{"count":17279,"next":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=193&tag=sad","previous":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=191&tag=sad","results":[{"id":"eabffac1-61d3-4a4a-93a2-a52afc1d6f12","reaction_count":14,"reaction_counts":{"NI":12,"SD":1,"all":13,"top":["NI","SD"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"weebteamsix","author_description":"💔heartbroken emo💔","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Silent Sorrows","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8dc4cbd3-7c29-af59-c6c6-7f2a6aca0b96-1651202707252.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_8dc4cbd3-7c29-af59-c6c6-7f2a6aca0b96-1651202707252.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_8dc4cbd3-7c29-af59-c6c6-7f2a6aca0b96-1651202707252.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8dc4cbd3-7c29-af59-c6c6-7f2a6aca0b96-1651202707252.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/acabf012-0343-3d7f-089d-08a4b4448328-1681427542132.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"weebteamsix","id":"964016fe-f6ae-439c-b48b-c7f9c68b05fb","nickname":"Liam Ryker","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/acabf012-0343-3d7f-089d-08a4b4448328-1681427542132.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_acabf012-0343-3d7f-089d-08a4b4448328-1681427542132.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/598fb6dd-1891-7210-f35f-83c5abb345e7-1648741247853.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_598fb6dd-1891-7210-f35f-83c5abb345e7-1648741247853.jpeg","description":"💔heartbroken emo💔","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":6,"story_count":38,"reaction_count":67,"following_count":113,"follower_count":94,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":429455,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["fqr","lv1","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"reading":"Yaoi/bxb"}},"type":"story","tags":["sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-10-11T19:53:04.761428-07:00","created":"2022-05-20T23:48:47.041279-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Silent Sorrows","description":"Can&#39;t you hear my silent screams? They are so loud they echo in my dreams.\n","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/8dc4cbd3-7c29-af59-c6c6-7f2a6aca0b96-1651202707252.gif","slug":"silent-sorrows","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-20T23:50:35.775138-07:00","published":"2022-05-20T23:50:35.775128-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":74,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"964016fe-f6ae-439c-b48b-c7f9c68b05fb","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"ab980990-c366-42dd-9136-ae96ab73137c","reaction_count":3,"reaction_counts":{"NI":3,"all":3,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"humblewriter03","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"The Last Attempt","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/f2223a19-d401-25c5-8c13-7863b0cd16a1-1653091408482.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_f2223a19-d401-25c5-8c13-7863b0cd16a1-1653091408482.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_f2223a19-d401-25c5-8c13-7863b0cd16a1-1653091408482.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/f2223a19-d401-25c5-8c13-7863b0cd16a1-1653091408482.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/136887ad-7e3f-1a02-d5fa-b3d845df9889-1653091640600.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"humblewriter03","id":"8a542131-b36b-45a2-b25f-fe48c8ef82e4","nickname":"Purnjay","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/136887ad-7e3f-1a02-d5fa-b3d845df9889-1653091640600.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_136887ad-7e3f-1a02-d5fa-b3d845df9889-1653091640600.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":1,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":3,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":77,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["dark","horror","cosmichorror","cosmic horror","mystery","thriller","scifi","sci-fi","sad","sorrow","space"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:22:44.665053-08:00","created":"2022-05-20T16:13:25.189066-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"The Last Attempt","description":"One last attempt to save mankind.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/f2223a19-d401-25c5-8c13-7863b0cd16a1-1653091408482.jpeg","slug":"the-last-attempt","categories":["TH"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-20T17:04:44.854527-07:00","published":"2022-05-20T17:04:44.854515-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":106,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"8a542131-b36b-45a2-b25f-fe48c8ef82e4","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"dd96a3c7-327b-4988-a3e8-fbcd8dc6e968","reaction_count":28,"reaction_counts":{"NI":28,"all":28,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"roxibabe","author_description":"Pan|gender fluid|TAKEN|19|Snap@roxiraeee","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"No one cares","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise1193.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise1193.jpg","m":"","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise1193.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/bb559b55-74f1-03e0-c22b-fb447dc692f6-1694725244818.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"roxibabe","id":"ba11396d-f1c0-43e3-945e-597ecb39b7c4","nickname":"Roxi-Rae","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/bb559b55-74f1-03e0-c22b-fb447dc692f6-1694725244818.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_bb559b55-74f1-03e0-c22b-fb447dc692f6-1694725244818.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/413c68dc-faa3-bcfa-0175-236d8704083c-1694725276911.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_413c68dc-faa3-bcfa-0175-236d8704083c-1694725276911.jpeg","description":"Pan|gender fluid|TAKEN|19|Snap@roxiraeee","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":22,"story_count":116,"reaction_count":1294,"following_count":165,"follower_count":121,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":210715,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"roxiraeeee"},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["tw","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-07-27T13:07:48.695128-07:00","created":"2022-05-20T12:35:28.563144-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"No one cares","description":"No one cares ","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise1193.jpg","slug":"no-one-cares","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-20T12:38:09.617238-07:00","published":"2022-05-20T12:38:09.617230-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":47,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"ba11396d-f1c0-43e3-945e-597ecb39b7c4","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"ed7309de-0eec-4899-ab63-3fc7948448d2","reaction_count":153,"reaction_counts":{"NI":150,"all":150,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"evan_what","author_description":"Off of hiatus for awhile ❤️ they/them","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦 eyes","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/6b51b7f4-fb43-a182-7eea-bb6c3275e068-1653428083046.