{"count":7238,"next":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=267&tag=emotions","previous":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=265&tag=emotions","results":[{"id":"187ace79-92eb-4ac9-9c8b-b492db08997d","reaction_count":13,"reaction_counts":{"NI":13,"all":13,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"thinkerdreamerp","author_description":"Dreamer by day, thinker by night 🍦","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Healing soul-scars","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542841366-ddfe55c504a3?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9","first_page_images":{"s":"","m":"","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542841366-ddfe55c504a3?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/721D02F1-F8B7-4ADA-9B30-F61FF611B1151548490765169.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"thinkerdreamerp","id":"eb4c0047-0f04-47f3-b125-32183951ec6a","nickname":"Prer","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/721D02F1-F8B7-4ADA-9B30-F61FF611B1151548490765169.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_daba2d2b-4c77-a4dc-5293-feee8c3677f5-1548412191727.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/78753a5b-9817-9d0a-6705-4d7531d3fdd8-1548412109533.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_78753a5b-9817-9d0a-6705-4d7531d3fdd8-1548412109533.jpeg","description":"Dreamer by day, thinker by night 🍦","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":5,"reaction_count":52,"following_count":12,"follower_count":7,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":21886,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions","story","feelings","thoughts","meaning","almostpoetry","commaful"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:07:00.979097-08:00","created":"2019-02-01T04:37:21.800247-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Healing soul-scars","description":"Just a rant-type thing","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542841366-ddfe55c504a3?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9","slug":"healing-soul-scars","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-02-01T04:53:35.444729-08:00","published":"2019-02-01T04:53:35.444718-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":85,"comment_count":5,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"eb4c0047-0f04-47f3-b125-32183951ec6a","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"24dc5711-17f4-450a-9323-50a7391e16de","reaction_count":15,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"relatable","author_description":"Just feelings","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"“I miss me","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/Xdtc55w.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/C1QWjzp.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/Xdtc55w.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"relatable","id":"c49873e2-cc3a-4e38-8a77-ea51622e4ada","nickname":"Relatable","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Just feelings","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":40,"following_count":33,"follower_count":233,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":150,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions","life lesson","relatable","emotional","feelings","thoughts","life"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-06-15T19:47:57.518428-07:00","created":"2019-01-31T11:03:15.716923-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"“I miss me","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/Xdtc55w.png","slug":"i-miss-me","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-31T11:03:15.716628-08:00","published":"2019-01-31T11:03:15.716615-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":14,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c49873e2-cc3a-4e38-8a77-ea51622e4ada","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"e9c24bdb-448e-4a90-9c9c-aef91c2a2119","reaction_count":11,"reaction_counts":{"NI":11,"all":11,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"life","author_description":"Life is a great opportunity","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"What is love? Those who play with it call it a game","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/kCOesm0.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/63kc9F3.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/kCOesm0.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"life","id":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","nickname":"Life","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/IMG-20160623-WA00011468219743953.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Life is a great opportunity","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":123,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":0,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions","life lesson","relatable","emotional","feelings","thoughts","life","girl"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:15:20.522191-08:00","created":"2019-01-31T10:14:32.333782-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"What is love? Those who play with it call it a game","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/kCOesm0.png","slug":"what-is-love-those-who-play-with-it-call-it-a-game","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-31T10:14:32.333529-08:00","published":"2019-01-31T10:14:32.333517-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":10,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"fc1944da-82d2-42d7-8b61-8ff9da395887","reaction_count":28,"reaction_counts":{"NI":28,"all":28,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"lifepost","author_description":"I hope to inspire you all!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Why would you do this to me? All I wanted was to be loved, and you had to go and destroy me","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/udcwFmP.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/24X6hsc.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/udcwFmP.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/VPHpiYPo-2016-05-30T01-37-48-664Z.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"lifepost","id":"d8609494-3fbb-40e6-9e55-bc7791daac86","nickname":"Bitch Problems","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/VPHpiYPo-2016-05-30T01-37-48-664Z.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/profile_picture_default_36.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/bitchproblems-2016-05-30T01-37-49-931Z.