{"count":1955,"next":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=29&tag=lost","previous":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=27&tag=lost","results":[{"id":"88dcf0b7-583c-419f-80e0-9c4eb4c5d80a","reaction_count":13,"reaction_counts":{"NI":13,"all":13,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"bookdragon101","author_description":"Nerdy & Pansexual Metalhead","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Questions for the Lost","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/60469cf2-0f23-882d-bb7e-55cdfc1d572c-1641591057100.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_60469cf2-0f23-882d-bb7e-55cdfc1d572c-1641591057100.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_60469cf2-0f23-882d-bb7e-55cdfc1d572c-1641591057100.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/60469cf2-0f23-882d-bb7e-55cdfc1d572c-1641591057100.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7662cb79-b606-9b78-87a5-a0565a7b886d-1665058921676.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"bookdragon101","id":"733d4f30-a4d9-4482-bbd0-7e4ed8ea8394","nickname":"Hedge","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7662cb79-b606-9b78-87a5-a0565a7b886d-1665058921676.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7662cb79-b606-9b78-87a5-a0565a7b886d-1665058921676.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e1de2d65-972a-9410-4f3d-585be2289332-1665058835869.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_e1de2d65-972a-9410-4f3d-585be2289332-1665058835869.png","description":"Nerdy & Pansexual Metalhead","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":2,"story_count":16,"reaction_count":220,"following_count":110,"follower_count":60,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":251829,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"fqr","badges":["fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["lonely","lost","lost-","sadness","depression"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:27:35.359624-08:00","created":"2022-01-07T13:17:19.384211-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Questions for the Lost","description":"I wrote this for my mom when she was going through a rough patch. So I guess you could say this poem is dedicated to my mom.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/60469cf2-0f23-882d-bb7e-55cdfc1d572c-1641591057100.jpeg","slug":"questions-for-the-lost","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-01-07T13:47:37.171300-08:00","published":"2022-01-07T13:47:37.171286-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":80,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"733d4f30-a4d9-4482-bbd0-7e4ed8ea8394","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"e8257dfb-3851-48b0-8f2d-f05b7634aa1f","reaction_count":0,"reaction_counts":{"all":0,"top":[]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"anon","author_description":"Stories From Unregistered Users","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1484800089236-7ae8f5dffc8e?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8YSUyMGdpcmwlMjBzdHJldGNoJTIwaGFuZHN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjQxNTI2NTQ3&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=smaS_Uxg4L0","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1484800089236-7ae8f5dffc8e?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8YSUyMGdpcmwlMjBzdHJldGNoJTIwaGFuZHN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjQxNTI2NTQ3&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=smaS_Uxg4L0","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1484800089236-7ae8f5dffc8e?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8YSUyMGdpcmwlMjBzdHJldGNoJTIwaGFuZHN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjQxNTI2NTQ3&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=smaS_Uxg4L0","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1484800089236-7ae8f5dffc8e?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8YSUyMGdpcmwlMjBzdHJldGNoJTIwaGFuZHN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjQxNTI2NTQ3&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=smaS_Uxg4L0"},"author_profile_picture":"https://i.imgur.com/2dUQ5M0.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"anon","id":"00000000-0000-0000-0000-000000000000","nickname":"Anonymously Shared","profile_picture":"https://i.imgur.com/2dUQ5M0.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://i.imgur.com/2dUQ5M0.jpg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Stories From Unregistered Users","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":15158,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":7,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":0,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["alone","lost","lost-","friends","happiness","hurdles","obstacles","emotions","crying"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-01-06T20:14:23.945941-08:00","created":"2022-01-06T20:11:19.461776-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Untitled","description":"One day when Ann and her best friend were going to enjoy in the fields in her car, something unexpected happened which turned their lives upside down......","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1484800089236-7ae8f5dffc8e?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8YSUyMGdpcmwlMjBzdHJldGNoJTIwaGFuZHN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjQxNTI2NTQ3&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=smaS_Uxg4L0","slug":"untitled-2889","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"A","published_public":"2022-01-06T20:11:19.459708-08:00","published":"2022-01-06T20:11:19.459697-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":1,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"00000000-0000-0000-0000-000000000000","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"017e5e89-71c5-476b-8f07-c7e679078338","reaction_count":12,"reaction_counts":{"NI":12,"all":12,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"catkid","author_description":"cringy child\nI havent posted in a while","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Island from afar","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1520404841971-55866a600c09?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjB8fG9jZWFuJTIwaXNsYW5kJTIwd2l0aCUyMHRyZWVzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MTUwMjgyNQ&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=OmB1MjGCJAY","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1520404841971-55866a600c09?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjB8fG9jZWFuJTIwaXNsYW5kJTIwd2l0aCUyMHRyZWVzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MTUwMjgyNQ&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=OmB1MjGCJAY","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1520404841971-55866a600c09?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjB8fG9jZWFuJTIwaXNsYW5kJTIwd2l0aCUyMHRyZWVzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MTUwMjgyNQ&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=OmB1MjGCJAY","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1520404841971-55866a600c09?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjB8fG9jZWFuJTIwaXNsYW5kJTIwd2l0aCUyMHRyZWVzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MTUwMjgyNQ&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=OmB1MjGCJAY"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/76eb92c2-6aac-5fa4-b00f-b792082c642b-1641501508253.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"catkid","id":"50b20534-6ae9-40ac-828b-fab09a8e6334","nickname":"Child","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/76eb92c2-6aac-5fa4-b00f-b792082c642b-1641501508253.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_76eb92c2-6aac-5fa4-b00f-b792082c642b-1641501508253.