{"count":17279,"next":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=120&tag=sad","previous":"https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?page=118&tag=sad","results":[{"id":"14e161ed-076f-4c3a-97be-fed6dd5c8533","reaction_count":14,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"lyrasyncnewell","author_description":"gay, mentally ill, sorta good at poetry?","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"I like blankets - ","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1601880348117-25c1127a95df?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8YmxhbmtldHN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDg0Njc3&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=dw7paFI1jnM","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1601880348117-25c1127a95df?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8YmxhbmtldHN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDg0Njc3&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=dw7paFI1jnM","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1601880348117-25c1127a95df?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8YmxhbmtldHN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDg0Njc3&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=dw7paFI1jnM","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1601880348117-25c1127a95df?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8YmxhbmtldHN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDg0Njc3&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=dw7paFI1jnM"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e9cf6554-32cc-e6c5-c982-788af457b984-1678406513536.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"lyrasyncnewell","id":"8d779dc7-970c-4ec3-a339-529b106b4add","nickname":"Lyra Sync Newell","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e9cf6554-32cc-e6c5-c982-788af457b984-1678406513536.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_e9cf6554-32cc-e6c5-c982-788af457b984-1678406513536.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ad3fbe43-4ca8-2d6b-388b-118c5c9d8e1c-1678926043063.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ad3fbe43-4ca8-2d6b-388b-118c5c9d8e1c-1678926043063.jpeg","description":"gay, mentally ill, sorta good at poetry?","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":2,"story_count":17,"reaction_count":15,"following_count":13,"follower_count":9,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":36099,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["hope","hope-","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"912c69ab-4d94-408e-9f1f-af161a132e5a","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:28:19.884949-08:00","created":"2023-03-10T13:44:21.585988-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Things I Like ","description":"There has to be some things I like... right?\n(Afterthought) I like my dog... but he likes everyone more than me...","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1601880348117-25c1127a95df?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8M3x8YmxhbmtldHN8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDg0Njc3&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=dw7paFI1jnM","slug":"things-i-like","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-10T14:04:05.187410-08:00","published":"2023-03-10T14:04:05.187396-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/vid/14e161ed-076f-4c3a-97be-fed6dd5c8533-124.mp4","share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":125,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"8d779dc7-970c-4ec3-a339-529b106b4add","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"49ef0c47-bcfd-4d4a-b53c-50cafb758f51","reaction_count":13,"reaction_counts":{"NI":13,"all":13,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"lyrasyncnewell","author_description":"gay, mentally ill, sorta good at poetry?","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Your words were sweet\n","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/paranormal-84-17_800.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/paranormal-84-17_90.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/paranormal-84-17_480.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/paranormal-84-17_800.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e9cf6554-32cc-e6c5-c982-788af457b984-1678406513536.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"lyrasyncnewell","id":"8d779dc7-970c-4ec3-a339-529b106b4add","nickname":"Lyra Sync Newell","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e9cf6554-32cc-e6c5-c982-788af457b984-1678406513536.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_e9cf6554-32cc-e6c5-c982-788af457b984-1678406513536.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ad3fbe43-4ca8-2d6b-388b-118c5c9d8e1c-1678926043063.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ad3fbe43-4ca8-2d6b-388b-118c5c9d8e1c-1678926043063.jpeg","description":"gay, mentally ill, sorta good at poetry?","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":2,"story_count":17,"reaction_count":15,"following_count":13,"follower_count":9,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":36099,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","heart break","heartbreak","depression","bpd"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"95bb47f0-d9ca-4bb1-8da6-b5365ccd02e1","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:38:59.116992-08:00","created":"2023-03-10T12:37:04.058980-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Waiting for a Lie","description":"","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/paranormal-84-17_800.jpeg","slug":"waiting-for-a-lie","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-10T12:54:51.346747-08:00","published":"2023-03-10T12:54:51.346737-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":121,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"8d779dc7-970c-4ec3-a339-529b106b4add","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"de34da85-4ad4-45db-9321-678c05e6bb8a"},{"id":"ca08ffd3-e1f0-4500-b4ee-cf54c5d8c7db","reaction_count":14,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"cassidy12","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Paralyzed","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1573553557077-4cda64089870?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzV8fGZlZWxpbmdzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY3ODQ3OTE2NA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=z_2gYApfdqc","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1573553557077-4cda64089870?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzV8fGZlZWxpbmdzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY3ODQ3OTE2NA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=z_2gYApfdqc","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1573553557077-4cda64089870?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzV8fGZlZWxpbmdzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY3ODQ3OTE2NA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=z_2gYApfdqc","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1573553557077-4cda64089870?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzV8fGZlZWxpbmdzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY3ODQ3OTE2NA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=z_2gYApfdqc"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c1546df2-8d09-e0ed-6fa4-b519255364fe-1679427602738.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"cassidy12","id":"0a817039-b4cd-4c67-b434-5df705b95be0","nickname":"Riley","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c1546df2-8d09-e0ed-6fa4-b519255364fe-1679427602738.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_c1546df2-8d09-e0ed-6fa4-b519255364fe-1679427602738.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/bff0b542-1740-20fb-74e1-17330d73f73c-1679427511562.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_bff0b542-1740-20fb-74e1-17330d73f73c-1679427511562.