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"I hope to inspire you all!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":390,"reaction_count":165,"following_count":6,"follower_count":192,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":985,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions","life lesson","relatable","emotional","feelings","thoughts","life","girl"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:27:18.826995-08:00","created":"2019-01-30T12:46:34.248637-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Why would you do this to me? All I wanted was to be loved, and you had to go and destroy me","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/udcwFmP.png","slug":"why-would-you-do-this-to-me-all-i-wanted-was-to-","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-30T12:46:34.248375-08:00","published":"2019-01-30T12:46:34.248363-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":11,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"d8609494-3fbb-40e6-9e55-bc7791daac86","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"06914407-329f-4bd3-add2-65213206967e","reaction_count":33,"reaction_counts":{"NI":33,"all":33,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"life","author_description":"Life is a great opportunity","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"It's not about having the perfect relationship","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/wQnJWqD.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/5ZlX2eT.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/wQnJWqD.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"life","id":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","nickname":"Life","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/IMG-20160623-WA00011468219743953.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Life is a great opportunity","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":123,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":0,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions","life lesson","relatable","emotional","feelings","thoughts","life","girl"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:09:21.881423-08:00","created":"2019-01-29T11:26:31.079845-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"It's not about having the perfect relationship","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/wQnJWqD.png","slug":"its-not-about-having-the-perfect-relationship","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-29T11:26:31.079569-08:00","published":"2019-01-29T11:26:31.079559-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":10,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"1594396f-07db-41e7-a920-c615138f409c","reaction_count":26,"reaction_counts":{"NI":25,"all":25,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"zeke_benkamin","author_description":"My other account : zekebenkamin","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n•UNCERTAIN","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1508556919487-845f191e5742?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1508556919487-845f191e5742?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1508556919487-845f191e5742?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1508556919487-845f191e5742?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f60ef1cb-f3ba-b03b-5d4b-942815e8a87e-1548752233763.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"zeke_benkamin","id":"79bac411-addf-4d8b-990f-55a3244b06fc","nickname":"Zeke","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f60ef1cb-f3ba-b03b-5d4b-942815e8a87e-1548752233763.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f60ef1cb-f3ba-b03b-5d4b-942815e8a87e-1548752233763.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/37409ae3-f8b0-2d46-3208-3a3c68a78a57-1548752247247.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_37409ae3-f8b0-2d46-3208-3a3c68a78a57-1548752247247.jpeg","description":"My other account : zekebenkamin","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":1,"reaction_count":28,"following_count":7,"follower_count":9,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":106,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["freeverse","emotions","writer","feelings","thoughts","life","words","poem","commaful"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-05-31T05:28:54.382715-07:00","created":"2019-01-29T01:01:51.781886-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n•UNCERTAIN","description":"Voids vast in me, I feel my soul drenched in angst. Time passing by fast, leaving me in daze.\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1508556919487-845f191e5742?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9","slug":"uncertain","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-29T01:10:00.432381-08:00","published":"2019-01-29T01:10:00.432373-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":126,"comment_count":3,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"79bac411-addf-4d8b-990f-55a3244b06fc","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"f7d04f87-5699-4272-b824-2e212df07700","reaction_count":13,"reaction_counts":{"NI":13,"all":13,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"misterjeyen","author_description":"Are you insane like me?","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"My Friend","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542838775-961894306368?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542838775-961894306368?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542838775-961894306368?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542838775-961894306368?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/tumblr_oja3zeVGvZ1qe25dno1_5001485673747998.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"misterjeyen","id":"f3d40e29-a95b-43af-944c-ff9374920e14","nickname":"Mr. JN","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/tumblr_oja3zeVGvZ1qe25dno1_5001485673747998.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/t_tumblr_oja3zeVGvZ1qe25dno1_5001485673750327.jpg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/IMG_07071482564211971.GIF","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Are you insane like me?","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":50,"reaction_count":132,"following_count":33,"follower_count":318,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":22694,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["hope","emotions","love","friend","spilled ink","words","friendship"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:08:27.411477-08:00","created":"2019-01-28T17:08:15.464194-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"My Friend","description":"Just another words written without thinking","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542838775-961894306368?