{"count":7238,"next":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=206&tag=emotions","previous":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=204&tag=emotions","results":[{"id":"74691086-0404-47f4-8ecd-54c3bde183e9","reaction_count":21,"reaction_counts":{"NI":21,"all":21,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"lama","author_description":"I'd like to share my random thoughts","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"He walks ","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1508556497405-ed7dcd94acfc?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=PNKwdJ8WetM","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1508556497405-ed7dcd94acfc?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=PNKwdJ8WetM","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1508556497405-ed7dcd94acfc?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=PNKwdJ8WetM","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1508556497405-ed7dcd94acfc?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=PNKwdJ8WetM"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/ba06f763-67ea-4f95-a195-0a36f3e4786c-compressed1577484924376.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"lama","id":"4080738b-14fa-449c-9069-0503775758ab","nickname":"Shady Afro-lama","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/ba06f763-67ea-4f95-a195-0a36f3e4786c-compressed1577484924376.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"I'd like to share my random thoughts","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":17,"reaction_count":1,"following_count":19,"follower_count":23,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":31471,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["fantasy","dark","poetry","emotions","thoughts"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:24:38.512715-08:00","created":"2020-01-28T04:57:38.120476-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"He walks ","description":"He walks looking for something he missed for so long ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1508556497405-ed7dcd94acfc?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=PNKwdJ8WetM","slug":"he-walks","categories":["FC"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-28T05:59:12.144643-08:00","published":"2020-01-28T05:59:12.144633-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":72,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"4080738b-14fa-449c-9069-0503775758ab","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"07efd519-75f8-4719-8c8e-2d1fdfd529d8","reaction_count":2,"reaction_counts":{"NI":2,"all":2,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"flowergod","author_description":"Just some words.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Dear You ","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1522181660342-8a21dc3c754f?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=UFNWLYzBR9w","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1522181660342-8a21dc3c754f?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=UFNWLYzBR9w","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1522181660342-8a21dc3c754f?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=UFNWLYzBR9w","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1522181660342-8a21dc3c754f?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=UFNWLYzBR9w"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b9778b64-8ded-94fa-bf82-56bf4507da55-1583738089930.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"flowergod","id":"97756ebc-09ab-492a-ab40-b7608c1689b3","nickname":"🌈SMILEY FACE🌈","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b9778b64-8ded-94fa-bf82-56bf4507da55-1583738089930.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b9778b64-8ded-94fa-bf82-56bf4507da55-1583738089930.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b7c17bc1-1588-9463-ad07-c5be493e1528-1579851580152.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b7c17bc1-1588-9463-ad07-c5be493e1528-1579851580152.png","description":"Just some words.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":45,"reaction_count":9,"following_count":11,"follower_count":22,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":44360,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","poetry","emotions","feelings","family","sad","depressed","depression"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:33:42.485954-08:00","created":"2020-01-28T01:15:52.805991-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Dear You ","description":"Poem of hate","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1522181660342-8a21dc3c754f?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=UFNWLYzBR9w","slug":"dear-you","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-28T01:38:15.258478-08:00","published":"2020-01-28T01:38:15.258466-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":182,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"97756ebc-09ab-492a-ab40-b7608c1689b3","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"e2b93e25-11aa-4d0b-8013-894d88fc5c57","reaction_count":3,"reaction_counts":{"NI":3,"all":3,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"salyoli","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Battling Emotional Addiction","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1474164490978-9c265ac04f93?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=aLnqDp3B3YU","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1474164490978-9c265ac04f93?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=aLnqDp3B3YU","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1474164490978-9c265ac04f93?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=aLnqDp3B3YU","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1474164490978-9c265ac04f93?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=aLnqDp3B3YU"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"salyoli","id":"e46e08bd-6941-45d9-884d-575e5ea4555f","nickname":"Salma","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":1,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":2,"follower_count":1,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":541,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["intelligent-change","tips","motivation","gratitude","love","emotions","battle"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:10:29.522843-08:00","created":"2020-01-27T16:42:27.645254-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Battling Emotional Addiction","description":"How do you choose to tell your story? That's what matters now. To every girl out there who feels betrayed. You are not alone and this is not the end. Do not turn to something toxic to get rid of your pain. I know the pain may be excruciating, but that is just the beginning of the story of how you found your peace. Alone.