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":38,"reaction_count":70,"following_count":4,"follower_count":29,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":66884,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Believe me, there's nothing interesting. ","reading":"All crime and action books.","writing":"Realistic stories :D"}},"type":"story","tags":["feelings","thoughts","thinking","short story","shortstory","sad","sadtrue","dark","depression","darkness","dark ness","life","emotional"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:35:17.019448-08:00","created":"2023-03-10T12:10:37.309412-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Paralyzed","description":"Do you feel paralyzed sometimes? ","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1573553557077-4cda64089870?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MzV8fGZlZWxpbmdzfGVufDB8fHx8MTY3ODQ3OTE2NA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=z_2gYApfdqc","slug":"paralyzed","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-10T12:23:35.497119-08:00","published":"2023-03-10T12:23:35.497108-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":34,"comment_count":2,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"0a817039-b4cd-4c67-b434-5df705b95be0","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"16944efa-e03d-4c61-ae6c-2ff77b4502bd","reaction_count":38,"reaction_counts":{"NI":38,"all":38,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"bonniestar","author_description":"I'm an author, I like fiction and poetry","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\nUNWRENCH MY HEART6","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1538113300105-e51e4560b4aa?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8aGVhcnR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDc0NTcx&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=RQgKM1h2agA","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1538113300105-e51e4560b4aa?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8aGVhcnR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDc0NTcx&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=RQgKM1h2agA","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1538113300105-e51e4560b4aa?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8aGVhcnR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDc0NTcx&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=RQgKM1h2agA","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1538113300105-e51e4560b4aa?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8aGVhcnR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDc0NTcx&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=RQgKM1h2agA"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f3d05405-05ff-8a8b-e71c-66bb2a6f2a0b-1676917379820.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"bonniestar","id":"80780533-6321-463a-bb58-a43e544d8853","nickname":"Bonnie star","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f3d05405-05ff-8a8b-e71c-66bb2a6f2a0b-1676917379820.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f3d05405-05ff-8a8b-e71c-66bb2a6f2a0b-1676917379820.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6b5504a7-aae3-2540-07f5-3fa75aaa5342-1616009824864.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6b5504a7-aae3-2540-07f5-3fa75aaa5342-1616009824864.jpeg","description":"I'm an author, I like fiction and poetry","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":49,"story_count":539,"reaction_count":1639,"following_count":3415,"follower_count":3259,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":785205,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","lv2","gft","fqr","pwr","str","lv3"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"reading":"The Stargirl series by Jerry Spinelli\nThe Death Cast Series by Adam Silvera\nRoald Dahl books\nMicheal Murporgo books \nThe Darren Shan Saga and the Saga of Larten Crepsley \nThe Vampirates Series by Justin Somper\n","writing":"Fiction, fantasy, fan fiction and poetry."}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","thoughts","feelings","sad","heart"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:26:03.568141-08:00","created":"2023-03-10T10:56:15.170984-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"UNWRENCH MY HEART","description":"It&#39;s been a bit of an emotional day, so poetry time. If you know someone who got a spinal injury through an accident or an illness, this is for you and your hearts over everything.","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1538113300105-e51e4560b4aa?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8aGVhcnR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDc0NTcx&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=RQgKM1h2agA","slug":"unwrench-my-heart","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-10T11:14:38.718850-08:00","published":"2023-03-10T11:14:38.718839-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":76,"comment_count":4,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"80780533-6321-463a-bb58-a43e544d8853","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"de34da85-4ad4-45db-9321-678c05e6bb8a","reaction_count":12,"reaction_counts":{"NI":12,"all":12,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"lyrasyncnewell","author_description":"gay, mentally ill, sorta good at poetry?","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Dear Universe,","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516339901601-2e1b62dc0c45?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NHx8dW5pdmVyc2V8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDczNzc0&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=fsH1KjbdjE8","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516339901601-2e1b62dc0c45?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NHx8dW5pdmVyc2V8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDczNzc0&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=fsH1KjbdjE8","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516339901601-2e1b62dc0c45?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NHx8dW5pdmVyc2V8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDczNzc0&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=fsH1KjbdjE8","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516339901601-2e1b62dc0c45?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NHx8dW5pdmVyc2V8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDczNzc0&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=fsH1KjbdjE8"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e9cf6554-32cc-e6c5-c982-788af457b984-1678406513536.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"lyrasyncnewell","id":"8d779dc7-970c-4ec3-a339-529b106b4add","nickname":"Lyra Sync Newell","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e9cf6554-32cc-e6c5-c982-788af457b984-1678406513536.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_e9cf6554-32cc-e6c5-c982-788af457b984-1678406513536.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ad3fbe43-4ca8-2d6b-388b-118c5c9d8e1c-1678926043063.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ad3fbe43-4ca8-2d6b-388b-118c5c9d8e1c-1678926043063.jpeg","description":"gay, mentally ill, sorta good at poetry?","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":2,"story_count":17,"reaction_count":15,"following_count":13,"follower_count":9,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":36099,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["bpd","mentalhealth","mental health","alone","sad"],"series":{"title":"I'd Rather be Alone if I'm Sitting on a Throne","description":"collection of all my poems I wrote about traumatic experiences, or my dark thoughts","userId":"8d779dc7-970c-4ec3-a339-529b106b4add","is_public":true,"slug":"id-rather-be-alone-if-im-sitting-on-a-throne","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ea8be9be-9c40-b85c-74f1-e5d68c9b1eae-1678474849411.jpeg","banner_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/cef7a342-54b4-63c4-9191-b9337c22cb63-1678474911667.jpeg","first_story_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516339901601-2e1b62dc0c45?