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9","slug":"my-friend","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-28T17:19:32.629320-08:00","published":"2019-01-28T17:19:32.629308-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":68,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"f3d40e29-a95b-43af-944c-ff9374920e14","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"43b4a888-4c7b-4c92-9611-9aa26db3bbb3","reaction_count":12,"reaction_counts":{"NI":12,"all":12,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"lifepost","author_description":"I hope to inspire you all!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"No one is allowed to touch you, kiss you, love you, or need you","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/CDBKEyN.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/pfFIcyc.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/CDBKEyN.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/VPHpiYPo-2016-05-30T01-37-48-664Z.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"lifepost","id":"d8609494-3fbb-40e6-9e55-bc7791daac86","nickname":"Bitch Problems","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/VPHpiYPo-2016-05-30T01-37-48-664Z.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/profile_picture_default_36.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/bitchproblems-2016-05-30T01-37-49-931Z.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"I hope to inspire you all!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":390,"reaction_count":165,"following_count":6,"follower_count":192,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":985,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions","life lesson","relatable","emotional","feelings","thoughts","life","girl"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:16:58.764442-08:00","created":"2019-01-28T10:55:19.942422-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"No one is allowed to touch you, kiss you, love you, or need you","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/CDBKEyN.png","slug":"no-one-is-allowed-to-touch-you-kiss-you-love-you","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-28T10:55:19.942171-08:00","published":"2019-01-28T10:55:19.942161-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":17,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"d8609494-3fbb-40e6-9e55-bc7791daac86","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"c2236ca5-e9da-4814-b841-2cee9a18c511","reaction_count":12,"reaction_counts":{"NI":12,"all":12,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"life","author_description":"Life is a great opportunity","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Never change who you are just because you're afraid of losing them","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/FhmKZRW.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/tFBbAx0.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/FhmKZRW.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"life","id":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","nickname":"Life","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/IMG-20160623-WA00011468219743953.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Life is a great opportunity","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":123,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":0,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions","life lesson","relatable","emotional","feelings","thoughts","life","girl"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:45:57.099793-08:00","created":"2019-01-28T09:17:57.692877-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Never change who you are just because you're afraid of losing them","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/FhmKZRW.png","slug":"never-change-who-you-are-just-because-youre-afra","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-28T09:17:57.692628-08:00","published":"2019-01-28T09:17:57.692617-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":6,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"5b1867a7-4c22-49d7-adfa-77f450aedac8","reaction_count":159,"reaction_counts":{"NI":159,"all":159,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"kaylynn","author_description":"Awkward writer girl","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Unbridled Longing ","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1494859632785-32abaf5241f4?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1235.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1494859632785-32abaf5241f4?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/C934A696-8A19-4BF2-92A1-A6A4D6E153E81562979326418.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":true,"author":{"username":"kaylynn","id":"97c084ee-cc06-421d-8749-89a6342e098e","nickname":"Kaylynn","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/C934A696-8A19-4BF2-92A1-A6A4D6E153E81562979326418.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d58d0d34-0972-4902-2324-f1fc11395f9b-1542934945537.jpeg","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/F6F1A0FD-B36F-4125-81A6-7A76A1786FCA1562978896154.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f0e6b4fb-bd91-633d-a6f4-f351f252ffa3-1562950528412.jpeg","description":"Awkward writer girl","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":144,"story_count":227,"reaction_count":6246,"following_count":28,"follower_count":20344,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":true,"num_words_read":1487424,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["gft","lv1","fqr","lv2","pwr","str"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"@authorkaylynn"},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["beautiful","hug","sad","romance","souls","emotions","cute","love","kiss","unbridled","longing","friend","couple","thoughts","life","love story","friends","boy","girl","poetry","best friends"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-06-16T14:23:53.870221-07:00","created":"2019-01-27T19:17:12.957889-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Unbridled Longing ","description":"The longing between two souls. \n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1494859632785-32abaf5241f4?