\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1474164490978-9c265ac04f93?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=aLnqDp3B3YU","slug":"battling-emotional-addiction","categories":["TS"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-27T16:47:50.335954-08:00","published":"2020-01-27T16:47:50.335939-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":23,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"e46e08bd-6941-45d9-884d-575e5ea4555f","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"9d35f292-01d4-4017-a575-1e2b29c55af4","reaction_count":20,"reaction_counts":{"NI":20,"all":20,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"truestories","author_description":"please follow for more x","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Just a touch.","first_page_image":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/A49F194B-11A5-4416-B148-5A430EEF646E1580170856523.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"","m":"","l":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/A49F194B-11A5-4416-B148-5A430EEF646E1580170856523.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/14296852-25E2-4022-8F5B-05AD0F6DAB361586960244269.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"truestories","id":"36fcddf3-2ef2-410f-8c72-f369280ceb95","nickname":"collected","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/14296852-25E2-4022-8F5B-05AD0F6DAB361586960244269.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/5ECD0B29-8524-40D1-9D25-0689B08101EB1576886506835.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"please follow for more x","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":31,"reaction_count":45,"following_count":2,"follower_count":422,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":38436,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["romance","love","fanfiction","fan fiction","emotions","feelings","thoughts","couples","relationships","insipiring","commaful","writing","ideas","happy","genre","scene","sexual","fantasy"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-11-29T17:08:45.216751-08:00","created":"2020-01-20T10:49:19.537833-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"just a touch.","description":"Just a touch ;) X","thumbnail":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/A49F194B-11A5-4416-B148-5A430EEF646E1580170856523.jpg","slug":"just-a-touch","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-27T16:29:42.864823-08:00","published":"2020-01-27T16:29:42.864813-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":643,"comment_count":1,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":true,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"36fcddf3-2ef2-410f-8c72-f369280ceb95","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"bb78f866-93f8-4467-82df-de0c155ffa55","reaction_count":16,"reaction_counts":{"NI":16,"all":16,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"relatable","author_description":"Just feelings","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"She gets jealous, she gets mad, she gets worried, she gets curious","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/1q1ju2u.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/fyMyH1o.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/1q1ju2u.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"relatable","id":"c49873e2-cc3a-4e38-8a77-ea51622e4ada","nickname":"Relatable","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Just feelings","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":40,"following_count":33,"follower_count":233,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":150,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["thoughts","feelings","relatable","emotions","life","lifelesson","life lesson","emotional"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-01-08T00:02:57.211054-08:00","created":"2020-01-27T12:19:52.211254-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"She gets jealous, she gets mad, she gets worried, she gets curious","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/1q1ju2u.png","slug":"she-gets-jealous-she-gets-mad-she-gets-worried-s","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-27T12:19:52.205493-08:00","published":"2020-01-27T12:19:52.205477-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":5,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c49873e2-cc3a-4e38-8a77-ea51622e4ada","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"bf439c27-3698-4783-a32b-3bd9ada64f7e","reaction_count":14,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"life","author_description":"Life is a great opportunity","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\"Things will happen in your life that you can't stop","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/wMmaaKx.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/rLUhZLB.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/wMmaaKx.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"life","id":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","nickname":"Life","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/IMG-20160623-WA00011468219743953.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Life is a great opportunity","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":123,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":0,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["thoughts","feelings","relatable","emotions","life","girl","lifelesson","life lesson","emotional"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:23:37.294240-08:00","created":"2020-01-27T11:57:20.743040-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"\"Things will happen in your life that you can't stop","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/wMmaaKx.png","slug":"things-will-happen-in-your-life-that-you-cant-stop","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-27T11:57:20.723102-08:00","published":"2020-01-27T11:57:20.723088-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":3,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"8d151bbc-4fd3-486c-a0a7-cc10965d5192","reaction_count":33,"reaction_counts":{"NI":33,"all":33,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"rdb15","author_description":"Poet, creative writer and lover of words","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"The Backpack","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542014262092-0fe8c05d30f0?