{"count":17279,"next":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=294&tag=sad","previous":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=292&tag=sad","results":[{"id":"b708b9a1-eb9e-4b4c-bcea-7d949236a9bf","reaction_count":15,"reaction_counts":{"NI":15,"all":15,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"spicy_noodle_20","author_description":"20 \noccasional poet\ndiscord: spicy4200","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Gated Mask","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d02b32ca-a4b9-dd22-2ded-1b299066d22c-1581088632368.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d02b32ca-a4b9-dd22-2ded-1b299066d22c-1581088632368.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d02b32ca-a4b9-dd22-2ded-1b299066d22c-1581088632368.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d02b32ca-a4b9-dd22-2ded-1b299066d22c-1581088632368.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4ebd6615-5a04-2d47-b236-249683a294ec-1706019049934.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"spicy_noodle_20","id":"1b85d020-c3e2-4d5a-8924-5fec4717e252","nickname":"Andy","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4ebd6615-5a04-2d47-b236-249683a294ec-1706019049934.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_4ebd6615-5a04-2d47-b236-249683a294ec-1706019049934.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/43ccf6d4-f32c-b5f6-aeb5-cb02a1988d29-1680059267776.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_43ccf6d4-f32c-b5f6-aeb5-cb02a1988d29-1680059267776.png","description":"20 \noccasional poet\ndiscord: spicy4200","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":7,"story_count":125,"reaction_count":857,"following_count":2942,"follower_count":607,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":304819,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"sp1cy_exe"},"about":{"about":"level 20\nLgbtq+ safe page! anyone is welcome :)\naromantic","writing":"Poetry. Often vent poetry whenever I do write because motivation is difficult asf"}},"type":"story","tags":["gate","poetry","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-11-29T18:49:28.639029-08:00","created":"2021-10-01T10:01:03.178251-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Gated Mask","description":"Poem about gate being a mask. *trigger warning* possibly","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d02b32ca-a4b9-dd22-2ded-1b299066d22c-1581088632368.jpeg","slug":"gated-mask","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-10-01T10:32:25.635363-07:00","published":"2021-10-01T10:32:25.635350-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":8,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"1b85d020-c3e2-4d5a-8924-5fec4717e252","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"f928521c-49e6-410a-a519-0af4c479b214","reaction_count":120,"reaction_counts":{"NI":119,"all":119,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"mr_invisible","author_description":"I am awaiting for you.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nAutophile: One who loves to be aloneee","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/f2083f20-54b1-cddc-7532-eee699bb3d9e-1633085432073.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_f2083f20-54b1-cddc-7532-eee699bb3d9e-1633085432073.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_f2083f20-54b1-cddc-7532-eee699bb3d9e-1633085432073.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/f2083f20-54b1-cddc-7532-eee699bb3d9e-1633085432073.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/05318568-6acb-262a-509c-3041861fc50a-1662483568725.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"mr_invisible","id":"82260eeb-eca0-4c30-a7fc-b3f13f824517","nickname":"Code:Unknown","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/05318568-6acb-262a-509c-3041861fc50a-1662483568725.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_05318568-6acb-262a-509c-3041861fc50a-1662483568725.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"I am awaiting for you.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":70,"story_count":179,"reaction_count":1380,"following_count":78,"follower_count":759,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":695770,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"pwr","badges":["lv1","lv2","fqr","gft","lv3","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"reading":"Emotions and feelings","writing":"With my boiling blood and crystal tears"}},"type":"story","tags":["alone","innov2","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-04-04T14:05:00.532176-07:00","created":"2021-09-30T07:54:43.605271-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nAutophile: One who loves to be aloneee","description":"On a girl who became mute completely after an accident of her life~","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/f2083f20-54b1-cddc-7532-eee699bb3d9e-1633085432073.jpeg","slug":"autophile-one-who-loves-to-be-aloneee","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-10-01T05:01:31.059141-07:00","published":"2021-10-01T05:01:31.059127-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":537,"comment_count":11,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"82260eeb-eca0-4c30-a7fc-b3f13f824517","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"ed2357be-bbdc-476c-bfd0-6106d3decb87","reaction_count":18,"reaction_counts":{"NI":18,"all":18,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"dreamwriterxxx","author_description":"I write, I write and I write","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"my sweetest ROPE","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/44f7169a-07ae-8b7b-b8d1-9bdf13decf39-1633089099304.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_44f7169a-07ae-8b7b-b8d1-9bdf13decf39-1633089099304.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_44f7169a-07ae-8b7b-b8d1-9bdf13decf39-1633089099304.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/44f7169a-07ae-8b7b-b8d1-9bdf13decf39-1633089099304.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/dd00619e-b2c5-8896-91d6-9b1f0b7f146a-1687600594439.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"dreamwriterxxx","id":"d20b061f-5694-49fa-9df5-5670e09c270c","nickname":"Dreamer ✨","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/dd00619e-b2c5-8896-91d6-9b1f0b7f146a-1687600594439.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_dd00619e-b2c5-8896-91d6-9b1f0b7f146a-1687600594439.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"I write, I write and I write","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":25,"reaction_count":1075,"following_count":70,"follower_count":98,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":140072,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["death","sad","suicide","violence"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-06-12T22:13:36.091795-07:00","created":"2021-10-01T04:34:10.780334-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"my sweetest ROPE","description":"Tired \n","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/44f7169a-07ae-8b7b-b8d1-9bdf13decf39-1633089099304.jpeg","slug":"my-sweetest-rope","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-10-01T04:53:46.904275-07:00","published":"2021-10-01T04:53:46.904266-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":196,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"d20b061f-5694-49fa-9df5-5670e09c270c","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"3775360f-389e-436f-ab96-45bcb56e206a","reaction_count":256,"reaction_counts":{"NI":256,"all":256,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"astraeus","author_description":"goodbye.