{"count":7238,"next":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=201&tag=emotions","previous":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=199&tag=emotions","results":[{"id":"81ae0492-af41-4f6f-8f91-c5957888bc64","reaction_count":2,"reaction_counts":{"NI":1,"all":1,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"veronicayv","author_description":"Its my pen name :)","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Dear Best friend, ","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1582466419631-ce148f573377?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Q4hB0wK-TEE","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1582466419631-ce148f573377?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Q4hB0wK-TEE","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1582466419631-ce148f573377?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Q4hB0wK-TEE","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1582466419631-ce148f573377?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Q4hB0wK-TEE"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/38a24e4c-e5b8-aec5-0378-b583d37eb511-1582165115859.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"veronicayv","id":"98a73d75-8d79-4731-8c40-8eed87d51b43","nickname":"Veronica","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/38a24e4c-e5b8-aec5-0378-b583d37eb511-1582165115859.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_38a24e4c-e5b8-aec5-0378-b583d37eb511-1582165115859.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f8d29ac6-da6f-a014-41f6-57ce0b78f47a-1582165214490.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f8d29ac6-da6f-a014-41f6-57ce0b78f47a-1582165214490.jpeg","description":"Its my pen name :)","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":14,"reaction_count":15,"following_count":7,"follower_count":19,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":14545,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["love","feelings","crush","bestfriend","best friend","thoughts","emotions"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-08-14T04:13:38.554061-07:00","created":"2020-02-26T07:23:52.196710-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Dear Best friend, ","description":"If this has ever happened to you please let me know because I am having a hard time dealing with this.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1582466419631-ce148f573377?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Q4hB0wK-TEE","slug":"dear-best-friend","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-26T07:55:49.319341-08:00","published":"2020-02-26T07:55:49.319327-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":11,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"98a73d75-8d79-4731-8c40-8eed87d51b43","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"f6ee9ae2-07da-43aa-be69-af9129133dd0","reaction_count":3,"reaction_counts":{"NI":3,"all":3,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"davyda","author_description":"Newbie to Commaful 🙃","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Wilting \n\nBy: DaVyda Robinson ","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1520857566076-67e0992b8356?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=LsP6HM-ghcg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1520857566076-67e0992b8356?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=LsP6HM-ghcg","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1520857566076-67e0992b8356?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=LsP6HM-ghcg","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1520857566076-67e0992b8356?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=LsP6HM-ghcg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"davyda","id":"2133f9fb-3c02-4bfe-a0e0-397e7e04e631","nickname":"DaVyda","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Newbie to Commaful 🙃","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":2,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":1,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1457,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","love","thoughts","emotions","secondpost"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:11:40.011061-08:00","created":"2020-02-26T04:55:10.084405-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Wilting \n\nBy: DaVyda Robinson ","description":"","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1520857566076-67e0992b8356?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=LsP6HM-ghcg","slug":"wilting-by-davyda-robinson","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-26T06:48:49.828059-08:00","published":"2020-02-26T06:48:49.828049-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":7,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"2133f9fb-3c02-4bfe-a0e0-397e7e04e631","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"569c7260-eb39-408f-b39c-f6de2ac979df","reaction_count":3,"reaction_counts":{"NI":3,"all":3,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"droplet","author_description":"Sharing thoughts & slipping into madness","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":". . .","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517999144091-3d9dca6d1e43?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=gPm8h3DS1s4","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517999144091-3d9dca6d1e43?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=gPm8h3DS1s4","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517999144091-3d9dca6d1e43?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=gPm8h3DS1s4","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517999144091-3d9dca6d1e43?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=gPm8h3DS1s4"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/06b8a6c2-00c2-b1b0-30c1-3ae2e1ab84ba-1582711178118.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"droplet","id":"39f8097b-f3ce-45ab-87cd-fc7e2c3ee361","nickname":"Droplet","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/06b8a6c2-00c2-b1b0-30c1-3ae2e1ab84ba-1582711178118.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_06b8a6c2-00c2-b1b0-30c1-3ae2e1ab84ba-1582711178118.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8f6b0e46-dd42-8339-fd4a-093e21def0f6-1582711193307.