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=hFOIW3WTQTY","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542014262092-0fe8c05d30f0?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=hFOIW3WTQTY","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542014262092-0fe8c05d30f0?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=hFOIW3WTQTY","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542014262092-0fe8c05d30f0?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=hFOIW3WTQTY"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/853E5978-FD2B-4788-B9EA-4B4401CA857A1601601054523.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"rdb15","id":"eb89b39d-fde2-40da-b90e-05c341f38f21","nickname":"RDB, That’s Me","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/853E5978-FD2B-4788-B9EA-4B4401CA857A1601601054523.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_4367ad91-5b0a-9cce-5d2c-f78611f5dc78-1591549752730.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2e11a007-ff84-0a62-fe5b-48c5ebd56b52-1591549494154.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2e11a007-ff84-0a62-fe5b-48c5ebd56b52-1591549494154.jpeg","description":"Poet, creative writer and lover of words","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":19,"reaction_count":109,"following_count":52,"follower_count":26,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":45753,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv1","badges":["lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","methaphor","feelings","emotions","burdens","selfawareness","self-awareness"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-05-04T06:00:11.848411-07:00","created":"2020-01-27T11:23:15.453919-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"The Backpack","description":"A metaphoric poem about the things we carry around with us.\n(January 2020)","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1542014262092-0fe8c05d30f0?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=hFOIW3WTQTY","slug":"the-backpack","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-27T11:49:46.533550-08:00","published":"2020-01-27T11:49:46.533536-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/8d151bbc-4fd3-486c-a0a7-cc10965d5192-127.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":44,"comment_count":5,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"eb89b39d-fde2-40da-b90e-05c341f38f21","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"1c9f08f5-750b-4ecf-8cab-b2c6f06236ca","reaction_count":196,"reaction_counts":{"NI":193,"all":193,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"synthaspide","author_description":"A free bird in this cruel world.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"I'm Learning Again","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1454357402858-6f7bafb65814?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=s7rU_y27PJU","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1454357402858-6f7bafb65814?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=s7rU_y27PJU","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1454357402858-6f7bafb65814?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=s7rU_y27PJU","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1454357402858-6f7bafb65814?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=s7rU_y27PJU"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c7e86c17-e125-7470-0f06-69b9809382d2-1678523646480.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"synthaspide","id":"475bae0b-c770-41cb-a51d-82e829b88521","nickname":"SynthaSpide","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c7e86c17-e125-7470-0f06-69b9809382d2-1678523646480.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_c7e86c17-e125-7470-0f06-69b9809382d2-1678523646480.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/08c3758d-dd5c-5652-6efe-a75c56866e06-1567519785046.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_08c3758d-dd5c-5652-6efe-a75c56866e06-1567519785046.jpeg","description":"A free bird in this cruel world.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":59,"story_count":374,"reaction_count":879,"following_count":188,"follower_count":5338,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":278377,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["learning","short poem","shortpoem","poem","feelings","emotions","love","pain","heart","shattered","pieces","again","loop","life","suffering","depressive"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-02-05T12:23:14.409480-08:00","created":"2020-01-27T06:25:44.530488-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"I'm Learning Again","description":"...\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1454357402858-6f7bafb65814?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=s7rU_y27PJU","slug":"im-learning-again","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-27T06:28:50.261836-08:00","published":"2020-01-27T06:28:50.261824-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":206,"comment_count":6,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"475bae0b-c770-41cb-a51d-82e829b88521","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"fa1a49a8-cfd2-437e-b3e9-89d0afefa60e","reaction_count":1,"reaction_counts":{"NI":1,"all":1,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"eyesarewise","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"I swallowed your words\n\n&\n\nmy pride","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1483884105135-c06ea81a7a80?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=nXo2ZsKHTHg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1483884105135-c06ea81a7a80?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=nXo2ZsKHTHg","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1483884105135-c06ea81a7a80?