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_6b51b7f4-fb43-a182-7eea-bb6c3275e068-1653428083046.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_6b51b7f4-fb43-a182-7eea-bb6c3275e068-1653428083046.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/6b51b7f4-fb43-a182-7eea-bb6c3275e068-1653428083046.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a78e514c-45d2-d703-0ee3-4822124f54bf-1707332817617.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"evan_what","id":"38cf71b7-b73d-4418-a2b7-b4da4e5586cf","nickname":"cxs_polaroid","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a78e514c-45d2-d703-0ee3-4822124f54bf-1707332817617.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_a78e514c-45d2-d703-0ee3-4822124f54bf-1707332817617.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/40e7d3f8-22e8-16ba-5ba8-c6ff8754862e-1707332822107.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_40e7d3f8-22e8-16ba-5ba8-c6ff8754862e-1707332822107.jpeg","description":"Off of hiatus for awhile ❤️ they/them","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":2,"story_count":30,"reaction_count":1059,"following_count":111,"follower_count":259,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":852249,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Just a simple person who makes stuff from time to time. \n\n♡ //\n\nGENSHIN UID: 649230933  \n\n☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆  \nName: Evan (Ev, Vanny) \n 〜  \nGender & s_xuality: unlabeled \n(I know it has a flag, but I am not considered part of lgbtq)  \n\nPronouns: any<3  (they/she/he)\n\n☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆  \n","reading":"lots of stuff…\n◇","writing":"even more stuff…\n\n ◇  \n\nEvan’s stupid profile ©2021-2024"}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","poem","poetry","blue eyes","blueeyes","eye color","love yourself","loveyourself","envy"],"series":{"title":"𝕤𝕒𝕕 𝕡𝕠𝕖𝕞𝕤","description":"a handful of 𝕤𝕒𝕕 𝕡𝕠𝕖𝕞𝕤 all in one place! \n\n( Will be updated every time I post a new 𝕤𝕒𝕕 𝕡𝕠𝕖𝕞. )\n\n“Crying is a way to let out emotion when you can’t put it in words.” -Anomynous","userId":"38cf71b7-b73d-4418-a2b7-b4da4e5586cf","is_public":true,"slug":"sad-poems","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f89180a5-eac8-af8f-1a8f-53287085c489-1654007304386.jpeg","banner_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e326b6a4-fe2e-9098-887e-c86ac69945ab-1654007564017.jpeg","first_story_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/6b51b7f4-fb43-a182-7eea-bb6c3275e068-1653428083046.png","user":{"username":"evan_what","id":"38cf71b7-b73d-4418-a2b7-b4da4e5586cf","nickname":"cxs_polaroid","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a78e514c-45d2-d703-0ee3-4822124f54bf-1707332817617.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_a78e514c-45d2-d703-0ee3-4822124f54bf-1707332817617.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/40e7d3f8-22e8-16ba-5ba8-c6ff8754862e-1707332822107.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_40e7d3f8-22e8-16ba-5ba8-c6ff8754862e-1707332822107.jpeg","description":"Off of hiatus for awhile ❤️ they/them","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":2,"story_count":30,"reaction_count":1059,"following_count":111,"follower_count":259,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":852249,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Just a simple person who makes stuff from time to time. \n\n♡ //\n\nGENSHIN UID: 649230933  \n\n☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆  \nName: Evan (Ev, Vanny) \n 〜  \nGender & s_xuality: unlabeled \n(I know it has a flag, but I am not considered part of lgbtq)  \n\nPronouns: any<3  (they/she/he)\n\n☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆  \n","reading":"lots of stuff…\n◇","writing":"even more stuff…\n\n ◇  \n\nEvan’s stupid profile ©2021-2024"}},"is_following":null,"reaction_counts":{"all":0},"id":"51bcc004-9118-41f0-a08e-883232d3de94","tags":["sad","poems","poetry"],"story_count":5,"is_series":true,"type":"series","follower_count":1},"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-11-05T16:13:20.884852-07:00","created":"2022-05-14T16:52:08.321454-07:00","deleted":null,"title":" 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦 eyes","description":"","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/6b51b7f4-fb43-a182-7eea-bb6c3275e068-1653428083046.png","slug":"blue-eyes","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-20T07:39:50.154535-07:00","published":"2022-05-20T07:39:50.154527-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":545,"comment_count":7,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"38cf71b7-b73d-4418-a2b7-b4da4e5586cf","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"c42aebae-aad1-4546-a3a0-a14c4e64dbb7","reaction_count":3,"reaction_counts":{"NI":3,"all":3,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"anushkakalwale","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"His favourite flowers ","first_page_image":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise366.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise366.jpg","m":null,"l":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise366.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"anushkakalwale","id":"c1d9f1f2-4380-4f86-9208-16edc68c83d3","nickname":"Anushka","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":1,"reaction_count":1,"following_count":19,"follower_count":3,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":149,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","love","feelings","death"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:22:37.407987-08:00","created":"2022-05-20T07:34:10.507095-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"His favourite flowers ","description":"Does love ever really end? ","thumbnail":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/blurred/sunrise366.jpg","slug":"his-favourite-flowers","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-20T07:35:23.904619-07:00","published":"2022-05-20T07:35:23.904609-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":13,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"c1d9f1f2-4380-4f86-9208-16edc68c83d3","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"e9de76e5-ca64-4e1d-adab-84ae7c846aec","reaction_count":39,"reaction_counts":{"NI":39,"all":39,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"blowedup","author_description":":)","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"breathing dead","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517315003714-a071486bd9ea?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8OXx8YWVzdGhldGljfGVufDB8fHx8MTY1Mjg3MTM2OA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=NvesrDbsrL4","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517315003714-a071486bd9ea?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8OXx8YWVzdGhldGljfGVufDB8fHx8MTY1Mjg3MTM2OA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=NvesrDbsrL4","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517315003714-a071486bd9ea?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8OXx8YWVzdGhldGljfGVufDB8fHx8MTY1Mjg3MTM2OA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=NvesrDbsrL4","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517315003714-a071486bd9ea?