HTTP 200 OK
Allow: GET, HEAD, OPTIONS
Content-Type: application/json
Vary: Accept
{
"count": 667,
"next": "https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?format=api&limit=20&order=top&page=21&tag=mentalillness",
"previous": "https://commaful.com/api/stories/tag/?format=api&limit=20&order=top&page=19&tag=mentalillness",
"results": [
{
"id": "654da87b-f361-4f22-90fe-0e56ddbe081f",
"reaction_count": 13,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 13,
"all": 13,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "lpenlow",
"author_description": "Slow and dark poems",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "\n\n\n\n\nThe Psychology of the Patient",
"first_page_image": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1434030216411-0b793f4b4173?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=aeb0fbdf55e5494bfb469c7dc24f3c5c",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1434030216411-0b793f4b4173?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=fa5b557e929349cafbc7d012767ab47a",
"m": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1434030216411-0b793f4b4173?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=9217a10232ec212a7301a778ced29031",
"l": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1434030216411-0b793f4b4173?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=aeb0fbdf55e5494bfb469c7dc24f3c5c"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/05c727e4-d2d7-e6bc-6e73-2df2d2b5683f-1567819589720.jpeg",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "lpenlow",
"id": "dea16856-6298-4162-b8b8-714bbce40d08",
"nickname": "Lydia",
"profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/05c727e4-d2d7-e6bc-6e73-2df2d2b5683f-1567819589720.jpeg",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_05c727e4-d2d7-e6bc-6e73-2df2d2b5683f-1567819589720.jpeg",
"background_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/75888f1d-9e1c-2ea2-243f-5b69885f2d6b-1567819618576.jpeg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_75888f1d-9e1c-2ea2-243f-5b69885f2d6b-1567819618576.jpeg",
"description": "Slow and dark poems",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 0,
"story_count": 49,
"reaction_count": 27,
"following_count": 23,
"follower_count": 109,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 17777,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"mental illness",
"counselor",
"anxiety",
"psychiatrist",
"psychology",
"depression",
"poetry",
"poem"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": null,
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2024-03-03T21:11:00.646039-08:00",
"created": "2018-01-18T16:21:54.113555-08:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "\n\n\n\n\nThe Psychology of the Patient",
"description": "on not having trust",
"thumbnail": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1434030216411-0b793f4b4173?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=aeb0fbdf55e5494bfb469c7dc24f3c5c",
"slug": "the-psychology-of-the-patient",
"categories": [
"PT"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2018-01-18T16:24:07.436047-08:00",
"published": "2018-01-18T16:24:07.436037-08:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 327,
"comment_count": 0,
"dedications": [],
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": {},
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "dea16856-6298-4162-b8b8-714bbce40d08",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
},
{
"id": "7c3a8ab9-a1f0-4887-b547-8cb2f7f2769a",
"reaction_count": 13,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 13,
"all": 13,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "alluringin",
"author_description": "The next rockstar like Kurt & Daniel",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "Rescue ",
"first_page_image": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/2c9d50ab-4d04-23fb-d2f0-e74d01b33cab-1644488114268.jpeg",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_2c9d50ab-4d04-23fb-d2f0-e74d01b33cab-1644488114268.jpeg",
"m": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_2c9d50ab-4d04-23fb-d2f0-e74d01b33cab-1644488114268.jpeg",
"l": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/2c9d50ab-4d04-23fb-d2f0-e74d01b33cab-1644488114268.jpeg"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c26690fb-fe50-f8eb-d528-cee57ba9fc27-1644458403453.png",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "alluringin",
"id": "394b759c-e84b-46ce-97bd-df5a14228f30",
"nickname": "Case",
"profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/c26690fb-fe50-f8eb-d528-cee57ba9fc27-1644458403453.png",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_c26690fb-fe50-f8eb-d528-cee57ba9fc27-1644458403453.png",
"background_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/bccb0d30-d2ad-c463-a6dc-fb1dd9198bdf-1644458486463.jpeg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_bccb0d30-d2ad-c463-a6dc-fb1dd9198bdf-1644458486463.jpeg",
"description": "The next rockstar like Kurt & Daniel",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 0,
"story_count": 10,
"reaction_count": 3,
"following_count": 20,
"follower_count": 21,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 2587,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"feelings",
"poetry",
"poems",
"lyrics",
"poem",
"lyric",
"silverchair",
"suicidaldreams",
"sadness",
"emotions",
"depression",
"thoughts",
"savior",
"mentalhealth",
"mental health",
"mental illness",
"mentalillness"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": null,
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2024-03-04T00:29:47.943308-08:00",
"created": "2022-02-10T02:14:04.113894-08:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "Rescue ",
"description": "I'm actually depressed ",
"thumbnail": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/2c9d50ab-4d04-23fb-d2f0-e74d01b33cab-1644488114268.jpeg",
"slug": "rescue",
"categories": [
"FC"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2022-02-10T02:16:34.683999-08:00",
"published": "2022-02-10T02:16:34.683989-08:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 32,
"comment_count": 0,
"dedications": {},
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": null,
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "394b759c-e84b-46ce-97bd-df5a14228f30",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
},
{
"id": "7f51771d-34ce-4f4a-9b51-895643669884",
"reaction_count": 13,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 12,
"all": 12,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "livingghost",
"author_description": "Definitely not a writer",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "\n\n\n\n\n\n Stream of thoughts \n\n\n\n\n\n",
"first_page_image": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/81c539be-1f43-42d6-1c0f-3d939f5ae1ea-1521217480948.jpeg",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_81c539be-1f43-42d6-1c0f-3d939f5ae1ea-1521217480948.jpeg",
"m": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_81c539be-1f43-42d6-1c0f-3d939f5ae1ea-1521217480948.jpeg",
"l": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/81c539be-1f43-42d6-1c0f-3d939f5ae1ea-1521217480948.jpeg"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0e5224cd-5c66-0953-c868-0643595c86a8-1519684155999.jpeg",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "livingghost",
"id": "ea6fed25-03a0-4827-a7e0-41186bf0bbed",
"nickname": "Sasha",
"profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0e5224cd-5c66-0953-c868-0643595c86a8-1519684155999.jpeg",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0e5224cd-5c66-0953-c868-0643595c86a8-1519684155999.jpeg",
"background_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/bcf8446b-d95f-9115-80cf-1d40ad68cbab-1531490895189.png",
"background_picture_preload": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_bcf8446b-d95f-9115-80cf-1d40ad68cbab-1531490895189.png",
"description": "Definitely not a writer",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 5,
"story_count": 60,
"reaction_count": 179,
"following_count": 13,
"follower_count": 1556,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 124371,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": "gft",
"badges": [
"lv1",
"gft",
"lv2",
"fqr"
],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"mental illness",
"therapy",
"diary",
"sad",
"brain",
"overthinking",
"confusion",
"mental health",
"feelings",
"mind"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": null,
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2020-12-18T05:23:04.536407-08:00",
"created": "2018-10-19T10:54:06.994189-07:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "\n\n\n\n\n\n Stream of thoughts \n\n\n\n\n\n",
"description": "Am I insane? ",
"thumbnail": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/81c539be-1f43-42d6-1c0f-3d939f5ae1ea-1521217480948.jpeg",
"slug": "stream-of-thoughts",
"categories": [
"TS"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2018-10-19T11:23:26.109980-07:00",
"published": "2018-10-19T11:23:26.109969-07:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 62,
"comment_count": 0,
"dedications": {},
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": null,