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"never","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/56b649f7-1077-18c7-55f2-e3c6b2482c08-1633083023988.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_56b649f7-1077-18c7-55f2-e3c6b2482c08-1633083023988.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_56b649f7-1077-18c7-55f2-e3c6b2482c08-1633083023988.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/56b649f7-1077-18c7-55f2-e3c6b2482c08-1633083023988.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/22ad37f8-ef94-7862-fad1-c851a2186702-1704844850562.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"astraeus","id":"ad0191b9-db06-4a7c-88c0-2fbef8e9142a","nickname":"stephen.","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/22ad37f8-ef94-7862-fad1-c851a2186702-1704844850562.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_22ad37f8-ef94-7862-fad1-c851a2186702-1704844850562.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b347a065-28b7-7385-8991-f8148eefc976-1704845010844.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b347a065-28b7-7385-8991-f8148eefc976-1704845010844.jpeg","description":"goodbye.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":71,"story_count":129,"reaction_count":4033,"following_count":48,"follower_count":6145,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1863420,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","fqr","lv2","gft","pwr","lv3","str"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"astraeuspoetry_"},"about":{"about":"stalk me here:\n@sausageman_0 - pinterest\naxlo#8456/axlo0 - discord\n\naustralian boi who occasionally writes poems for the funzies","reading":"dystopian sci-fi and crime novels :P","writing":"i mostly write depressing poetry lol but sometimes funny stuff (if i feel like it)."}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","poem","poetry","loss","death"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:00:10.938787-08:00","created":"2021-10-01T03:04:11.139098-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"never","description":"the pain of losing a loved one is unbearable","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/56b649f7-1077-18c7-55f2-e3c6b2482c08-1633083023988.jpeg","slug":"never","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-10-01T03:11:51.846036-07:00","published":"2021-10-01T03:11:51.846026-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":609,"comment_count":8,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"ad0191b9-db06-4a7c-88c0-2fbef8e9142a","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"af6661d7-b43d-48a4-bff0-2fb542f0c29d","reaction_count":107,"reaction_counts":{"NI":105,"all":105,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"darkcarnage","author_description":"I save everyone, but who will save me?","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"                           HATE","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1556865897-3e02fedb1774?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8aGF0ZXxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzMwNjc0Mjg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=thW2sk-646E","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1556865897-3e02fedb1774?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8aGF0ZXxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzMwNjc0Mjg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=thW2sk-646E","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1556865897-3e02fedb1774?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8aGF0ZXxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzMwNjc0Mjg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=thW2sk-646E","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1556865897-3e02fedb1774?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8aGF0ZXxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzMwNjc0Mjg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=thW2sk-646E"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a8ff725f-8f63-e526-8688-6c9e7c580b1d-1641389973684.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"darkcarnage","id":"a42c6e41-4376-429f-b3cf-dbec3d9521be","nickname":"Khadija","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a8ff725f-8f63-e526-8688-6c9e7c580b1d-1641389973684.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_a8ff725f-8f63-e526-8688-6c9e7c580b1d-1641389973684.png","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/5f336f4f-7af6-4cc8-94a2-9d7d5ad64fd7-compressed1630839716696.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"I save everyone, but who will save me?","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":44,"reaction_count":459,"following_count":67,"follower_count":1717,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":218831,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["feelings","thoughts","poem","hate","hate-","hurt-","hurt","depresssion","anxiety","dark","darkness","dark ness","insecure","self harm","selfharm","bully","bullying","broken","destroyed","relationships","sucide","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-07-19T13:49:16.259387-07:00","created":"2021-09-30T04:49:35.635596-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"                           HATE","description":"","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1556865897-3e02fedb1774?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8aGF0ZXxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzMwNjc0Mjg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=thW2sk-646E","slug":"hate","categories":["FC"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-30T23:05:33.992201-07:00","published":"2021-09-30T23:05:33.992191-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":423,"comment_count":5,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"a42c6e41-4376-429f-b3cf-dbec3d9521be","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"75607977-288d-4c80-9aec-d10a11ff5183","reaction_count":19,"reaction_counts":{"NI":18,"all":18,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"dreamwriterxxx","author_description":"I write, I write and I write","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n            Rusty GATE","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8025f0c3-e870-87e9-1f20-2636e33a9c80-1633112449462.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_8025f0c3-e870-87e9-1f20-2636e33a9c80-1633112449462.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_8025f0c3-e870-87e9-1f20-2636e33a9c80-1633112449462.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8025f0c3-e870-87e9-1f20-2636e33a9c80-1633112449462.