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_8f6b0e46-dd42-8339-fd4a-093e21def0f6-1582711193307.jpeg","description":"Sharing thoughts & slipping into madness","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":3,"reaction_count":2,"following_count":0,"follower_count":2,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1569,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["suicide","suicidal","depressed","depression","anxiety","sad","sadness","anger","overwhelmed","dark","thoughts","feelings","empty","emptiness","death","dying","heavy","deep","lonely","loneliness","isolation","fear","fears","emotions","emotional","honesty","truth","truth hurts","scared"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:23:49.339116-08:00","created":"2020-02-26T02:04:06.070033-08:00","deleted":null,"title":". . .","description":"Spinning out, isolation heavy with fears\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517999144091-3d9dca6d1e43?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=gPm8h3DS1s4","slug":"--","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-26T02:12:20.894415-08:00","published":"2020-02-26T02:12:20.894402-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":61,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"39f8097b-f3ce-45ab-87cd-fc7e2c3ee361","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"7c8ae2a3-98fd-4140-8fa8-9a53234e3150","reaction_count":151,"reaction_counts":{"NI":150,"all":150,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"synthaspide","author_description":"A free bird in this cruel world.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Your Cage Of Hurtful Memories","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1439902315629-cd882022cea0?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Cp-LUHPRpWM","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1439902315629-cd882022cea0?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Cp-LUHPRpWM","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1439902315629-cd882022cea0?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Cp-LUHPRpWM","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1439902315629-cd882022cea0?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Cp-LUHPRpWM"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c7e86c17-e125-7470-0f06-69b9809382d2-1678523646480.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"synthaspide","id":"475bae0b-c770-41cb-a51d-82e829b88521","nickname":"SynthaSpide","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c7e86c17-e125-7470-0f06-69b9809382d2-1678523646480.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_c7e86c17-e125-7470-0f06-69b9809382d2-1678523646480.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/08c3758d-dd5c-5652-6efe-a75c56866e06-1567519785046.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_08c3758d-dd5c-5652-6efe-a75c56866e06-1567519785046.jpeg","description":"A free bird in this cruel world.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":59,"story_count":374,"reaction_count":879,"following_count":188,"follower_count":5338,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":278377,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["memories","painful","life","death","cage","hurtful","depressive","sad","agony","pain","poem","poet","poems","emotions","feelings","thoughts"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-12-02T21:03:05.014412-08:00","created":"2020-02-25T10:46:19.597323-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Your Cage Of Hurtful Memories","description":"You locked me in...","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1439902315629-cd882022cea0?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Cp-LUHPRpWM","slug":"your-cage-of-hurtful-memories","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-25T13:21:51.313433-08:00","published":"2020-02-25T13:21:51.313421-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":279,"comment_count":6,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"475bae0b-c770-41cb-a51d-82e829b88521","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"69eb3825-f7d0-426e-99ee-0f3757603e86","reaction_count":144,"reaction_counts":{"NI":141,"all":141,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"relatable","author_description":"Just feelings","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"a kid asked me \"what is love\" i said \"when a puppy licks your face\" he laughed, but then i added","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/RTFWXjl.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/j7zVFgT.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/RTFWXjl.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"relatable","id":"c49873e2-cc3a-4e38-8a77-ea51622e4ada","nickname":"Relatable","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_95b1b36a-536b-8e9a-7e03-c3872a6b5c25-1499928333818.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Just feelings","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":40,"following_count":33,"follower_count":233,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":150,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions","lifelesson","life lesson","feelings","thoughts","life","relatable","emotional"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-11-17T14:58:02.142311-08:00","created":"2020-02-25T10:34:08.676117-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"a kid asked me \"what is love\" i said \"when a puppy licks your face\" he laughed, but then i added","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/RTFWXjl.png","slug":"a-kid-asked-me-what-is-love-i-said-when-a-puppy--3","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-25T10:34:08.670280-08:00","published":"2020-02-25T10:34:08.670268-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":39,"comment_count":3,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c49873e2-cc3a-4e38-8a77-ea51622e4ada","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"0f906825-6ca5-402c-8cc9-a651b7b630df","reaction_count":47,"reaction_counts":{"NI":47,"all":47,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"life","author_description":"Life is a great opportunity","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Maybe I don't cry, but it's hurt ","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/eD1inZx.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/RJCGtR9.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/eD1inZx.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"life","id":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","nickname":"Life","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/IMG-20160623-WA00011468219743953.