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "ea6fed25-03a0-4827-a7e0-41186bf0bbed",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
},
{
"id": "809d3f87-3d86-4fd4-bcba-b4eb25b87253",
"reaction_count": 13,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 13,
"all": 13,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "nekowriter024",
"author_description": "Community member",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "Angel Maker and Her\n(Part Six)",
"first_page_image": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1496523720220-b62e33cf3161?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8Qm95JTIwZ2lybHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MjE0NTA2MTU&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=CCQvy4C_WX4",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1496523720220-b62e33cf3161?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8Qm95JTIwZ2lybHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MjE0NTA2MTU&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=CCQvy4C_WX4",
"m": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1496523720220-b62e33cf3161?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8Qm95JTIwZ2lybHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MjE0NTA2MTU&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=CCQvy4C_WX4",
"l": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1496523720220-b62e33cf3161?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8Qm95JTIwZ2lybHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MjE0NTA2MTU&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=CCQvy4C_WX4"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/98487bda-dde1-1268-3dfc-35ec2d4f28b6-1621447952201.jpeg",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "nekowriter024",
"id": "962de5ce-0baa-40b2-9427-747c4380d57e",
"nickname": "Rachel",
"profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/98487bda-dde1-1268-3dfc-35ec2d4f28b6-1621447952201.jpeg",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_98487bda-dde1-1268-3dfc-35ec2d4f28b6-1621447952201.jpeg",
"background_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/570343d6-158f-de5e-c34e-64473634aba1-1621447957889.jpeg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_570343d6-158f-de5e-c34e-64473634aba1-1621447957889.jpeg",
"description": "",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 0,
"story_count": 10,
"reaction_count": 0,
"following_count": 0,
"follower_count": 4,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 823,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"sexual content",
"girl boy",
"killers",
"mental illness",
"mentalillness",
"romance",
"thriller"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": null,
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2024-03-04T00:15:46.775819-08:00",
"created": "2021-05-19T11:55:06.616215-07:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "Angel Maker and Her\n(Part Six)",
"description": "!!!Mature Audience Only!!! ",
"thumbnail": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1496523720220-b62e33cf3161?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MXx8Qm95JTIwZ2lybHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MjE0NTA2MTU&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=CCQvy4C_WX4",
"slug": "angel-maker-and-herpart-six",
"categories": [
"RM"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2021-05-19T11:58:21.107519-07:00",
"published": "2021-05-19T11:58:21.107508-07:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 122,
"comment_count": 0,
"dedications": {},
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": null,
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "962de5ce-0baa-40b2-9427-747c4380d57e",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
},
{
"id": "8c946053-dfa3-481e-9797-c86a46976a58",
"reaction_count": 13,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 13,
"all": 13,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "greenleaf",
"author_description": "queer writer of colour.",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "\n\n\n\n\nan open letter to that one book reviewer on amazon",
"first_page_image": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1520241179382-8c5761e4bab7?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=29718e7d3b631cf299bdda098c434c13",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1520241179382-8c5761e4bab7?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=b9a325fcf3ceda1b60ecab6feb582266",
"m": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1520241179382-8c5761e4bab7?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=00f410b3c8e52ce87c972ecb78441ecd",
"l": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1520241179382-8c5761e4bab7?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=29718e7d3b631cf299bdda098c434c13"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5fbc804e-1f2c-8575-d4bd-38a0b2fe4790-1562190854133.png",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "greenleaf",
"id": "19746fde-9234-4be4-8af2-31961aa5e373",
"nickname": "greenleaf | 21 | she/her | queer | 🏳️🌈",
"profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5fbc804e-1f2c-8575-d4bd-38a0b2fe4790-1562190854133.png",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5fbc804e-1f2c-8575-d4bd-38a0b2fe4790-1562190854133.png",
"background_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1581e354-1fcf-318b-9fcb-1f3461a02b45-1562190815373.jpeg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1581e354-1fcf-318b-9fcb-1f3461a02b45-1562190815373.jpeg",
"description": "queer writer of colour.",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 0,
"story_count": 28,
"reaction_count": 41,
"following_count": 19,
"follower_count": 155,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 22802,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [
"lv1"
],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"mental illness",
"mental health",
"ocd",
"self harm",
"experiences",
"thoughts",
"suicide",
"personal"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": null,
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2024-03-03T23:59:31.668740-08:00",
"created": "2018-09-14T20:48:11.467538-07:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "\n\n\n\n\nan open letter to that one book reviewer on amazon",
"description": "my thoughts on a book review I saw today. includes discussion of mental illness and some of my own experiences.",
"thumbnail": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1520241179382-8c5761e4bab7?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=29718e7d3b631cf299bdda098c434c13",
"slug": "an-open-letter-to-that-one-book-reviewer-on-amazon",
"categories": [
"TS"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2018-09-14T21:46:03.650366-07:00",
"published": "2018-09-14T21:46:03.650356-07:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 90,
"comment_count": 0,
"dedications": {},
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": null,
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "19746fde-9234-4be4-8af2-31961aa5e373",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
},
{
"id": "8ec96d3f-0ace-4080-b52c-4c22c92fd5e2",
"reaction_count": 13,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 13,
"all": 13,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "mkbacchus",
"author_description": "https://www.lulu.com/shop/mk-bacchus/out",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "Désolé\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nTW: Suicide",
"first_page_image": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/autumn-195-9_800.jpeg",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/autumn-195-9_90.jpeg",
"m": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/autumn-195-9_480.jpeg",
"l": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/autumn-195-9_800.jpeg"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/360b1466-a39a-ec34-cedf-de3b47f3a740-1705279688113.png",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "mkbacchus",
"id": "cf4acf85-2342-4c2c-97e4-b97424050533",
"nickname": "M.K.",
"profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/360b1466-a39a-ec34-cedf-de3b47f3a740-1705279688113.png",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_360b1466-a39a-ec34-cedf-de3b47f3a740-1705279688113.png",
"background_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/0addee2d-5cd8-47b0-01ad-16467081948f-1705279738636.jpeg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_0addee2d-5cd8-47b0-01ad-16467081948f-1705279738636.jpeg",
"description": "https://www.lulu.com/shop/mk-bacchus/out",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 4,
"story_count": 53,
"reaction_count": 244,
"following_count": 28,
"follower_count": 35,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 119744,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [
"lv1",
"fqr",
"lv2",
"gft"
],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {
"about": "Amateur writer. Not consistent or sure what I am doing. Mainly using this as a weird poetry-journal and story-telling site. Definitely open to criticism. ",
"reading": "Poetry, non-fiction, geopolitical books and articles, and thrillers.",
"writing": "Poetry. Might try a short story or two now and then."