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9","slug":"unbridled-longing","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-27T19:41:37.786014-08:00","published":"2019-01-27T19:41:37.786003-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":1079,"comment_count":15,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"97c084ee-cc06-421d-8749-89a6342e098e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"0535cf3a-d061-45c7-b2e1-9474d14c074a","reaction_count":100,"reaction_counts":{"NI":99,"all":99,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"relatable","author_description":"Just feelings","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"a kid asked me \"what is love\" i said \"when a puppy licks your face\" he laughed, but then i added","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/vHeqvDa.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/n1O5Glf.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/vHeqvDa.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"relatable","id":"c49873e2-cc3a-4e38-8a77-ea51622e4ada","nickname":"Relatable","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Just feelings","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":40,"following_count":33,"follower_count":233,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":150,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions","life lesson","relatable","emotional","feelings","thoughts","life"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-01-18T22:27:58.517364-08:00","created":"2019-01-27T14:32:41.784745-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"a kid asked me \"what is love\" i said \"when a puppy licks your face\" he laughed, but then i added","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/vHeqvDa.png","slug":"a-kid-asked-me-what-is-love-i-said-when-a-puppy--2","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-27T14:32:41.784494-08:00","published":"2019-01-27T14:32:41.784482-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":142,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c49873e2-cc3a-4e38-8a77-ea51622e4ada","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"3a26c86e-efe8-4737-9fa0-46bda21d1185","reaction_count":65,"reaction_counts":{"NI":65,"all":65,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"angrygirl87","author_description":"Indie author, poet, & artist","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Another Chance","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1515628640587-603301d8a4d4?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1515628640587-603301d8a4d4?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1515628640587-603301d8a4d4?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1515628640587-603301d8a4d4?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8ebad35d-0a4b-6fe2-503e-aa553d254dec-1537864226534.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"angrygirl87","id":"82dbf35e-0a9e-41f0-b1b0-52e3f99eb6ec","nickname":"Fizza","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8ebad35d-0a4b-6fe2-503e-aa553d254dec-1537864226534.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_8ebad35d-0a4b-6fe2-503e-aa553d254dec-1537864226534.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1aae4367-f81f-8869-ef27-4b34f1b6c350-1643918255295.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1aae4367-f81f-8869-ef27-4b34f1b6c350-1643918255295.jpeg","description":"Indie author, poet, & artist","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":11,"story_count":82,"reaction_count":1646,"following_count":249,"follower_count":179,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":128687,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"I'm not a very interesting person, but I love to write about interesting people and their exciting misadventures.\n","reading":"Everything and anything","writing":"Short fiction and poetry"}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions","lie","love","angry","feelings","truth","chance","life","musings","poetry","poem"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-12-13T06:28:30.585768-08:00","created":"2019-01-27T10:23:54.977899-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Another Chance","description":"Another chance at love and happiness...","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1515628640587-603301d8a4d4?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9","slug":"another-chance","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-27T10:30:44.047574-08:00","published":"2019-01-27T10:30:44.047564-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/3a26c86e-efe8-4737-9fa0-46bda21d1185-26.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":125,"comment_count":5,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"82dbf35e-0a9e-41f0-b1b0-52e3f99eb6ec","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"345b4b6c-9154-4a6c-9c4c-73bffa4a1319","reaction_count":14,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"anxiety","author_description":"feelings","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"i'm a paradox, neither happy or sad","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/aYgIoFb.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/M054uCp.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/aYgIoFb.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0c12e40e-9bdb-99f5-70c9-ebc3d53e51ce-1518950375523.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"anxiety","id":"1c428ac2-8ae4-4cb9-9e26-dceb73f75927","nickname":"Anxiety","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0c12e40e-9bdb-99f5-70c9-ebc3d53e51ce-1518950375523.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0c12e40e-9bdb-99f5-70c9-ebc3d53e51ce-1518950375523.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"feelings","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":102,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":62,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":110,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","become","emotions","anxiety","relatable","emotional","night","paradox","smile","feelings","thoughts","funny","life","laugh","depression","pretty","happy","mess","girl"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-11-20T07:04:45.314741-08:00","created":"2019-01-27T09:15:58.050263-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"i'm a paradox, neither happy or sad","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/aYgIoFb.png","slug":"im-a-paradox-neither-happy-or-sad","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-27T09:15:58.049986-08:00","published":"2019-01-27T09:15:58.049974-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":86,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"1c428ac2-8ae4-4cb9-9e26-dceb73f75927","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"5c3c0dd5-3bde-4b79-8da4-ad9b42c07d79","reaction_count":15,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"anxiety","author_description":"feelings","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"anxiety fucking sucks","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/pDSypOC.