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Life is a great opportunity","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":123,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":0,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["thoughts","feelings","relatable","emotions","life","girl","lifelesson","life lesson","emotional"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:30:25.319658-08:00","created":"2020-02-25T10:31:06.974670-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Maybe I don't cry, but it's hurt ","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/eD1inZx.png","slug":"maybe-i-dont-cry-but-its-hurt","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-25T10:31:06.971166-08:00","published":"2020-02-25T10:31:06.971149-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":11,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"f627bd20-6b89-41f8-b2a8-7a271b282638","reaction_count":17,"reaction_counts":{"NI":17,"all":17,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"madhuri","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Sunrise","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1503803548695-c2a7b4a5b875?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=-IMlv9Jlb24","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1503803548695-c2a7b4a5b875?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=-IMlv9Jlb24","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1503803548695-c2a7b4a5b875?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=-IMlv9Jlb24","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1503803548695-c2a7b4a5b875?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=-IMlv9Jlb24"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/e53c783f-6803-48e7-a51a-32f6286a468b-compressed1582558255850.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"madhuri","id":"55195a04-1337-43f9-b906-376e8c36a420","nickname":"Madhuri","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/e53c783f-6803-48e7-a51a-32f6286a468b-compressed1582558255850.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/6e29324b-e053-4ef8-aa6b-ab9e6df6c09f-compressed1582558288865.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":3,"reaction_count":3,"following_count":18,"follower_count":4,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2316,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["break up","breakup","love","emotions","strong","new beginnings","newbeginnings"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:50:41.634342-08:00","created":"2020-02-25T02:39:50.658283-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Sunrise","description":"He is shouting at me, accusing me and trying to turn tables so he feels less guilty of what he did. ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1503803548695-c2a7b4a5b875?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=-IMlv9Jlb24","slug":"sunrise","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-25T04:29:52.507254-08:00","published":"2020-02-25T04:29:52.507242-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":106,"comment_count":2,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"55195a04-1337-43f9-b906-376e8c36a420","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"b2d32abb-2dee-4587-b0f7-501ad5c3c6c5","reaction_count":5,"reaction_counts":{"NI":5,"all":5,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"doievenexist","author_description":"its easier to write it down.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"In an another world \nAmidst our so called love \nI share with you my deepest secrets, To which you reply with a kiss on my head\nWhere religion isn’t our only faith We’re superior then  \nancient texts \nBend the rules and then we break them \nBut darling in this world we’re only given a chance to miserably fail, over and over again.","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise1391.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"","m":"","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise1391.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/A7D2259A-A491-4C4C-B713-7C6888A02B201588867595541.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"doievenexist","id":"c25cf941-3372-4281-bacf-59ca7953e728","nickname":"doievenexist","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/A7D2259A-A491-4C4C-B713-7C6888A02B201588867595541.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/0F1D0B0F-0326-42ED-A3E6-0FACACA239281588867656669.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"its easier to write it down.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":5,"story_count":74,"reaction_count":768,"following_count":101,"follower_count":1331,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":72892,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","gft","lv2"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","something new","newbie","romance","thoughts","emotions","thinkingoutloud","thinking out loud","opinions","fandom"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-12-15T15:12:42.882380-08:00","created":"2020-02-24T23:30:28.784751-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"In an another world \nAmidst our so called love \nI share with you my deepest secrets, To which you reply with a kiss on my head\nWhere religion isn’t our only faith We’re superior then  \nancient texts \nBend the rules and then we break them \nBut darling i...","description":"failure. \nIn an another world \nAmidst our so called love \nI share with you my deepest secrets \nTo which you reply with a kiss on my head\nWhere religion isn’t our only faith \nWe’re superior then ancient texts \nBend the rules and then we break them \nBut darling in this world we’re only given a chance to miserably fail, over and over again.\n\nWhen you are sure of the certainty  that you’re doomed and only teleporting to another world might help. Here’s one for the people surviving on hope. ","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise1391.jpg","slug":"in-an-another-world-amidst-our-so-called-love-i-","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-24T23:34:53.743285-08:00","published":"2020-02-24T23:34:53.743272-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":17,"comment_count":6,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c25cf941-3372-4281-bacf-59ca7953e728","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"6653ba13-e0d8-464e-af31-389d1c818291","reaction_count":58,"reaction_counts":{"NI":58,"all":58,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"thevillain","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Lonely","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2aecd89d-886f-6a41-17c0-922f92574b16-1641367436002.