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NHx8dW5pdmVyc2V8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDczNzc0&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=fsH1KjbdjE8","user":{"username":"lyrasyncnewell","id":"8d779dc7-970c-4ec3-a339-529b106b4add","nickname":"Lyra Sync Newell","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e9cf6554-32cc-e6c5-c982-788af457b984-1678406513536.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_e9cf6554-32cc-e6c5-c982-788af457b984-1678406513536.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/ad3fbe43-4ca8-2d6b-388b-118c5c9d8e1c-1678926043063.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_ad3fbe43-4ca8-2d6b-388b-118c5c9d8e1c-1678926043063.jpeg","description":"gay, mentally ill, sorta good at poetry?","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":2,"story_count":17,"reaction_count":15,"following_count":13,"follower_count":9,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":36099,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"is_following":null,"reaction_counts":{"all":0},"id":"5d1077d4-94b3-488a-a421-df14da4d8b4e","tags":["bpd","sad","mentalhealth","mental health","suicide","depression","anxiety"],"story_count":7,"is_series":true,"type":"series","follower_count":0},"image_collection_id":"b0a03603-a664-415d-8d74-51f36581e98d","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:24:03.680361-08:00","created":"2023-03-10T10:42:26.521214-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Dear Universe - Leave Me Alone","description":"seriously. can the universe give me a break","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516339901601-2e1b62dc0c45?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NHx8dW5pdmVyc2V8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDczNzc0&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=fsH1KjbdjE8","slug":"dear-universe---leave-me-alone","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-10T10:53:41.583466-08:00","published":"2023-03-10T10:53:41.583453-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":160,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"8d779dc7-970c-4ec3-a339-529b106b4add","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"b062454d-acd4-4bc3-a8bb-aaae0971e12a"},{"id":"4e53ec11-5f15-4435-9f9d-dc595bcd920f","reaction_count":14,"reaction_counts":{"NI":14,"all":14,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"cassidy12","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Feelings","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d0c169f4-2faa-45ce-56dd-0ec0b276f6e8-1678470895540.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_d0c169f4-2faa-45ce-56dd-0ec0b276f6e8-1678470895540.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_d0c169f4-2faa-45ce-56dd-0ec0b276f6e8-1678470895540.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d0c169f4-2faa-45ce-56dd-0ec0b276f6e8-1678470895540.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c1546df2-8d09-e0ed-6fa4-b519255364fe-1679427602738.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"cassidy12","id":"0a817039-b4cd-4c67-b434-5df705b95be0","nickname":"Riley","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c1546df2-8d09-e0ed-6fa4-b519255364fe-1679427602738.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_c1546df2-8d09-e0ed-6fa4-b519255364fe-1679427602738.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/bff0b542-1740-20fb-74e1-17330d73f73c-1679427511562.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_bff0b542-1740-20fb-74e1-17330d73f73c-1679427511562.jpeg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":38,"reaction_count":70,"following_count":4,"follower_count":29,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":66884,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Believe me, there's nothing interesting. ","reading":"All crime and action books.","writing":"Realistic stories :D"}},"type":"story","tags":["feelings","overthinking","over thinking","darkness","dark ness","thoughts","sad","dark","deppresion","life","sadtrue","depressed","emotional"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:27:02.365950-08:00","created":"2023-03-10T09:52:35.008672-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Feelings","description":"I don&#39;t think people understand how stressful it is to explain what&#39;s going on in your head when you don&#39;t even understand it yourself. ","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/d0c169f4-2faa-45ce-56dd-0ec0b276f6e8-1678470895540.png","slug":"feelings","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-10T10:23:58.649442-08:00","published":"2023-03-10T10:23:58.649431-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":23,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"0a817039-b4cd-4c67-b434-5df705b95be0","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"ee59bb4a-d937-41e4-9679-68aa798f987e","reaction_count":5,"reaction_counts":{"NI":5,"all":5,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"glitterblossom1","author_description":"Super hot dude\nObviously","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\n\nBroken","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-155-5_800.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-155-5_90.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-155-5_480.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-155-5_800.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5ab00c29-c158-e4fd-f479-ee3835e8e83a-1684336022294.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"glitterblossom1","id":"d01b3b15-d241-4bb5-9c05-46a701b8df66","nickname":"Luke","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5ab00c29-c158-e4fd-f479-ee3835e8e83a-1684336022294.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5ab00c29-c158-e4fd-f479-ee3835e8e83a-1684336022294.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f239e60f-0526-970a-cc5f-5c155cda6da7-1683827485330.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f239e60f-0526-970a-cc5f-5c155cda6da7-1683827485330.png","description":"Super hot dude\nObviously","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":4,"reaction_count":19,"following_count":11,"follower_count":11,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":16686,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"I'm super hot and shy.","reading":"Keeper of the lost cities","writing":"stories"}},"type":"story","tags":["pride","embrace","courage","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"8434240c-6764-4f93-bfeb-b9be442fbbca","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:42:20.584678-08:00","created":"2023-03-10T07:53:52.370106-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"\n\nBroken","description":"Be the light in the darkness. ","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-155-5_800.jpeg","slug":"broken","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-10T08:16:09.304169-08:00","published":"2023-03-10T08:16:09.304160-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":27,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"d01b3b15-d241-4bb5-9c05-46a701b8df66","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"f38ecdfc-59bd-413d-a472-b4840eb2fba0","reaction_count":24,"reaction_counts":{"NI":23,"LV":1,"all":24,"top":["NI","LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"me_hadii","author_description":"Express your love,we can't read minds❣🌹","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"\nEvery night I see you,","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1590418606746-018840f9cd0f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NXx8bmlnaHR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDQ2NTkw&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=a_hPPrncGlQ","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1590418606746-018840f9cd0f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NXx8bmlnaHR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDQ2NTkw&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=a_hPPrncGlQ","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1590418606746-018840f9cd0f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NXx8bmlnaHR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDQ2NTkw&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=a_hPPrncGlQ","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1590418606746-018840f9cd0f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NXx8bmlnaHR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDQ2NTkw&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=a_hPPrncGlQ"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7a03d0b2-0aeb-884b-53d6-c9e7f2bc3821-1660061706587.