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/ZEjgpI5.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/pDSypOC.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0c12e40e-9bdb-99f5-70c9-ebc3d53e51ce-1518950375523.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"anxiety","id":"1c428ac2-8ae4-4cb9-9e26-dceb73f75927","nickname":"Anxiety","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0c12e40e-9bdb-99f5-70c9-ebc3d53e51ce-1518950375523.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0c12e40e-9bdb-99f5-70c9-ebc3d53e51ce-1518950375523.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"feelings","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":102,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":62,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":110,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["wrong","whats","sad","emotions","anxiety","feel","relatable","emotional","alone","feelings","unintentionally","thoughts","life","sucks","depression","girl","fucking"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-06-24T12:19:06.659107-07:00","created":"2019-01-26T14:27:18.835747-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"anxiety fucking sucks","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/pDSypOC.png","slug":"anxiety-fucking-sucks","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-26T14:27:18.835491-08:00","published":"2019-01-26T14:27:18.835480-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":36,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"1c428ac2-8ae4-4cb9-9e26-dceb73f75927","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"79a4b3fb-956e-4920-b011-50a57508f6b1","reaction_count":21,"reaction_counts":{"NI":21,"all":21,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"relatable","author_description":"Just feelings","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"She is art","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/FhmKZRW.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/tFBbAx0.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/FhmKZRW.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"relatable","id":"c49873e2-cc3a-4e38-8a77-ea51622e4ada","nickname":"Relatable","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Just feelings","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":40,"following_count":33,"follower_count":233,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":150,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions","life lesson","relatable","emotional","feelings","thoughts","life"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:37:41.150456-08:00","created":"2019-01-26T11:03:26.423671-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"She is art","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/FhmKZRW.png","slug":"she-is-art-4","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-26T11:03:26.423401-08:00","published":"2019-01-26T11:03:26.423390-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":29,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c49873e2-cc3a-4e38-8a77-ea51622e4ada","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"6cf4c47a-e974-422f-aa88-a717ef64b1fc","reaction_count":11,"reaction_counts":{"NI":11,"all":11,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"life","author_description":"Life is a great opportunity","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Being nice to someone you hate doesn't mean you're fake","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/XZRvSgh.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/Ew3tISk.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/XZRvSgh.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"life","id":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","nickname":"Life","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/IMG-20160623-WA00011468219743953.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Life is a great opportunity","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":123,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":0,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions","life lesson","relatable","emotional","feelings","thoughts","life","girl"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:08:56.225847-08:00","created":"2019-01-26T09:48:20.633335-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Being nice to someone you hate doesn't mean you're fake","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/XZRvSgh.png","slug":"being-nice-to-someone-you-hate-doesnt-mean-youre","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-26T09:48:20.633076-08:00","published":"2019-01-26T09:48:20.633065-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":18,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"dc282da5-e908-4dab-8d02-111bcc4b5d1b","reaction_count":26,"reaction_counts":{"NI":26,"all":26,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"lifepost","author_description":"I hope to inspire you all!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"I'm at that point where I don't even care if people like me anymore","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/wMmaaKx.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/rLUhZLB.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/wMmaaKx.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/VPHpiYPo-2016-05-30T01-37-48-664Z.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"lifepost","id":"d8609494-3fbb-40e6-9e55-bc7791daac86","nickname":"Bitch Problems","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/VPHpiYPo-2016-05-30T01-37-48-664Z.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/profile_picture_default_36.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/bitchproblems-2016-05-30T01-37-49-931Z.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"I hope to inspire you all!