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"thevillain","id":"844f8890-cfd6-4878-9e23-94d5e78b4814","nickname":"L","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2aecd89d-886f-6a41-17c0-922f92574b16-1641367436002.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2aecd89d-886f-6a41-17c0-922f92574b16-1641367436002.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2c61e9ff-c59d-d831-3fdf-36dfa1c89d7e-1641367387834.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2c61e9ff-c59d-d831-3fdf-36dfa1c89d7e-1641367387834.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":101,"reaction_count":275,"following_count":61,"follower_count":2332,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":199469,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","lost","lost-","lonely","emotions","heart","love"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:33:23.895793-08:00","created":"2020-02-24T17:36:35.897840-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Lonely","description":"I’m in my feels. I love commaful though, this is my way of expression. ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509994196812-897f5a6ab49c?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=7Ieipcj7lp4","slug":"lonely","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-24T17:50:59.222760-08:00","published":"2020-02-24T17:50:59.222750-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":123,"comment_count":7,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"844f8890-cfd6-4878-9e23-94d5e78b4814","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"db7a1be4-fb26-498e-a328-17efcf8ffed4","reaction_count":24,"reaction_counts":{"NI":24,"all":24,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"life","author_description":"Life is a great opportunity","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"If you are unhappy, change something","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/hSPosBS.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/lGCLtLF.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/hSPosBS.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"life","id":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","nickname":"Life","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/IMG-20160623-WA00011468219743953.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Life is a great opportunity","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":123,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":0,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions","lifelesson","life lesson","feelings","thoughts","life","girl","relatable","emotional"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:23:04.486980-08:00","created":"2020-02-24T13:50:13.373179-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"If you are unhappy, change something","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/hSPosBS.png","slug":"if-you-are-unhappy-change-something","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-24T13:50:13.371344-08:00","published":"2020-02-24T13:50:13.371324-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":10,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"d767afd3-445e-4ff6-ae8d-27eb6af667b3","reaction_count":64,"reaction_counts":{"NI":64,"all":64,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"truestories","author_description":"please follow for more x","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n                         My love for you.","first_page_image":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/00C2B378-ED2E-4312-A4CE-47C045D80BB71582570053481.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"","m":"","l":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/00C2B378-ED2E-4312-A4CE-47C045D80BB71582570053481.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/14296852-25E2-4022-8F5B-05AD0F6DAB361586960244269.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"truestories","id":"36fcddf3-2ef2-410f-8c72-f369280ceb95","nickname":"collected","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/14296852-25E2-4022-8F5B-05AD0F6DAB361586960244269.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/5ECD0B29-8524-40D1-9D25-0689B08101EB1576886506835.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"please follow for more x","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":31,"reaction_count":45,"following_count":2,"follower_count":422,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":38436,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["love","break up","breakup","confession","feelings","emotions","thoughts","opinions","relationships","pain"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2021-12-29T03:57:55.238619-08:00","created":"2020-01-01T18:40:34.614870-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n                         My love for you.","description":"After so many years you’d think i’d get it right ","thumbnail":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/00C2B378-ED2E-4312-A4CE-47C045D80BB71582570053481.jpg","slug":"my-love-for-you","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-24T10:53:42.179201-08:00","published":"2020-02-24T10:53:42.179189-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":164,"comment_count":1,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":true,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"36fcddf3-2ef2-410f-8c72-f369280ceb95","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"9a220cd0-0138-43cd-ab10-eef8a765554d","reaction_count":26,"reaction_counts":{"NI":26,"all":26,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"thevillain","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"What do they say?","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1519238425857-d6922ed3d613?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Uv2BaNZjjvY","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1519238425857-d6922ed3d613?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Uv2BaNZjjvY","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1519238425857-d6922ed3d613?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Uv2BaNZjjvY","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1519238425857-d6922ed3d613?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Uv2BaNZjjvY"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2aecd89d-886f-6a41-17c0-922f92574b16-1641367436002.