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8OXx8YWVzdGhldGljfGVufDB8fHx8MTY1Mjg3MTM2OA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=NvesrDbsrL4"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b88ea00e-33b5-77f0-b70a-71b079a3c06c-1623500047389.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"blowedup","id":"bfce043c-8b42-45b1-92ad-14ac998eebe8","nickname":"emeline","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b88ea00e-33b5-77f0-b70a-71b079a3c06c-1623500047389.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b88ea00e-33b5-77f0-b70a-71b079a3c06c-1623500047389.jpeg","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":":)","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":5,"reaction_count":35,"following_count":10,"follower_count":10,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":22947,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","poetry","poet","live","life","dead","dying","death","feels","feelings","sad","love"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:32:14.519313-08:00","created":"2022-05-19T23:20:42.100766-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"breathing dead","description":"what do i say","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1517315003714-a071486bd9ea?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8OXx8YWVzdGhldGljfGVufDB8fHx8MTY1Mjg3MTM2OA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=NvesrDbsrL4","slug":"breathing-dead","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-19T23:27:36.209066-07:00","published":"2022-05-19T23:27:36.209056-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":145,"comment_count":2,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"bfce043c-8b42-45b1-92ad-14ac998eebe8","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"3c8891db-8501-4b93-b1ec-6038b84763a2","reaction_count":17,"reaction_counts":{"NI":17,"all":17,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"janeeyre","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"I’ll cry for you tomorrow ","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1588528510937-555eba686453?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mjh8fEJsZWVkaW5nJTIwaGVhcnR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjUyOTk4MjI2&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=ncDb8SV_m4Q","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1588528510937-555eba686453?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mjh8fEJsZWVkaW5nJTIwaGVhcnR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjUyOTk4MjI2&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=ncDb8SV_m4Q","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1588528510937-555eba686453?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mjh8fEJsZWVkaW5nJTIwaGVhcnR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjUyOTk4MjI2&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=ncDb8SV_m4Q","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1588528510937-555eba686453?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mjh8fEJsZWVkaW5nJTIwaGVhcnR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjUyOTk4MjI2&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=ncDb8SV_m4Q"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"janeeyre","id":"add5f6d2-f6aa-49df-8d91-c935cfdb9779","nickname":"Jane","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":1,"story_count":38,"reaction_count":66,"following_count":4,"follower_count":14,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":177941,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["fqr","lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:27:43.936947-08:00","created":"2022-05-19T15:02:36.758254-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"I’ll cry for you tomorrow ","description":"","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1588528510937-555eba686453?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mjh8fEJsZWVkaW5nJTIwaGVhcnR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjUyOTk4MjI2&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=ncDb8SV_m4Q","slug":"ill-cry-for-you-tomorrow","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-19T15:12:03.566289-07:00","published":"2022-05-19T15:12:03.566276-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":23,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"add5f6d2-f6aa-49df-8d91-c935cfdb9779","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"b02c8c61-6ec6-450b-bff5-fa781e8af5f1","reaction_count":153,"reaction_counts":{"NI":149,"LV":2,"all":151,"top":["NI","LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"carillon_twins","author_description":"Crafting words into worlds 🖋","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\n\n              𝚂𝚈𝙱𝙸𝙻’𝚂 𝚆𝙴𝙴𝙿𝙸𝙽𝙶","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598576549230-89e217b337d3?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTF8fGZsYW1lc3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzcyNTM3NjM&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=j2gmMma0nZg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598576549230-89e217b337d3?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTF8fGZsYW1lc3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzcyNTM3NjM&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=j2gmMma0nZg","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598576549230-89e217b337d3?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTF8fGZsYW1lc3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzcyNTM3NjM&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=j2gmMma0nZg","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598576549230-89e217b337d3?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTF8fGZsYW1lc3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzcyNTM3NjM&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=j2gmMma0nZg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/44A54A58-5601-44C0-BBB3-45A722A48A561630966603596.jpg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"carillon_twins","id":"f4732846-87e9-4143-bfb8-718a53ed9fb9","nickname":"The Carillon Twins","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/44A54A58-5601-44C0-BBB3-45A722A48A561630966603596.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/36352C62-EAB0-4F28-BD7B-014867B278D01630966647156.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Crafting words into worlds 🖋","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":66,"story_count":180,"reaction_count":1700,"following_count":111,"follower_count":8144,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":887205,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","pwr","str","lv3"],"social_urls":{"tumblr":"http://the-carillon-twins.tumblr.com"},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["fantasy","greekmythology","greek mythology","greek","myth","mythology","monologue","myths","percyjackson","percy jackson","pjo","oc","writer","writing","author","fantasy+story","fantasy story","story","short story","shortstory","cry","sad","heartbreak","heart break","fate","destiny","heart breaking","heartbreaking","feelings","thoughts","dramatic","supernatural","super natural","superpowers","super powers","doom","angry","blue","prophet","prophecy"],"series":{"title":"Faramund Chronicles","description":"For all the everblues out there.