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":390,"reaction_count":165,"following_count":6,"follower_count":192,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":985,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions","life lesson","relatable","emotional","feelings","thoughts","life","girl"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:32:35.801099-08:00","created":"2019-01-25T12:25:06.170829-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"I'm at that point where I don't even care if people like me anymore","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/wMmaaKx.png","slug":"im-at-that-point-where-i-dont-even-care-if-peopl-3","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-25T12:25:06.170562-08:00","published":"2019-01-25T12:25:06.170551-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":20,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"d8609494-3fbb-40e6-9e55-bc7791daac86","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"f86f79c9-948d-4fe2-b1c2-231ba2801a64","reaction_count":11,"reaction_counts":{"NI":11,"all":11,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"anxiety","author_description":"feelings","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"we're not the same person we were a year ago, a month ago or even a week ago","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/PR5LNc7.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/gDDMigj.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/PR5LNc7.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0c12e40e-9bdb-99f5-70c9-ebc3d53e51ce-1518950375523.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"anxiety","id":"1c428ac2-8ae4-4cb9-9e26-dceb73f75927","nickname":"Anxiety","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0c12e40e-9bdb-99f5-70c9-ebc3d53e51ce-1518950375523.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0c12e40e-9bdb-99f5-70c9-ebc3d53e51ce-1518950375523.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"feelings","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":102,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":62,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":110,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["week","month","changing","emotions","year","anxiety","relatable","emotional","ago","stop","feelings","experiences","thoughts","life","depression","same","person","girl"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-11-03T18:49:29.380274-08:00","created":"2019-01-25T09:50:46.034556-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"we're not the same person we were a year ago, a month ago or even a week ago","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/PR5LNc7.png","slug":"were-not-the-same-person-we-were-a-year-ago-a-mo","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-25T09:50:46.034270-08:00","published":"2019-01-25T09:50:46.034258-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":27,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"1c428ac2-8ae4-4cb9-9e26-dceb73f75927","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"be77428d-8b91-4118-a58a-f144833d5515","reaction_count":76,"reaction_counts":{"NI":76,"all":76,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"eros_cab","author_description":"As \nlong as you feel something.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Habit","first_page_image":"https://farm1.staticflickr.com/783/41027331352_0020e59ca9_c.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://farm1.staticflickr.com/783/41027331352_0020e59ca9_s.jpg","m":"https://farm1.staticflickr.com/783/41027331352_0020e59ca9_z.jpg","l":"https://farm1.staticflickr.com/783/41027331352_0020e59ca9_c.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/E734989E-2E68-41DF-AA8C-133F1A96732E1548356672727.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"eros_cab","id":"3a248455-4305-4497-9297-596345564124","nickname":"Christopher","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/E734989E-2E68-41DF-AA8C-133F1A96732E1548356672727.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"As \nlong as you feel something.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":17,"reaction_count":78,"following_count":21,"follower_count":22,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":12910,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions","poetry"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-06-07T20:03:29.018563-07:00","created":"2019-01-24T19:11:06.227669-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Habit","description":"Vices\n","thumbnail":"https://farm1.staticflickr.com/783/41027331352_0020e59ca9_c.jpg","slug":"habit","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-24T19:32:33.406659-08:00","published":"2019-01-24T19:32:33.406649-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":79,"comment_count":4,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"3a248455-4305-4497-9297-596345564124","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"5fd2e674-af34-4dd2-8b38-f5e3e2b6de7e","reaction_count":1,"reaction_counts":{"NI":1,"all":1,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"relatable","author_description":"Just feelings","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"She'll cry, and get over it, She'll hate you, and then love you again, But one day she'll leave","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/xUn2Po9.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/Du6mwkB.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/xUn2Po9.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"relatable","id":"c49873e2-cc3a-4e38-8a77-ea51622e4ada","nickname":"Relatable","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Just feelings","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":40,"following_count":33,"follower_count":233,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":150,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions","life lesson","relatable","emotional","feelings","thoughts","life"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2019-09-09T10:33:15.620434-07:00","created":"2019-01-24T13:11:25.130400-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"She'll cry, and get over it, She'll hate you, and then love you again, But one day she'll leave","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/xUn2Po9.png","slug":"shell-cry-and-get-over-it-shell-hate-you-and-the","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2019-01-24T13:11:25.130145-08:00","published":"2019-01-24T13:11:25.130134-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":9,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c49873e2-cc3a-4e38-8a77-ea51622e4ada","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null}],"page":266}