}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"poem",
"feelings",
"sad",
"depression",
"mental illness",
"mentalillness",
"abuse",
"suicide",
"thoughts"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": "c42afbf2-bd14-49a3-af07-0c9c86ad78fe",
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2024-03-04T00:40:28.483963-08:00",
"created": "2024-01-15T15:23:33.403328-08:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "Désolé",
"description": "6 years ago in February",
"thumbnail": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/autumn-195-9_800.jpeg",
"slug": "dsol",
"categories": [
"FE"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2024-01-16T12:04:27.934213-08:00",
"published": "2024-01-16T12:04:27.934205-08:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 143,
"comment_count": 8,
"dedications": [],
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": {},
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "cf4acf85-2342-4c2c-97e4-b97424050533",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": "7cddb379-af14-460b-a94c-878cc5cb6c07"
},
{
"id": "b1dfa76a-9917-4317-affb-d84f79ba196c",
"reaction_count": 13,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 13,
"all": 13,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "mothhymn",
"author_description": "Community member",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "today is not mine. ",
"first_page_image": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1487174244970-cd18784bb4a4?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjV8fHJlZHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MjIzMjI5OTc&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=2S2F2exmbhw",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1487174244970-cd18784bb4a4?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjV8fHJlZHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MjIzMjI5OTc&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=2S2F2exmbhw",
"m": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1487174244970-cd18784bb4a4?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjV8fHJlZHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MjIzMjI5OTc&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=2S2F2exmbhw",
"l": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1487174244970-cd18784bb4a4?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjV8fHJlZHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MjIzMjI5OTc&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=2S2F2exmbhw"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/E269F90D-FA4E-4BBE-A6CF-3D11974AEF2C1622383492382.jpg",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "mothhymn",
"id": "bc701672-7c18-4f3d-98c2-bb02e434eaa5",
"nickname": "<3",
"profile_picture": "https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/E269F90D-FA4E-4BBE-A6CF-3D11974AEF2C1622383492382.jpg",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png",
"background_picture": "https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/395A5AD3-DE61-40E9-A5AF-55C06982BE461622383552044.jpg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg",
"description": "",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 0,
"story_count": 2,
"reaction_count": 2,
"following_count": 6,
"follower_count": 7,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 1199,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"mental illness",
"mentalillness",
"awareness",
"yourevalid",
"depression",
"feelings"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": null,
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2024-03-03T23:58:22.595039-08:00",
"created": "2021-05-30T06:46:19.547453-07:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "today is not mine. ",
"description": "what steals your days?",
"thumbnail": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1487174244970-cd18784bb4a4?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MjV8fHJlZHxlbnwwfHx8fDE2MjIzMjI5OTc&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=2S2F2exmbhw",
"slug": "today-is-not-mine",
"categories": [
"FE"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2021-05-30T06:57:20.083375-07:00",
"published": "2021-05-30T06:57:20.083365-07:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 14,
"comment_count": 0,
"dedications": [],
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": {},
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "bc701672-7c18-4f3d-98c2-bb02e434eaa5",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
},
{
"id": "ce889718-6d4f-46c8-b99a-55da499e0138",
"reaction_count": 13,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 12,
"all": 12,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "darkmex01",
"author_description": "Alive and Breathing.",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "What are you to me?",
"first_page_image": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1488625900921-44eab890ab46?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1488625900921-44eab890ab46?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9",
"m": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1488625900921-44eab890ab46?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9",
"l": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1488625900921-44eab890ab46?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5d79a077-42ae-3cc1-07fa-a5607e110da2-1516068756518.png",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "darkmex01",
"id": "15b12bc0-3f9b-417e-bc00-07798d58328b",
"nickname": "Abby",
"profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/5d79a077-42ae-3cc1-07fa-a5607e110da2-1516068756518.png",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_5d79a077-42ae-3cc1-07fa-a5607e110da2-1516068756518.png",
"background_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/60f46b96-53f0-7410-f7a6-1e7af92ce13d-1516068857202.jpeg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_60f46b96-53f0-7410-f7a6-1e7af92ce13d-1516068857202.jpeg",
"description": "Alive and Breathing.",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 0,
"story_count": 9,
"reaction_count": 31,
"following_count": 11,
"follower_count": 6,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 12962,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"mental illness",
"wlw",
"girls",
"friendship"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": null,
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2020-10-14T08:54:21.027005-07:00",
"created": "2019-03-01T19:15:51.569064-08:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "What are you to me?",
"description": "I am your friend, but are you mine in heart and mind?",
"thumbnail": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1488625900921-44eab890ab46?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9",
"slug": "what-are-you-to-me",
"categories": [],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2019-03-01T22:09:09.926234-08:00",
"published": "2019-03-01T22:09:09.926225-08:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 59,
"comment_count": 0,
"dedications": {},
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": null,
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "15b12bc0-3f9b-417e-bc00-07798d58328b",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
},
{
"id": "cee6c2f6-0535-4307-9220-c590bbb0a6bc",
"reaction_count": 13,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 13,
"all": 13,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "elliecantwrite",