\nThe tales and poems that have charmspoken our featherhearts into writing our first fantasy duology, \"Sweet Dreams, Bitter Lies\" (upcoming) and our anthology of short stories, \"Those Stardust Seas\" (upcoming).","userId":"f4732846-87e9-4143-bfb8-718a53ed9fb9","is_public":true,"slug":"faramund-chronicles","thumbnail":null,"banner_image":null,"first_story_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1475738384599-8cf3db232ffa?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MXwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzB8fE1hZ2ljfGVufDB8fHw&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=RPUI6gtn49g","user":{"username":"carillon_twins","id":"f4732846-87e9-4143-bfb8-718a53ed9fb9","nickname":"The Carillon Twins","profile_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/44A54A58-5601-44C0-BBB3-45A722A48A561630966603596.jpg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/36352C62-EAB0-4F28-BD7B-014867B278D01630966647156.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"Crafting words into worlds 🖋","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":66,"story_count":180,"reaction_count":1700,"following_count":111,"follower_count":8144,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":887205,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","pwr","str","lv3"],"social_urls":{"tumblr":"http://the-carillon-twins.tumblr.com"},"about":{}},"is_following":null,"reaction_counts":{"all":0},"id":"89b5b95c-4a3f-40f5-bb6a-d4daba18eb3e","tags":[],"story_count":71,"is_series":true,"type":"series","follower_count":4},"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-04-30T02:27:49.028641-07:00","created":"2021-11-17T15:17:11.136179-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\n\n\n              𝚂𝚈𝙱𝙸𝙻’𝚂 𝚆𝙴𝙴𝙿𝙸𝙽𝙶","description":"And prophets are to be trapped in a future without future.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598576549230-89e217b337d3?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTF8fGZsYW1lc3xlbnwwfHx8fDE2MzcyNTM3NjM&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=j2gmMma0nZg","slug":"--155","categories":["TS"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-19T12:01:18.066563-07:00","published":"2022-05-19T12:01:18.066555-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":3024,"comment_count":14,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"f4732846-87e9-4143-bfb8-718a53ed9fb9","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"ed49b0c6-d909-4a35-ab28-d410926c0b70","reaction_count":268,"reaction_counts":{"NI":266,"all":266,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"emery_","author_description":"happiness is a butterfly","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\n\ngood in tomorrow  ","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/24c0160a-88cb-79cd-28cb-55ac8134f93c-1652962934194.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_24c0160a-88cb-79cd-28cb-55ac8134f93c-1652962934194.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_24c0160a-88cb-79cd-28cb-55ac8134f93c-1652962934194.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/24c0160a-88cb-79cd-28cb-55ac8134f93c-1652962934194.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0ab5be54-10e2-6442-604b-c146e4f449d5-1654383807163.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"emery_","id":"a3d97541-db40-44e1-bcaa-2c7941509153","nickname":"ℯ𝓂ℯ𝓇𝓎","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0ab5be54-10e2-6442-604b-c146e4f449d5-1654383807163.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0ab5be54-10e2-6442-604b-c146e4f449d5-1654383807163.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/fa899c13-ed22-b651-cd9f-05524c89a1d7-1657822964661.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_fa899c13-ed22-b651-cd9f-05524c89a1d7-1657822964661.jpeg","description":"happiness is a butterfly","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":63,"reaction_count":1042,"following_count":58,"follower_count":11309,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1151368,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv2","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2","amb","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"","reading":"- the seven husbands of evelyn hugo\n- fourth wing\n- powerless\n- the housemaid\n- once upon a broken heart series\n- shatter me series\n- folk of the air series\n- verity\n- i fell in love with hope\n- agggtm series\n","writing":"poems"}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","poet","poem","poems","thoughts","feelings","emotions","secrets","good","tomorrow","limp","sad","depressing","break","broken","hurt-","hurt","hurting","pain","painful","depression","broke-","broke","idk","lol","ok"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-08-12T16:08:55.799882-07:00","created":"2022-05-19T04:47:38.820550-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"good in tomorrow","description":"ahh i&#39;m so proud of this one","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/24c0160a-88cb-79cd-28cb-55ac8134f93c-1652962934194.png","slug":"good-in-tomorrow","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-19T06:44:01.843084-07:00","published":"2022-05-19T06:44:01.843076-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/ed49b0c6-d909-4a35-ab28-d410926c0b70-155.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":3878,"comment_count":20,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"a3d97541-db40-44e1-bcaa-2c7941509153","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"011a5b6d-bbee-4deb-8d83-fbdea2722660","reaction_count":14,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"rayymann","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"The Moon Glistens Gold","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1479090793912-eb9929f4fdb2?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8bW9vbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2NTI3MjAyMjg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=wCujVcf0JDw","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1479090793912-eb9929f4fdb2?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8bW9vbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2NTI3MjAyMjg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=wCujVcf0JDw","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1479090793912-eb9929f4fdb2?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8bW9vbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2NTI3MjAyMjg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=wCujVcf0JDw","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1479090793912-eb9929f4fdb2?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8bW9vbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2NTI3MjAyMjg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=wCujVcf0JDw"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/94eed503-c3c5-4c6e-fb67-64e347a206cd-1652904015583.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"rayymann","id":"fa087545-90b1-46c6-93d9-1b6db7e055e6","nickname":"Joshua","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/94eed503-c3c5-4c6e-fb67-64e347a206cd-1652904015583.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_94eed503-c3c5-4c6e-fb67-64e347a206cd-1652904015583.