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/dd00619e-b2c5-8896-91d6-9b1f0b7f146a-1687600594439.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"dreamwriterxxx","id":"d20b061f-5694-49fa-9df5-5670e09c270c","nickname":"Dreamer ✨","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/dd00619e-b2c5-8896-91d6-9b1f0b7f146a-1687600594439.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_dd00619e-b2c5-8896-91d6-9b1f0b7f146a-1687600594439.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"I write, I write and I write","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":25,"reaction_count":1075,"following_count":70,"follower_count":98,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":140072,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["gate","sad","death"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-06-11T23:52:58.978178-07:00","created":"2021-09-30T20:14:16.766180-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n            Rusty GATE","description":"\n","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8025f0c3-e870-87e9-1f20-2636e33a9c80-1633112449462.jpeg","slug":"rusty-gate","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-30T20:40:11.834342-07:00","published":"2021-09-30T20:40:11.834329-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":231,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"d20b061f-5694-49fa-9df5-5670e09c270c","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"cf5fccc9-c438-4d14-87ea-653db43f8d10","reaction_count":38,"reaction_counts":{"NI":36,"all":36,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"rileey","author_description":"\"Im the bad guy in someones story\"","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Dear God ","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1492176273113-2d51f47b23b0?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Nnx8Z29kfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMzA1NjY0OA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=TStNU7H4UEE","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1492176273113-2d51f47b23b0?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Nnx8Z29kfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMzA1NjY0OA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=TStNU7H4UEE","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1492176273113-2d51f47b23b0?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Nnx8Z29kfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMzA1NjY0OA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=TStNU7H4UEE","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1492176273113-2d51f47b23b0?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Nnx8Z29kfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMzA1NjY0OA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=TStNU7H4UEE"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7b083578-3072-c763-a986-06fe3fdcbd1d-1634408190903.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"rileey","id":"950dee95-4484-4715-90ac-3921d53cefaf","nickname":"Riley","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7b083578-3072-c763-a986-06fe3fdcbd1d-1634408190903.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7b083578-3072-c763-a986-06fe3fdcbd1d-1634408190903.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/09a9f35a-e148-7865-cf01-31180fdbb46b-1633833995366.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_09a9f35a-e148-7865-cf01-31180fdbb46b-1633833995366.jpeg","description":"\"Im the bad guy in someones story\"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":4,"story_count":22,"reaction_count":132,"following_count":7,"follower_count":74,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":238113,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv1","badges":["lv1","fqr","lv2","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["god","belief","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-05-01T18:23:34.450971-07:00","created":"2021-09-30T19:12:24.300536-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Dear God ","description":"Sorry if this offends some people in a way, i dont mean too ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1492176273113-2d51f47b23b0?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Nnx8Z29kfGVufDB8fHx8MTYzMzA1NjY0OA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=TStNU7H4UEE","slug":"dear-god","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-30T20:00:15.704252-07:00","published":"2021-09-30T20:00:15.704241-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":550,"comment_count":4,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"950dee95-4484-4715-90ac-3921d53cefaf","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"299909f9-487f-4029-8896-a04798be0a6a","reaction_count":0,"reaction_counts":{"all":0,"top":[]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"jocoso2218","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Day 135","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1462642109801-4ac2971a3a51?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Nnx8Sm91cm5hbHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzMwODE1NjA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=CKlHKtCJZKk","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1462642109801-4ac2971a3a51?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Nnx8Sm91cm5hbHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzMwODE1NjA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=CKlHKtCJZKk","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1462642109801-4ac2971a3a51?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Nnx8Sm91cm5hbHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzMwODE1NjA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=CKlHKtCJZKk","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1462642109801-4ac2971a3a51?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Nnx8Sm91cm5hbHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzMwODE1NjA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=CKlHKtCJZKk"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"jocoso2218","id":"79105725-f54a-43cb-a391-2b4c2685a03f","nickname":"Marcus","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":3,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":2,"follower_count":1,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1112,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["supernatural","super natural","god","death","gruesome","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-10-01T09:30:15.389720-07:00","created":"2021-09-30T19:01:54.371948-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Day 135","description":"A God has died.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1462642109801-4ac2971a3a51?