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=nXo2ZsKHTHg","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1483884105135-c06ea81a7a80?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=nXo2ZsKHTHg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/812e5a36-ea4d-fa61-39fc-662dabc4de43-1580034544942.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"eyesarewise","id":"c012832c-2e67-4de8-a3e9-84a89ab7c2b5","nickname":"eyesarewise","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/812e5a36-ea4d-fa61-39fc-662dabc4de43-1580034544942.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_812e5a36-ea4d-fa61-39fc-662dabc4de43-1580034544942.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":4,"story_count":23,"reaction_count":9,"following_count":20,"follower_count":34,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":960,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["feelings","thoughts","emotions","relationship","relation ship","unhappy","dignity","self-respect","selfrespect","you","me","us","pride","love","respect","empathy"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-06-09T09:39:55.315703-07:00","created":"2020-01-27T01:04:52.628713-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"I swallowed your words\n\n&\n\nmy pride","description":"\n\n      I swallowed your words\n\n                                 &\n\n                        My pride\n\n\n\n\n                             -mw","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1483884105135-c06ea81a7a80?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=nXo2ZsKHTHg","slug":"words---------i-swallowed-your-words------------","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-27T01:09:52.033075-08:00","published":"2020-01-27T01:09:52.033065-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":19,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c012832c-2e67-4de8-a3e9-84a89ab7c2b5","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"4f186d84-d00a-427a-87dc-0f0ea96e056c","reaction_count":17,"reaction_counts":{"NI":17,"all":17,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"flowergod","author_description":"Just some words.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"The River","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1478347630631-baba7b904f67?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=goP1JhM2-48","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1478347630631-baba7b904f67?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=goP1JhM2-48","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1478347630631-baba7b904f67?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=goP1JhM2-48","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1478347630631-baba7b904f67?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=goP1JhM2-48"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b9778b64-8ded-94fa-bf82-56bf4507da55-1583738089930.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"flowergod","id":"97756ebc-09ab-492a-ab40-b7608c1689b3","nickname":"🌈SMILEY FACE🌈","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b9778b64-8ded-94fa-bf82-56bf4507da55-1583738089930.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b9778b64-8ded-94fa-bf82-56bf4507da55-1583738089930.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b7c17bc1-1588-9463-ad07-c5be493e1528-1579851580152.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b7c17bc1-1588-9463-ad07-c5be493e1528-1579851580152.png","description":"Just some words.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":45,"reaction_count":9,"following_count":11,"follower_count":22,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":44360,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["feelings","poetry","poem","nature","outdoors","emotions","new","water","life"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:33:41.994890-08:00","created":"2020-01-26T23:01:34.338324-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"The River","description":"Nature poem ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1478347630631-baba7b904f67?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=goP1JhM2-48","slug":"the-river","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-27T01:02:38.946234-08:00","published":"2020-01-27T01:02:38.946224-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":120,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"97756ebc-09ab-492a-ab40-b7608c1689b3","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"6e29a8f1-0bfe-4912-b9a5-4fdc3e016115","reaction_count":214,"reaction_counts":{"NI":210,"all":210,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"kaylynn","author_description":"Awkward writer girl","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"lovely doubts","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1495653797063-114787b77b23?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=0EVKn3-5JSU","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1495653797063-114787b77b23?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=0EVKn3-5JSU","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1495653797063-114787b77b23?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=0EVKn3-5JSU","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1495653797063-114787b77b23?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=0EVKn3-5JSU"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/C934A696-8A19-4BF2-92A1-A6A4D6E153E81562979326418.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":true,"author":{"username":"kaylynn","id":"97c084ee-cc06-421d-8749-89a6342e098e","nickname":"Kaylynn","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/C934A696-8A19-4BF2-92A1-A6A4D6E153E81562979326418.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d58d0d34-0972-4902-2324-f1fc11395f9b-1542934945537.jpeg","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/F6F1A0FD-B36F-4125-81A6-7A76A1786FCA1562978896154.