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b6459945-9bd2-d99b-9e9a-e10eb79fcb79-1679516806073.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b6459945-9bd2-d99b-9e9a-e10eb79fcb79-1679516806073.png","description":"cringy child\nI havent posted in a while","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":3,"reaction_count":5,"following_count":7,"follower_count":11,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":7747,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"I am a human...?\n","reading":"um, yes?","writing":"yup..."}},"type":"story","tags":["lost","lost-","ocean","random","new","water","deep blue sea","island","island from a long distance","uwu"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:31:22.280156-08:00","created":"2022-01-06T12:41:33.254801-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Island from afar","description":"The fences creaked and rattled. My soft footsteps seemed loud as an elephant. I winced. Come on Jason ,I thought. You can do it!\n\nSource: Me https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Em5gH4UpHtHiiccDWEqcEFMt3KnaNNXzHhrf6XYS_4g/edit ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1520404841971-55866a600c09?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjB8fG9jZWFuJTIwaXNsYW5kJTIwd2l0aCUyMHRyZWVzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MTUwMjgyNQ&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=OmB1MjGCJAY","slug":"island-from-afar","categories":["FC"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-01-06T13:11:12.601294-08:00","published":"2022-01-06T13:11:12.601271-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":162,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"50b20534-6ae9-40ac-828b-fab09a8e6334","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"c2cf299b-da0e-49d8-96e9-0f617f769eb1","reaction_count":27,"reaction_counts":{"NI":27,"all":27,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"fai","author_description":"Cat lover.lonely...","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":" pen\nMy pen is lost\n","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1502323888202-25e5f9f090b2?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTUzfHxTYWQlMjBnaXJsJTIwd2l0aCUyMHBlbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2NDE0MDE3MjE&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=YHDZq8ikg9c","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1502323888202-25e5f9f090b2?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTUzfHxTYWQlMjBnaXJsJTIwd2l0aCUyMHBlbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2NDE0MDE3MjE&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=YHDZq8ikg9c","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1502323888202-25e5f9f090b2?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTUzfHxTYWQlMjBnaXJsJTIwd2l0aCUyMHBlbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2NDE0MDE3MjE&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=YHDZq8ikg9c","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1502323888202-25e5f9f090b2?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTUzfHxTYWQlMjBnaXJsJTIwd2l0aCUyMHBlbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2NDE0MDE3MjE&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=YHDZq8ikg9c"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/df486767-6404-1c10-ab2c-31a433300925-1706891913698.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"fai","id":"3bbb59e1-ffa3-406d-8348-61393521254d","nickname":"Faizun","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/df486767-6404-1c10-ab2c-31a433300925-1706891913698.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_df486767-6404-1c10-ab2c-31a433300925-1706891913698.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Cat lover.lonely...","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":11,"story_count":332,"reaction_count":404,"following_count":16,"follower_count":205,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":393361,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"I don't wannaa be a perfectionist..🙂","reading":"Reading is part of my spare times","writing":"Writing is my passion"}},"type":"story","tags":["feelings","pen","lost","lost-","earth","pain","motivational and inspirational","insightful"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:08:44.329520-08:00","created":"2022-01-05T08:36:24.134042-08:00","deleted":null,"title":" pen\nMy pen is lost\n","description":"My pen is lost\n#Daily promt\nOr feature -pen","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1502323888202-25e5f9f090b2?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTUzfHxTYWQlMjBnaXJsJTIwd2l0aCUyMHBlbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2NDE0MDE3MjE&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=YHDZq8ikg9c","slug":"penmy-pen-is-lost","categories":["TS"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-01-05T08:51:11.697282-08:00","published":"2022-01-05T08:51:11.697272-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":43,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"3bbb59e1-ffa3-406d-8348-61393521254d","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"ef42703a-7114-4dff-9c67-f4a258ffc262","reaction_count":12,"reaction_counts":{"NI":12,"all":12,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"poeticwolf","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"One Sign","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1546913686-e667f626c18d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8N3x8c2lnbnN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjQxNDAwOTQ4&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=-_tdBGOxZzc","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1546913686-e667f626c18d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8N3x8c2lnbnN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjQxNDAwOTQ4&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=-_tdBGOxZzc","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1546913686-e667f626c18d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8N3x8c2lnbnN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjQxNDAwOTQ4&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=-_tdBGOxZzc","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1546913686-e667f626c18d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8N3x8c2lnbnN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjQxNDAwOTQ4&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=-_tdBGOxZzc"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d9d03afa-45d2-5f95-7bd1-7016de259ee7-1639711691949.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"poeticwolf","id":"4bdc4fa1-bd19-4b00-b360-67cbe5a0b267","nickname":"Dont'e","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d9d03afa-45d2-5f95-7bd1-7016de259ee7-1639711691949.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d9d03afa-45d2-5f95-7bd1-7016de259ee7-1639711691949.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7dfcec3a-626e-806a-a9e0-d2ba5406b3be-1639710780021.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7dfcec3a-626e-806a-a9e0-d2ba5406b3be-1639710780021.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":36,"reaction_count":13,"following_count":47,"follower_count":30,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":49943,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["lost","lost-","meaning","purpose","direction"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:51:00.536508-08:00","created":"2022-01-05T08:17:17.308922-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"One Sign","description":"Searching for meaning to understand what comes next","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1546913686-e667f626c18d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8N3x8c2lnbnN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjQxNDAwOTQ4&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=-_tdBGOxZzc","slug":"one-sign","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-01-05T08:50:29.486277-08:00","published":"2022-01-05T08:50:29.486264-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":70,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"4bdc4fa1-bd19-4b00-b360-67cbe5a0b267","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"8d5b8854-ec45-48d4-b924-16508d848a26","reaction_count":42,"reaction_counts":{"NI":40,"all":40,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"bathrobe","author_description":"John 16:33","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"the ones that never were \n(poem pt. 2)","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1582197187560-153fa6daacf6?