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Nnx8Sm91cm5hbHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzMwODE1NjA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=CKlHKtCJZKk","slug":"day-135--i-am-hiding-under-the-couch-observing-the","categories":["FC"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-30T19:10:27.794665-07:00","published":"2021-09-30T19:01:54.367698-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":15,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"79105725-f54a-43cb-a391-2b4c2685a03f","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"be26607c-5972-45ec-b1be-e94d8380e25b","reaction_count":1,"reaction_counts":{"NI":1,"all":1,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"ryi","author_description":"honestly depends on the day","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Et. Al.","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1529460608-bc455fccd5a4?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Njl8fHdyaXRpbmd8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMzMDQ0NzI0&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=d2lO9btumD4","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1529460608-bc455fccd5a4?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Njl8fHdyaXRpbmd8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMzMDQ0NzI0&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=d2lO9btumD4","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1529460608-bc455fccd5a4?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Njl8fHdyaXRpbmd8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMzMDQ0NzI0&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=d2lO9btumD4","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1529460608-bc455fccd5a4?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Njl8fHdyaXRpbmd8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMzMDQ0NzI0&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=d2lO9btumD4"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ceca5b21-c812-936e-0b7c-0ac5265e1252-1632525358380.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ryi","id":"ea81a34e-a98f-4f08-84f8-4f8c051e236f","nickname":"Ryi","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ceca5b21-c812-936e-0b7c-0ac5265e1252-1632525358380.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ceca5b21-c812-936e-0b7c-0ac5265e1252-1632525358380.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/61d9d20f-cd92-01a6-9559-7234c73744ae-1632525492161.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_61d9d20f-cd92-01a6-9559-7234c73744ae-1632525492161.png","description":"honestly depends on the day","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":3,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":2,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":359,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","romantic","lovers","tragic end","deepthought","deep thought","longform","death","tradegy","grief","sacrafice","relationship","relation ship","sad ending","sad+ending","loss"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T23:59:30.771788-08:00","created":"2021-09-30T16:13:54.075593-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Et. Al.","description":"How could you have given something so precious away for the likes of me?\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1529460608-bc455fccd5a4?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Njl8fHdyaXRpbmd8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMzMDQ0NzI0&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=d2lO9btumD4","slug":"et-al","categories":["RM"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-30T17:12:30.421992-07:00","published":"2021-09-30T17:12:30.421980-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":0,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"ea81a34e-a98f-4f08-84f8-4f8c051e236f","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"6d7d64d2-0b3f-4626-94ab-443b01138b8b","reaction_count":58,"reaction_counts":{"NI":56,"all":56,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"she.luv.me.2","author_description":"Aesthetic Rapper/fllw4fllw/(he/him)","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"PAINFUL","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/10c8a03f-b6fd-b1d9-a426-ff1243abd4b1-1633031246963.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_10c8a03f-b6fd-b1d9-a426-ff1243abd4b1-1633031246963.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_10c8a03f-b6fd-b1d9-a426-ff1243abd4b1-1633031246963.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/10c8a03f-b6fd-b1d9-a426-ff1243abd4b1-1633031246963.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/87767631-9d1c-d541-097d-f58113291441-1647658598379.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"she.luv.me.2","id":"1d47aa4d-3e3b-4ea2-b677-174f3fae34a3","nickname":"♡ilyDIAZ♡","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/87767631-9d1c-d541-097d-f58113291441-1647658598379.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_87767631-9d1c-d541-097d-f58113291441-1647658598379.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/482b334b-9fce-f342-34b5-e0d60898a34d-1648321013626.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_482b334b-9fce-f342-34b5-e0d60898a34d-1648321013626.jpeg","description":"Aesthetic Rapper/fllw4fllw/(he/him)","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":6,"story_count":310,"reaction_count":513,"following_count":227,"follower_count":178,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":471721,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["contest","sad","pain","lyrics","rap","heartbroken","heart broken","f#ck life"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-01-07T05:19:03.539460-08:00","created":"2021-09-30T12:42:49.539609-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"PAINFUL","description":"@vaders_nc | contest  | prompt: Hidden\n\nBy: JDrex","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/10c8a03f-b6fd-b1d9-a426-ff1243abd4b1-1633031246963.jpeg","slug":"painful","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-30T12:48:39.095660-07:00","published":"2021-09-30T12:48:39.095645-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":169,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"1d47aa4d-3e3b-4ea2-b677-174f3fae34a3","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"844d7626-7afb-40d4-81c3-f8f66fb20318","reaction_count":17,"reaction_counts":{"NI":17,"all":17,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"berkieboo4","author_description":"writing is the soul opening up to others","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Fear Kills Love","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1483232539664-d89822fb5d3e?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjZ8fHdhbGx8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMzMDI3NzY5&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=3o7O_6fi7Qc","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1483232539664-d89822fb5d3e?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjZ8fHdhbGx8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMzMDI3NzY5&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=3o7O_6fi7Qc","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1483232539664-d89822fb5d3e?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjZ8fHdhbGx8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMzMDI3NzY5&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=3o7O_6fi7Qc","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1483232539664-d89822fb5d3e?