"author_description": "Community member",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "Like your breathe come and goes \nSo does the sun and the moon \nAnd the spring leaves that turn into autumn crisps \nAnd the pendulum on an old grandfather clock \n\nWhether it’s as short as a sharp exhale, \nHours like the daylight takes to be plunged into darkness.\nMonths like the April lambs take to learn how to run on their unsteady legs. \nOr a matter of the swing of natural gravity and balance. \n\nThings change, \nAnd things will constantly be changing \nbut what really matters will find a way back.\nJust like Happiness will return \nBecause it’s only inevitable.\nIt’s Natural \nAnd Its the law of life. \n\nSo hang on because the birds will sing again.\nYour favourite season will come back around.\nAnd just like the weather, your feelings will change no matter how long the storm seems to be lasting. \n",
"first_page_image": "https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/C61BC87A-2A2F-4D07-B70A-632074CD59631590367715861.jpg",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "",
"m": "",
"l": "https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/C61BC87A-2A2F-4D07-B70A-632074CD59631590367715861.jpg"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "elliecantwrite",
"id": "7ab8bccd-fa39-4a2b-8a2d-174c0b79f8a4",
"nickname": "Ellie",
"profile_picture": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png",
"background_picture": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg",
"description": "",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 0,
"story_count": 1,
"reaction_count": 3,
"following_count": 20,
"follower_count": 3,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 1117,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"mentalhealth",
"mental health",
"sad",
"unhappy",
"happy",
"love",
"seasons",
"mental illness",
"mentalillness"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": null,
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2024-03-03T21:31:30.245033-08:00",
"created": "2020-05-24T17:43:19.688405-07:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "Like your breathe come and goes \nSo does the sun and the moon \nAnd the spring leaves that turn into autumn crisps \nAnd the pendulum on an old grandfather clock \n\nWhether it’s as short as a sharp exhale, \nHours like the daylight takes to be plunged into...",
"description": "Happiness will return ",
"thumbnail": "https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/C61BC87A-2A2F-4D07-B70A-632074CD59631590367715861.jpg",
"slug": "like-your-breathe-come-and-goes-so-does-the-sun-",
"categories": [
"PT"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2020-05-24T17:45:07.225491-07:00",
"published": "2020-05-24T17:45:07.225475-07:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 7,
"comment_count": 0,
"dedications": [],
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": {},
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "7ab8bccd-fa39-4a2b-8a2d-174c0b79f8a4",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
},
{
"id": "d4d05c6d-8fde-4d2e-9dc6-bde42d3de31b",
"reaction_count": 13,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 13,
"all": 13,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "ashten_light",
"author_description": "Writer of poetry",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "Dark",
"first_page_image": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/17a9d4ce-1e95-861b-0217-99b7bd2c05a2-1616436728873.jpeg",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/t_17a9d4ce-1e95-861b-0217-99b7bd2c05a2-1616436728873.jpeg",
"m": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/m_17a9d4ce-1e95-861b-0217-99b7bd2c05a2-1616436728873.jpeg",
"l": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/17a9d4ce-1e95-861b-0217-99b7bd2c05a2-1616436728873.jpeg"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e1dc958f-02bb-431a-9579-faabf25081d4-1616436209031.jpeg",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "ashten_light",
"id": "eb0f5746-04f4-4ccd-bf65-71480f0231ab",
"nickname": "Ashten Light",
"profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/e1dc958f-02bb-431a-9579-faabf25081d4-1616436209031.jpeg",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_e1dc958f-02bb-431a-9579-faabf25081d4-1616436209031.jpeg",
"background_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/f04ff865-bb16-6a19-cd39-5114cc0a8f1b-1616436284070.jpeg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_f04ff865-bb16-6a19-cd39-5114cc0a8f1b-1616436284070.jpeg",
"description": "Writer of poetry",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 0,
"story_count": 1,
"reaction_count": 0,
"following_count": 1,
"follower_count": 2,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 131,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"poetry",
"poem",
"darkness",
"dark ness",
"intrusive thoughts",
"intrusivethoughts",
"mentalhealth",
"mental health",
"mental illness",
"mentalillness",
"anxiety",
"depression",
"ashtenlight",
"dark",
"mind"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": null,
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2024-03-03T21:48:13.559181-08:00",
"created": "2021-03-22T11:11:08.283302-07:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "Dark",
"description": "A nonet (countdown) poem written to confront the eerie thoughts and feelings that tend to come at night.",
"thumbnail": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/17a9d4ce-1e95-861b-0217-99b7bd2c05a2-1616436728873.jpeg",
"slug": "untitled",
"categories": [
"PT"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2021-03-22T11:15:44.251736-07:00",
"published": "2021-03-22T11:15:08.591424-07:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {
"frames": [
"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/ps/d4d05c6d-8fde-4d2e-9dc6-bde42d3de31b-34-0.jpg",
"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/ps/d4d05c6d-8fde-4d2e-9dc6-bde42d3de31b-34-1.jpg",
"https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/share/ps/d4d05c6d-8fde-4d2e-9dc6-bde42d3de31b-34-2.jpg"
],
"version": 34
},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 3,
"comment_count": 1,
"dedications": {},
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": null,
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "eb0f5746-04f4-4ccd-bf65-71480f0231ab",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
},
{
"id": "fab9a951-0b24-425a-8278-ad3356594f17",
"reaction_count": 13,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 13,
"all": 13,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "itsmoeyyy",
"author_description": "writer. dreamer.",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "Kids",
"first_page_image": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/defaultq.jpg",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/preload/defaultq.jpg",
"m": null,
"l": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/defaultq.jpg"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/image1471387234039.jpeg",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "itsmoeyyy",
"id": "f65a51b8-4661-455c-bc00-76c4952b3470",
"nickname": "moë",
"profile_picture": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/profile/image1471387234039.jpeg",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/profile_picture_default_36.jpeg",
"background_picture": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg",
"description": "writer. dreamer.",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 0,