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzZ8fHJvc2VzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MTMzOTQ4NA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=xNlevo-sN9c","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1582197187560-153fa6daacf6?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzZ8fHJvc2VzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MTMzOTQ4NA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=xNlevo-sN9c","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1582197187560-153fa6daacf6?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzZ8fHJvc2VzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MTMzOTQ4NA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=xNlevo-sN9c","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1582197187560-153fa6daacf6?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzZ8fHJvc2VzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MTMzOTQ4NA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=xNlevo-sN9c"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/aa9434b0-bb58-876c-d45e-f671686ceec2-1620423363846.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"bathrobe","id":"858c0ac2-bd3f-4a5d-b109-f9b5fbd0d1e7","nickname":"bathrobe","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/aa9434b0-bb58-876c-d45e-f671686ceec2-1620423363846.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_aa9434b0-bb58-876c-d45e-f671686ceec2-1620423363846.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/26ed1d4c-a47e-48c4-25c4-8a662d9f6e36-1635020118500.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_26ed1d4c-a47e-48c4-25c4-8a662d9f6e36-1635020118500.jpeg","description":"John 16:33","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":68,"reaction_count":214,"following_count":118,"follower_count":120,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":173031,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["gft","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["thoughts","feelings","deep","heart break","heartbreak","love","you","lost","lost-","lost love","lostlove"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-03-07T17:26:31.333796-08:00","created":"2022-01-04T14:28:48.116151-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"the ones that never were \n(poem pt. 2)","description":"gosh, this hurts so freaking much","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1582197187560-153fa6daacf6?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzZ8fHJvc2VzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MTMzOTQ4NA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=xNlevo-sN9c","slug":"the-ones-that-never-were-pt-2","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-01-04T15:40:01.935413-08:00","published":"2022-01-04T15:40:01.935402-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":304,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"858c0ac2-bd3f-4a5d-b109-f9b5fbd0d1e7","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"bb268cb6-0e70-4cc3-9d1f-dd619ccdda70","reaction_count":71,"reaction_counts":{"NI":68,"all":68,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"bathrobe","author_description":"John 16:33","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":" the ones that never were \n(poem pt.1)","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549763201-822e5ec37db4?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8dGhyZWUlMjByb3Nlc3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2NDEyNzU2OTE&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=8P-PTWmYeHc","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549763201-822e5ec37db4?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8dGhyZWUlMjByb3Nlc3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2NDEyNzU2OTE&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=8P-PTWmYeHc","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549763201-822e5ec37db4?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8dGhyZWUlMjByb3Nlc3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2NDEyNzU2OTE&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=8P-PTWmYeHc","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549763201-822e5ec37db4?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8dGhyZWUlMjByb3Nlc3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2NDEyNzU2OTE&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=8P-PTWmYeHc"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/aa9434b0-bb58-876c-d45e-f671686ceec2-1620423363846.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"bathrobe","id":"858c0ac2-bd3f-4a5d-b109-f9b5fbd0d1e7","nickname":"bathrobe","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/aa9434b0-bb58-876c-d45e-f671686ceec2-1620423363846.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_aa9434b0-bb58-876c-d45e-f671686ceec2-1620423363846.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/26ed1d4c-a47e-48c4-25c4-8a662d9f6e36-1635020118500.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_26ed1d4c-a47e-48c4-25c4-8a662d9f6e36-1635020118500.jpeg","description":"John 16:33","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":68,"reaction_count":214,"following_count":118,"follower_count":120,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":173031,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["gft","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["thoughts","feelings","deep","heart break","heartbreak","love","you","lost","lost-","lost love","lostlove"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-05-23T22:33:10.011966-07:00","created":"2022-01-03T11:29:07.258922-08:00","deleted":null,"title":" the ones that never were \n(poem pt.1)","description":"note from my future self: there are now three ones that never were","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549763201-822e5ec37db4?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8dGhyZWUlMjByb3Nlc3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2NDEyNzU2OTE&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=8P-PTWmYeHc","slug":"the-ones-that-never-were","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-01-03T21:55:58.331083-08:00","published":"2022-01-03T21:55:58.331070-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":282,"comment_count":3,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"858c0ac2-bd3f-4a5d-b109-f9b5fbd0d1e7","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"78ab4630-8bf4-497b-8432-6950e36b1891","reaction_count":64,"reaction_counts":{"NI":64,"all":64,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"steven86175","author_description":"I tend to disappear and isolate❤","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"The Blue Room\n\n\n\n\nHello all, here's my latest work that I've been putting together.\nHope you enjoy. Like and comment whatever you found to stand out about this piece.\n❤","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/20c2ec35-30bf-3ec7-a2c5-c30c1905360c-1641168632198.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_20c2ec35-30bf-3ec7-a2c5-c30c1905360c-1641168632198.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_20c2ec35-30bf-3ec7-a2c5-c30c1905360c-1641168632198.