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjZ8fHdhbGx8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMzMDI3NzY5&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=3o7O_6fi7Qc"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ed664800-d4ec-7046-2930-667acaea05c3-1678575711980.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"berkieboo4","id":"7a29f4cd-4470-4f1a-be0c-a41a96d41a3e","nickname":"Berk","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ed664800-d4ec-7046-2930-667acaea05c3-1678575711980.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ed664800-d4ec-7046-2930-667acaea05c3-1678575711980.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f3ada5d3-8985-7907-8c65-7062e84ee8a9-1678575684935.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f3ada5d3-8985-7907-8c65-7062e84ee8a9-1678575684935.png","description":"writing is the soul opening up to others","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":50,"reaction_count":3,"following_count":1,"follower_count":73,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":34430,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"16 years old\nLover of change","reading":"I love reading and writing, I'm also interested in painting and embroidery.","writing":"I love writing because it's my way of disappearing from the world, and sorting out my complex emotions when I am unable to verbalize them."}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","love","fear","sadness","sad","depressed","wall","loveyourself","love yourself","loveyou","love you","ily","poetryislife"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-11-20T07:04:45.498376-08:00","created":"2021-09-30T11:48:49.664830-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Fear Kills Love","description":"poetry is the soul weeping onto a page.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1483232539664-d89822fb5d3e?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjZ8fHdhbGx8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjMzMDI3NzY5&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=3o7O_6fi7Qc","slug":"fear-kills-love","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-30T11:50:32.680797-07:00","published":"2021-09-30T11:50:32.680787-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":22,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"7a29f4cd-4470-4f1a-be0c-a41a96d41a3e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"a318dbe8-1394-4c6f-9293-09feddcfcd3b","reaction_count":4,"reaction_counts":{"NI":4,"all":4,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"baraka","author_description":"Aspiring writer and songwriter","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Aquele Lugar — That Place \n\n\n\n\n\n","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/81b0000c-9211-cfe0-f80f-879608cc78a7-1631802395508.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_81b0000c-9211-cfe0-f80f-879608cc78a7-1631802395508.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_81b0000c-9211-cfe0-f80f-879608cc78a7-1631802395508.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/81b0000c-9211-cfe0-f80f-879608cc78a7-1631802395508.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e8529ab9-d951-4795-048a-26dd5cc57e55-1656462940906.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"baraka","id":"9ebd714e-5a2e-4f4b-a1c9-e35e6b33163f","nickname":"Afonso","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e8529ab9-d951-4795-048a-26dd5cc57e55-1656462940906.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_e8529ab9-d951-4795-048a-26dd5cc57e55-1656462940906.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ff67c14e-65a6-48b5-86c2-86a420613488-1656462459496.","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ff67c14e-65a6-48b5-86c2-86a420613488-1656462459496.","description":"Aspiring writer and songwriter","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":23,"reaction_count":41,"following_count":31,"follower_count":42,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":119377,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","love","betrayal","loneliness","poetry","relationships","doom","ovid","sadness","suffering","restraint"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:11:44.459082-08:00","created":"2021-09-30T10:03:07.358432-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Aquele Lugar — That Place \n\n\n\n\n\n","description":"Portuguese:\nA história de um homem que é traído pela mulher que ele ama, mas que está disposto a esquecer em prol de não ficar sozinho outra vez.\n\nEnglish: \nThe story of a man who is betrayed by the woman he loves, but is willing to forget for the sake of not being alone again.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/81b0000c-9211-cfe0-f80f-879608cc78a7-1631802395508.jpeg","slug":"aquele-lugar--that-place-original-and-translation","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-30T10:23:31.850534-07:00","published":"2021-09-30T10:23:31.850502-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":114,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"9ebd714e-5a2e-4f4b-a1c9-e35e6b33163f","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"7b314d54-ba84-4863-87b0-373844fbf72a","reaction_count":339,"reaction_counts":{"NI":332,"all":332,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":3,"username":"storm_","author_description":"that infrequent poet. 🍉","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n                         not again","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1d518e8b-279b-e1d1-3076-31d0c8261935-1632997180952.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_1d518e8b-279b-e1d1-3076-31d0c8261935-1632997180952.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_1d518e8b-279b-e1d1-3076-31d0c8261935-1632997180952.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1d518e8b-279b-e1d1-3076-31d0c8261935-1632997180952.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/fc6094c9-b1b6-1988-5e40-ee6152b7b4e3-1641405237179.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"storm_","id":"44ba252d-9b27-4b91-9fc5-ee0b95372526","nickname":"S.","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/fc6094c9-b1b6-1988-5e40-ee6152b7b4e3-1641405237179.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_fc6094c9-b1b6-1988-5e40-ee6152b7b4e3-1641405237179.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5be2e500-a568-6b02-ce58-827e4ba32ad8-1688495869047.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5be2e500-a568-6b02-ce58-827e4ba32ad8-1688495869047.jpeg","description":"that infrequent poet. 🍉","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":44,"story_count":91,"reaction_count":13867,"following_count":141,"follower_count":9487,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":4897353,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"avr","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2","pwr","avr","lv3"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"little me had only wanted to live on a mountain.\nthe older me thinks of peace in colours.","reading":"to go through what i cannot be.","writing":"a secluded and hushed mode of rambling."