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":2,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":14,"follower_count":3,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":542,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poem","poetry","love","hate-","hate","romance","relationship","relation ship","break up","breakup","war","personal","sad","melancholic"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:22:11.258398-08:00","created":"2022-05-18T13:06:00.338143-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"The Moon Glistens Gold","description":"One of the first poems I ever wrote, it describes the transitional period from the &quot;honeymoon phase&quot; of a relationship, to the breakup, with a little mix of some references of my own life events. It means a lot to me.\n","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1479090793912-eb9929f4fdb2?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8bW9vbnxlbnwwfHx8fDE2NTI3MjAyMjg&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=wCujVcf0JDw","slug":"the-moon-glistens-gold","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-18T13:13:28.336157-07:00","published":"2022-05-18T13:13:28.336143-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":17,"comment_count":1,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"fa087545-90b1-46c6-93d9-1b6db7e055e6","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"266dce96-e946-425a-8d1b-76704e042ae9","reaction_count":99,"reaction_counts":{"NI":97,"all":97,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":1,"username":"dreamtime","author_description":"小さな鳩","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Death of a Sand Dune","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/c7638899-dada-4cee-07a7-648dc6b38c3e-1652893106497.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_c7638899-dada-4cee-07a7-648dc6b38c3e-1652893106497.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_c7638899-dada-4cee-07a7-648dc6b38c3e-1652893106497.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/c7638899-dada-4cee-07a7-648dc6b38c3e-1652893106497.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0c88e33b-147f-5008-6dce-22631ed15a7f-1655513765858.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"dreamtime","id":"ddddee00-a5b4-4434-9bc6-5e074574ab1d","nickname":"Yume🌹","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0c88e33b-147f-5008-6dce-22631ed15a7f-1655513765858.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0c88e33b-147f-5008-6dce-22631ed15a7f-1655513765858.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/fc388ac3-6340-e601-a3a2-1b32f286a2a0-1645836316718.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_fc388ac3-6340-e601-a3a2-1b32f286a2a0-1645836316718.jpeg","description":"小さな鳩","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":38,"story_count":100,"reaction_count":566,"following_count":155,"follower_count":673,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":719115,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["lv1","lv2","fqr","gft","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","new","lost","lost-","home","fire"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-10-14T04:08:35.002325-07:00","created":"2022-05-18T05:59:48.928028-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Death of a Sand Dune","description":"First poem in a small eternity  ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/c7638899-dada-4cee-07a7-648dc6b38c3e-1652893106497.jpeg","slug":"death-of-a-sand-dune","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-18T10:00:04.698100-07:00","published":"2022-05-18T10:00:04.698085-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":343,"comment_count":3,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"ddddee00-a5b4-4434-9bc6-5e074574ab1d","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"34f5931d-8cc2-47f1-b374-c2cca8f4d206","reaction_count":2,"reaction_counts":{"NI":2,"all":2,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"harrison03","author_description":"New to poetry, posting my creations :)","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"                       The Lesson","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1498847559558-1e4b1a7f7a2f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTN8fHJhaW58ZW58MHx8fHwxNjUyNzg2MjM1&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=rNBaaxyeWWM","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1498847559558-1e4b1a7f7a2f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTN8fHJhaW58ZW58MHx8fHwxNjUyNzg2MjM1&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=rNBaaxyeWWM","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1498847559558-1e4b1a7f7a2f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTN8fHJhaW58ZW58MHx8fHwxNjUyNzg2MjM1&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=rNBaaxyeWWM","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1498847559558-1e4b1a7f7a2f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTN8fHJhaW58ZW58MHx8fHwxNjUyNzg2MjM1&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=rNBaaxyeWWM"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/46abadb4-88ff-9279-697a-2e873a83d72a-1652656299454.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"harrison03","id":"a72fe7b4-b308-4a08-9a7b-32e7f64abeb3","nickname":"Harrison","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/46abadb4-88ff-9279-697a-2e873a83d72a-1652656299454.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_46abadb4-88ff-9279-697a-2e873a83d72a-1652656299454.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"New to poetry, posting my creations :)","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":4,"reaction_count":9,"following_count":1,"follower_count":4,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1156,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","poem","rhyme","motivation","inspiration","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2022-06-17T15:47:59.791868-07:00","created":"2022-05-18T09:08:45.006466-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"                       The Lesson","description":"The lesson we all learn...","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1498847559558-1e4b1a7f7a2f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTN8fHJhaW58ZW58MHx8fHwxNjUyNzg2MjM1&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=rNBaaxyeWWM","slug":"the-lesson","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-18T09:18:52.057744-07:00","published":"2022-05-18T09:18:52.057729-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":25,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"a72fe7b4-b308-4a08-9a7b-32e7f64abeb3","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"5e3d12b7-0729-447a-aef0-d6f4de622724","reaction_count":26,"reaction_counts":{"NI":26,"all":26,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"xx_jasper_createz_xx","author_description":"aspire to inspire before we expire✩࿐","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"im here ~","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise529.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise529.jpg","m":"","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise529.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6a54c4d4-a362-cfba-e9d7-4936ed5720a7-1660473398581.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"xx_jasper_createz_xx","id":"4bb53dc2-0603-4f6b-a734-2f76b640faad","nickname":"squid nuggets","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6a54c4d4-a362-cfba-e9d7-4936ed5720a7-1660473398581.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6a54c4d4-a362-cfba-e9d7-4936ed5720a7-1660473398581.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1f46caee-7df2-93b0-a3ee-1ce09cf93ed0-1651266193963.