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"thevillain","id":"844f8890-cfd6-4878-9e23-94d5e78b4814","nickname":"L","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2aecd89d-886f-6a41-17c0-922f92574b16-1641367436002.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2aecd89d-886f-6a41-17c0-922f92574b16-1641367436002.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2c61e9ff-c59d-d831-3fdf-36dfa1c89d7e-1641367387834.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2c61e9ff-c59d-d831-3fdf-36dfa1c89d7e-1641367387834.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":101,"reaction_count":275,"following_count":61,"follower_count":2332,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":199469,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["love","poetry","self love","selflove","emotions","feelings","depression"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:21:55.637554-08:00","created":"2020-02-23T08:01:33.836612-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"What do they say?","description":"Love yourself, accept yourself, and all that other hippie stuff\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1519238425857-d6922ed3d613?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=Uv2BaNZjjvY","slug":"what-do-they-say","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-23T19:06:20.337146-08:00","published":"2020-02-23T19:06:20.337136-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":88,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"844f8890-cfd6-4878-9e23-94d5e78b4814","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"c24f055a-580e-49fd-9f14-4164581ef096","reaction_count":11,"reaction_counts":{"NI":11,"all":11,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"persephone_uke","author_description":"Just be.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"What I Am","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1582429446367-24ea643ce428?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=MxLH_vnwvW8","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1582429446367-24ea643ce428?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=MxLH_vnwvW8","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1582429446367-24ea643ce428?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=MxLH_vnwvW8","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1582429446367-24ea643ce428?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=MxLH_vnwvW8"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/81090bbf-4e9c-7ffc-8bfd-779f3671e549-1582270605793.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"persephone_uke","id":"33f4ecad-a132-4f65-8711-0fd286840ba5","nickname":"Jo","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/81090bbf-4e9c-7ffc-8bfd-779f3671e549-1582270605793.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_81090bbf-4e9c-7ffc-8bfd-779f3671e549-1582270605793.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/10c5f923-a3da-2cea-7483-c3a827065f72-1582270657679.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_10c5f923-a3da-2cea-7483-c3a827065f72-1582270657679.jpeg","description":"Just be.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":4,"reaction_count":1,"following_count":13,"follower_count":7,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2193,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["writer","poet","poetry","feelings","emotions"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:19:31.517180-08:00","created":"2020-02-23T10:08:18.570959-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"What I Am","description":"A piece of me for a piece of you.\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1582429446367-24ea643ce428?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=MxLH_vnwvW8","slug":"what-i-am","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-23T10:45:52.860647-08:00","published":"2020-02-23T10:45:52.860631-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":63,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"33f4ecad-a132-4f65-8711-0fd286840ba5","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"01887621-8fea-49ce-afbc-bc948ece2f5a","reaction_count":477,"reaction_counts":{"NI":465,"WO":1,"LV":10,"all":476,"top":["NI","LV","WO"]},"shoutout_count":28,"username":"stadarooni","author_description":"Empathy is the human superpower.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Ink, Tears, and Honey","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1536144200650-521cb1d42d4d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=_D5JtX6XpAk","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1536144200650-521cb1d42d4d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=_D5JtX6XpAk","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1536144200650-521cb1d42d4d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=_D5JtX6XpAk","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1536144200650-521cb1d42d4d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=_D5JtX6XpAk"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/92501c7c-6132-4b91-876a-3d1ba31a97f6-compressed1553302408789.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"stadarooni","id":"e2c6ab69-8af2-4fd5-a905-11246dfe114f","nickname":"Alex","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/92501c7c-6132-4b91-876a-3d1ba31a97f6-compressed1553302408789.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_acf928bf-b76d-1f35-0429-bcccbd2e6c1f-1553302350760.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4c67f99b-656b-ceb5-95bc-55f8008974b4-1612040091074.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_4c67f99b-656b-ceb5-95bc-55f8008974b4-1612040091074.jpeg","description":"Empathy is the human superpower.