}},"type":"story","tags":["savenature","sole","poem","freeverse","free verse","birds","trees","sky","earth","humans","war","nature","not again!","be kind","bekind","pollution","poetry","writer","write","attempt","sad","cruel","rain","clouds"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-10-20T04:54:38.290002-07:00","created":"2021-09-29T12:58:47.408169-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n                         not again","description":"hoping for a millionth time","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1d518e8b-279b-e1d1-3076-31d0c8261935-1632997180952.jpeg","slug":"untitled-38","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-30T03:24:40.154010-07:00","published":"2021-09-29T13:14:37.281599-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":5404,"comment_count":25,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"44ba252d-9b27-4b91-9fc5-ee0b95372526","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"94f285fb-0467-44b5-9c2d-3deebe3128f0","reaction_count":87,"reaction_counts":{"NI":85,"all":85,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"tipsie","author_description":"傻帽 [they/them]","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Between Scylla and Charybdis\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n [based on The Oddessy] ","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/71d5a7bc-9243-9012-dd19-b24aba322ec5-1632980483666.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_71d5a7bc-9243-9012-dd19-b24aba322ec5-1632980483666.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_71d5a7bc-9243-9012-dd19-b24aba322ec5-1632980483666.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/71d5a7bc-9243-9012-dd19-b24aba322ec5-1632980483666.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ecf6e4c8-80d2-e71e-16c2-6c9cfd593638-1653721492274.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"tipsie","id":"ad4e2cee-cc3e-4a16-a915-b40cdc5ea531","nickname":"₮ł₱₴łɆ","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ecf6e4c8-80d2-e71e-16c2-6c9cfd593638-1653721492274.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ecf6e4c8-80d2-e71e-16c2-6c9cfd593638-1653721492274.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/32355439-7209-bb73-f4f5-2e5dc54b9a9b-1617165300794.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_32355439-7209-bb73-f4f5-2e5dc54b9a9b-1617165300794.jpeg","description":"傻帽 [they/them]","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":27,"story_count":232,"reaction_count":895,"following_count":33,"follower_count":8096,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":473869,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["gft","lv1","fqr","lv2","amb","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","poetry","mythology","myths","greekmythology","greek mythology","greek myths","greek gods","oddessy","odysseus","sad","horror","graphic","string","hate","hate-","love","emotional","tipsie"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-04-09T14:09:06.567254-07:00","created":"2021-09-29T22:17:28.113074-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Between Scylla and Charybdis\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n [based on The Oddessy] ","description":"On the left, out of the fog, I see Six heads, with rows of stainless teeth\n","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/71d5a7bc-9243-9012-dd19-b24aba322ec5-1632980483666.jpeg","slug":"between-scylla-and-charybdis-based-on-the-oddessy","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-29T22:44:55.120582-07:00","published":"2021-09-29T22:44:55.120569-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":128,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"ad4e2cee-cc3e-4a16-a915-b40cdc5ea531","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"eee80048-f417-4541-a407-04be98d0ef7c","reaction_count":0,"reaction_counts":{"all":0,"top":[]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"diana_otaku39","author_description":"Burn out ig","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"I know you are my soulmate\nWhat other way is there to explain this ridiculous connection I still feel with you\n\nKnow you are my soulmate\nYou may not be alone, but please tell me you feel like something is missing. I sure do\n\nYou were my soulmate\nBut the stars crossed before the night could shine\nSometimes I think\nMaybe if we had only met a year or two later\nWould we have managed to rescue this jinxed love?\nOur time together was damned from the beginning \n\nYou could’ve been my soulmate","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549526913-bccdb786746b?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NXx8Q2hlcnJ5JTIwYmxvc3NvbXxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzI5NzkwOTk&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=qoKsbHSqU-w","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549526913-bccdb786746b?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NXx8Q2hlcnJ5JTIwYmxvc3NvbXxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzI5NzkwOTk&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=qoKsbHSqU-w","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549526913-bccdb786746b?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NXx8Q2hlcnJ5JTIwYmxvc3NvbXxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzI5NzkwOTk&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=qoKsbHSqU-w","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549526913-bccdb786746b?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NXx8Q2hlcnJ5JTIwYmxvc3NvbXxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzI5NzkwOTk&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=qoKsbHSqU-w"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/476e1879-4b40-44aa-fbfa-dbea44967384-1644128310053.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"diana_otaku39","id":"5b3b4ab6-742c-41e8-ad49-e775f699416c","nickname":"Diana","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/476e1879-4b40-44aa-fbfa-dbea44967384-1644128310053.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_476e1879-4b40-44aa-fbfa-dbea44967384-1644128310053.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/fcd65eb5-039d-f61e-a9c3-1a23810815b1-1644128359610.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_fcd65eb5-039d-f61e-a9c3-1a23810815b1-1644128359610.jpeg","description":"Burn out ig","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":5,"story_count":8,"reaction_count":60,"following_count":39,"follower_count":24,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":15959,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["soulmate","soul mate","sad","cherry blossoms","starcrossed","star crossed"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-10-13T20:33:47.881429-07:00","created":"2021-09-29T22:17:40.914430-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"I know you are my soulmate\nWhat other way is there to explain this ridiculous connection I still feel with you\n\nKnow you are my soulmate\nYou may not be alone, but please tell me you feel like something is missing. I sure do\n\nYou were my soulmate\nBut th...","description":"I should call him lmfaoo ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549526913-bccdb786746b?