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1f46caee-7df2-93b0-a3ee-1ce09cf93ed0-1651266193963.jpeg","description":"aspire to inspire before we expire✩࿐","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":50,"reaction_count":1052,"following_count":294,"follower_count":201,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":324542,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["amb","lv1","fqr","lv2","gft"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"@Xx_jasper_creates_xX"},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","love","heart break","heartbreak","depression"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-07-26T15:47:22.988387-07:00","created":"2022-05-18T08:50:22.017412-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"im here ~","description":"just a poem i wrote in math just now very lazy when writing - cover coming soon","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise529.jpg","slug":"im-here-","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-18T09:04:50.311229-07:00","published":"2022-05-18T09:04:50.311219-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":31,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"4bb53dc2-0603-4f6b-a734-2f76b640faad","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"f9e58f1b-f102-439a-92f5-7809cf3e315e","reaction_count":275,"reaction_counts":{"NI":269,"all":269,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"itszanna","author_description":"Heal. Learn. Grow. Love.","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"pǝddɐɹꓕ","first_page_image":"https://media.tenor.com/images/b2071655945b0b98c7a1dcf63a2a5fed/tenor.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://media.tenor.com/images/6404dcf766eef5717e5b2467839a1e01/tenor.gif","m":"https://media.tenor.com/images/e3628f87d61c527902ad206a27693b8a/tenor.gif","l":"https://media.tenor.com/images/b2071655945b0b98c7a1dcf63a2a5fed/tenor.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/89a1ceda-f1ac-a723-b0d9-b6094804f378-1662619571041.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"itszanna","id":"7da51f5e-3453-4a5c-afdd-7f95297b2f75","nickname":"V","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/89a1ceda-f1ac-a723-b0d9-b6094804f378-1662619571041.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_89a1ceda-f1ac-a723-b0d9-b6094804f378-1662619571041.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5927efc1-3b96-e52b-5b45-50bed0b017f2-1661430771176.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5927efc1-3b96-e52b-5b45-50bed0b017f2-1661430771176.jpeg","description":"Heal. Learn. Grow. Love.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":40,"story_count":165,"reaction_count":1351,"following_count":28,"follower_count":12925,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1181420,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","pwr","str","lv3"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"","reading":"","writing":""}},"type":"story","tags":["liar","poem","poems","poetry","sad","feelings","thoughts","daily-prompt","dailyprompt","friendship","friend-ship","family"],"series":{"title":"In a world of one’s own","description":"Collection of imperfect poems written by Zanna.","userId":"7da51f5e-3453-4a5c-afdd-7f95297b2f75","is_public":true,"slug":"in-a-world-of-ones-own","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e50be3b3-3f3b-9de9-2a25-1aa5deb9d5ab-1686671175250.jpeg","banner_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/85d13552-4ab2-d35b-1428-c64fc6f0ab58-1686671187092.jpeg","first_story_image":"https://media.tenor.com/images/24231f3d56bc61d2d10b589e56d45805/tenor.gif","user":{"username":"itszanna","id":"7da51f5e-3453-4a5c-afdd-7f95297b2f75","nickname":"V","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/89a1ceda-f1ac-a723-b0d9-b6094804f378-1662619571041.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_89a1ceda-f1ac-a723-b0d9-b6094804f378-1662619571041.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5927efc1-3b96-e52b-5b45-50bed0b017f2-1661430771176.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5927efc1-3b96-e52b-5b45-50bed0b017f2-1661430771176.jpeg","description":"Heal. Learn. Grow. Love.","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":40,"story_count":165,"reaction_count":1351,"following_count":28,"follower_count":12925,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1181420,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"str","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","pwr","str","lv3"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"","reading":"","writing":""}},"is_following":null,"reaction_counts":{"all":0},"id":"e97c68a0-5eb4-40ad-acc0-ebb570d52351","tags":["poem","poems","poetry","feelings","thoughts"],"story_count":89,"is_series":true,"type":"series","follower_count":3},"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-01-08T06:16:40.716984-08:00","created":"2022-05-18T05:53:02.301032-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"pǝddɐɹꓕ","description":"...a liar like you...","thumbnail":"https://media.tenor.com/images/b2071655945b0b98c7a1dcf63a2a5fed/tenor.gif","slug":"pdd","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-18T06:14:28.105637-07:00","published":"2022-05-18T06:14:28.105627-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":1476,"comment_count":18,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"7da51f5e-3453-4a5c-afdd-7f95297b2f75","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"49c3c777-73a3-4668-95ca-ba3fddb3b0bd","reaction_count":14,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"ravenrising2611","author_description":"just some girl hard to define","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"New stages of life.","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1378ff15-2356-5822-074b-d1b6947ec2ba-1652835595622.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_1378ff15-2356-5822-074b-d1b6947ec2ba-1652835595622.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_1378ff15-2356-5822-074b-d1b6947ec2ba-1652835595622.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1378ff15-2356-5822-074b-d1b6947ec2ba-1652835595622.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/73ab06c1-2632-741e-d7e2-8e1e232b3205-1649691665263.","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"ravenrising2611","id":"4098f77a-fc0e-46a1-9dd3-fc3a1a84d1b4","nickname":"Raven","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/73ab06c1-2632-741e-d7e2-8e1e232b3205-1649691665263.","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_73ab06c1-2632-741e-d7e2-8e1e232b3205-1649691665263.","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6e6ffd23-388d-a598-f24d-641eef24d940-1652506462843.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6e6ffd23-388d-a598-f24d-641eef24d940-1652506462843.jpeg","description":"just some girl hard to define","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":26,"reaction_count":80,"following_count":3,"follower_count":13,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":72782,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv1","badges":["lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"I am a strong badass girl who cries at night all alone","reading":"Romantic fantasies, murder mystery, poetry and erotic novels ","writing":"Romantic poems\nShort stories\nAnd about my suppressed feelings "}},"type":"story","tags":["feelings","thoughts","life","movingon","moving on","comfort zone","comfortzone","teenage","school","sad","lovee","commaful"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:37:31.385475-08:00","created":"2022-05-18T05:46:31.467813-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"New stages of life.","description":"I feel kinda low.