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/20c2ec35-30bf-3ec7-a2c5-c30c1905360c-1641168632198.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/383dea01-602e-feaf-4587-6768c76b8e4d-1640025726162.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"steven86175","id":"2498c7a8-79a0-43a9-9405-fbc31bc0b5f1","nickname":"S.F. Couture","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/383dea01-602e-feaf-4587-6768c76b8e4d-1640025726162.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_383dea01-602e-feaf-4587-6768c76b8e4d-1640025726162.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2aa19c11-b0c4-51e8-6e60-8f0fae38649c-1587693005131.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2aa19c11-b0c4-51e8-6e60-8f0fae38649c-1587693005131.jpeg","description":"I tend to disappear and isolate❤","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":19,"reaction_count":127,"following_count":9,"follower_count":103,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":68003,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["loss","heart ache","heartache","cheating","breakup","break up","love","lost","lost-","art","aesthetic","paintings","poem","poetry","rhyme","structure","commaful","prompt","blue","colors","lyrical","pain"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-01-18T18:08:44.252166-08:00","created":"2022-01-02T15:46:09.912843-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"The Blue Room","description":"Bit of a different one told from the perspective of a cheater being left by someone they held dear but still hurt in the end.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/20c2ec35-30bf-3ec7-a2c5-c30c1905360c-1641168632198.png","slug":"the-blue-room","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-01-02T16:25:44.934699-08:00","published":"2022-01-02T16:25:44.934689-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":314,"comment_count":10,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"2498c7a8-79a0-43a9-9405-fbc31bc0b5f1","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"94c0f296-af14-433e-9179-5702b4b1140a","reaction_count":33,"reaction_counts":{"NI":32,"all":32,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"ivoryannalise","author_description":"It's okay, little crystalline shell.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"A New Year's Wash","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1519575640385-ce7bb54a2ce3?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8N3x8bGlnaHQlMjB3YXRlcnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2NDExNjcxNTA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=vlkJw5iSBbw","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1519575640385-ce7bb54a2ce3?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8N3x8bGlnaHQlMjB3YXRlcnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2NDExNjcxNTA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=vlkJw5iSBbw","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1519575640385-ce7bb54a2ce3?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8N3x8bGlnaHQlMjB3YXRlcnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2NDExNjcxNTA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=vlkJw5iSBbw","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1519575640385-ce7bb54a2ce3?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8N3x8bGlnaHQlMjB3YXRlcnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2NDExNjcxNTA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=vlkJw5iSBbw"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/68ed4875-072d-0e2a-5b7a-6ac4759138ee-1613664824958.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ivoryannalise","id":"644f218d-b0c5-4640-86c9-d7c3e6b4d3ad","nickname":"Iva","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/68ed4875-072d-0e2a-5b7a-6ac4759138ee-1613664824958.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_68ed4875-072d-0e2a-5b7a-6ac4759138ee-1613664824958.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/bdca3938-b116-78f5-3e1e-f02a7c573e49-1623180661868.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_bdca3938-b116-78f5-3e1e-f02a7c573e49-1623180661868.jpeg","description":"It's okay, little crystalline shell.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":99,"story_count":130,"reaction_count":3818,"following_count":1837,"follower_count":1916,"is_ambassador":true,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":786973,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"amb","badges":["amb","lv1","lv2","fqr","gft","pwr"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"ivoryannalise"},"about":{"reading":"Mostly Young Adult fantasy & historical fiction, but on here, poetry is my favorite.","writing":"Poetry, YA fantasy, and the occasional BTS fanfic. "}},"type":"story","tags":["loss","new year","newyear","2021","2022","welcome","losses","leaving","behind","death","lost","lost-","sad","sadness","reflection","reversible poem","new goals","leaving behind","depression","mistakes","loved ones","lovedones","death of a loved one","deathofalovedone"],"series":{"title":"Inspired Poems/Stories","description":"Includes all fandom/painting/other poetry-inspired works. A few are inspired by challenges, contests, & poems from other Commaful creators.\n(Excluding all BTS pieces. They're in their own series.)","userId":"644f218d-b0c5-4640-86c9-d7c3e6b4d3ad","is_public":true,"slug":"inspired-poemsstories","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/9f185eda-a66e-1afd-552b-fe231181d0f4-1656019507531.jpeg","banner_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0e10ae8e-85f1-e241-b0c6-07c1e32d0b87-1656018620566.jpeg","first_story_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/6219ea00-82dd-3b95-964e-533cff3b87b8-1661547448952.png","user":{"username":"ivoryannalise","id":"644f218d-b0c5-4640-86c9-d7c3e6b4d3ad","nickname":"Iva","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/68ed4875-072d-0e2a-5b7a-6ac4759138ee-1613664824958.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_68ed4875-072d-0e2a-5b7a-6ac4759138ee-1613664824958.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/bdca3938-b116-78f5-3e1e-f02a7c573e49-1623180661868.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_bdca3938-b116-78f5-3e1e-f02a7c573e49-1623180661868.jpeg","description":"It's okay, little crystalline shell.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":99,"story_count":130,"reaction_count":3818,"following_count":1837,"follower_count":1916,"is_ambassador":true,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":786973,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"amb","badges":["amb","lv1","lv2","fqr","gft","pwr"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"ivoryannalise"},"about":{"reading":"Mostly Young Adult fantasy & historical fiction, but on here, poetry is my favorite.","writing":"Poetry, YA fantasy, and the occasional BTS fanfic. "}},"is_following":null,"reaction_counts":{"all":0},"id":"eb19f059-ee05-45ad-aabb-aec438cf631e","tags":["poetry","inspired","fandom","painting","van gogh","van+gogh","grishaverse","lgbtqia","books","young adult","youngadult","kdramas","songs","music","challenges","contests","commaful","love","childhood","depression","parents","abuse","reverse poem","korean","fan inspired","wishes","hope","hope-","future","honesty","loneliness","inspiration","others","people","monsters"],"story_count":12,"is_series":true,"type":"series","follower_count":1},"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-10-12T21:19:00.273752-07:00","created":"2022-01-02T14:57:13.080916-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"A New Year's Wash","description":"So she said, "Let's dream."\n\nA reversible poem about the losses each of us struggles with leaving behind in the new year.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1519575640385-ce7bb54a2ce3?