"story_count": 9,
"reaction_count": 2,
"following_count": 0,
"follower_count": 113,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 30751,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"teenagers",
"emo",
"depression",
"suicide",
"poetry",
"mental illness",
"trigger warning"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": null,
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2024-03-03T21:31:55.320008-08:00",
"created": "2016-08-11T06:55:59.081228-07:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "Kids",
"description": "*trigger warning: self-harm, suicide*",
"thumbnail": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/preload/defaultq.jpg",
"slug": "kids",
"categories": [
"PS",
"PT"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2016-08-11T07:16:21.872847-07:00",
"published": "2016-08-11T07:16:21.872842-07:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": "",
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 496,
"comment_count": 0,
"dedications": {},
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": {},
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "f65a51b8-4661-455c-bc00-76c4952b3470",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
},
{
"id": "25a9bfc6-7df5-4b3b-a515-4dc62e8a9b93",
"reaction_count": 12,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 12,
"all": 12,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "deadnamesaedian",
"author_description": "Follow my work. Feedback is appreciated.",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "\n\n\n\n\n\n\nRabbits Hole\n\n Or\n\nHe Died Awake (A SuiXide)",
"first_page_image": "https://media.tenor.com/RLGKZPNhd8cAAAAC/black-and-white-spooky.gif",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://media.tenor.com/RLGKZPNhd8cAAAAM/black-and-white-spooky.gif",
"m": "https://media.tenor.com/RLGKZPNhd8cAAAAS/black-and-white-spooky.gif",
"l": "https://media.tenor.com/RLGKZPNhd8cAAAAC/black-and-white-spooky.gif"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/be896e8b-bdf7-6848-53b6-23b4e5a7742e-1707285414657.png",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "deadnamesaedian",
"id": "f3fe1885-4137-4a9d-a23f-164237b00ac7",
"nickname": "Wes",
"profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/be896e8b-bdf7-6848-53b6-23b4e5a7742e-1707285414657.png",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_be896e8b-bdf7-6848-53b6-23b4e5a7742e-1707285414657.png",
"background_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/99e23e06-d2c6-fd99-96b7-ec7027d1de55-1707359460617.jpeg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_99e23e06-d2c6-fd99-96b7-ec7027d1de55-1707359460617.jpeg",
"description": "Follow my work. Feedback is appreciated.",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 0,
"story_count": 5,
"reaction_count": 1,
"following_count": 19,
"follower_count": 5,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 7123,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"selfharm",
"self harm",
"story",
"dark",
"poetry",
"poems",
"poem",
"trippy",
"death",
"morbid",
"evil",
"darkness",
"dark ness",
"mental illness",
"mentalillness",
"addiction"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": "f4ea81ab-4b0f-4dac-a2a8-6a38836fb76c",
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2024-03-04T00:38:09.720602-08:00",
"created": "2024-02-05T22:54:52.388310-08:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "Rabbits Hole",
"description": "Lost for words. ",
"thumbnail": "https://media.tenor.com/RLGKZPNhd8cAAAAC/black-and-white-spooky.gif",
"slug": "rabbits-hole",
"categories": [
"FE"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2024-02-05T23:56:24.769514-08:00",
"published": "2024-02-05T23:56:24.769472-08:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 222,
"comment_count": 0,
"dedications": [],
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": {},
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "f3fe1885-4137-4a9d-a23f-164237b00ac7",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
},
{
"id": "2eef635f-0be9-44fb-b8d5-c2c90144cb43",
"reaction_count": 12,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 12,
"all": 12,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "lpenlow",
"author_description": "Slow and dark poems",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "\n\n\n\n\n\nCorrupted Gossip",
"first_page_image": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1472746729193-36ad213ac4a5?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=f209c56f56698fd0d973c05c1567beca",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1472746729193-36ad213ac4a5?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=f18f37439052e3b7249d5eb721d896a1",
"m": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1472746729193-36ad213ac4a5?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=9c7604a8d9c945982bd8d90be5bb5365",
"l": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1472746729193-36ad213ac4a5?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=f209c56f56698fd0d973c05c1567beca"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/05c727e4-d2d7-e6bc-6e73-2df2d2b5683f-1567819589720.jpeg",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "lpenlow",
"id": "dea16856-6298-4162-b8b8-714bbce40d08",
"nickname": "Lydia",
"profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/05c727e4-d2d7-e6bc-6e73-2df2d2b5683f-1567819589720.jpeg",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_05c727e4-d2d7-e6bc-6e73-2df2d2b5683f-1567819589720.jpeg",
"background_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/75888f1d-9e1c-2ea2-243f-5b69885f2d6b-1567819618576.jpeg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_75888f1d-9e1c-2ea2-243f-5b69885f2d6b-1567819618576.jpeg",
"description": "Slow and dark poems",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 0,
"story_count": 49,
"reaction_count": 27,
"following_count": 23,
"follower_count": 109,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 17777,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"mental illness",
"fear",
"anxiety",
"enemies",
"depression",
"poetry",
"poem",
"gossip"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": null,
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2024-03-04T00:07:46.605916-08:00",
"created": "2018-01-18T16:24:49.994469-08:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "\n\n\n\n\n\nCorrupted Gossip",
"description": "whispers are deceiving ",
"thumbnail": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1472746729193-36ad213ac4a5?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=f209c56f56698fd0d973c05c1567beca",
"slug": "corrupted-gossip",
"categories": [
"PT"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2018-01-18T16:26:50.204321-08:00",
"published": "2018-01-18T16:26:50.204310-08:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 362,
"comment_count": 0,
"dedications": [],
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": {},
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "dea16856-6298-4162-b8b8-714bbce40d08",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
},
{
"id": "2f88c647-c29d-475a-89c3-5dba2df4b49e",
"reaction_count": 12,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 12,
"all": 12,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "freckled_vixen",
"author_description": "21.",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "Lonely ",