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"me_hadii","id":"5a09fa6d-85be-468a-be5a-f42333129872","nickname":"aadii","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7a03d0b2-0aeb-884b-53d6-c9e7f2bc3821-1660061706587.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7a03d0b2-0aeb-884b-53d6-c9e7f2bc3821-1660061706587.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6d2eb658-9149-a3fa-85bb-885b33c43bd3-1661857037234.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6d2eb658-9149-a3fa-85bb-885b33c43bd3-1661857037234.png","description":"Express your love,we can't read minds❣🌹","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":87,"reaction_count":453,"following_count":94,"follower_count":260,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":478374,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"gft","badges":["fqr","lv1","gft","lv2"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":" 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊                                                                                                                                                                                 \n     \n      Just here to spread smiles         \n      and share my thoughts                                                                       \n \n😊 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊\n                                                                                  \n                                     \n                                                                                         ","reading":"_______________________________________________________________________________________\n\nI'm a bookish person. I love reading books.\nI really should stop buying more books before I actually finish a big pile of TBR😁\n\n_______________________________________________________________________________________\n","writing":"I write whatever comes in my mind. My main motive is to spread love and joy through my words Not any kind of hatred towards anyone. \n\n_______________________________________________________________________________________\n\nif you have read till the end, you think I'm an interesting person? okay okay I know I'm not🙂. \n_______________________________________________________________________________________\n"}},"type":"story","tags":["feelings","emotions","sad","dream","love"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-04-10T09:18:59.788739-07:00","created":"2023-03-10T02:55:01.795272-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"I can't wake up again","description":"I&#39;m stuck in this loop...","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1590418606746-018840f9cd0f?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8NXx8bmlnaHR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjc4NDQ2NTkw&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=a_hPPrncGlQ","slug":"i-cant-wake-up-again","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-10T03:19:52.674834-08:00","published":"2023-03-10T03:19:52.674823-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":191,"comment_count":2,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"5a09fa6d-85be-468a-be5a-f42333129872","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"65c7f1c3-641c-4d27-b0b3-9fef28d81b96","reaction_count":8,"reaction_counts":{"NI":7,"all":7,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"skullz","author_description":"Слава Україні","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"You call yourself my mom\n\n","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/cee87174-2adc-4a77-91a4-235a47827397-1678421096858.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_cee87174-2adc-4a77-91a4-235a47827397-1678421096858.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_cee87174-2adc-4a77-91a4-235a47827397-1678421096858.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/cee87174-2adc-4a77-91a4-235a47827397-1678421096858.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/da70db9c-2f7e-bab4-4d94-6207bc3321f1-1691101409983.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"skullz","id":"4bc6a430-5be3-4dff-b93f-658dbd922f16","nickname":"skullz","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/da70db9c-2f7e-bab4-4d94-6207bc3321f1-1691101409983.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_da70db9c-2f7e-bab4-4d94-6207bc3321f1-1691101409983.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/b82824bd-575a-881b-e8d2-b1b31f59f0d3-1676605326266.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_b82824bd-575a-881b-e8d2-b1b31f59f0d3-1676605326266.png","description":"Слава Україні","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":13,"story_count":22,"reaction_count":140,"following_count":56,"follower_count":34,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":380754,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["fqr","lv1"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","depression","sensitive topic","family issues","family+issues","selfharm","self harm"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-08-05T06:08:35.300477-07:00","created":"2023-03-09T20:02:49.378001-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"I call you Mom","description":"This is for my biological mom. I do hope someday she will understand I&#39;ve changed and she can&#39;t control me anymore.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/cee87174-2adc-4a77-91a4-235a47827397-1678421096858.png","slug":"i-called-you-mom","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-09T21:20:42.802794-08:00","published":"2023-03-09T21:20:42.802779-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":223,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"4bc6a430-5be3-4dff-b93f-658dbd922f16","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"c7fb1c9f-b1eb-4219-b961-e64f64fe9d18"},{"id":"2a44d6f6-3509-4d18-baa6-97b266bb61f2","reaction_count":13,"reaction_counts":{"NI":13,"all":13,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"kimyun5","author_description":"fantasy is one's vision of truth","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"A fall in deep\nby:\nkim yun\n\nWords of heart, the echoed in her room on a sad night.","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/snow-93-12_800.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/snow-93-12_90.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/snow-93-12_480.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/snow-93-12_800.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8d098e3f-7b06-9856-5c8b-10205427603c-1675845693338.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"kimyun5","id":"cb69f602-3540-44d4-80a4-ad46bfd879b9","nickname":"Jatin","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8d098e3f-7b06-9856-5c8b-10205427603c-1675845693338.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_8d098e3f-7b06-9856-5c8b-10205427603c-1675845693338.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/90328b99-f31b-f708-da77-317d3f692879-1675868652187.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_90328b99-f31b-f708-da77-317d3f692879-1675868652187.jpeg","description":"fantasy is one's vision of truth","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":33,"story_count":212,"reaction_count":664,"following_count":67,"follower_count":298,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":684981,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1","fqr","gft","pwr","lv2"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"A person who loves writing. you will fiction and poem, in my profile. Sometime soon, plays will also come.","reading":"fantasy books\nsci-fi books\naction books\nbooks on hope in dark","writing":"songs of  fire. in prose and verses."