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":369,"story_count":152,"reaction_count":2712,"following_count":10997,"follower_count":13861,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":900568,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","lv2","fqr","gft","lv3","pwr","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["love","lust","intimacy","emotion","emotions","family","friend","friends","friendship","friend-ship","happy","long","longing","unconditional","romance","romantic","summer","warmth","night","touch","skin","content","collaboration","collab","cloud","flower","unrobed","star","gentle","heat","sky","soft","fire","connection","light","hidden","dark","heart","strong","breath","hot","us","free","adore","hair","perfect","serene","art","moon","see","tonight","close","soul","dawn","day","desire","memory","dream","kiss","charm","comrade","battle","fight","arm","arms","sunshine","rainbow","voice","sing","heartbeat","forever","journey","paint","color","colour","alone","pastel","truth","darkness","dark ness","kin","optimism","hope-","hope","war","story","chapter","cry","whisper","tears","t e a r s","honey","time","scream","blue","laughter","blood","child","lover","strength","guide","mature","young","pride","year","steady","growth","mistake","forgiveness","forgive","enough","life","bond","gold","smile","face","comfort","eyes","home","end","beginning","snake","pain","generation","wish","city","galaxy","space","universe","poem","poetry","passion","embrace","beautiful","beauty","happiness","elegance","company","innocence","me","you","destiny","union","purity","reach","care","eternity","wonder","imagination","eternal","undying","earth","nature","sweet","awe","legacy","endless","cheer","sublime","boat","infinite","letter","lost-","lost","bliss"],"series":{"title":"Stadarooni's Collaborations","description":"A series of large, group collaborations that I have run on Commaful!","userId":"e2c6ab69-8af2-4fd5-a905-11246dfe114f","is_public":true,"slug":"stadaroonis-collaborations","thumbnail":null,"banner_image":null,"first_story_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1518384401463-d3876163c195?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=d20202d8cac78660a9a2b2417d02ef5c","user":{"username":"stadarooni","id":"e2c6ab69-8af2-4fd5-a905-11246dfe114f","nickname":"Alex","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/92501c7c-6132-4b91-876a-3d1ba31a97f6-compressed1553302408789.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_acf928bf-b76d-1f35-0429-bcccbd2e6c1f-1553302350760.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4c67f99b-656b-ceb5-95bc-55f8008974b4-1612040091074.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_4c67f99b-656b-ceb5-95bc-55f8008974b4-1612040091074.jpeg","description":"Empathy is the human superpower.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":369,"story_count":152,"reaction_count":2712,"following_count":10997,"follower_count":13861,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":900568,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","lv2","fqr","gft","lv3","pwr","str"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"is_following":null,"reaction_counts":{"all":0},"id":"37d2b42c-1179-46a8-81de-f20b0c2fe333","tags":["collab","collaboration"],"story_count":11,"is_series":true,"type":"series","follower_count":20},"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-02-08T14:35:53.972114-08:00","created":"2020-02-20T11:35:47.557238-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Ink, Tears, and Honey","description":"A collaboration of fifty-six on lingering, longing love! Enjoy!","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1536144200650-521cb1d42d4d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=_D5JtX6XpAk","slug":"ink-tears-and-honey","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-23T08:07:33.382468-08:00","published":"2020-02-22T22:34:18.340608-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/01887621-8fea-49ce-afbc-bc948ece2f5a-345.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":28255,"comment_count":50,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"e2c6ab69-8af2-4fd5-a905-11246dfe114f","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"93f1a53e-d2e4-4c9d-8c31-a00cf720b557","reaction_count":172,"reaction_counts":{"NI":168,"all":168,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"kaylynn","author_description":"Awkward writer girl","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Winning","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/uploads/1413240567149aecde9a1/c0dce58d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=OkAAx4mI2Hc","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/uploads/1413240567149aecde9a1/c0dce58d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=OkAAx4mI2Hc","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/uploads/1413240567149aecde9a1/c0dce58d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=OkAAx4mI2Hc","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/uploads/1413240567149aecde9a1/c0dce58d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=OkAAx4mI2Hc"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/C934A696-8A19-4BF2-92A1-A6A4D6E153E81562979326418.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":true,"author":{"username":"kaylynn","id":"97c084ee-cc06-421d-8749-89a6342e098e","nickname":"Kaylynn","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/C934A696-8A19-4BF2-92A1-A6A4D6E153E81562979326418.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d58d0d34-0972-4902-2324-f1fc11395f9b-1542934945537.jpeg","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/F6F1A0FD-B36F-4125-81A6-7A76A1786FCA1562978896154.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f0e6b4fb-bd91-633d-a6f4-f351f252ffa3-1562950528412.jpeg","description":"Awkward writer girl","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":144,"story_count":227,"reaction_count":6246,"following_count":28,"follower_count":20344,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":true,"num_words_read":1487424,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["gft","lv1","fqr","lv2","pwr","str"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"@authorkaylynn"},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","poem","freeverse","free verse","blank verse","blankverse","emotions","feelings","advice","life","real","live","me","you","self","poet","love","courage","breath","breathe","relationship","relation ship","depression","sadness","anxiety","worth","esteem"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-12-22T15:13:14.842966-08:00","created":"2020-02-22T17:54:26.190334-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Winning","description":"Self-prescribed advice. ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/uploads/1413240567149aecde9a1/c0dce58d?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=OkAAx4mI2Hc","slug":"winning","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-22T18:11:12.516466-08:00","published":"2020-02-22T18:11:12.516448-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":395,"comment_count":8,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"97c084ee-cc06-421d-8749-89a6342e098e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"4cc8bad3-b0d5-4caf-9188-d8edfc941de6","reaction_count":25,"reaction_counts":{"NI":25,"all":25,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"life","author_description":"Life is a great opportunity","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Work for what you want","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/PR5LNc7.