"first_page_image": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516758354783-b4ad206b7337?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=40e4defa6a942921444655c106031a27",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516758354783-b4ad206b7337?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=7e4489660b4affbd4211ebcdc664e004",
"m": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516758354783-b4ad206b7337?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=b6d523440c8ab60cdcdd6052c58b39d9",
"l": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516758354783-b4ad206b7337?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=40e4defa6a942921444655c106031a27"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "freckled_vixen",
"id": "970f058a-d9ba-4024-a0c8-af9f7b501d03",
"nickname": "Just a little something",
"profile_picture": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic.png",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/wolf-profile-pic-thumb.png",
"background_picture": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg",
"description": "21.",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 0,
"story_count": 7,
"reaction_count": 1,
"following_count": 32,
"follower_count": 11,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 0,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"mental illness",
"mdd",
"sad",
"bdd",
"life lessons",
"me",
"rough times",
"body dysmorphic disorder",
"majordepressivedisorder",
"hard time",
"life",
"depression",
"suicide",
"hard",
"personal",
"nervious"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": null,
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2020-11-05T00:08:11.351106-08:00",
"created": "2018-06-04T20:09:45.109071-07:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "Lonely ",
"description": "It can be a very powerful feeling. ",
"thumbnail": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1516758354783-b4ad206b7337?ixlib=rb-0.3.5&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9&s=40e4defa6a942921444655c106031a27",
"slug": "lonely",
"categories": [],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2018-06-04T20:41:24.209299-07:00",
"published": "2018-06-04T20:41:24.209290-07:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 379,
"comment_count": 1,
"dedications": {},
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": null,
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "970f058a-d9ba-4024-a0c8-af9f7b501d03",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
},
{
"id": "59bb3160-a255-4510-bc3d-db22cc59aaec",
"reaction_count": 12,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 12,
"all": 12,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "poemsfromanoone",
"author_description": "Uh I like to create stuff",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "Ifonlyyouknew",
"first_page_image": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise828.jpg",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise828.jpg",
"m": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise828.jpg",
"l": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise828.jpg"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8865bd10-04e7-c4f8-1623-5a30cfb8bb5f-1657157613643.png",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "poemsfromanoone",
"id": "2d009189-da27-43e8-a398-ca89a8b1f936",
"nickname": "Delusionalphilosopy",
"profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8865bd10-04e7-c4f8-1623-5a30cfb8bb5f-1657157613643.png",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_8865bd10-04e7-c4f8-1623-5a30cfb8bb5f-1657157613643.png",
"background_picture": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg",
"description": "Uh I like to create stuff",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 1,
"story_count": 19,
"reaction_count": 38,
"following_count": 17,
"follower_count": 12,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 67559,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [
"lv1"
],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"mentalillness",
"mental illness",
"schizophrenia"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": null,
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2024-03-04T00:31:02.457520-08:00",
"created": "2022-07-14T21:16:13.150306-07:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "IfOnlyYouKnew",
"description": "",
"thumbnail": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise828.jpg",
"slug": "ifonlyyouknew",
"categories": [
"PT"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2022-07-14T21:17:02.432111-07:00",
"published": "2022-07-14T21:17:02.432099-07:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 196,
"comment_count": 0,
"dedications": [],
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": {},
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "2d009189-da27-43e8-a398-ca89a8b1f936",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
},
{
"id": "62d2b567-7851-43ff-a974-cd7f49b90cbb",
"reaction_count": 12,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 12,
"all": 12,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "kelseywoods",
"author_description": "uncomfortable poet",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "clock girl",
"first_page_image": "https://images.unsplash.com/37/tEREUy1vSfuSu8LzTop3_IMG_2538.jpg?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://images.unsplash.com/37/tEREUy1vSfuSu8LzTop3_IMG_2538.jpg?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=90&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9",
"m": "https://images.unsplash.com/37/tEREUy1vSfuSu8LzTop3_IMG_2538.jpg?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=480&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9",
"l": "https://images.unsplash.com/37/tEREUy1vSfuSu8LzTop3_IMG_2538.jpg?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/23337b86-ee25-7d7f-5ab7-39dccf1d48d9-1653573347690.png",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "kelseywoods",
"id": "524fa99b-7863-4f82-85ab-cd883021114b",
"nickname": "Kelsey",
"profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/23337b86-ee25-7d7f-5ab7-39dccf1d48d9-1653573347690.png",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_23337b86-ee25-7d7f-5ab7-39dccf1d48d9-1653573347690.png",
"background_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/931469c5-43d0-74e4-601f-120d1d344297-1506618503155.jpeg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg",
"description": "uncomfortable poet",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 0,
"story_count": 45,
"reaction_count": 24,
"following_count": 33,
"follower_count": 202,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 32836,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [],
"social_urls": {
"tumblr": "kaceisace.tumblr.com"
},
"about": {
"about": "23 | poet",
"reading": "Poe, Wilde, Dickinson",
"writing": "free-form poetry, prose"
}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"poems",
"mental illness",
"disorder",
"tick disorder",
"feeling",
"mental health",
"tic disorder",
"feelings",
"tick",
"thoughts",
"word",
"though",
"mental",
"illness",
"tic",
"words",
"poetry",
"health",
"poem"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": null,
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2024-03-04T00:23:47.211160-08:00",
"created": "2019-02-22T08:01:47.831189-08:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "clock girl",
"description": "a diagnosis that is rare, and the similarities between a clock and I",