}},"type":"story","tags":["fantasy","love","sad","poem","feelings"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"312d5a4c-7ffd-4d1f-b214-f033d4246688","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:34:44.206434-08:00","created":"2023-03-09T13:48:10.180922-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"he left her","description":"Some words of her heart, echo in her room on such a hard night. The hardest one, she has ever lived.","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/snow-93-12_800.jpeg","slug":"did-i-ever-tell-you","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-09T13:50:45.954733-08:00","published":"2023-03-09T13:50:45.954722-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":287,"comment_count":1,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"cb69f602-3540-44d4-80a4-ad46bfd879b9","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"114b3335-d722-4f80-8b0e-65fb73021428"},{"id":"26cd5e80-545a-45be-aa82-7c10b0725d95","reaction_count":3,"reaction_counts":{"NI":3,"all":3,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"snax","author_description":"Community member","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Why do I try?","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise338.jpg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise338.jpg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise338.jpg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise338.jpg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/eb2e85e4-f65c-25ba-9037-03b77e2b0892-1678059870311.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"snax","id":"8f61a2c0-6100-49c6-874d-d714b6b2d7c5","nickname":"Snax","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/eb2e85e4-f65c-25ba-9037-03b77e2b0892-1678059870311.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_eb2e85e4-f65c-25ba-9037-03b77e2b0892-1678059870311.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":12,"reaction_count":45,"following_count":17,"follower_count":6,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":13349,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"I just need an outlet for my melancholy. I hurt, but words help me to feel something other than pain. Eventually I'll start sharing other stories, but for now, melancholy.","reading":"Horror, thrillers, and romance.","writing":"Poetry, short stories, and horror."}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","melancholy","life","depression","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:22:26.536917-08:00","created":"2023-03-09T13:03:42.560611-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Ignorant Bliss","description":"Question poetry about life","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise338.jpg","slug":"ignorant-bliss","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-09T13:10:39.665353-08:00","published":"2023-03-09T13:10:39.665345-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":69,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"8f61a2c0-6100-49c6-874d-d714b6b2d7c5","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"36c804e8-745d-4aed-891c-1c2c9783d02e"},{"id":"8081f52e-7e09-4df1-9f9c-9f1653c04d53","reaction_count":2,"reaction_counts":{"NI":2,"all":2,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"nekomi_","author_description":"New Series is starting: ENGIMAS","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Enigmas (Excerpt: Chapter One, Part One)","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/nature-117-14_800.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/nature-117-14_90.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/nature-117-14_480.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/nature-117-14_800.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2cd78e0b-a27d-2b42-6eac-958d647ed1eb-1678209663817.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"nekomi_","id":"efc0cefd-c68a-46d2-9911-45a9fc864267","nickname":"Khloe Walrath-Syhaphom","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2cd78e0b-a27d-2b42-6eac-958d647ed1eb-1678209663817.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2cd78e0b-a27d-2b42-6eac-958d647ed1eb-1678209663817.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/580cc91f-0c77-e33b-1247-3a3f9c8d4ca7-1678209820832.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_580cc91f-0c77-e33b-1247-3a3f9c8d4ca7-1678209820832.jpeg","description":"New Series is starting: ENGIMAS","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":8,"reaction_count":10,"following_count":3,"follower_count":5,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":6601,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Khloe Walrath-Syhaphom  is a 14 Year-Old Girl, born in Portland Oregon she loves to read and write. Her passion to read and write lead her to want to be a author. She loves spending time with her family and her dog, Charley. Khloe is currently writing a book called The Skulk and posting each chapter here on commaful. She also love writing stories about animals.","reading":"Khloe Loves to read Fantasies, Fanfiction, Animal Stories and much much more! She enjoys reading outside on a swing in the nature.","writing":"Khloe loves to write poems, Short stories and books. "}},"type":"story","tags":["enigmas","sad","demons","mystery"],"series":{"title":"Enigmas","description":"","userId":"efc0cefd-c68a-46d2-9911-45a9fc864267","is_public":true,"slug":"enigmas","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/83008dda-ec76-f99e-0a43-132c4ed839e7-1678387060412.png","banner_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/83008dda-ec76-f99e-0a43-132c4ed839e7-1678387060412.png","first_story_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-166-10_800.jpeg","user":{"username":"nekomi_","id":"efc0cefd-c68a-46d2-9911-45a9fc864267","nickname":"Khloe Walrath-Syhaphom","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2cd78e0b-a27d-2b42-6eac-958d647ed1eb-1678209663817.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2cd78e0b-a27d-2b42-6eac-958d647ed1eb-1678209663817.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/580cc91f-0c77-e33b-1247-3a3f9c8d4ca7-1678209820832.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_580cc91f-0c77-e33b-1247-3a3f9c8d4ca7-1678209820832.jpeg","description":"New Series is starting: ENGIMAS","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":8,"reaction_count":10,"following_count":3,"follower_count":5,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":6601,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Khloe Walrath-Syhaphom  is a 14 Year-Old Girl, born in Portland Oregon she loves to read and write. Her passion to read and write lead her to want to be a author. She loves spending time with her family and her dog, Charley. Khloe is currently writing a book called The Skulk and posting each chapter here on commaful. She also love writing stories about animals.","reading":"Khloe Loves to read Fantasies, Fanfiction, Animal Stories and much much more! She enjoys reading outside on a swing in the nature.","writing":"Khloe loves to write poems, Short stories and books. "}},"is_following":null,"reaction_counts":{"all":0},"id":"59934508-fc3d-4c99-99f1-a7aa4990ff1d","tags":[],"story_count":2,"is_series":true,"type":"series","follower_count":0},"image_collection_id":"2ccd2baf-2086-41c6-bc07-9d4248b9a810","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:22:08.460919-08:00","created":"2023-03-09T10:27:54.410945-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Enigmas (Excerpt: Chapter One, Part One)","description":"...9joobs&amp;73bjn2789239823....","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/nature-117-14_800.jpeg","slug":"enigmas-excerpt-chapter-one-part-one","categories":["FC"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-09T10:35:12.492761-08:00","published":"2023-03-09T10:35:12.492748-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":0,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"efc0cefd-c68a-46d2-9911-45a9fc864267","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"2078c4de-e675-473b-9a91-779c338eef8f"},{"id":"489e2e33-e8ba-4bb6-8c97-e6e5e298320c","reaction_count":2,"reaction_counts":{"NI":2,"all":2,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"nekomi_","author_description":"New Series is starting: ENGIMAS","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"𝒱𝐻𝒮","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/b530a736-129b-f773-e194-244eef7e6af4-1678378367882.gif","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_b530a736-129b-f773-e194-244eef7e6af4-1678378367882.