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NXx8Q2hlcnJ5JTIwYmxvc3NvbXxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzI5NzkwOTk&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=qoKsbHSqU-w","slug":"i-know-you-are-my-soulmatewhat-other-way-is-there-","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-29T22:20:21.686764-07:00","published":"2021-09-29T22:20:21.686751-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":5,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"5b3b4ab6-742c-41e8-ad49-e775f699416c","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"88a2e03d-eb9a-4cd9-b6c6-5b7527e81f20","reaction_count":42,"reaction_counts":{"NI":40,"all":40,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"6543","author_description":"she/her","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Happier","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/reserve/dPfjQTyJSJ2LpM7D9Yr0_Photo%2015-02-2014.jpg?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzF8fHNhZHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzI5NzA0NTE&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=yi6dvuynEuo","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/reserve/dPfjQTyJSJ2LpM7D9Yr0_Photo%2015-02-2014.jpg?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzF8fHNhZHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzI5NzA0NTE&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=yi6dvuynEuo","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/reserve/dPfjQTyJSJ2LpM7D9Yr0_Photo%2015-02-2014.jpg?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzF8fHNhZHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzI5NzA0NTE&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=yi6dvuynEuo","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/reserve/dPfjQTyJSJ2LpM7D9Yr0_Photo%2015-02-2014.jpg?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzF8fHNhZHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzI5NzA0NTE&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=yi6dvuynEuo"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/15dfd7b0-e2e6-aed6-2e9c-c87ba782e920-1633971260005.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"6543","id":"4d600ce4-eea8-4b07-a821-ca8d6003ea6e","nickname":"Scarlett","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/15dfd7b0-e2e6-aed6-2e9c-c87ba782e920-1633971260005.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_15dfd7b0-e2e6-aed6-2e9c-c87ba782e920-1633971260005.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7a0eef07-114e-17de-2994-2be453a19815-1632883188139.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7a0eef07-114e-17de-2994-2be453a19815-1632883188139.png","description":"she/her","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":5,"reaction_count":88,"following_count":81,"follower_count":27,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":21276,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","sad","sadness","darkness","dark ness","lost","lost-","lonely","alone","hurt-","hurt"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-08-01T08:50:19.310540-07:00","created":"2021-09-29T19:20:12.346513-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Happier","description":"Just a sad little poem…. I’m not that great at writing :&lt;","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/reserve/dPfjQTyJSJ2LpM7D9Yr0_Photo%2015-02-2014.jpg?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzF8fHNhZHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzI5NzA0NTE&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=yi6dvuynEuo","slug":"happier","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-29T20:07:08.627346-07:00","published":"2021-09-29T20:07:08.627336-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":129,"comment_count":5,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"4d600ce4-eea8-4b07-a821-ca8d6003ea6e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"0218ce89-9bef-4ba8-8eb3-c025e2636fbe","reaction_count":0,"reaction_counts":{"all":0,"top":[]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"lucius_valentin","author_description":"I am a poet","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\"I feel as If\"","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1610656032527-7f381014e574?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8ZGVwcmVzc2luZ3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzI5NTQzMDQ&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=wPsDfkS_noU","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1610656032527-7f381014e574?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8ZGVwcmVzc2luZ3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzI5NTQzMDQ&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=wPsDfkS_noU","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1610656032527-7f381014e574?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8ZGVwcmVzc2luZ3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzI5NTQzMDQ&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=wPsDfkS_noU","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1610656032527-7f381014e574?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8ZGVwcmVzc2luZ3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzI5NTQzMDQ&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=wPsDfkS_noU"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/64ec435f-4bfa-e991-bab2-1fc3328ac7fe-1632352300012.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"lucius_valentin","id":"df2ace95-4bd0-4949-8a62-4c4b3a52e162","nickname":"Lucius","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/64ec435f-4bfa-e991-bab2-1fc3328ac7fe-1632352300012.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_64ec435f-4bfa-e991-bab2-1fc3328ac7fe-1632352300012.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1b1295ce-baa5-f891-8f59-123401308545-1632352249272.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1b1295ce-baa5-f891-8f59-123401308545-1632352249272.jpeg","description":"I am a poet","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":8,"reaction_count":4,"following_count":2,"follower_count":8,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2624,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","depression","battle","sadness","/blowthisup","/small author"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-11-01T05:39:33.315733-07:00","created":"2021-09-29T15:22:49.694394-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\"I feel as If\"","description":"A poem about feeling as if you aren&#39;t worth it and feeling as if you don&#39;t deserve anything","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1610656032527-7f381014e574?