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/gDDMigj.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/PR5LNc7.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"life","id":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","nickname":"Life","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/IMG-20160623-WA00011468219743953.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Life is a great opportunity","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":123,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":0,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["emotions","lifelesson","life lesson","feelings","thoughts","life","girl","relatable","emotional"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:21:44.462230-08:00","created":"2020-02-22T14:22:09.407239-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Work for what you want","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/PR5LNc7.png","slug":"work-for-what-you-want","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-22T14:22:09.401401-08:00","published":"2020-02-22T14:22:09.401390-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":7,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"e5018245-50c1-48bf-abf7-79df81cab863","reaction_count":58,"reaction_counts":{"NI":58,"all":58,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"anna_martinhill","author_description":"Just a pen for the bigger pictures.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Beach","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1507525428034-b723cf961d3e?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=KMn4VEeEPR8","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1507525428034-b723cf961d3e?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=KMn4VEeEPR8","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1507525428034-b723cf961d3e?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=KMn4VEeEPR8","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1507525428034-b723cf961d3e?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=KMn4VEeEPR8"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/B65B924A-B84B-4A1A-A63D-EFC2AB82B8971577152284053.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"anna_martinhill","id":"75588b15-2d7e-479d-918d-aaf8b1d41d57","nickname":"Anna Martin-Hill","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/B65B924A-B84B-4A1A-A63D-EFC2AB82B8971577152284053.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/B0A6AFCB-DFDF-401E-B30E-3A35B4AB935C1574131385272.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Just a pen for the bigger pictures.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":4,"story_count":84,"reaction_count":119,"following_count":13,"follower_count":376,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":67391,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["amb","gft","lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","poems","poet","poets","poetry","poetries","feel","feels","feeling","feelings","emotion","emotions","emotional","thought","thoughts","thinking","anna martin-hill","beach","beaches","sun","warm","water","short","simple","sweet"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2020-12-11T17:58:03.943037-08:00","created":"2020-02-22T13:10:18.271529-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Beach","description":"","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1507525428034-b723cf961d3e?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=KMn4VEeEPR8","slug":"beach","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-22T13:14:13.739184-08:00","published":"2020-02-22T13:14:13.739167-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":16,"comment_count":1,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"75588b15-2d7e-479d-918d-aaf8b1d41d57","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"08a3bcad-0899-4d72-a87c-c91cb703ec11","reaction_count":281,"reaction_counts":{"NI":275,"all":275,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"in","author_description":"19","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nmadness","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1581375714520-97d836fb67c5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=HiLMRM4qkGA","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1581375714520-97d836fb67c5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=HiLMRM4qkGA","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1581375714520-97d836fb67c5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=HiLMRM4qkGA","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1581375714520-97d836fb67c5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=HiLMRM4qkGA"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ad286106-dc2e-33d7-5bf4-bfaa57b3b480-1560430719238.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"in","id":"113af2eb-b9d5-44b9-af6e-81c2e9243ef4","nickname":"Iqra","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ad286106-dc2e-33d7-5bf4-bfaa57b3b480-1560430719238.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ad286106-dc2e-33d7-5bf4-bfaa57b3b480-1560430719238.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/61f9a7ba-985a-dece-a8d4-c43a90e0a077-1588584375100.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_61f9a7ba-985a-dece-a8d4-c43a90e0a077-1588584375100.png","description":"19","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":126,"story_count":374,"reaction_count":4345,"following_count":733,"follower_count":23573,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2295007,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr","lv3","pwr","str","avr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["beginner","life","love","relationship","relation ship","emotion","thought","thoughts","emotions","poem","poet","poetry","hope","hope-","tomorrow","@in"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-04-23T22:43:39.178393-07:00","created":"2020-01-31T10:07:01.814600-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nmadness","description":"A poem about being a beginner to love. Thank you for reading :) &lt;3","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1581375714520-97d836fb67c5?