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_b530a736-129b-f773-e194-244eef7e6af4-1678378367882.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/b530a736-129b-f773-e194-244eef7e6af4-1678378367882.gif"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2cd78e0b-a27d-2b42-6eac-958d647ed1eb-1678209663817.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"nekomi_","id":"efc0cefd-c68a-46d2-9911-45a9fc864267","nickname":"Khloe Walrath-Syhaphom","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2cd78e0b-a27d-2b42-6eac-958d647ed1eb-1678209663817.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2cd78e0b-a27d-2b42-6eac-958d647ed1eb-1678209663817.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/580cc91f-0c77-e33b-1247-3a3f9c8d4ca7-1678209820832.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_580cc91f-0c77-e33b-1247-3a3f9c8d4ca7-1678209820832.jpeg","description":"New Series is starting: ENGIMAS","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":8,"reaction_count":10,"following_count":3,"follower_count":5,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":6601,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Khloe Walrath-Syhaphom  is a 14 Year-Old Girl, born in Portland Oregon she loves to read and write. Her passion to read and write lead her to want to be a author. She loves spending time with her family and her dog, Charley. Khloe is currently writing a book called The Skulk and posting each chapter here on commaful. She also love writing stories about animals.","reading":"Khloe Loves to read Fantasies, Fanfiction, Animal Stories and much much more! She enjoys reading outside on a swing in the nature.","writing":"Khloe loves to write poems, Short stories and books. "}},"type":"story","tags":["film","sad","poem","heart break","heartbreak"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"fd337be0-a460-48c4-8ed2-6fe5fe0ce184","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:49:05.402047-08:00","created":"2023-03-09T08:05:47.144047-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"VHS","description":"&quot;𝒩𝑜𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓁𝓂 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔&quot;","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/b530a736-129b-f773-e194-244eef7e6af4-1678378367882.gif","slug":"vhs","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-09T08:55:50.773146-08:00","published":"2023-03-09T08:55:50.773138-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":61,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"efc0cefd-c68a-46d2-9911-45a9fc864267","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"cafd5ac2-e2b5-4304-bec1-19d1b42116be"},{"id":"b457f928-f688-4bb7-a244-1697639e7605","reaction_count":4,"reaction_counts":{"NI":4,"all":4,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"minos056","author_description":"Read to explore .","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"Trapped in a coffin","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/horror-158-12_800.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/horror-158-12_90.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/horror-158-12_480.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/horror-158-12_800.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a3970cec-2e82-b7df-c96f-4e05edeafdbd-1677049354195.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"minos056","id":"f630ca9b-a161-4cc4-899a-71eb4671df3c","nickname":"Austin","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a3970cec-2e82-b7df-c96f-4e05edeafdbd-1677049354195.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_a3970cec-2e82-b7df-c96f-4e05edeafdbd-1677049354195.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/fbca4678-d77d-8bf1-7ffd-730d3a5491ba-1677049401617.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_fbca4678-d77d-8bf1-7ffd-730d3a5491ba-1677049401617.jpeg","description":"Read to explore .","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":11,"reaction_count":16,"following_count":0,"follower_count":4,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":998818,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["fqr","pwr"],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["trapped","suicidal","peace","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"06020a57-8875-44e8-ba37-1128054fe276","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-06-27T00:55:53.460608-07:00","created":"2023-03-08T22:14:34.889443-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Xzy","description":"Story of a man who finally decided to free himself from the burdens of this world\n","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/horror-158-12_800.jpeg","slug":"xzy","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-08T23:15:51.281253-08:00","published":"2023-03-08T23:15:51.281245-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":20,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"f630ca9b-a161-4cc4-899a-71eb4671df3c","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"b83037bb-8684-49d6-9e1e-c361144e368d","reaction_count":63,"reaction_counts":{"NI":61,"SD":1,"LV":1,"all":63,"top":["NI","SD","LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"linguine_noodle","author_description":"Just a small person :)","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"The Breakup \n\nThough there's pain in my heart, I will not let it start\n\nTo define who I am and keep me apart \n\nFrom the life that I lead and the things that I need\n\nTo find joy in each day, and not let it recede","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/20cf66f3-aa12-202c-e09b-95da8faafe3a-1678329674329.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_20cf66f3-aa12-202c-e09b-95da8faafe3a-1678329674329.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_20cf66f3-aa12-202c-e09b-95da8faafe3a-1678329674329.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/20cf66f3-aa12-202c-e09b-95da8faafe3a-1678329674329.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/46be88ea-1907-f4b1-69eb-cfb32e040271-1679544694870.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"linguine_noodle","id":"132761f1-a1a0-40a9-8563-209f05377f40","nickname":"Alfredo","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/46be88ea-1907-f4b1-69eb-cfb32e040271-1679544694870.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_46be88ea-1907-f4b1-69eb-cfb32e040271-1679544694870.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a0cde7dc-3a1d-95d9-b893-fc0b00abb098-1680477199426.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_a0cde7dc-3a1d-95d9-b893-fc0b00abb098-1680477199426.jpeg","description":"Just a small person :)","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":22,"reaction_count":55,"following_count":35,"follower_count":34,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":16481,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":["lv1"],"social_urls":{"instagram":"Salad_518"},"about":{"about":"I love music, walks, and learning about the ocean :) I’m actually really socially awkward, and i use poetry to express myself!","reading":"I love reading basically everything! Just recommend what to read and chances are I'll love it!! ","writing":"Poetry! I love poetry!! ;)"}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","poem","heart break","heartbreak","suicide","sad","happy","live","dont die"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:31:05.829529-08:00","created":"2023-03-08T18:33:22.589900-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"The Breakup ","description":"I saw something that broke my heart today:) I wrote this to try and help","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/20cf66f3-aa12-202c-e09b-95da8faafe3a-1678329674329.png","slug":"the-breakup","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-08T18:43:48.394577-08:00","published":"2023-03-08T18:43:48.394564-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":114,"comment_count":8,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"132761f1-a1a0-40a9-8563-209f05377f40","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"36592bb3-6095-4d4f-92ad-374891045341","reaction_count":4,"reaction_counts":{"NI":4,"all":4,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"artluxsystem","author_description":"we’re a system and sam broke up with me","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"The sky is blue, the clouds are white\nI see you in my dreams, your skin bright\n Your eyes blue like the sky\nYour eyes bright and beautiful\nYour skin beautiful\nEverything about you beautiful\nI love you,  but you don't see it\nBut you see something","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/nature-295-9_800.