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8ZGVwcmVzc2luZ3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzI5NTQzMDQ&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=wPsDfkS_noU","slug":"i-feel-as-if","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-29T15:27:41.460074-07:00","published":"2021-09-29T15:27:41.460059-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":41,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"df2ace95-4bd0-4949-8a62-4c4b3a52e162","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"d2a521bb-00b9-4b05-9554-881b8d4d4d0d","reaction_count":5,"reaction_counts":{"NI":5,"all":5,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"jsolman556","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Enveloped in black tendrils, dragged down by demonic entities. Never-ending cries echo tirelessly. The burden of continuous resistance induces a chronic fatigue. Infernal woes char skin and hellish creatures clash against a failing guard. Yet this is only the first trial brought upon by our wicked labyrinth. \n\n","first_page_image":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/9DF23250-309E-4D3D-BE57-C077B8EA232E1632949178673.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"","m":"","l":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/9DF23250-309E-4D3D-BE57-C077B8EA232E1632949178673.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"jsolman556","id":"28511fbf-e69e-462a-8a96-2f2d5e9097e7","nickname":"Ryan","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":1,"reaction_count":1,"following_count":17,"follower_count":4,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2400,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","angry","hurt-","hurt","emotions","feelings","expression"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:03:06.923564-08:00","created":"2021-09-29T13:56:17.892025-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Enveloped in black tendrils, dragged down by demonic entities. Never-ending cries echo tirelessly. The burden of continuous resistance induces a chronic fatigue. Infernal woes char skin and hellish creatures clash against a failing guard. Yet this is o...","description":"Just a little healthy expression🖤","thumbnail":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/9DF23250-309E-4D3D-BE57-C077B8EA232E1632949178673.jpg","slug":"enveloped-in-black-tendrils-dragged-down-by-demoni","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-29T14:07:17.604625-07:00","published":"2021-09-29T14:07:17.604613-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":28,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"28511fbf-e69e-462a-8a96-2f2d5e9097e7","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"cff8cc47-00e5-4a9e-9063-e2efdeab4cf1","reaction_count":3,"reaction_counts":{"NI":3,"all":3,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"emotional_mess","author_description":"A mess incapable of healing","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Drowning...Failing...Dying... I'm Done... ","first_page_image":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1220.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1220.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1220.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/59158e43-c8b9-3330-d541-5af2159ac4a0-1615377141150.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"emotional_mess","id":"7afed643-9b96-429e-bb24-844ccfbecb3d","nickname":"Emotional Mess","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/59158e43-c8b9-3330-d541-5af2159ac4a0-1615377141150.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_59158e43-c8b9-3330-d541-5af2159ac4a0-1615377141150.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/53c1ebe6-15c0-7e71-517c-cff18f5550d7-1613771286970.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_53c1ebe6-15c0-7e71-517c-cff18f5550d7-1613771286970.jpeg","description":"A mess incapable of healing","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":21,"reaction_count":62,"following_count":37,"follower_count":24,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":17820,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["anxiety","depression","mentalhealth","mental health","notokay","not okay","help","sad","scared","anxious","feelings","feeling","heart","hurt-","hurt","pain","done"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-03-09T16:09:17.209037-08:00","created":"2021-09-29T12:31:11.184105-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Drowning...Failing...Dying... I'm Done... ","description":"I&#39;m not okay...","thumbnail":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1220.jpg","slug":"drowningfailingdying-im-done","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-29T12:33:36.543831-07:00","published":"2021-09-29T12:33:36.543819-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":27,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"7afed643-9b96-429e-bb24-844ccfbecb3d","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"ff52169f-1313-47fb-8a63-ba3f0fa18ba7","reaction_count":22,"reaction_counts":{"NI":22,"all":22,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"nixzy_writer","author_description":"Hey!|Writer and Artist|<3","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Last Paz pt. 3","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/3263e714-6ccc-be07-f8cd-4c661293a415-1632938357262.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_3263e714-6ccc-be07-f8cd-4c661293a415-1632938357262.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_3263e714-6ccc-be07-f8cd-4c661293a415-1632938357262.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/3263e714-6ccc-be07-f8cd-4c661293a415-1632938357262.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0ccc7bac-271a-6c52-5e4d-e05562d6f4bb-1668479733945.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"nixzy_writer","id":"bbe748e6-e82e-400f-b97a-bb265e648ea3","nickname":"⏳🕰️Nixzy🕰️⏳","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0ccc7bac-271a-6c52-5e4d-e05562d6f4bb-1668479733945.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0ccc7bac-271a-6c52-5e4d-e05562d6f4bb-1668479733945.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b95e37d3-dc15-0aef-3e59-ebb5766b48f6-1668479753504.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b95e37d3-dc15-0aef-3e59-ebb5766b48f6-1668479753504.jpeg","description":"Hey!|Writer and Artist|<3","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":12,"story_count":36,"reaction_count":424,"following_count":60,"follower_count":77,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":105422,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","gft","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["last paz","ying paz","ohhhh","myyyyy","godddddd","whyyyy","is","it","i-t","so","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:30:24.253624-08:00","created":"2021-09-29T10:53:26.308725-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Last Paz pt. 3","description":"*sad sobbing noises*\nIT&#39;S SAD OKAYYYYYYYY????","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/3263e714-6ccc-be07-f8cd-4c661293a415-1632938357262.jpeg","slug":"last-paz-pt-3","categories":["FC"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-09-29T11:01:02.239580-07:00","published":"2021-09-29T11:01:02.239571-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":53,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"bbe748e6-e82e-400f-b97a-bb265e648ea3","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null}],"page":293}