I feel another try. It doesn't matter to me who sees this, but my message is this, find happiness the way you know how to, don't make decisions that you think will make you happy and end up changing who you are as a person. ","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6befbfc3-c549-1705-da49-4ecea0b1b8e5-1631840101179.png","slug":"what-is-happiness","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-16T18:10:29.392923-07:00","published":"2021-09-16T18:10:29.392891-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":122,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"f85e4cb5-f7a8-403c-a062-c3464a4d3c93","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"fc38fbed-7cbe-4cbd-9177-bd45d60e3cf2","reaction_count":288,"reaction_counts":{"NI":284,"all":284,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"ultraa","author_description":"I’m not a real person yet!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n   lost. ","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/6ac7fcb2-28e2-c9f5-505e-a6e127e310ef-1631752899916.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_6ac7fcb2-28e2-c9f5-505e-a6e127e310ef-1631752899916.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_6ac7fcb2-28e2-c9f5-505e-a6e127e310ef-1631752899916.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/6ac7fcb2-28e2-c9f5-505e-a6e127e310ef-1631752899916.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7776ca1f-6b5e-3d8e-934b-fa66705253bf-1708552027316.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ultraa","id":"34081d36-0782-4c00-916b-9989954451d3","nickname":"marie!","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7776ca1f-6b5e-3d8e-934b-fa66705253bf-1708552027316.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7776ca1f-6b5e-3d8e-934b-fa66705253bf-1708552027316.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9d7af9ce-98e2-7bac-a81d-cfd9eb795036-1703435829278.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_9d7af9ce-98e2-7bac-a81d-cfd9eb795036-1703435829278.jpeg","description":"I’m not a real person yet!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":2,"story_count":46,"reaction_count":1045,"following_count":40,"follower_count":735,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1006359,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"pwr","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Something I really love besides reading and writing are movies. i ADORE movies. My favorites are The Royal Tenenbaums, Little Women (2019), Whiplash, Dunkirk, Hereditary, Frances Ha, and A Good Person. I've got a whole list though. \n\nI've been a HUGE swiftie since I was 9. (My favorite albums are Evermore and Red). My favorite music artists are Taylor Swift, Lana, Fiona Apple, Phoebe Bridgers, Bon Iver, The Velvet Underground....that indiehead kinda thing. ","reading":"EVERYTHING. Last year I read 200 books. Some of my recs:\n- Piranesi by Susanna Clarke\n- The School for Good Mothers by Jessamine Chan\n- Emma by Jane Austen\n- Beartown by Frederik Backman\n- Anything else by Frederik Backman\n- Little Women by Louisa May Alcott\n- The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath\n- 1984 by George Orwell\n- Little Women 2019 Screenplay by Greta Gerwig\nSo many more...","writing":"Poems, of course. But also screenplays and short stories."}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","death","collaboration"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-08-02T13:19:37.784892-07:00","created":"2021-09-15T17:40:21.319955-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n   lost. ","description":"i guess this is another poem added to my collection about mysterious people disappearing in hallucinations (a collab with @astraeus)","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/6ac7fcb2-28e2-c9f5-505e-a6e127e310ef-1631752899916.jpeg","slug":"lost","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-16T04:59:37.431574-07:00","published":"2021-09-16T04:59:37.431562-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":4057,"comment_count":19,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"34081d36-0782-4c00-916b-9989954451d3","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"8c306ef4-b1d2-4b85-accd-78ed4d9a308d","reaction_count":4,"reaction_counts":{"NI":4,"all":4,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"elementwriter1","author_description":"Most likely sad poems (For ranting ig)","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Am I Bothering You?","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1477672172458-cb2c76e30d11?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTk2fHxBbm5veWluZyUyMHBlcnNvbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzA4MjA2NDA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=KF3GJ3DYhY8","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1477672172458-cb2c76e30d11?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTk2fHxBbm5veWluZyUyMHBlcnNvbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzA4MjA2NDA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=KF3GJ3DYhY8","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1477672172458-cb2c76e30d11?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTk2fHxBbm5veWluZyUyMHBlcnNvbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzA4MjA2NDA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=KF3GJ3DYhY8","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1477672172458-cb2c76e30d11?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTk2fHxBbm5veWluZyUyMHBlcnNvbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzA4MjA2NDA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=KF3GJ3DYhY8"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1c104752-2dda-23ee-217b-085e420e9c7c-1627885879055.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"elementwriter1","id":"4f72fe0b-f211-49fb-907a-9cf2b0bc49d8","nickname":"Kelly","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1c104752-2dda-23ee-217b-085e420e9c7c-1627885879055.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1c104752-2dda-23ee-217b-085e420e9c7c-1627885879055.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/cccbc609-892a-16bd-6378-ce4a001613af-1627885885584.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_cccbc609-892a-16bd-6378-ce4a001613af-1627885885584.jpeg","description":"Most likely sad poems (For ranting ig)","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":11,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":17,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":5380,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","sadness","feelings","bother","bothering","mental","help","poems","sadpoems","sad poems","listening","silent","silence"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-11-02T04:19:07.062256-07:00","created":"2021-09-04T21:58:46.082354-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Am I Bothering You?","description":"⚠️ Don't read if sensitive⚠️ For those who don't talk to others or stay in silence because they don't want to bother others","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1477672172458-cb2c76e30d11?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTk2fHxBbm5veWluZyUyMHBlcnNvbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzA4MjA2NDA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=KF3GJ3DYhY8","slug":"am-i-bothering-you","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-16T04:48:56.956265-07:00","published":"2021-09-16T04:48:56.956252-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":72,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"4f72fe0b-f211-49fb-907a-9cf2b0bc49d8","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null}],"page":298}