\n","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/1378ff15-2356-5822-074b-d1b6947ec2ba-1652835595622.gif","slug":"new-stages-of-life","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-18T06:07:02.321007-07:00","published":"2022-05-18T06:07:02.320996-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":22,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"4098f77a-fc0e-46a1-9dd3-fc3a1a84d1b4","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"e588e34b-cd53-402f-9878-a86a8908e62b","reaction_count":4,"reaction_counts":{"NI":4,"all":4,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"tide","author_description":"I write poems, feelings in words","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"       \n\n\n\n\n\n                             Drown \n\n","first_page_image":"https://media.tenor.com/images/546dd9481078c50bb4d7c994cafb7e95/tenor.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://media.tenor.com/images/103f09723cbf5eb853e9fcbf07174fdc/tenor.gif","m":"https://media.tenor.com/images/206b1ed703cae2e37e9720a32408384f/tenor.gif","l":"https://media.tenor.com/images/546dd9481078c50bb4d7c994cafb7e95/tenor.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/eac7f8d9-e2a4-db14-61ee-4872c094b756-1652859247650.jpeg","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"tide","id":"fbe82aba-6eed-44d9-b22c-d28fdef160f3","nickname":"Purple","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/eac7f8d9-e2a4-db14-61ee-4872c094b756-1652859247650.jpeg","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_eac7f8d9-e2a4-db14-61ee-4872c094b756-1652859247650.jpeg","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d1c24872-e3e9-249b-2703-3ae31844008a-1646127377490.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d1c24872-e3e9-249b-2703-3ae31844008a-1646127377490.jpeg","description":"I write poems, feelings in words","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":3,"reaction_count":12,"following_count":3,"follower_count":3,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":6746,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","poetry","poem","dark","relatable"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:22:02.200819-08:00","created":"2022-05-18T00:44:12.532093-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"       \n\n\n\n\n\n                             Drown \n\n","description":"girls and boys","thumbnail":"https://media.tenor.com/images/546dd9481078c50bb4d7c994cafb7e95/tenor.gif","slug":"drown","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-18T00:57:47.598977-07:00","published":"2022-05-18T00:57:47.598966-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":42,"comment_count":0,"dedications":{},"draft_text":null,"draft_details":null,"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"fbe82aba-6eed-44d9-b22c-d28fdef160f3","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"ffcfc037-7172-4271-9d38-a3ad7fc3c19c","reaction_count":36,"reaction_counts":{"NI":36,"all":36,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"jumpmaster88","author_description":"Mmhmm…","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n      Untitled Emotions ","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-216-3_800.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-216-3_90.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-216-3_480.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-216-3_800.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b0c9ba05-7975-dbab-0009-a91249b4e4fb-1652426437974.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"jumpmaster88","id":"31a2b773-cfbb-4d61-9dd3-ecdf6cc12940","nickname":"Shatss","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b0c9ba05-7975-dbab-0009-a91249b4e4fb-1652426437974.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b0c9ba05-7975-dbab-0009-a91249b4e4fb-1652426437974.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/82983c6c-8acd-1ed8-2df9-0bca0ab5fbfd-1641622865315.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_82983c6c-8acd-1ed8-2df9-0bca0ab5fbfd-1641622865315.jpeg","description":"Mmhmm…","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":21,"reaction_count":87,"following_count":206,"follower_count":174,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":105443,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv1","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"Poetry_by_shatss"},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","thoughts","feelings","life","love","mentalhealth","mental health","theunknown","anxiety","hope","hope-","fear","sad","wounds"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"0bc3561a-2fd4-4f11-8278-c02b008fd91f","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:25:16.070891-08:00","created":"2022-05-17T15:55:06.687145-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"Untitled Emotions ","description":"Mental Illness is a very real and brutal disease! I watched my mom battle it my whole life and to see her come out on top, is a blessing! Much love to y’all! 😊🙏🏼ᥫ᭡","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-216-3_800.jpeg","slug":"untitled-emotions","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-17T16:41:57.266836-07:00","published":"2022-05-17T16:41:57.266819-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":75,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"31a2b773-cfbb-4d61-9dd3-ecdf6cc12940","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"2e05b40a-46e7-4ebf-9d64-3f07987a6bf6","reaction_count":36,"reaction_counts":{"NI":35,"LV":1,"all":36,"top":["NI","LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"kaladin","author_description":"life lived for art is never life wasted","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"will you wait for me? ","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d804f31d-117a-7748-0492-63cc0fe58319-1652823173782.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_d804f31d-117a-7748-0492-63cc0fe58319-1652823173782.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_d804f31d-117a-7748-0492-63cc0fe58319-1652823173782.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d804f31d-117a-7748-0492-63cc0fe58319-1652823173782.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4f7baa61-ea54-c573-df83-45d27d3e084f-1702651000550.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"kaladin","id":"f26098a2-2a3e-4425-ba3d-8681e7146afe","nickname":"kal","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/4f7baa61-ea54-c573-df83-45d27d3e084f-1702651000550.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_4f7baa61-ea54-c573-df83-45d27d3e084f-1702651000550.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/d8b7df21-ea23-5550-0c59-971b514db00d-1695555592933.