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f0e6b4fb-bd91-633d-a6f4-f351f252ffa3-1562950528412.jpeg","description":"Awkward writer girl","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":144,"story_count":227,"reaction_count":6246,"following_count":28,"follower_count":20344,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":true,"num_words_read":1487424,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["gft","lv1","fqr","lv2","pwr","str"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"@authorkaylynn"},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["love","life","real","reality","relationship","relation ship","romance","doubts","insecurities","independence","girl","boy","poetry","poem","sad","happy","lovely","emotions","thoughts","writing","poet"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-11-17T02:13:46.618515-08:00","created":"2020-01-26T14:47:04.698126-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"lovely doubts","description":"inner turmoil of tumultuous emotions. ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1495653797063-114787b77b23?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=0EVKn3-5JSU","slug":"lovely-doubts","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-26T15:18:24.481233-08:00","published":"2020-01-26T15:18:24.481221-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":1373,"comment_count":20,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"97c084ee-cc06-421d-8749-89a6342e098e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"18e5da6b-5830-48bf-9a53-c4a9f23eac18","reaction_count":4,"reaction_counts":{"NI":4,"all":4,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"relatable","author_description":"Just feelings","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"She has a good heart","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/NrrBewT.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/rFPwZbJ.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/NrrBewT.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"relatable","id":"c49873e2-cc3a-4e38-8a77-ea51622e4ada","nickname":"Relatable","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Just feelings","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":40,"following_count":33,"follower_count":233,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":150,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotional","relatable","thoughts","lifelesson","life lesson","life","emotions","feelings"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-07-12T00:38:07.962881-07:00","created":"2020-01-26T14:03:14.413886-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"She has a good heart","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/NrrBewT.png","slug":"she-has-a-good-heart-5","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-26T14:03:14.395849-08:00","published":"2020-01-26T14:03:14.395832-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":7,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c49873e2-cc3a-4e38-8a77-ea51622e4ada","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"98f9a138-bbc1-4a6c-adcf-22d7e99a96dd","reaction_count":1,"reaction_counts":{"NI":1,"all":1,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"life","author_description":"Life is a great opportunity","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Great friendship is about two main things","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/kCOesm0.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/63kc9F3.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/kCOesm0.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"life","id":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","nickname":"Life","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/IMG-20160623-WA00011468219743953.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Life is a great opportunity","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":123,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":0,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotional","relatable","thoughts","lifelesson","life lesson","life","girl","emotions","feelings"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-01-08T16:23:09.004720-08:00","created":"2020-01-26T13:30:36.876690-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Great friendship is about two main things","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/kCOesm0.png","slug":"great-friendship-is-about-two-main-things","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-26T13:30:36.875286-08:00","published":"2020-01-26T13:30:36.875273-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":6,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"c4ebdecd-1c95-4262-afa0-b9da53caa251","reaction_count":33,"reaction_counts":{"NI":33,"all":33,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"truestories","author_description":"please follow for more x","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"i’m in too deep","first_page_image":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/90926AF7-007B-458B-87CA-5DB001904CB61580069678030.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"","m":"","l":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/90926AF7-007B-458B-87CA-5DB001904CB61580069678030.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/14296852-25E2-4022-8F5B-05AD0F6DAB361586960244269.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"truestories","id":"36fcddf3-2ef2-410f-8c72-f369280ceb95","nickname":"collected","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/14296852-25E2-4022-8F5B-05AD0F6DAB361586960244269.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/5ECD0B29-8524-40D1-9D25-0689B08101EB1576886506835.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"please follow for more x","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":31,"reaction_count":45,"following_count":2,"follower_count":422,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":38436,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["cheating","love","emotions","feelings","thoughts","relationships","break ups","breakups","brekaups","romance","heart break","heartbreak","thriller"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-11-26T11:33:33.748529-08:00","created":"2020-01-23T11:03:28.863418-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"i’m in too deep","description":"do i love you?","thumbnail":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/90926AF7-007B-458B-87CA-5DB001904CB61580069678030.jpg","slug":"im-in-too-deep","categories":["RM"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-26T12:38:36.371705-08:00","published":"2020-01-26T12:38:36.371693-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":478,"comment_count":5,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":true,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"36fcddf3-2ef2-410f-8c72-f369280ceb95","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"7954e9ec-fcd3-4177-bc21-754d02768866","reaction_count":84,"reaction_counts":{"NI":84,"all":84,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"themiddlechild","author_description":"Meandering along, fictional life","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Guarded","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549645402-a9d655c5c344?