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8N3x8bGlnaHQlMjB3YXRlcnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2NDExNjcxNTA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=vlkJw5iSBbw","slug":"a-new-years-wash","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-01-02T15:52:48.332399-08:00","published":"2022-01-02T15:52:48.332388-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/94c0f296-af14-433e-9179-5702b4b1140a-211.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":707,"comment_count":5,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"644f218d-b0c5-4640-86c9-d7c3e6b4d3ad","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"149f3d41-8ae3-4c03-a830-092ff7262455","reaction_count":58,"reaction_counts":{"NI":58,"all":58,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"sevthealien","author_description":"abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Sirens ","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/687bff63-ff24-7368-f861-47c351d2dcd3-1641096100134.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_687bff63-ff24-7368-f861-47c351d2dcd3-1641096100134.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_687bff63-ff24-7368-f861-47c351d2dcd3-1641096100134.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/687bff63-ff24-7368-f861-47c351d2dcd3-1641096100134.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/edc5873c-83be-044d-d19b-36607d240466-1648157076732.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"sevthealien","id":"07354cea-040e-441a-82d2-ba9e7b86c981","nickname":"sevthealien","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/edc5873c-83be-044d-d19b-36607d240466-1648157076732.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_edc5873c-83be-044d-d19b-36607d240466-1648157076732.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/824427b4-a273-d881-240c-3395ee079224-1644122581311.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_824427b4-a273-d881-240c-3395ee079224-1644122581311.png","description":"abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":13,"story_count":81,"reaction_count":2017,"following_count":81,"follower_count":147,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":874306,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"pwr","badges":["lv1","fqr","lv2","gft","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["#sirens_blaring_dct","contest","loss","lost","lost-","sirens","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:45:04.734295-08:00","created":"2022-01-01T16:54:58.297797-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Sirens ","description":"This is for @datchangething_'s contest and it fits with the daily prompt too","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/687bff63-ff24-7368-f861-47c351d2dcd3-1641096100134.png","slug":"sirens","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-01-01T20:56:35.329469-08:00","published":"2022-01-01T20:56:35.329455-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":207,"comment_count":9,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"07354cea-040e-441a-82d2-ba9e7b86c981","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"1edd9081-334a-410e-9b54-53f2c5a45e88","reaction_count":2,"reaction_counts":{"NI":2,"all":2,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"naadiaroeland","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"y o u r s  t r u l y","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/336c582a-6a88-44c5-357e-8f363c99cf8c-1640908777167.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_336c582a-6a88-44c5-357e-8f363c99cf8c-1640908777167.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_336c582a-6a88-44c5-357e-8f363c99cf8c-1640908777167.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/336c582a-6a88-44c5-357e-8f363c99cf8c-1640908777167.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1ced1e46-0252-d881-1461-0db91873fa8a-1640908831169.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"naadiaroeland","id":"45f8a8fd-4fe5-4ef2-9b0e-ae813e409dd7","nickname":"Lemon","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1ced1e46-0252-d881-1461-0db91873fa8a-1640908831169.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1ced1e46-0252-d881-1461-0db91873fa8a-1640908831169.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/336c582a-6a88-44c5-357e-8f363c99cf8c-1640908777167.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_336c582a-6a88-44c5-357e-8f363c99cf8c-1640908777167.png","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":5,"reaction_count":2,"following_count":0,"follower_count":8,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":9760,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["lost","lost-","sister","love","sad","letter","heaven","rymes","poem"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:07:55.405375-08:00","created":"2021-12-30T18:39:59.998456-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"y o u r s  t r u l y","description":"Emotional letter from a sister to her brother","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/336c582a-6a88-44c5-357e-8f363c99cf8c-1640908777167.png","slug":"yo-u-r-s--t-r-u-l-y","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-12-30T18:48:19.242959-08:00","published":"2021-12-30T18:48:19.242950-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":78,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"45f8a8fd-4fe5-4ef2-9b0e-ae813e409dd7","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"1ec9f4f2-6966-48fb-8fd6-e337681052d8","reaction_count":10,"reaction_counts":{"NI":10,"all":10,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"naadiaroeland","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"n e v e r ","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8eae0735-3cbb-a6be-5c3a-ac15da727ed3-1640913531341.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_8eae0735-3cbb-a6be-5c3a-ac15da727ed3-1640913531341.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_8eae0735-3cbb-a6be-5c3a-ac15da727ed3-1640913531341.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8eae0735-3cbb-a6be-5c3a-ac15da727ed3-1640913531341.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1ced1e46-0252-d881-1461-0db91873fa8a-1640908831169.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"naadiaroeland","id":"45f8a8fd-4fe5-4ef2-9b0e-ae813e409dd7","nickname":"Lemon","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1ced1e46-0252-d881-1461-0db91873fa8a-1640908831169.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1ced1e46-0252-d881-1461-0db91873fa8a-1640908831169.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/336c582a-6a88-44c5-357e-8f363c99cf8c-1640908777167.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_336c582a-6a88-44c5-357e-8f363c99cf8c-1640908777167.png","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":5,"reaction_count":2,"following_count":0,"follower_count":8,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":9760,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["neverland","peter-pan","peterpan","romantic","snow","winter","sad","lost","lost-","love","forgotten","land","faith"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:41:16.839649-08:00","created":"2021-12-30T16:25:03.006072-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"n e v e r ","description":"A poem about losing the mind of a loved one. ","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8eae0735-3cbb-a6be-5c3a-ac15da727ed3-1640913531341.png","slug":"untitled","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-12-30T17:26:43.655899-08:00","published":"2021-12-30T17:26:43.655887-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":64,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"45f8a8fd-4fe5-4ef2-9b0e-ae813e409dd7","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"f9b32bf9-d050-442e-a4d0-462a9d03f42d","reaction_count":75,"reaction_counts":{"NI":74,"all":74,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"burntorange","author_description":"If it's meant to be, it will be.