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&imgid=HiLMRM4qkGA","slug":"madness","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-22T09:19:34.551143-08:00","published":"2020-02-22T09:19:34.551130-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":2946,"comment_count":13,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"113af2eb-b9d5-44b9-af6e-81c2e9243ef4","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"9790e358-0b9a-4293-89ae-f200ad321b14","reaction_count":122,"reaction_counts":{"NI":122,"all":122,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"hisho","author_description":"https://linktr.ee/hisholore","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Beginning of the end ","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8d74f07e-a67a-8cec-f3c6-a1b6dd3e5528-1582381222336.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_8d74f07e-a67a-8cec-f3c6-a1b6dd3e5528-1582381222336.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_8d74f07e-a67a-8cec-f3c6-a1b6dd3e5528-1582381222336.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8d74f07e-a67a-8cec-f3c6-a1b6dd3e5528-1582381222336.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ab2b76f3-b8b0-9bc6-e6c8-76f669525c32-1703059174798.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"hisho","id":"a750c07a-e568-44ff-bdfc-6fa642957721","nickname":"Hisholore","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ab2b76f3-b8b0-9bc6-e6c8-76f669525c32-1703059174798.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ab2b76f3-b8b0-9bc6-e6c8-76f669525c32-1703059174798.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/80ea02c8-c393-f65a-0abb-c0d950e73abf-1653869656784.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_80ea02c8-c393-f65a-0abb-c0d950e73abf-1653869656784.jpeg","description":"https://linktr.ee/hisholore","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":39,"story_count":318,"reaction_count":1390,"following_count":0,"follower_count":9520,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":623993,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","amb","lv2","gft","fqr","str","lv3","pwr"],"social_urls":{"tumblr":"Hish0","twitter":"Hisholore","instagram":"hisholore"},"about":{"about":"Hisho is an award-winning poet, writer, and songwriter; who began their writing journey in 2016. They have published over 500 poems/stories on Commaful, Medium, Instagram, and Twitter along with other sites. Hisho's goal is to stimulate the minds of readers who stumble upon their work.\n\n\nI wish healing upon those who stumble upon my writing. \n\nVISIT MY WEBSITE > https://hisholore.com/\n\n~ Hisho\n\nThank you for taking the time to support me. <3\n\nFollow me > https://linktr.ee/hisholore\n\nSupport me and become a medium memeber> https://hisholore.medium.com/membership\n\n\n","reading":"Thriller and mystery are usually my favorite genres to read; I really enjoy poetry that has hints of fiction too. <3\n\n Unfortunatly I can't pin point a specific favorite book generally as I usually never finish reading books, however my favorite poetry book is \"Violets Bent Backwards Over the Grass\" by Lana Del Rey. <3","writing":"I'm a writer/poet/songwriter and soon-to-be-author who has written over 500 poems and 20 stories of various genres. I am known to merge elements of fiction/romance/thriller/horror/fantasy/etc into poetry, and have even implemented elements of musical genres into my poetry (most notably being rap/alternative/r&b).\n\n\n"}},"type":"story","tags":["beginning","end","time","feelings","emotions"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-12-19T23:44:39.574240-08:00","created":"2020-02-22T06:11:45.538622-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Beginning of the end ","description":"Is it the end?\n\nFollow me on instagram for updates: https://www.instagram.com/sassmyass1/","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8d74f07e-a67a-8cec-f3c6-a1b6dd3e5528-1582381222336.jpeg","slug":"beginning-of-the-end","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-22T06:24:03.373095-08:00","published":"2020-02-22T06:24:03.373085-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{"frames":["https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/ps/9790e358-0b9a-4293-89ae-f200ad321b14-58-0.jpg","https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/ps/9790e358-0b9a-4293-89ae-f200ad321b14-58-1.jpg","https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/ps/9790e358-0b9a-4293-89ae-f200ad321b14-58-2.jpg"],"version":58},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/9790e358-0b9a-4293-89ae-f200ad321b14-50.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":138,"comment_count":12,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"a750c07a-e568-44ff-bdfc-6fa642957721","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"a5292400-c1eb-449e-9453-3571b5e4940c","reaction_count":24,"reaction_counts":{"NI":24,"all":24,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"life","author_description":"Life is a great opportunity","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Be strong but not rude","first_page_image":"https://i.imgur.com/gA8KJhO.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://i.imgur.com/rejwm0Z.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://i.imgur.com/gA8KJhO.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"life","id":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","nickname":"Life","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d16f39c7-6b3e-f924-76ab-14e84cad3e5d-1517342463101.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/IMG-20160623-WA00011468219743953.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Life is a great opportunity","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":459,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":123,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":0,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["thoughts","feelings","relatable","emotions","life","girl","lifelesson","life lesson","emotional"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-03T21:23:44.433193-08:00","created":"2020-02-21T13:03:35.721919-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Be strong but not rude","description":"","thumbnail":"https://i.imgur.com/gA8KJhO.png","slug":"be-strong-but-not-rude-6","categories":[],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2020-02-21T13:03:35.720139-08:00","published":"2020-02-21T13:03:35.720128-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":8,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"81e3c35b-e942-462f-ac87-78af9e714f7e","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null}],"page":200}