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/nature-295-9_90.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/nature-295-9_480.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/nature-295-9_800.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1f0bdef5-e418-512b-b361-c4d30445afe6-1680462844519.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"artluxsystem","id":"1ae02f5d-61b9-4459-86d0-760d5ad5867b","nickname":"Cypress","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1f0bdef5-e418-512b-b361-c4d30445afe6-1680462844519.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1f0bdef5-e418-512b-b361-c4d30445afe6-1680462844519.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7b80600c-c37f-f4f7-44b3-41d48629e2eb-1680462862982.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7b80600c-c37f-f4f7-44b3-41d48629e2eb-1680462862982.jpeg","description":"we’re a system and sam broke up with me","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":10,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":29,"follower_count":12,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":10972,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{"instagram":"the_artlux_collective"},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["poetry","love","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"4701c7a9-9025-4cd5-9ac3-0829ed15e290","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:20:35.855654-08:00","created":"2023-03-08T16:22:47.832983-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"The Love Poem","description":"Poem about love","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/nature-295-9_800.jpeg","slug":"the-love-poem","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-08T16:25:38.775985-08:00","published":"2023-03-08T16:25:38.775974-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":3,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"1ae02f5d-61b9-4459-86d0-760d5ad5867b","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":null},{"id":"8c598ee1-203c-40c4-ada1-730c20c64c9b","reaction_count":46,"reaction_counts":{"NI":44,"WO":2,"all":46,"top":["NI","WO"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"delusionalnymph","author_description":"26F/in the exploring stage of life","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"The Happiest NEWS!!!","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/fire-279-7_800.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/fire-279-7_90.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/fire-279-7_480.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/fire-279-7_800.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"delusionalnymph","id":"2f23163c-c4a9-4b1e-a6b9-016399ce9a97","nickname":"Jen","profile_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"26F/in the exploring stage of life","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":2,"story_count":39,"reaction_count":261,"following_count":78,"follower_count":55,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":187650,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":"fqr","badges":["lv1","fqr","gft"],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Love my sleep, love my dreams, will live to write, will write to live.","reading":"Anything which makes me go crazy or lose my sanity.\n\n","writing":"The things I feel, the things I dream, the things I experience altogether as a whole.\n"}},"type":"story","tags":["love","romance","sad","feelings","thoughts","night","midnightthoughts","midnight thoughts","truestory","true story","experience","life"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"41af2660-6a3a-409a-b739-e970690ab4c0","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:44:44.501340-08:00","created":"2023-03-08T15:25:34.039701-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"Happy news!!!","description":"I wish to share this blissful moment in my life with everyone!","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/fire-279-7_800.jpeg","slug":"happy-news","categories":["RM"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-08T15:45:13.099959-08:00","published":"2023-03-08T15:45:13.099945-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":215,"comment_count":3,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"2f23163c-c4a9-4b1e-a6b9-016399ce9a97","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"b91021a4-d7e1-4ff8-859f-b34a01a5b093"},{"id":"961f0e90-2a9a-47a7-bba5-8a84995ba356","reaction_count":2,"reaction_counts":{"NI":2,"all":2,"top":["NI"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"what_now","author_description":"In a ocean of despair","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"In the stirring lush\nOf a mystic light\nThe day broke\nFrom the edge of a night\n\nThose tender taps\nWere clad of songs\nBut the front whispered\nA letter of gone\n\n","first_page_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1535890696255-dd5bcd79e6df?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8c2FkfGVufDB8fHx8MTY3ODI4NDQ4Mw&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=ZRFztIxiy3M","first_page_images":{"s":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1535890696255-dd5bcd79e6df?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8c2FkfGVufDB8fHx8MTY3ODI4NDQ4Mw&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=30&w=200&imgid=ZRFztIxiy3M","m":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1535890696255-dd5bcd79e6df?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8c2FkfGVufDB8fHx8MTY3ODI4NDQ4Mw&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=40&w=480&imgid=ZRFztIxiy3M","l":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1535890696255-dd5bcd79e6df?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8c2FkfGVufDB8fHx8MTY3ODI4NDQ4Mw&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=ZRFztIxiy3M"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/dc98be1a-7e00-cba3-36e2-246579d34e86-1676789776872.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"what_now","id":"14e91ee0-399b-404e-97a6-1065f863a313","nickname":"Vivek","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/dc98be1a-7e00-cba3-36e2-246579d34e86-1676789776872.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_dc98be1a-7e00-cba3-36e2-246579d34e86-1676789776872.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"In a ocean of despair","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":4,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":8,"follower_count":2,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":762,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"type":"story","tags":["sad","love","brokenlove","broken love","lonely","acceptance","poem","poetry","commaful","feedback"],"series":{"title":"Poems","description":"A collection of poems","userId":"14e91ee0-399b-404e-97a6-1065f863a313","is_public":true,"slug":"poems","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/65e646b4-66c1-8991-f3a5-de5e3cf5b897-1676791583721.jpeg","banner_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e68605dd-04b4-ed77-9b6f-dee2ce21253b-1676791686422.jpeg","first_story_image":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1522748906645-95d8adfd52c7?