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Dreams on the shelf","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517562652858-8d863a9e0931?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NDh8fEJvb2tzaGVsZiUyMHdpdGglMjBwaG90b2ZyYW1lfGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MDY5NjgzNA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=okBa2fFynvs","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517562652858-8d863a9e0931?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NDh8fEJvb2tzaGVsZiUyMHdpdGglMjBwaG90b2ZyYW1lfGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MDY5NjgzNA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=okBa2fFynvs","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517562652858-8d863a9e0931?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NDh8fEJvb2tzaGVsZiUyMHdpdGglMjBwaG90b2ZyYW1lfGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MDY5NjgzNA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=okBa2fFynvs","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517562652858-8d863a9e0931?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NDh8fEJvb2tzaGVsZiUyMHdpdGglMjBwaG90b2ZyYW1lfGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MDY5NjgzNA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=okBa2fFynvs"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/cfc713db-5c90-9f24-0154-f4ae88e314bf-1625307620282.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"burntorange","id":"31a0f105-a0f2-4030-b761-dea928c1d199","nickname":"Milka","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/cfc713db-5c90-9f24-0154-f4ae88e314bf-1625307620282.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_cfc713db-5c90-9f24-0154-f4ae88e314bf-1625307620282.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1f59facb-45a0-4a73-6ff7-bdde269829c6-1625308864720.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1f59facb-45a0-4a73-6ff7-bdde269829c6-1625308864720.jpeg","description":"If it's meant to be, it will be.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":69,"story_count":361,"reaction_count":8960,"following_count":188,"follower_count":1297,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":4987080,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["fqr","lv1","pwr","lv2","gft","avr","lv3","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["depression","dreams","hope","hope-","lost","lost-","exhausted"],"series":{"title":"Villanelle poems","description":"","userId":"31a0f105-a0f2-4030-b761-dea928c1d199","is_public":true,"slug":"villanelle-poems","thumbnail":null,"banner_image":null,"first_story_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d6428238-35cb-b0ba-aaac-ff30044f653d-1669523739104.png","user":{"username":"burntorange","id":"31a0f105-a0f2-4030-b761-dea928c1d199","nickname":"Milka","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/cfc713db-5c90-9f24-0154-f4ae88e314bf-1625307620282.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_cfc713db-5c90-9f24-0154-f4ae88e314bf-1625307620282.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1f59facb-45a0-4a73-6ff7-bdde269829c6-1625308864720.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1f59facb-45a0-4a73-6ff7-bdde269829c6-1625308864720.jpeg","description":"If it's meant to be, it will be.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":69,"story_count":361,"reaction_count":8960,"following_count":188,"follower_count":1297,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":4987080,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["fqr","lv1","pwr","lv2","gft","avr","lv3","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"is_following":null,"reaction_counts":{"all":0},"id":"61f4cef4-b3be-476e-b1a7-f1ac6cce783b","tags":[],"story_count":12,"is_series":true,"type":"series","follower_count":5},"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-06-30T21:22:57.158024-07:00","created":"2021-12-28T03:29:31.485047-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Dreams on the shelf","description":"My first attempt at Villanelle.\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517562652858-8d863a9e0931?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NDh8fEJvb2tzaGVsZiUyMHdpdGglMjBwaG90b2ZyYW1lfGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MDY5NjgzNA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=okBa2fFynvs","slug":"dreams-on-the-shelf","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-12-28T05:32:19.876594-08:00","published":"2021-12-28T05:32:19.876550-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":369,"comment_count":12,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"31a0f105-a0f2-4030-b761-dea928c1d199","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"49f1e8be-cd9e-4680-ac5c-30992b3b1efb","reaction_count":14,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"i_mikayl","author_description":"I am simply a writer.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"                    I Need Love ","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1494157813258-be645b38918d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8aG9sZCUyMGNoZXN0fGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MDY1NDM5Mg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=hECwQNeR1iE","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1494157813258-be645b38918d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8aG9sZCUyMGNoZXN0fGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MDY1NDM5Mg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=hECwQNeR1iE","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1494157813258-be645b38918d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8aG9sZCUyMGNoZXN0fGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MDY1NDM5Mg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=hECwQNeR1iE","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1494157813258-be645b38918d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8aG9sZCUyMGNoZXN0fGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MDY1NDM5Mg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=hECwQNeR1iE"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ed0e5662-5e49-c3c9-88c4-5aa7aa12cd79-1617768789492.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"i_mikayl","id":"917ec38c-6274-475e-9a2b-8dd1fd9788a4","nickname":"Mikayl","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ed0e5662-5e49-c3c9-88c4-5aa7aa12cd79-1617768789492.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ed0e5662-5e49-c3c9-88c4-5aa7aa12cd79-1617768789492.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/10b27504-bfee-4e1e-c4c1-5c00cea4991b-1617768813159.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_10b27504-bfee-4e1e-c4c1-5c00cea4991b-1617768813159.png","description":"I am simply a writer.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":18,"reaction_count":47,"following_count":19,"follower_count":22,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":68366,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["need","love","past","lost","lost-","help","blackandwhite","black and white","personal"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:50:59.373911-08:00","created":"2021-12-22T19:40:00.751602-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"                    I Need Love ","description":"The world is grey.. I've fallen out of love.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1494157813258-be645b38918d?