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=stW5tVmlI7s","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549645402-a9d655c5c344?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=stW5tVmlI7s","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549645402-a9d655c5c344?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=stW5tVmlI7s","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549645402-a9d655c5c344?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=stW5tVmlI7s"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e12b0d73-af43-71d4-8d3b-5c8286a19246-1572841511139.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"themiddlechild","id":"a186fbe6-2718-4b0b-8cab-f7030f2ca3b0","nickname":"Megan","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e12b0d73-af43-71d4-8d3b-5c8286a19246-1572841511139.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_e12b0d73-af43-71d4-8d3b-5c8286a19246-1572841511139.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1f1782e4-1ba5-8ae8-c60c-bc60b29cab7a-1572841555319.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1f1782e4-1ba5-8ae8-c60c-bc60b29cab7a-1572841555319.jpeg","description":"Meandering along, fictional life","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":7,"story_count":961,"reaction_count":2384,"following_count":98,"follower_count":483,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1806191,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["gft","lv1","fqr","lv2","pwr","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["rock","friend-ship","friendship","emotions"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:23:27.617879-08:00","created":"2020-01-26T01:28:32.180996-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Guarded","description":"People have all sorts of personalities for all sorts of reasons, you know","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1549645402-a9d655c5c344?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=stW5tVmlI7s","slug":"guarded","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-26T12:02:07.512976-08:00","published":"2020-01-26T12:02:07.512964-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":56,"comment_count":2,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"a186fbe6-2718-4b0b-8cab-f7030f2ca3b0","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"57261cad-41e6-4924-bd84-8a2febbfec08","reaction_count":10,"reaction_counts":{"NI":10,"all":10,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"lifepost","author_description":"I hope to inspire you all!","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"people ask me   ","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/blSnpA4.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/5qywruE.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/blSnpA4.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/VPHpiYPo-2016-05-30T01-37-48-664Z.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"lifepost","id":"d8609494-3fbb-40e6-9e55-bc7791daac86","nickname":"Bitch Problems","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/VPHpiYPo-2016-05-30T01-37-48-664Z.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/profile_picture_default_36.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/bitchproblems-2016-05-30T01-37-49-931Z.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"I hope to inspire you all!","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":390,"reaction_count":165,"following_count":6,"follower_count":192,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":985,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotional","relatable","thoughts","lifelesson","life lesson","life","girl","emotions","feelings"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:23:18.501075-08:00","created":"2020-01-26T10:23:49.383424-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"people ask me   ","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/blSnpA4.png","slug":"people-ask-me","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-26T10:23:49.371698-08:00","published":"2020-01-26T10:23:49.371685-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":11,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"d8609494-3fbb-40e6-9e55-bc7791daac86","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"7b17b033-60d6-498d-b714-12bc637af30d","reaction_count":106,"reaction_counts":{"NI":103,"all":103,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"winterheart","author_description":"Reality or Fiction :) I write it all","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Foreign","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1504903271097-d7e7c7f5f7ad?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=xl2piFfdzyA","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1504903271097-d7e7c7f5f7ad?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=xl2piFfdzyA","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1504903271097-d7e7c7f5f7ad?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=xl2piFfdzyA","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1504903271097-d7e7c7f5f7ad?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=xl2piFfdzyA"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8852add6-369c-a5c2-d5dc-27b7c7c6c5f2-1681957572185.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"winterheart","id":"0654cb77-9f96-4d4c-ad6b-d582d7fb25a8","nickname":"Poetiquee Queen","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8852add6-369c-a5c2-d5dc-27b7c7c6c5f2-1681957572185.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_8852add6-369c-a5c2-d5dc-27b7c7c6c5f2-1681957572185.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/750e7128-6d12-670e-bc1d-10f2a257a212-1561149668275.