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8Ymxvc3NvbXxlbnwwfHx8fDE2NzY3OTEwNjE&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=eriuKJwcdjI","user":{"username":"what_now","id":"14e91ee0-399b-404e-97a6-1065f863a313","nickname":"Vivek","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/dc98be1a-7e00-cba3-36e2-246579d34e86-1676789776872.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_dc98be1a-7e00-cba3-36e2-246579d34e86-1676789776872.png","background_picture":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg","background_picture_preload":"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg","description":"In a ocean of despair","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":4,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":8,"follower_count":2,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":762,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{}},"is_following":null,"reaction_counts":{"all":0},"id":"9b59b63d-c2ce-47a4-9d7f-9096ebc840b3","tags":["poem","poetry","feelings","mood","life"],"story_count":4,"is_series":true,"type":"series","follower_count":0},"image_collection_id":"06d79af3-4d1b-458e-8eb2-80b58783eea0","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2024-03-04T00:19:36.733200-08:00","created":"2023-03-08T11:36:48.536359-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"The Curse","description":"","thumbnail":"https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1535890696255-dd5bcd79e6df?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8Mnx8c2FkfGVufDB8fHx8MTY3ODI4NDQ4Mw&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=50&w=720&imgid=ZRFztIxiy3M","slug":"the-curse","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-08T11:40:07.715405-08:00","published":"2023-03-08T11:40:07.715361-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":6,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"14e91ee0-399b-404e-97a6-1065f863a313","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"ca90495d-8c4f-4d2d-8262-6509cbe89193"},{"id":"cafd5ac2-e2b5-4304-bec1-19d1b42116be","reaction_count":1,"reaction_counts":{"LV":1,"all":1,"top":["LV"]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"nekomi_","author_description":"New Series is starting: ENGIMAS","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"A Cold Blanket","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/snow-153-4_800.jpeg","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/snow-153-4_90.jpeg","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/snow-153-4_480.jpeg","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/snow-153-4_800.jpeg"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2cd78e0b-a27d-2b42-6eac-958d647ed1eb-1678209663817.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"nekomi_","id":"efc0cefd-c68a-46d2-9911-45a9fc864267","nickname":"Khloe Walrath-Syhaphom","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2cd78e0b-a27d-2b42-6eac-958d647ed1eb-1678209663817.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2cd78e0b-a27d-2b42-6eac-958d647ed1eb-1678209663817.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/580cc91f-0c77-e33b-1247-3a3f9c8d4ca7-1678209820832.jpeg","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_580cc91f-0c77-e33b-1247-3a3f9c8d4ca7-1678209820832.jpeg","description":"New Series is starting: ENGIMAS","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":8,"reaction_count":10,"following_count":3,"follower_count":5,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":6601,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{},"about":{"about":"Khloe Walrath-Syhaphom  is a 14 Year-Old Girl, born in Portland Oregon she loves to read and write. Her passion to read and write lead her to want to be a author. She loves spending time with her family and her dog, Charley. Khloe is currently writing a book called The Skulk and posting each chapter here on commaful. She also love writing stories about animals.","reading":"Khloe Loves to read Fantasies, Fanfiction, Animal Stories and much much more! She enjoys reading outside on a swing in the nature.","writing":"Khloe loves to write poems, Short stories and books. "}},"type":"story","tags":["snow","sad","family","feelings"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":"d0e103bd-abc1-4795-8468-7d52f648a8dd","img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-11-01T17:18:27.863580-07:00","created":"2023-03-08T08:56:55.453890-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"A Cold Blanket","description":"A man finds himself stuck in a blizzard scare and empty then he realizes","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/snow-153-4_800.jpeg","slug":"a-cold-blanket","categories":["FE"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-08T09:12:40.941236-08:00","published":"2023-03-08T09:12:40.941228-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":9,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"efc0cefd-c68a-46d2-9911-45a9fc864267","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"dd090fb9-2714-480f-bdfa-7d1976dfbad1"},{"id":"8609507c-b432-4cbc-a52a-508f2eca1d73","reaction_count":0,"reaction_counts":{"all":0,"top":[]},"shoutout_count":0,"username":"jazzythewriter","author_description":"we are so much more than our scars","user_reactions":[],"user_shouted_out":false,"first_page_text":"I want to be a rainbow","first_page_image":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/2841e613-0249-4fc4-2bf6-5ecd941ea671-1678285196173.png","first_page_images":{"s":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_2841e613-0249-4fc4-2bf6-5ecd941ea671-1678285196173.png","m":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_2841e613-0249-4fc4-2bf6-5ecd941ea671-1678285196173.png","l":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/2841e613-0249-4fc4-2bf6-5ecd941ea671-1678285196173.png"},"author_profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6c682518-5894-6020-60a6-eea1842bdf9a-1677083926429.png","author_is_identity_verified":false,"author_is_elite":false,"author":{"username":"jazzythewriter","id":"ce0690a2-59e6-4f56-86b2-7f5007d59bb3","nickname":"Jazz","profile_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/6c682518-5894-6020-60a6-eea1842bdf9a-1677083926429.png","profile_picture_thumb":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_6c682518-5894-6020-60a6-eea1842bdf9a-1677083926429.png","background_picture":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/7cd3ddb8-e5c4-7706-863a-dacc5de80b63-1677083826932.png","background_picture_preload":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_7cd3ddb8-e5c4-7706-863a-dacc5de80b63-1677083826932.png","description":"we are so much more than our scars","is_following":null,"shoutout_count":0,"story_count":2,"reaction_count":0,"following_count":0,"follower_count":1,"is_ambassador":false,"is_following_you":null,"is_identity_verified":false,"is_elite":false,"num_words_read":3354,"is_blocked":false,"featured_badge":null,"badges":[],"social_urls":{"instagram":"@jazz_.x"},"about":{"about":"art, rain & coffee <3","reading":"poetry","writing":"something that people can relate to. something that makes you feel."}},"type":"story","tags":["rainbow","poetry","whoami","who am i","thoughts","sad"],"series":null,"image_collection_id":null,"img_story_src_details":{},"poll_info":null,"paywall_amount":null,"paywall_unlocked":false,"modified":"2023-03-08T06:46:15.671651-08:00","created":"2023-03-08T06:15:46.413591-08:00","deleted":null,"title":"I want to be a rainbow","description":"be your own kind of rainbow &lt;3","thumbnail":"https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/2841e613-0249-4fc4-2bf6-5ecd941ea671-1678285196173.png","slug":"untitled-5","categories":["PT"],"privacy":"P","published_public":"2023-03-08T06:35:51.948599-08:00","published":"2023-03-08T06:35:51.948589-08:00","share_gif":null,"share_photoset":{},"share_vid":null,"share_vid_short":null,"share_vid_preview":null,"page_hit_mark":18,"comment_count":0,"dedications":[],"draft_text":null,"draft_details":{},"is_nsfw":false,"is_multi_ad":false,"is_spellbound":false,"is_monetized":false,"paywall":0,"cutoff_page":null,"userId":"ce0690a2-59e6-4f56-86b2-7f5007d59bb3","img_story_src":null,"promoted_story":"49d5a8b0-8175-4e3c-bb92-d6bebef1fc84"}],"page":119}