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8aG9sZCUyMGNoZXN0fGVufDB8fHx8MTY0MDY1NDM5Mg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=hECwQNeR1iE","slug":"i-need-love","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-12-27T20:08:15.471013-08:00","published":"2021-12-22T19:40:14.732279-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":792,"comment_count":4,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"917ec38c-6274-475e-9a2b-8dd1fd9788a4","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"d44d43bf-528b-4f05-bc3b-4c4f7f04eb08","reaction_count":265,"reaction_counts":{"NI":257,"all":257,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"eve_","author_description":"My active account: @butterfly_","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚍𝚎𝚎𝚙...\n","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d4bf9cf5-08a7-44c8-46df-cd185a0d04c7-1633554868378.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_d4bf9cf5-08a7-44c8-46df-cd185a0d04c7-1633554868378.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_d4bf9cf5-08a7-44c8-46df-cd185a0d04c7-1633554868378.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d4bf9cf5-08a7-44c8-46df-cd185a0d04c7-1633554868378.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/38486011-1120-c56a-0281-5ca1fe4ac30e-1643213616306.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"eve_","id":"ef0db976-33aa-4687-b513-6390ca94d741","nickname":"Love_It!💖","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/38486011-1120-c56a-0281-5ca1fe4ac30e-1643213616306.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_38486011-1120-c56a-0281-5ca1fe4ac30e-1643213616306.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e8f31e30-d03d-840d-61ec-ad60ad18a39d-1645050221445.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_e8f31e30-d03d-840d-61ec-ad60ad18a39d-1645050221445.jpeg","description":"My active account: @butterfly_","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":31,"story_count":94,"reaction_count":2143,"following_count":78,"follower_count":542,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1345189,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"pwr","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["urbeautifulcontest","poem","deep","abyss","scars","drowned","thorns","hole","lost","lost-"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-02-16T20:07:59.029715-08:00","created":"2021-09-14T15:21:07.294489-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚍𝚎𝚎𝚙...\n","description":"A poem, please read and let me know your thoughts!! I hope you all like it :D \nJust a recommendation, don't read this poem too fast...\n","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d4bf9cf5-08a7-44c8-46df-cd185a0d04c7-1633554868378.png","slug":"----19","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-12-27T17:50:10.163484-08:00","published":"2021-12-27T17:50:10.163471-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":2052,"comment_count":23,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"ef0db976-33aa-4687-b513-6390ca94d741","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"0d0a18fa-b632-4ac8-a0ed-49cd10c33da3","reaction_count":14,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"cosmicstorm","author_description":"Hope you are doing well","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Washed away","first_page_image":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1572.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1572.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1572.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ab2de15c-3047-937e-b905-03b5bf33e460-1651401374932.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"cosmicstorm","id":"584b358a-b0e5-468f-b807-01c5fab78bbc","nickname":"Storm","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ab2de15c-3047-937e-b905-03b5bf33e460-1651401374932.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ab2de15c-3047-937e-b905-03b5bf33e460-1651401374932.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c7719e31-7384-45fd-e752-f82736a8c2b5-1651401347150.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_c7719e31-7384-45fd-e752-f82736a8c2b5-1651401347150.jpeg","description":"Hope you are doing well","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":34,"story_count":80,"reaction_count":344,"following_count":92,"follower_count":107,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":197052,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","lv2","fqr","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"reading":"I love reading fantasy and horrors. I just love books so much","writing":"Fantasy and sometimes horror. And poetry."}},"type":"story","tags":["island","lost-","lost"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:13:53.580952-08:00","created":"2021-12-24T04:54:16.063050-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Washed away","description":"A small story about someone who wakes up on a beach.","thumbnail":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1572.jpg","slug":"washed-away","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-12-24T05:08:17.479659-08:00","published":"2021-12-24T05:08:17.479644-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":11,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"584b358a-b0e5-468f-b807-01c5fab78bbc","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"685116ca-b15a-4230-b98d-ffdf906913e6","reaction_count":4,"reaction_counts":{"NI":4,"all":4,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"mandar","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"The Never Ending Labyrinth","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d375939a-5db1-abcc-3f30-22f23a638bf4-1640344616918.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_d375939a-5db1-abcc-3f30-22f23a638bf4-1640344616918.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_d375939a-5db1-abcc-3f30-22f23a638bf4-1640344616918.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d375939a-5db1-abcc-3f30-22f23a638bf4-1640344616918.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f71a1eb9-f054-650a-6011-50d331f20df3-1640354071995.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"mandar","id":"4b8eae67-9d6a-4f96-8a8c-dd317823bdfb","nickname":"Mandar","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f71a1eb9-f054-650a-6011-50d331f20df3-1640354071995.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f71a1eb9-f054-650a-6011-50d331f20df3-1640354071995.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/75f1c207-b1df-6344-34b7-ad9eade2c420-1640353884629.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_75f1c207-b1df-6344-34b7-ad9eade2c420-1640353884629.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":1,"reaction_count":1,"following_count":14,"follower_count":4,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":215,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["labyrinth","lost","lost-","lost souls","life","life is a race","suffering","meaning"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:07:49.609941-08:00","created":"2021-12-24T02:56:46.829370-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"The Never Ending Labyrinth","description":"Finding myself struggling in this race of life \nknowing nothing about my desired path\nall I realize is that I'm not alone feeling this way\nAll these souls including my own is lost\nwill I be able to find my purpose, visions, passion, desires and finally break free from this Labyrinth?","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d375939a-5db1-abcc-3f30-22f23a638bf4-1640344616918.jpeg","slug":"never-ending-labyrinth","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-12-24T03:18:50.066871-08:00","published":"2021-12-24T03:18:50.066857-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":16,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"4b8eae67-9d6a-4f96-8a8c-dd317823bdfb","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"5bd06273-6211-4797-bcaf-9e9d7da182f7","reaction_count":66,"reaction_counts":{"NI":66,"all":66,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"golden_galaxy","author_description":"A teary goodbye","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"~Pandemonium ~","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1591104260532-17cc0884098f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NDF8fEZpcmV8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjQwMzQzNTM2&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=KrTAeWiPimc","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1591104260532-17cc0884098f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NDF8fEZpcmV8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjQwMzQzNTM2&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=KrTAeWiPimc","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1591104260532-17cc0884098f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NDF8fEZpcmV8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjQwMzQzNTM2&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=KrTAeWiPimc","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1591104260532-17cc0884098f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NDF8fEZpcmV8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjQwMzQzNTM2&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=KrTAeWiPimc"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6998b627-5b8a-0fe2-a9c3-e6dd4d4e55b2-1634723978654.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"golden_galaxy","id":"bda9f086-81e1-4b0d-aa2d-3867d9b7aee3","nickname":"Comet","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6998b627-5b8a-0fe2-a9c3-e6dd4d4e55b2-1634723978654.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6998b627-5b8a-0fe2-a9c3-e6dd4d4e55b2-1634723978654.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/816ee063-d08b-4777-df57-c1d305c45b2c-1634723939836.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_816ee063-d08b-4777-df57-c1d305c45b2c-1634723939836.jpeg","description":"A teary goodbye","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":32,"reaction_count":1093,"following_count":108,"follower_count":311,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":714445,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv2","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","desperation","crying","lost","lost-"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:24:42.793351-08:00","created":"2021-12-24T02:58:13.644512-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"~Pandemonium ~","description":"My dreams shattered int pieces, screaming out… a poem of desperation ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1591104260532-17cc0884098f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NDF8fEZpcmV8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjQwMzQzNTM2&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=KrTAeWiPimc","slug":"pandemonium-","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-12-24T03:07:17.713875-08:00","published":"2021-12-24T03:07:17.713861-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":108,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"bda9f086-81e1-4b0d-aa2d-3867d9b7aee3","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"923b097c-5634-45fc-8ad4-f30445c01d8b","reaction_count":50,"reaction_counts":{"NI":50,"all":50,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"katwrites","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"come now, give me life ","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/fb4c0f4c-93f0-208a-0bb2-38dff461ab80-1640296332022.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_fb4c0f4c-93f0-208a-0bb2-38dff461ab80-1640296332022.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_fb4c0f4c-93f0-208a-0bb2-38dff461ab80-1640296332022.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/fb4c0f4c-93f0-208a-0bb2-38dff461ab80-1640296332022.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7336dbf9-fe09-5d3d-588f-744611373bb8-1639760610619.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"katwrites","id":"2b5e2604-5428-4d55-9294-0273c4974eb5","nickname":"kat","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7336dbf9-fe09-5d3d-588f-744611373bb8-1639760610619.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7336dbf9-fe09-5d3d-588f-744611373bb8-1639760610619.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7ad990b1-a2a6-aed2-8317-82a0ee979fcd-1639759927175.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7ad990b1-a2a6-aed2-8317-82a0ee979fcd-1639759927175.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":11,"reaction_count":23,"following_count":17,"follower_count":41,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":3489,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","poetry","love","feelings","thoughts","journey","lost","lost-","think","feel","hurt-","hurt","relationship","relation ship"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-01-05T05:23:35.773441-08:00","created":"2021-12-23T13:48:02.248605-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"come now, give me life ","description":"there was never any reason to think that this would be easy. ","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/fb4c0f4c-93f0-208a-0bb2-38dff461ab80-1640296332022.jpeg","slug":"come-now-give-me-life","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-12-23T13:59:45.473031-08:00","published":"2021-12-23T13:59:45.473014-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":188,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"2b5e2604-5428-4d55-9294-0273c4974eb5","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"364d7b52-c443-4df4-be34-c2bc8ee91e22","reaction_count":111,"reaction_counts":{"NI":107,"LV":1,"all":108,"top":["NI","LV"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"katwrites","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nspeaking without sound ","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/e14a396c-92af-2167-18f1-1725fb65f998-1640100844547.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_e14a396c-92af-2167-18f1-1725fb65f998-1640100844547.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_e14a396c-92af-2167-18f1-1725fb65f998-1640100844547.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/e14a396c-92af-2167-18f1-1725fb65f998-1640100844547.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7336dbf9-fe09-5d3d-588f-744611373bb8-1639760610619.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"katwrites","id":"2b5e2604-5428-4d55-9294-0273c4974eb5","nickname":"kat","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7336dbf9-fe09-5d3d-588f-744611373bb8-1639760610619.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7336dbf9-fe09-5d3d-588f-744611373bb8-1639760610619.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7ad990b1-a2a6-aed2-8317-82a0ee979fcd-1639759927175.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7ad990b1-a2a6-aed2-8317-82a0ee979fcd-1639759927175.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":11,"reaction_count":23,"following_count":17,"follower_count":41,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":3489,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","poetry","thinking","feeling","emotions","wonder","thought","lost","lost-","journey","love","self","possibility","deep","dark","life","meaning"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-04-23T18:48:09.967587-07:00","created":"2021-12-21T07:14:06.812436-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nspeaking without sound ","description":"listen closely — don't give up on me. ","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/e14a396c-92af-2167-18f1-1725fb65f998-1640100844547.jpeg","slug":"speaking-without-sound","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2021-12-21T07:38:41.543540-08:00","published":"2021-12-21T07:38:41.543525-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":264,"comment_count":6,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"2b5e2604-5428-4d55-9294-0273c4974eb5","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null}],"page":28}