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_750e7128-6d12-670e-bc1d-10f2a257a212-1561149668275.jpeg","description":"Reality or Fiction :) I write it all","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":6,"story_count":138,"reaction_count":708,"following_count":97,"follower_count":3139,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":915552,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["love","hurt-","hurt","thoughts","emotions","feelings","heart break","heartbreak"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-05-12T21:58:17.247640-07:00","created":"2020-01-26T07:48:16.726507-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Foreign","description":"I don't khow what to make of this pain\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1504903271097-d7e7c7f5f7ad?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=xl2piFfdzyA","slug":"foreign","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-26T07:56:29.083975-08:00","published":"2020-01-26T07:56:29.083964-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":189,"comment_count":3,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"0654cb77-9f96-4d4c-ad6b-d582d7fb25a8","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"c322927e-27a2-47dc-8da1-0a1254765601","reaction_count":15,"reaction_counts":{"NI":15,"all":15,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"justuh_writer","author_description":"I write about my life experiences.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Articulate Emotions","first_page_image":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1462.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1462.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1462.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"justuh_writer","id":"44873171-cc3c-4f57-b6ae-8182cccf1e33","nickname":"just uh writer","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/252c67db-cf74-e87e-0a0d-2a84c334f966-1577423035875.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_252c67db-cf74-e87e-0a0d-2a84c334f966-1577423035875.jpeg","description":"I write about my life experiences.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":17,"reaction_count":2,"following_count":1,"follower_count":2,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2750,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:23:08.475128-08:00","created":"2020-01-25T18:31:09.319063-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Articulate Emotions","description":"Not being able to say what you feel.\n","thumbnail":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise1462.jpg","slug":"articulate-emotions","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-25T18:43:06.149334-08:00","published":"2020-01-25T18:43:06.149323-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":12,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"44873171-cc3c-4f57-b6ae-8182cccf1e33","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"7f12213a-aba0-42e8-b6b1-38b8df47a7ca","reaction_count":1,"reaction_counts":{"NI":1,"all":1,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"life","author_description":"Life is a great opportunity","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"If you want me, show me","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/CDBKEyN.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/pfFIcyc.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/CDBKEyN.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"life","id":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","nickname":"Life","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/IMG-20160623-WA00011468219743953.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Life is a great opportunity","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":123,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":0,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["thoughts","feelings","relatable","emotions","life","girl","lifelesson","life lesson","emotional"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-10-31T12:42:59.205135-07:00","created":"2020-01-25T13:35:14.124816-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"If you want me, show me","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/CDBKEyN.png","slug":"if-you-want-me-show-me","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-25T13:35:14.123038-08:00","published":"2020-01-25T13:35:14.123023-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":3,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"ff33c04a-96e4-49da-8288-8e2f51def328","reaction_count":11,"reaction_counts":{"NI":11,"all":11,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"wowwhatageek","author_description":"here for a good time not a long time","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Love is Like a Hill","first_page_image":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise621.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise621.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise621.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/75cf2ae3-4231-618a-9c6d-3d7a3bb9c902-1573452311112.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"wowwhatageek","id":"be8e45d3-d4f7-4ecc-84f3-821acef83616","nickname":"nadia","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/75cf2ae3-4231-618a-9c6d-3d7a3bb9c902-1573452311112.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_75cf2ae3-4231-618a-9c6d-3d7a3bb9c902-1573452311112.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"here for a good time not a long time","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":1,"reaction_count":2,"following_count":9,"follower_count":1,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":500,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["hill","poetry","poem","short","love","simile","feelings","emotional","emotions","falling in love","fallinginlove","romance"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:06:01.175453-08:00","created":"2020-01-25T11:54:42.245746-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Love is Like a Hill","description":"Love is like a hill With its ups and downs\n","thumbnail":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise621.jpg","slug":"love-is-like-a-hill","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-01-25T12:03:37.709725-08:00","published":"2020-01-25T12:03:37.709714-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":46,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"be8e45d3-d4f7-4ecc-84f3-821acef83616","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null}],"page":205}