"thumbnail": "https://images.unsplash.com/37/tEREUy1vSfuSu8LzTop3_IMG_2538.jpg?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&fm=jpg&crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&w=720&fit=max&ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMjZ9",
"slug": "clock-girl",
"categories": [
"PT"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2019-02-22T08:25:59.615948-08:00",
"published": "2019-02-22T08:25:59.615939-08:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 211,
"comment_count": 0,
"dedications": {},
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": null,
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "524fa99b-7863-4f82-85ab-cd883021114b",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
},
{
"id": "7c1659f1-d560-4e37-851b-ad18662279cd",
"reaction_count": 12,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 12,
"all": 12,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "starry_cosmos",
"author_description": "🌙 You are a star in our cosmos ⭐",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "My Dearest (part 6)",
"first_page_image": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise150.jpg",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise150.jpg",
"m": "",
"l": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise150.jpg"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2d381188-eb09-e4fc-c3a0-1f3a3672cdd5-1536788298521.png",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "starry_cosmos",
"id": "436637f5-4aaa-4dec-bc45-9fa3c24d4023",
"nickname": "Starry Cosmos",
"profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/2d381188-eb09-e4fc-c3a0-1f3a3672cdd5-1536788298521.png",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_2d381188-eb09-e4fc-c3a0-1f3a3672cdd5-1536788298521.png",
"background_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1b372126-29c5-044d-2c9d-47355554e345-1520518392300.png",
"background_picture_preload": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_1b372126-29c5-044d-2c9d-47355554e345-1520518392300.png",
"description": "🌙 You are a star in our cosmos ⭐",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 2,
"story_count": 60,
"reaction_count": 142,
"following_count": 67,
"follower_count": 269,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 82943,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [
"lv1",
"gft"
],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"mental illness",
"grandmother",
"choice",
"family",
"love",
"death",
"mother",
"life",
"hate"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": null,
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2024-03-03T21:40:25.226132-08:00",
"created": "2018-03-23T11:54:44.045804-07:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "My Dearest (part 6)",
"description": "My grandmother shares another letter, this time talking about her mother that she never told me about because of the painful memories and secrets. You never know what a person has been through, and it may surprise you. Touching and bittersweet. ",
"thumbnail": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/blurred/sunrise150.jpg",
"slug": "my-dearest-part-6",
"categories": [
"TS"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2018-03-23T13:02:55.773264-07:00",
"published": "2018-03-23T13:02:55.773255-07:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 386,
"comment_count": 2,
"dedications": [],
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": {},
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "436637f5-4aaa-4dec-bc45-9fa3c24d4023",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
},
{
"id": "951d487e-c250-4602-abbf-b76ee5191d37",
"reaction_count": 12,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 12,
"all": 12,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "mikki_",
"author_description": "Trying to find my way in the world",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "Dear Allah ",
"first_page_image": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-296-13_800.jpeg",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-296-13_90.jpeg",
"m": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-296-13_480.jpeg",
"l": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-296-13_800.jpeg"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/21389d57-c70a-ef4a-7478-175f7f63e9f1-1694973838920.png",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "mikki_",
"id": "0a714fa1-fffd-487d-8f43-0bd0510cca0a",
"nickname": "Mikki",
"profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/21389d57-c70a-ef4a-7478-175f7f63e9f1-1694973838920.png",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_21389d57-c70a-ef4a-7478-175f7f63e9f1-1694973838920.png",
"background_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8aaf83d3-b606-5ff9-35f6-91d5ace57234-1694973855453.jpeg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_8aaf83d3-b606-5ff9-35f6-91d5ace57234-1694973855453.jpeg",
"description": "Trying to find my way in the world",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 0,
"story_count": 13,
"reaction_count": 2,
"following_count": 8,
"follower_count": 15,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 12624,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {
"about": "Poetry enthusaist, I love creating poetry from my own pain that others can releate to. We are all truly just trying our best in this life."
}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"poetry",
"islam",
"prayer",
"my story",
"mystory",
"triggerwarning",
"trigger warning",
"domesticabuse",
"domestic abuse",
"moderndayslavery",
"human trafficking",
"mental illness",
"mentalillness",
"anxiety",
"allah"
],
"series": {
"title": "Fighting my reflection",
"description": "In this series of poetry I’ll reintroduce myself as a lot has changed over the years. My faith, health, and life experiences. It has a broad spectrum trigger warning because it does talk about my experience with human trafficking, what it’s like to be a survivor, and the host of mental health issues that come with such a trauma. This is my safe place to share parts of my story.",
"userId": "0a714fa1-fffd-487d-8f43-0bd0510cca0a",
"is_public": true,
"slug": "fighting-my-reflection",
"thumbnail": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/88320866-996d-6bd9-504d-821de4dbbb93-1694981009105.jpeg",
"banner_image": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/1bd7d12d-29c7-89ba-3ef9-59c3a314308c-1694980976043.jpeg",
"first_story_image": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/water-246-9_800.jpeg",
"user": {
"username": "mikki_",
"id": "0a714fa1-fffd-487d-8f43-0bd0510cca0a",
"nickname": "Mikki",
"profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/21389d57-c70a-ef4a-7478-175f7f63e9f1-1694973838920.png",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_21389d57-c70a-ef4a-7478-175f7f63e9f1-1694973838920.png",
"background_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/8aaf83d3-b606-5ff9-35f6-91d5ace57234-1694973855453.jpeg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_8aaf83d3-b606-5ff9-35f6-91d5ace57234-1694973855453.jpeg",
"description": "Trying to find my way in the world",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 0,
"story_count": 13,
"reaction_count": 2,
"following_count": 8,
"follower_count": 15,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 12624,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {
"about": "Poetry enthusaist, I love creating poetry from my own pain that others can releate to. We are all truly just trying our best in this life."