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_d8b7df21-ea23-5550-0c59-971b514db00d-1695555592933.png","description":"life lived for art is never life wasted","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":13,"story_count":53,"reaction_count":3103,"following_count":42,"follower_count":2484,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1129405,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv1","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","lv2","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"just an aspiring author who loves reading and occasionally jots down some poetry ","reading":"mainly fantasy and sci-fi","writing":"novels & poems"}},"type":"story","tags":["love","emotions","feelings","sad","bitter sweet","bittersweet","poem","poetry","rhyme","rhymes","wait","patience","care","in love","inlove","young love","younglove","feel","romance"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"affcbc1e-edb1-4969-84ff-29ae145a20af","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-01-14T18:32:13.368107-08:00","created":"2022-05-17T05:57:07.827046-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"will you wait for me?","description":"the fear of seeing those who love you move on...","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d804f31d-117a-7748-0492-63cc0fe58319-1652823173782.png","slug":"will-you-wait-for-me","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-17T14:42:34.855428-07:00","published":"2022-05-17T14:42:34.855414-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":953,"comment_count":6,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"f26098a2-2a3e-4425-ba3d-8681e7146afe","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"dd014071-495d-4e5b-bdea-7e6ecf5c53cb","reaction_count":265,"reaction_counts":{"NI":262,"all":262,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"emery_","author_description":"happiness is a butterfly","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\n\n\nmy last breath","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/3dc4c5a9-747c-5784-1a6b-5174cd29993f-1652819296551.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_3dc4c5a9-747c-5784-1a6b-5174cd29993f-1652819296551.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_3dc4c5a9-747c-5784-1a6b-5174cd29993f-1652819296551.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/3dc4c5a9-747c-5784-1a6b-5174cd29993f-1652819296551.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0ab5be54-10e2-6442-604b-c146e4f449d5-1654383807163.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"emery_","id":"a3d97541-db40-44e1-bcaa-2c7941509153","nickname":"ℯ𝓂ℯ𝓇𝓎","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0ab5be54-10e2-6442-604b-c146e4f449d5-1654383807163.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0ab5be54-10e2-6442-604b-c146e4f449d5-1654383807163.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/fa899c13-ed22-b651-cd9f-05524c89a1d7-1657822964661.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_fa899c13-ed22-b651-cd9f-05524c89a1d7-1657822964661.jpeg","description":"happiness is a butterfly","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":3,"story_count":63,"reaction_count":1042,"following_count":58,"follower_count":11309,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":1151368,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv2","badges":["lv1","gft","fqr","lv2","amb","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"","reading":"- the seven husbands of evelyn hugo\n- fourth wing\n- powerless\n- the housemaid\n- once upon a broken heart series\n- shatter me series\n- folk of the air series\n- verity\n- i fell in love with hope\n- agggtm series\n","writing":"poems"}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","poem","poems","poet","thoughts","feelings","emotions","secrets","insane","insanity","waves","thinking","rain","heart","love","hate","hate-","over thinking","overthinking","sad","broke-","broke","broken","break","breaking","pain","hurt-","hurt","hurting","breath","alone","lonely","depressing","depression","anxiety","idk","lol","ok","asunder"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-10-20T12:28:17.043279-07:00","created":"2022-05-17T12:47:33.603093-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\n\n\nmy last breath","description":"this took me way too long to write","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/3dc4c5a9-747c-5784-1a6b-5174cd29993f-1652819296551.jpeg","slug":"my-last-breath-2","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-17T13:37:15.579009-07:00","published":"2022-05-17T13:37:15.578996-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":2484,"comment_count":17,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"a3d97541-db40-44e1-bcaa-2c7941509153","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"3de75a0f-b37b-4e8e-b642-025d78329e86","reaction_count":340,"reaction_counts":{"NI":335,"LV":1,"all":336,"top":["NI","LV"]},"shoutout_count":3,"username":"hymn","author_description":"peace","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\nhold onto me a little longer","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/539040f2-1de1-9251-357a-81c53aeb2a31-1652805057944.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_539040f2-1de1-9251-357a-81c53aeb2a31-1652805057944.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_539040f2-1de1-9251-357a-81c53aeb2a31-1652805057944.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/539040f2-1de1-9251-357a-81c53aeb2a31-1652805057944.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/61d7f7f8-0a9e-9139-b94d-9c8aec277678-1692414111496.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"hymn","id":"529794ab-7670-46c1-8f7a-41a063a54380","nickname":"hailey","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/61d7f7f8-0a9e-9139-b94d-9c8aec277678-1692414111496.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_61d7f7f8-0a9e-9139-b94d-9c8aec277678-1692414111496.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5a8c8ee9-f7fe-6c82-16f3-30f8820f8fc9-1646865800613.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5a8c8ee9-f7fe-6c82-16f3-30f8820f8fc9-1646865800613.jpeg","description":"peace","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":65,"story_count":450,"reaction_count":1402,"following_count":27,"follower_count":34731,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":2548931,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"lv3","badges":["lv1","gft","lv2","fqr","amb","pwr","lv3","str","avr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"hi! i’m 16 and i write some depressing poems, but that’s ok :D\n\npinterest: https://pin.it/1rttIiU (@hymn0s0)","reading":"…books. “If I Can’t Have You”, “You’d Be Home Now”,“My Dark Vanessa”, “Daisy Jones and The Six”, “Verity”, “Malibu Rising”  “Falling into place”, etc.","writing":"depressing poems"}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","emotions","feelings","dp","fading","gone","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-12-24T16:13:28.215236-08:00","created":"2022-05-17T09:09:49.381797-07:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\nhold onto me a little longer","description":"you never held me long, long enough to stay.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/539040f2-1de1-9251-357a-81c53aeb2a31-1652805057944.jpeg","slug":"hold-onto-me-a-little-longer","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2022-05-17T09:32:00.411626-07:00","published":"2022-05-17T09:32:00.411611-07:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":3945,"comment_count":15,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"529794ab-7670-46c1-8f7a-41a063a54380","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null}],"page":192}