}
},
"is_following": null,
"reaction_counts": {
"all": 0
},
"id": "80315672-215f-433c-bdf8-d4183e745953",
"tags": [
"mentalhealth",
"mental health",
"human trafficking",
"trauma",
"anxiety",
"ptsd",
"survivor",
"mental illness",
"mentalillness",
"triggerwarning",
"trigger warning"
],
"story_count": 5,
"is_series": true,
"type": "series",
"follower_count": 0
},
"image_collection_id": "9b5cb8ca-0e8c-40d9-aebf-c07dadc15072",
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2024-03-04T00:37:03.387276-08:00",
"created": "2023-09-18T07:15:52.128477-07:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "Dear Allah",
"description": "A letter in poetry form to Allah SWT when I was in the thick of my MDS journey, sharing some feelings like Allah forgetting about me, me forgetting about Allah, feeling unsure, and wanting Allah in my life. I'm lucky to have a close relationship with Allah SWT (God) and He's never left my side during this. A trigger warning because this talks about modern-day slavery and human trafficking. ",
"thumbnail": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/c/night-296-13_800.jpeg",
"slug": "dear-allah",
"categories": [
"PT"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2023-09-18T07:20:16.715572-07:00",
"published": "2023-09-18T07:20:16.715558-07:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 110,
"comment_count": 0,
"dedications": [],
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": {},
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "0a714fa1-fffd-487d-8f43-0bd0510cca0a",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": "03f80f85-78c1-4e88-a0ec-e5da2a7c257e"
},
{
"id": "98e840d8-bdf8-4edf-b40e-b157cedd6028",
"reaction_count": 12,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 12,
"all": 12,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "zelda1986_hi",
"author_description": "Hi",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "Bad feeling",
"first_page_image": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1565214975484-3cfa9e56f914?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTd8fE9jZWFufGVufDB8fHx8MTY0NTY3MDEyNA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=5cwigXmGWTo",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1565214975484-3cfa9e56f914?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTd8fE9jZWFufGVufDB8fHx8MTY0NTY3MDEyNA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=30&w=200&imgid=5cwigXmGWTo",
"m": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1565214975484-3cfa9e56f914?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTd8fE9jZWFufGVufDB8fHx8MTY0NTY3MDEyNA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=40&w=480&imgid=5cwigXmGWTo",
"l": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1565214975484-3cfa9e56f914?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTd8fE9jZWFufGVufDB8fHx8MTY0NTY3MDEyNA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=5cwigXmGWTo"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/da96a188-6f2d-3095-28ad-12a2f9c47eb1-1610940075429.jpeg",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "zelda1986_hi",
"id": "235db1c9-4bd7-40c0-800c-a1a35574c4fb",
"nickname": "Zelda",
"profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/da96a188-6f2d-3095-28ad-12a2f9c47eb1-1610940075429.jpeg",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_da96a188-6f2d-3095-28ad-12a2f9c47eb1-1610940075429.jpeg",
"background_picture": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default.jpg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://d2ekxuuyaakxli.cloudfront.net/media/public/images/pencil/assets/cover_default_preload.jpg",
"description": "Hi",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 0,
"story_count": 38,
"reaction_count": 50,
"following_count": 77,
"follower_count": 54,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 42831,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"poetry",
"depression",
"mentalhealth",
"mental health",
"mental illness",
"mentalillness",
"love",
"friendship",
"friend-ship"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": null,
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2024-03-04T00:26:01.228462-08:00",
"created": "2022-02-23T18:19:38.583182-08:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "Bad feeling",
"description": "",
"thumbnail": "https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1565214975484-3cfa9e56f914?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=MnwxMjI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8MTd8fE9jZWFufGVufDB8fHx8MTY0NTY3MDEyNA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1&q=50&w=720&imgid=5cwigXmGWTo",
"slug": "bad-feeling",
"categories": [
"PT"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2022-02-23T18:25:35.051686-08:00",
"published": "2022-02-23T18:25:35.051670-08:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 97,
"comment_count": 0,
"dedications": [],
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": {},
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "235db1c9-4bd7-40c0-800c-a1a35574c4fb",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
},
{
"id": "99068e27-8ee5-4ea1-9629-4dc5c17bf6ac",
"reaction_count": 12,
"reaction_counts": {
"NI": 12,
"all": 12,
"top": [
"NI"
]
},
"shoutout_count": 0,
"username": "bluewingedpoet2",
"author_description": "Community member",
"user_reactions": [],
"user_shouted_out": false,
"first_page_text": "",
"first_page_image": "https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/0c663dd5-cd73-4101-833d-4bd19e22b2e7-compressed1588874149658.jpg",
"first_page_images": {
"s": "",
"m": "",
"l": "https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/0c663dd5-cd73-4101-833d-4bd19e22b2e7-compressed1588874149658.jpg"
},
"author_profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/72809a71-6281-992f-b5f9-158b2353fca6-1585938141116.jpeg",
"author_is_identity_verified": false,
"author_is_elite": false,
"author": {
"username": "bluewingedpoet2",
"id": "e312ad02-19bc-45fe-90e9-c745667e8c00",
"nickname": "Bluewingedpoet2",
"profile_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/72809a71-6281-992f-b5f9-158b2353fca6-1585938141116.jpeg",
"profile_picture_thumb": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_72809a71-6281-992f-b5f9-158b2353fca6-1585938141116.jpeg",
"background_picture": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/a955f929-e42a-6e7c-bc95-a85f32ec5df5-1585938177316.jpeg",
"background_picture_preload": "https://cdn.commaful.com/media/public/images/profile/t_a955f929-e42a-6e7c-bc95-a85f32ec5df5-1585938177316.jpeg",
"description": "",
"is_following": null,
"shoutout_count": 0,
"story_count": 35,
"reaction_count": 17,
"following_count": 25,
"follower_count": 50,
"is_ambassador": false,
"is_following_you": null,
"is_identity_verified": false,
"is_elite": false,
"num_words_read": 6783,
"is_blocked": false,
"featured_badge": null,
"badges": [],
"social_urls": {},
"about": {}
},
"type": "story",
"tags": [
"poetry",
"poems",
"micro poetry",
"micropoetry",
"anger",
"mentalhealth",
"mental health",
"mental illness",
"mentalillness",
"trees",
"nature",
"mentalhealthawareness",
"mental health awareness",
"red",
"poetryislife",
"writing",
"writingislove"
],
"series": null,
"image_collection_id": null,
"img_story_src_details": {},
"poll_info": null,
"paywall_amount": null,
"paywall_unlocked": false,
"modified": "2024-03-03T21:27:00.157511-08:00",
"created": "2020-05-07T10:52:35.944824-07:00",
"deleted": null,
"title": "Untitled",
"description": "Poem about my anger struggles",
"thumbnail": "https://pencilapp.s3.amazonaws.com/media/public/images/0c663dd5-cd73-4101-833d-4bd19e22b2e7-compressed1588874149658.jpg",
"slug": "untitled-10",
"categories": [
"PT"
],
"privacy": "P",
"published_public": "2020-05-07T10:59:27.514908-07:00",
"published": "2020-05-07T10:59:27.514894-07:00",
"share_gif": null,
"share_photoset": {},
"share_vid": null,
"share_vid_short": null,
"share_vid_preview": null,
"page_hit_mark": 7,
"comment_count": 0,
"dedications": [],
"draft_text": null,
"draft_details": {},
"is_nsfw": false,
"is_multi_ad": false,
"is_spellbound": false,
"is_monetized": false,
"paywall": 0,
"cutoff_page": null,
"userId": "e312ad02-19bc-45fe-90e9-c745667e8c00",
"img_story_src": null,
"promoted_story": null
}
],
"page": 20
}
